Disclaimer: Don't own Sonny with a chance and I never will. :L

Summary: It's been three years since Chad left Hollywood for Rhode Island. When he returns, he and Sonny have a catch up but will he be able to leave her again after leaving her once. Channy

Title: Sonny with a chance of losing you

A/N: I was told to write more so here it is. It's just something that came to my mind. So I hope you like it. It's going to be fifteen chapters, each chapter is another day Chad spends with Sonny, the last one being his decision to stay or go. So if you get bored of it, please do tell me and I'll just cut it shorter.

Chapter 1- Day 1

Chad stepped out of the car and sighed. It had taken him exactly two days, one hour, fifteen minutes to reach Condor Studios and the anticipation of seeing Sonny again welled up inside him. He didn't know what to say. What did you say to a girl you left for three years but still loved? The winter air hit him and made him shiver beneath his thin shirt. His breath crystallized in front of him as be took a deep breath and pushed the door open.

"Hey Sonny, hi Sonny, how are you?" He thought about how he'd say hello to her when he saw her. Should he just blurt it out? What should he do? Should he hug her or kiss her first? Should he ask about her day or the past three years? He turned the corner to be greeted by the huge brown eyes he'd missed.

"Chad?" She screamed and jumped, wrapping her legs around his waist and her arms around his neck. He caught her and smiled; inhaling the perfume she wore everyday. She pulled away and placed her feet back on the ground. "How…what… oh my God!" He grinned again, an ear to ear beam and crushed their lips together. She wrapped her arms around his neck and he wrapped his around her waist. He could've stood like that forever but the lack of oxygen was proving a strong opponent. "I missed you and then you stopped returning my calls or letters. What happened?" He fell into an awkward silence, words switching in his head and swirling.

"I just… well I don't know. I can't make up an excuse but Sonny; there's been no one else. I've not dated anyone else after you." She smiled, he gathered that she hadn't when she jumped him as soon as their eyes met. He kept replaying the way she said his name. Chad. It was like an angel. "I missed you too." He smiled and grabbed her hand, dragging her into her dressing room.

"What…?" She couldn't ask in time. Before she knew it, Chad had her pinned against the wall and his lips were touching hers again. She loved the way his lips lingered on hers. Not quite touching but occasionally brushing them when his head tipped forward. She panted for breath. He'd literally taken it away. "Chad, I promise I will make these two weeks the best in your life."

"You already have." He reached for her hand and intertwined their fingers. He hadn't told her that he was considering moving back. That didn't matter, what mattered was the fact that in three years, he and Sonny had been apart and they were finally together. All that mattered was that moment. Chad pulled her hand to his chest, resting it just above his heart. "Listen." She listened to it beating slowly, feeling every single pulse through her hand. She felt her heart slow to match with his; they beat together in a perfect rhythm. A comfortable silence slid into place filled with the beating of each others hearts. "Sonny," His voice was soft and breaking from raising emotions that he couldn't push down. "I promise you there was no one else while I was in Rhode Island. You believe me right?" She wordlessly nodded and rested her head on his chest.

"Of course I do." She finally spoke and broke their new formed silence.

*That night *

Chad's eyes fluttered open and settled on the TV that was only just visible in the dim light that seeped from the small lamp on the table, Sonny lingered in the doorway and smiled. Her voice was lost when she first tried to speak.

"Chad?" She whispered, her voice so tiny and vulnerable in the night. His eyes met hers, the light illuminating his features. She crept along the floor until she was behind him pulling her fingers through his perfect blonde hair.

"What's up baby?" He mumbled sleepily, his hand tracing hers and eventually taking it and guiding her to the sofa.

"I had a nightmare." Her voice cracked half way through her words and Chad pulled her close to him. She let a tear drop from her eyes. "You left me again. The worst thing is that I know it's true. I know you're leaving me again and it hurts." Chad didn't meet her eyes, he couldn't. He kept her pushed her close to him, holding her close. "Please Chad, I mean it." He finally pulled away and looked her in the eyes.

"What?" She gulped aloud, swallowing the ball of unsaid words down along with tears.

"Don't leave me. Everyone I get close to, I lose. I love you more than anything and I can't watch you walk away from me again." Her tears soaked his pyjamas. His hands ran through her curls.

"I can't. I want to, believe me I would give anything to stay here with you but I can't. I have a career in Rhode Island. I can't just throw it all away." She pulled away, her eyes tinted red from her tears.

"But you can throw away us?" He shook his head, wordlessly pulling her close to him again.

"No! It's complicated Sonny. My mom's back there, my dad's back there, all my friends are there. I can't just leave them." Again, she wordlessly nodded and stood to her feet.

"Well then do me a favour. Spend every night with me until you have to go?" He nodded and followed her to her bedroom. Both ducked under the covers, Sonny resting her head on his stomach and wrapping her arm around him. Her head slowly rose and fell with his slow, steady breaths. He dropped a kiss to her forehead. When she first met Chad, she never thought she'd be laid next to him while the rain lashed at her windows, safe. She felt so secure in his arms, like nothing could possible hurt her. Chad stared down at her. How could he give this up? This was the life he'd been dreaming off. This was the life he wanted for him and Sonny. He'd planned it out perfectly. He'd propose, she'd say yes, they'd finally be happy. The rain patted a slow symphony on the window and shadowed onto the floor. He smiled at her as she quietly giggled in her sleep.

"I love you." His head rested on hers, his lips not quite touching her forehead and his hand tangling his fingers with hers.

A/N: So this is the story I'll be continuing for a while now. Umm, on holiday from Wednesday so I won't be updating any of my Sonny with a Chance fics but I'll be writing in my notepad so I'll update as soon as I return home! Happy summer everyone! I think one more update after this then I'll be away. But have a good summer to everyone who reads this. I hope that it's SONNY for you ;-)