Cupids Curse

Sad mostly onesided Spoby oneshot

but im dabbling in supernatural/fantasy

Spencers POV

I stared at the Valentines Day cards , half of them had stupid cheesy writing on them and the other half were covered in hearts and terrible drawing of cupid. Cupid wasn't even that good of a guy. I mean I would know , he is my boss. All that arrow stuff is complete shit. I mean I haven't used a bow and arrow in the last 300 years. I more... well it is hard to explain.

My name is Spencer Hastings , I was born about 943 years ago. I lost count around 1972. I wasn't born what I am which is basically one of cupids workers. I died at the age of 16 and I was sentenced for 1000 years on earth silently making people fall in love without anyone seeing me. It was the worst torture of all. The last time I talked to someone was in 2003 on Valentines day. Which sucked because you get lonely and want someone to see you and talk to you for once in your almost millennium old ass. The only thing that kept me from going off the wall like other servants was being able to see everyone's love story.

What did I do to get this torture you may ask. Easy , I killed my husband on our wedding night. I hated him with every last breath in my body but of course Wren insisted that I married him. His grandmother was a witch and put a curse on me known as Cupid's Curse. I was to live 1000 years being able to give love to other people but never being able to receive it. I was not to be acknowledged by someone living or mortal. That night his grandmother drained my blood and cursed it , I was alive for another 3 or so days when I was pushed by his grandmother off of the bell tower in the local church.

"Toby will you stop that." My thoughts were interrupted by the voice of Emily Fields . Part of my sentencing was that I was confined to this city and not allowed to ever leave unless it is to visit Cupid.

"Well I can but I wont." He laughed tickling Emily and my heart stopped. Just because I couldn't receive love doesn't mean I can't have the want of someone or longing for love.

"Well if you don't stop then I wont marry you." She said teasingly and he continued to laugh with her joining. When her phone started ringing.

"I will be right back." She said quickly getting up.

"Trollop." I said as she walked past me talking to Samara , a girl who she was secretly in-love with.

I sat down next to him touching his hand and he didn't feel a thing. He was smiling like an idiot in love , which can you blame him? He was to get married in 3 weeks.

I rubbed my thumb against his palm and his hand flinched.

"I wish I was Emily." I said quietly getting up . Kissing him on his lips though he didn't feel a thing. I know how things were going to work out. Just with every guy I became infatuated with over the years. They get married and have kids . Everyone of them did.

I just kind of wish I stayed an extra second with Toby because I can feel when he is around and unlike the others it kills me to know he will never be mine.

So do you like it? Its a oneshit (my word for my short crappy writing :) )