Authors Note: This is my take on what should have happened when Jacob first tried to kiss Bella in Eclipse.

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Bella's POV

He laid there, snoring on the couch next to me. It was about 4 o'clock in the afternoon when Jacob and I decided to just chill on the couch and watch some TV.

He'd been looking so tired lately, so I was glad he was finally getting some sleep. I contemplated taking a nap myself, but I just flipped through the channels on the TV while he slept.

I settled on a cooking show, watching it for a good twenty minutes until Jake unconsciously rolled on top of me.

I was getting crushed by the weight of his body, so I pushed at him, gently trying to slide him away from me. It was impossible to get him to move, he was like a tonne of bricks.

Jacob must have noticed me pushing him because he woke up straight away. He jumped off the couch and shouted incoherently "What what?"

I walked in front of him, so that I was at the end of the couch.

"It's just me, sorry to wake you. You were kinda crushing me" I told him.

"Oh Bella I'm sorry, how long was I asleep for?" He asked.

"Bout half an hour" I replied.

"Sorry Bella, I can't believe I fell asleep on you" Jacob groaned in disappointment.

"Its fine, you should really go back to sleep, I'll get going. I've just gotta call Edward to come get me".

"No Bella you have to stay, I need to talk to you" Jacob pleaded.

"Talk to me about what" I questioned.

"Look, I want to tell you something…. you already know it, but it should be said, so there's no confusion on the subject"

"What are you talking about Jake?"

He walked closer to me, backing me into the couch end.

"Bella, I'm in love with you and I want you to pick me instead of him"

Whoa I wasn't ready for him to say that, I was caught completely off guard. I knew I had feelings for Jacob, but when Edward came back I realised how much I needed him in my life. I was not about to give up my relationship with Edward, just to see where my feelings for Jacob would lead me.

"Oh umm Jake I can't… I mean I should really go" I tried to move pass him, but he grabbed my shoulders with both hands, holding me in place.

"No, Bella don't go. Do you really want to never see me again? To live your life without me in it"

"No of course not" I replied.

"See" Jacob said, as if he were stating the obvious.

"Jake, you're like family, I love you but I'm not in love with you"

"You could be. If you just let yourself explore the feelings you have for me"

"Jacob" I stared into his eyes. "I love Edward" defining each word as I spoke.

"You love me too" Jacob told me.

"It's not the same" I said, looking down at the floor.

"Let me show you how good it can be with me Bella… how good I can make you feel"

He took his hands that were on my shoulders and moved them up to cup my face. Holding my face in his hands, he bent down and kissed me. I backed my head away and opened my mouth in shock, giving Jacob the access he needed to slip his tongue into my mouth. I felt his tongue engage mine as he pressed himself closer against me.

I pushed at him to get off me, but ended up pushing myself back onto the couch. He climbed over me, grabbing my wrists in his left hand. He pulled me further up the couch, keeping my wrists confined above my head as he pinned me down.

"Jacob, what are you doing? Let me go" I shouted.

I struggled against his hold. His right hand began roaming down the contours of my body, caressing the skin of my stomach just underneath my shirt.

"Shh Bells just relax, I'm not going to hurt you. I just wanna show you what I would do to you if you choose me"

Jacob ran his right hand further underneath my shirt, moving the cup of my bra aside to stroke my right nipple.

"Jake, please stop" I cried out in panic.

He growled at my protest, giving my breast a firm squeeze as he brought his mouth to mine again, kissing me forcefully. I squirmed beneath him, but there was no use trying to fight him off. He had me right where he wanted.

"Don't worry Bella, I know what you need"

His right hand left my breast and worked its way down my body, stopping at the top of my jeans. He quickly undid the button of my jeans and pulled down my zipper.

His hand slipped under my panties, finding the slit of my pussy.

"Jacob no" I warned, just before feeling his finger slide into me.

While fingering me, his thumb made contact with my clit and started rubbing it back and forth. I had never felt anything so amazing.

"Ohhh" I moaned throwing my head back, it felt so good being touched like that.

Jacob smiled at me before making kisses along my neck.

"I knew you'd like that" he whispered seductively into my ear. As much as I wanted to fight it, Jacob was right. I wanted him, needed him, so much it was unbearable.

"You're so wet for me" he commented, sliding another finger into me. I gasped at the feel of his two fingers inside me.

He moved his head from my neck, looking into my eyes as he continued playing with me.

"Edward never touches you like this does he?"

"No "I replied, realising I was panting from the pleasure Jacob was giving me. Jacob was the only one who could make me feel this way.

"Good" Jacob said menacingly, increasing pressure on my clit as he rubbed me even faster.

"Oh Jake" I was about to come when Jacob abruptly pulled his hand out of my jeans.

"Jacob" I sighed, thrusting my hips towards him.

"What is it Bella"

"Please" I begged.

"Do you want me to make you come?" He teased.

"Yes" I moaned loudly.

"Tell me Bella, tell me how much you want me to make you come" he demanded, touching me through my jeans.

"Soo much….please, I need it" I pleaded.

All my pent up sexual frustration was getting the best of me and Jacob knew how to take advantage of that.

"Are you gonna be a good girl?" Jacob asked. He slowly released his grip on my wrists, but still held them gently above my head.

"Oh yes I promise"

He smirked at me, before letting go of my wrists entirely. Before I could even comprehend that my wrists were free, I realised Jacob had already thrown my jeans and underwear on the floor. I saw his head positioned between my legs and felt the wetness of his tongue on my clit.

"Oh my god…. Jacob" I screamed as he lapped at my pussy.

I couldn't believe I was letting Jacob go down on me. I knew Edward would never indulge in physical acts like this with me and Jacob was more than happy to give me what I've wanted, what I've been needing for so long.

I could feel the pleasure mount in my body, just waiting to be released. I looked down at Jacob's head between my legs which send me over the edge. I grabbed the hair of his head, pushing him closer into me. He could tell I was about to come and he quickened his pace.

"Oh fuck, Jacob yes" I screamed as I rode out my orgasm.

Coming down from my high, I laid on the couch feeling my chest heaving up and down. I don't think I could have even moved if I wanted to. I felt my underwear sliding up my legs as I closed my eyes to rest. My eyes were shut when I felt Jacob kiss the top of my head and whisper that he loved me. By the time he lifted me off the couch, I was deep in sleep.

Go to next chapter to see what happens next!