I tried to capture his eyes with my camera, but he was resistant. He grunted and I sighed. He could strike about any pose he wanted and still make it look good, but I couldn't get him to use his eyes. They reflected the light just fine and the gorgeous golden color gave him a sort of shimmering look.

But I couldn't sense any feeling in them.

I put my camera down and looked at him with a bothered look. He crossed his arms over his chest and stared back at me.

- Can't you at least try, Raph?

He grunted again and walked over to me, and I kept looking at him.

– I'm tryin', okay? I just… Can't do what ya want me to. I'm not feelin' it.

He shrugged and I hummed, trying to figure something out. Raphael sat down in a chair and buried his face in his palms. I walked back and forth behind him and bit my thumb. How could I bring out the… fire inside him? How could I make his eyes glow like the color they were made of?

I stopped in front of him and tapped my foot against the floor. He looked up at me.

- What can I do, Raph? Work with me here.

He growled at me and I smiled.

- I dunno, I'm just not in the mood. I can't fake feelings, ya know.

I hummed again and nodded my head. He sighed and stood up, and stretched his arms up above his head.

- Well, we might as well quit, then.

I put my hand on his chest and stopped him when he started walking towards the door. I swirled a finger in the air in front of him.

An idea began to take shape in my head.

- I'd like to try something.

I pushed him back into the chair and he didn't seem to mind. His confused eyes searched for mine and I met his glance by just a second and then gazed towards his chest. He sat completely still as I a bit hesitantly crawled up into his lap.

His eyes flickered and I swallowed hard. I could feel how my heart started racing and I silently grabbed his hand.

I remembered reading something about adrenaline and pheromones being released in one's body when being touched in… an intimate sort of way.

I wondered what the heck I've gotten myself into, and then cupped my hands around his face. His eyes were, as always, steady and secure, and I could feel my hands shake. I licked my lips and placed a light kiss on his cheek, and he stared at me with wonder in his eyes. He put a hand around my wrist and stopped me from moving away.

- You can try that all you want, Donnie.

His voice almost seemed to vibrate and his eyes had lit up with curiosity.

I didn't know if I felt pleased or worried by his reaction, but before I could think any further, he leaned in and kissed me lightly on the corner of my mouth. I blinked a couple of times and tried my hardest to pull away, but instead of doing so, I just leaned into the soft touch.

I felt something like an electric flood ramming through my body, and I blushed when I suddenly let out a small whimper. Raph grunted and dragged me closer, and I guessed he felt the same thing I did.

Suddenly it seemed like neither of us could get enough air as we began breathing heavily by the mere thought of each other. His touch around my wrist made my whole arm itch with a powerful, incredible feeling, and for a brief second I somehow remembered that one's wrists are sensitive to this kind of embracing.

I swallowed hard and felt like my whole body was about to explode by those oh so light touches and the electric tension between us. It took so little to cause such tension. My body was… "itching", is the only way to describe it.

Suddenly, the body underneath me bucked upwards and I had to grab Raph's shoulders to keep my body from falling as I couldn't help but whimper once again.

I shivered helplessly when my model silently moaned into my ear.

I knew I wouldn't be able to crawl down from his lap, no matter what

He got me, and he liked it.

- If ya keep shiverin' at every single thing I do, I'm gonna get curious about how ya'd react if I…

He put a hand on my thigh and I felt my already red face turn even hotter. I didn't want to, but I clenched my fingers into his shoulders and bit my lower lip at the touch. I just knew that he was smiling.

- D'ya know what ya just got yurself into?

I moaned silently at his daring words.

- No turning back, I'm guessing.

I felt him nod, and then he just chuckled.

He let his hand travel from my thigh to my chest and he just kept looking into my eyes. I, on the other hand, looked down, avoiding eye-contact as I felt something building up inside of me.

- Oh God…

I didn't mean to say it out loud, but I did, and for some reason that seemed to be a huge turn-on for Raph. He kissed my cheek and I could literally feel the burning tension on my skin. I felt like if he'd kiss me on the lips, I'd simply jump him right there and then. Lose control.

And somehow, I wanted him to feel the same. With me.

I crawled higher up on Raph, which made him slide further down into the chair. I was unsure and didn't really feel at home up there, but when I looked down at Raphael… His eyes washed away all my doubts. I could feel his hand caressing my chest and shoulders, and that lump between my legs got even larger.

I knew I was losing it, and just when I was about to put my arms around his neck and do God knows what, he leaned in and touched my lips with his own. I stopped breathing and met his burning gaze.

Our lips together felt like… I don't know how to describe it. It was heaven on earth. My unused, sensitive skin was hit by lightning. Yea, that's probably the most accurate explanation I can give.

He closed his eyes and pressed a bit closer, and I didn't hesitate to do the same.

He grabbed my wrists and pulled them behind his neck, and I didn't try to stop myself when my body dragged itself closer to Raph. I let out a full, loud moan and jerked forward. I felt something harden underneath me, and Raphael grabbed my thighs. His rough hands on my skin made a perfect combo, and when I finally started to breathe normally again, I could feel Raph's reaction against my bottom plastron.

He, too, started breathing a bit shaky, and when I felt the hot air against my neck, I totally understood him just perfectly. It felt so good, just to be close to him.

I knew that I wouldn't be able to keep my body under control for much longer, and all I could do was to sit there and hope for Raphael being as turned on as I was. Judging from the hardness in his lap, he too was struggling with a lack of will-power.

I wanted to tell him to let go, to lose all control and to… I swallowed.

-Yu'r tense, Don. Sumthin' the matter?

His voice made me shiver violently. Damn, that hot accent caught me off guard so easily!

- I want… I want you to, uhm…

I buried my face in his neck and he chuckled.

- Ya want me to… What?

He silently stroked my arm and kissed my shoulder. I kept my mouth shut, knowing that I'd probably just groan if I tried to actually say something.

- Tell me, Don.

I whimpered when he whispered my name, and he didn't really help my gently pinching the skin on my neck. When did he get so good at… being good!

I cleared my throat.

- K-kiss me again. Now.

He did as I told him and pushed our lips together. I clinged to him with my arms around his neck and suddenly he… I don't know. He kind of shivered, kind of groaned, like he was struggling with something, and then bucked his hips upwards while teasingly biting my lower lip.

I knew he could feel me against his stomach by now, but that didn't matter. Nothing really mattered, actually.

I didn't want to put myself through further pain, so I hesitantly licked Raph's lips. He moaned and met my tongue with his own. The feeling that swirled down my spine couldn't be described. Neither of us really wanted to give in, but in the end, Raph somehow won the fight and I could only drown in his barely closed eyes and cling to him.

His left hand still rested on my thigh, and he slowly began to massage my skin. I yelped and bucked my hips forward, knowing that I now had lost all control, and Raphael moaned loudly when I did so. He let his right hand travel to my shell and then kind of pushed my body down in his lap. He jerked his pelvis upwards and stuck his tongue in my mouth.

I was in heaven. My body ached and my eyes flickered. I needed him. I needed Raph.

I leaned in deeper into the kiss and put my right hand on his stomach. He stretched and I couldn't help but getting stunned by his, if I can put it like that, damn well-shaped abs. I ran my hand further down and I heard Raph's breathing getting shallow. I assumed he wanted me as much as I wanted him, and dug my fingers into his plastron.

He groaned and grabbed my hips, which made me shiver and whimper loudly, and pushed me down into his lap once again. I didn't know what to do; I wanted him to… I couldn't even think it. I wanted to beg him, twist my body and scream his name, but – I kept silent.

I kissed his lips and he didn't hesitate to capture my tongue. He moved his hand from my thigh and up to my hip, and his fingers dug into my skin. I arched my back. Once again, I wondered how the heck he could know about all my weaknesses!

I broke the kiss.

- Raph, I…

My voice was cracking. I licked my lips and tried to speak up once again.

- I want you.

Those words made him moan and I smiled for a short moment. I liked the thought of me making him feel the way he felt.

- Yu'r sexy when you talk, Donnie.

I blushed more, if that was even possible, and couldn't hide another smile. Raphael chuckled.

- I'd be lying if I said I don't want ya, too, but…

He put his hands on my shoulders and gently pushed me back, and I had to put one foot down on the floor to keep my balance. He stood up, pushed me further back and spun us around. Suddenly, I was the one sitting down and he stood in front of me with his arms crossed over his chest.

He silently leaned forward and placed a light kiss on my lips, and then looked me deep in the eyes with a smug smile.

- I dun fuck on the first date.

With those words he turned around – and walked out the door.

He left me stunned, horny, panting, and damn decided to get what I wanted next time.