DIFFERENT MOON

Summary: What if it was Bella that left Edward, not the other way around? What will happen to the Swan's and Cullen's once Bella moves to La Push with her dad and finds out something? What if Bella changes in more than one ways?

Chapter One Not as Hard as I Thought

I sighed and fell backwards on my bed smiling. Just an hour ago I had finally told Edward I no longer cared for him.
I did love him, but the connection that was made a year ago wasn't there anymore.
_FlashBack_

"What are you saying, love?" Edward said slowly, trying to figure out what I was trying to say.
In truth I was a little scared about breaking up with a vampire, who knows what he would do to a small human like me. But I quickly shoved that thought a side and straightened my back, squaring my shoulders confidently.
"I'm just not feeling it anymore Edward, I feel more like you my brother than my boyfriend. I still love you, so very much, but not that way you think. It would be wrong for me to keep lying to you." I spoke in a strong voice but as I neared the end of my speech it came as a whisper barely audible.
I heard a soft exhale and I looked up to meet Edward's wide black eyes. I toke a step back in fear, and his eyes shot down to my feet telling me the movement I made was noticed. My heart sped up when he looked back into my eyes. The black pools in his eyes seemed rock solid.
"You...don't want...me." Was all he said, pain quickly spread across his features as quickly as my heart was racing.
Horror came across my face, I ran up to him and toke his face in between me two palms and made him look at me.
"Edward, how could you say that? I love you but like a brother." I said quickly. Only half of the words coming out of my mouth were true.
I love Edward, but not strong enough to keep him in my life. I was leaving him today and never going to see him again. I was also moving to the La Push rez so he couldn't see me if he tried.
"Bella, I can tell you lying, just spit out what you are trying to say." He hissed pulling back from my grip I had on his face, the pain was still on his face but the anger masked most of it.
"Okay fine, you want to hear it here it goes. Don't say I warned you. I don't love you anymore period. You'll still be my first love, but they don't last. I thought we were meant to be but that was never the reality. After what happened with Jasper, who I was never mad at, attacked me, I saw how the life you guys have, isn't my life. I don't want to live forever, I want to have a family. A husband that can care for me and not think about what he's doing so he doesn't accidentally hurt me. I'm sorry but that's the truth." I clenched my fist trying to hold the acid out of my voice as I turned away from Edward and walked away from him without a back words glance.
_End Of FlashBack_
I wider smile came across my face.
I felt finally free to be free from Edward's grasp he had on my in the past year.
My new life I'm starting in La Push, is going to be the best life I could ever Imagine.