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B POV

He he he's gone the pain hurts so much the whole in my heart it keeps getting bigger and it's like a knife is in me and it keeps stabbing and stabbing me till there's a giant whole in me a whole that hurts and craves to be filled.

I'm here miserable and the birds are chirping and the suns out.

"He's gone He's gone he's gone" I whispered that's all I can say it's all I've been saying since he left

"Bella please sweetie talk to me." I looked in to my dad's eyes and saw him pleading he had such pain in his eyes I flinched.

I hate that I'm hurting him

He sighs "Sweetie I'm going to call your mom ok you can go and live with her and she can help ok?"

"Y-you you don't want m-me?" I said in a very low voice I just couldn't speak louder looking at my dad tears were flowing really hard now of course he doesn't want me if E-Ed... If he didn't want me why would Charlie.

"What sweetie no I love you of course I want you sweetie look at me." he was really pleading now he looked so sad as I looked in to his eyes he looked like he would cry. "I want you to talk to someone. If not me then your mom maybe." he said

"I-I want to stay." I said

"Ok then you can stay." he said he was going to walk out of my room but I didn't want to be alone I reached for his hand and when I caught it he looked at me I looked in to his eyes

"Don't leave me daddy" I said

I pulled him till he was sitting on my bed I got out from under my blanks still holding his hand I was scared he'd leave. Then I crawled in to his lap and let his hand go and raped my arms around his neck. I cried he rubbed soothing circles on my back until I calmed down.

"Dad let's talk." I said pulling away but still sat in his lap

"Are you sure?" he asked looking at me very concerned

I took a deep breath "Yes." my voice still very soft.

"Ok sweetie tell me what happened." he said

"I went to school and E-Ed... he wasn't there." I looked at my hands this was so hard.

"Sweetie you don't have t..."

I cut him off

"I drove home after school and he was here and told me we need to talk and I fallowed him in to the woods."

I took another deep breath

"He said that they were moving and he he he didn't w-w-want or l-lov-love me anymore." I could anymore I broke down I raped my arms around him again and cried.

"Shhh I know Bella first love hurts it always does but you will find someo..."I cut him off again

"YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND THIS IS WHY I DIDN'T TELL YOU I DON'T WANT ANYONE ELSE OR TO LOVE ANY ONE ELSE AND THERE IS NO ONE ELSE THERE NEVER WILL BE I LOVE HIM." I yelled unwrapping my arms from around his neck and through myself on to my bed.

"Bella your only 17 you don't know what love were no good for you the whole lot of them" he said

"Yes I do dad you just don't get it because you don't know them they're all the sweeties nicest people you'll ever meet they see the good in everything and even after all the horrible things that have happened to them and how their lives were taken away they still stand strong and take it." I looked him straight in the eyes when I said it.

"They were like my second family." I said the last part sadly and put my head back in my pillow face down.

"What do you mean by horrible things?" he asked

"I can't tell you." I said

"You can tell me anything."

I looked up at him

"Not this it's not my secret to tell I promised I would never tell." I said

Though he broke a promise to me and left me and they went with him taking my best friend i have none i can talk to about the truth about what really happened.

"Bella you shouldn't keep secrets if their bad." he was only trying to get me to talk

Why shouldn't I tell him? I want to tell someone.

"Fine you want to know the secret?" I sat up on the bed sitting crisscross

"Yes." he said

"Ok but do remember you asked for it." I said

"Bella it can't be that bad." he said with little chuckle

"Well let's start from the beginning on the first day of school when I came here i got a class with Him..." He cut me off

"What does this have to do with a secret?" dad asked

"If you interrupt you will never know. ok so just listen all the way through and I will answer questions at the end." I said

"Ok." he said nodding. So i told him of the first day of school. The way HE looked at me. Then not coming back till a week later then i told about the van.

"I know what I said that HE was next me but that wasn't true no one saw him just like you heard that's because he was by his car across the lot." i paused for a minute to see dad's face

"He ran to me on second a van is about to hit me then he's holding me down and one of his hands is holding the van from crushing my leg. Then I'm asking how he got to me so fast and he's lying saying I hit my head and that he was next to me and I told him I wasn't buying it so he pleaded with me to just go with the lie I promised if he told me the truth witch he said he would. He didn't at least not then." I rested for a while it did feel good to tell the truth i smiled

"Why are you smiling?" Dad asked

"It feels good to finally tell someone the truth to finally have someone to talk to about the secret other than them." I said

"Ok so where was I ah yes the van well after that we didn't talk for months till the day Mike asked me to the dance and..." He cut me off

"Wait Mike asked you to a dance?" Dad asked

"Dad what did I say and yes the Girls choice dance but well what he said was that Jess asked him and he didn't say yes because he thought I was going to ask him." I said

"Anyway so he talked to me well he just said my name when class was over and he was being annoying so I tried to be swift and storm out of class but dropped my books and when I looked down he had them all staked in his hands for me. Ok I think we should skip the whole Erik and Tyler asking me to the dance and got

"They asked you too?" dad asked

"Yah you know how Tyler came here for prom well E-Ed he was holding up traffic at school he pulled in front of me on purpose so I couldn't drive away so Tyler would ask me so he asked i gave an excuse and then Tyler said we have prom I said yah I didn't think he would take that as a yes but he did."

"Ok well let's skip to la push beach when we all went there..."then I go on into telling him about everything well I didn't say I flirted with Jacob to get the info.

"Ok so the people on the Res are crazy and think that the Cullen's are the Cold ones" my dad said shaking his head

"Dad, don't judge ok and you're interrupting again."

"Sorry." Charlie said.

Ok well now what am I support to say the next part of the story isn't good and I don't think I should tell my Dad.

But it's part of the story so I take a breath and get ready to tell him.

"So I have to tell you this to um prove a point but you need to promise not to get angry. You also can not talk any more or I stop all together."

"Why Bella what is it?"

"Dad, just promise me."

"Ok" he said

"Ok when I went to port angels with Ang and Jess well we shopped then I wanted to go to a book jess and Ang said I could meet them at the restaurant and I could go."

Charlie looked a little mad I wanted to say 'What dad?' but then I won't be able to finish the story

"After walking awhile I got lost and these two guys where fallowing me so I started walking somewhere else the I saw a couple more guys and I got cornered I froze I was trying to think I know I could not run so I though I could fight well before they got near me a car appeared from around the corner. It was him he told me to get in the car so I did.

When I saw the guys they were looking at him terrified that's when I sort of got it the speed from the van he never eat anything and his eyes change color when he's hungry." I told him about his driving and then he took me to dinner

"The waitress was practically throwing herself at him and he had no clue." I said annoyed remembering that night

I told him who I forgot my jacket and he gave me his and it was freezing and I told dad about me and HIS pretty much 20 questions who he didn't answer the first question and me guessing right on how he can read minds and then us leaving and in the car I asked my first question again and he was fallowing me to keep me safe Charlie was sort of ok with it he was grateful that Ed-e he saved me.

"Then I told him what I thought he was and told him that Jacob helped think of it." I said remembering his reaction to when I figured out what he was.

"So?" I jumped a little coming back to reality

"I was right." I said

"Well so what are they really?" Charlie asked

"Vampires." I said I just said it like it was nothing and the look on Charlie's face was priceless.

"W-w-what?" He stuttered out

"Dad, are you ok?" Ok maybe I gave my dad a heart attack.

"Y-yes." he said I thing more to himself then to me

"Ok so I know you have a lot of questions so go on ask away." I know he must be shocked but so was I when I found out and I had a lot to ask.

"Their vampires as in real live vampires?" he said

"No vampires aren't a live they don't have heart beats."

"They don't have heart beats?" he said shocked

"Nope." I said

"Ok um wow wait you were with a vampire did he did he drink from..."I cut him off before he finishes that sentence

"No of course not the Cullen's don't harm humans they eat animals." I said

"Animals, how do they get animals?" Charlie asked

"They hunt in the park." I said

"Wait they can't hunt there." He said

"The law says they can't use weapons like guns and stuff well it doesn't say teeth as weapons." I said giggling at the look on his face like he just realized the grossest thing ever.

"Ok well let's see some other things first garlic does nothing to them it just smells bad they don't eat anything but blood, they don't sleep in coffins they don't sleep at all, they don't burn in the sunlight they sparkle like diamonds, they are all beautiful, pail white, hard as stone, eyes are gold when full of animal blood brown or black when hungry, if they have red eyes they eat humans, they have super hearing, speed, and strength, and finally they can't die their immortal the only thing that can kill them that I know of is another vampire."

My dad was still taking it all in.

"Ok" he said slowly " so that's it?"

"Well no you know after I went out with them for baseball well we met a group of vampires three of them they were human drinkers and one was after me that's why I came home wanting to leave HE took me to his house and Alice and Jasper took me to phoenix to protect me and Esme and Rosalie stayed here and watched you." I said

"Me?" he said

"Well they wanted me and if they had you they knew I would come and get you. That's why I had to leave to keep you safe." I said looking down

"It didn't help me leaving. he found us and tricked me into going to him." I looked up at my dad

"I didn't fall down stairs I was attacked by a vampire and I tried to fight back well a little." I lifted my sleeve to show my dad my bite mark from James and Him biting me there.

I look to see my dad's face.

"The vampire James bit me and I was turning in to a vampire till HE took the venom out and saved me." I said and moved to the widow

"This is what I mean by sparkle." I said putting my scar in the sunlight and it glittered a little

"But on a vampire it's his whole body and more bright." I said

Charlie got up from the bed and walked over to me.

"Explain to me what happened and everything you know about vampires." Charlie said taking my wrist in his

So that's what I did I told him everything I knew I told him about who Carlisle has never drank human blood and how Carlisle was changed and I told him about the powers vampires can have and the little things I new how the others were turned.

"So Alice can see the future Jasper can feel what I'm feeling and change it and Ed..." he stopped himself

"And Edward can read minds Dad. Why'd you stop?" I asked

"Well I mean you couldn't say his name before and..." he trail off

Yah I couldn't and I didn't want to but talking about him remembering it just made me realize

"He does love me I mean he did all that stuff and the thing with Jasper was what made him leave he just wants me safe." I said

"Bella?" Charlie asked

"That ass whole." I said

"Bella!" Charlie explained for my language

"Sorry but dad don't you see Edward left to keep me safe not because he didn't love me." I said

"Of course he did sweetie I hate to admit it but he loves you after hearing what's been going on I can't deny it I don't like it but anyone who loves you that much is ok to me even if he's dead." Charlie and I laughed at the last part

We moved back to my bed and were sitting on it I was lay down with my he had probed up by the head board and my dad was next to me one leg on the bed spread-out and the other on the floor and he was leaning on the head board.

"You have no idea how good it feels to tell you."

"I'm glad you told me" he said and grabbed my hand and gave it a squeezes.

Getting up and throwing my hands around his neck and held him tight.

"Dad something else you can never tell anyone." I said looking him straight in the eyes.

"Wasn't planning on it Bella's people might think I'm crazy." He said a chuckled I giggled a little

"Yah before I told you I thought you would think I was crazy and send me away." I said looking down I was still in his arms my arms still around his neck. this is the first time me and my dad were really close and I like it I have never been a crying teenager where I would cry to daddy or mommy over something I took care of Renee so I was the adult and with Charlie I thought it would be the same thing since I learned he can't cook but I was wrong he took care of himself while I was with mom. He's an adult he knows when to be series and when to be fun. I'm finally not the one taking care of someone and I like it I like taking care of someone but being taken care of is great too.

"I would never think you are crazy Bella and I would never want to send you away." he said kissing the top of my head

"So I can stay?" I asked

"As long as you want." he said I hugged him tight and kissed his cheek

"Ok Bella its late time for bed." my dad said as he blushed from me kissing him I blushed to looking at are positions now realizing it. I looked at the clock 9:30pm it was early morning when Charlie came in here.

"We spent the whole day talking wow." I said

"I know. Tomorrows Monday school and you are going so you should get some sleep." Charlie said and he tucked me in to bed and kissed me on the cheek

"Good night sweetie love you." he said and walked to the door

"Good night dad love you to." I said and closed my eyes and let the darkness consume me.

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