A/N: So, I tried this once, but there weren't any reviews, so I took it down. BUT, I wanted to try it again. So, in order for me to continue it this time, I need reviews! *Hint hint* ;) And this takes place after Vegas Night.

Disclaimer: I do not own Degrassi. :'( But, I do own a shirtless picture of Munro Chambers. ;)

In Between by Linkin Park

Let me apologize, to begin with

Let me apologize, for what I'm about to say

But trying to be genuine was harder than it seemed

And somehow, I got caught up, in between

Let me apologize, to begin with

Let me apologize, for what I'm about to say

But trying to be someone else was harder than it seemed

But somehow, I got caught up, in between

Between my pride and my promise

Between my lies and how the truth gets in the way

The things I want to say to you get lost, before they come

The only thing that's worse than one is none

Clare walked out of her house with her bag of things for her grandmother's house, where she'd be for the next two weeks, going over to the mailbox, on the way. It was the day after Vegas Night, so she was surprised to see a letter addressed to her. It was from Eli, and he had written it last night. While she was wondering how he could've gotten it mailed to her house, so quickly, she began to read:

Dear Clare,

I know you probably don't want to ever see or talk to me ever again, but I want to apologize. I know I was stupid and stubborn, and that risking our relationship wasn't worth getting back at Fitz. I let my stupid pride get in the way, and I ignored your smart suggestions to just let it go. I don't blame you if you hate me, I would hate me, too. But, I at least want you to understand that I regret all of it, and that if I could take it all back, I would. All of it. Except for getting together with you, because that's one of the best things I could have done, even if it only lasted a day. I just want you to give me another chance, but if you won't, I understand. Just know, that I truly am sorry for what I did, and for getting you involved in my fight with Fitz. That was the last thing I wanted to do, and when I saw that knife, it made me realize how juvenile the whole thing was. I just wish I would've realized it sooner, because then, we could be hanging out together, instead of you at your grandma's house, having to read this letter, instead of having me apologize in person. I wanted to do that, but I didn't want to have to wait two weeks of wondering how I could've been so stupid to lose you, and if you'll forgive me and give me another chance. I really hope you will, but again, if you won't, I understand. I hope when you get back, you'll at least meet me for coffee, so we can talk? I have my phone, so if you wanna text me or call me or something, I'll be there. Wow, that sounded kind of desperate anyways, I'll be there, if you want to talk. And again, I'm so sorry I let my stupid pride get in the way. Feel free to say 'I told you so,' cause I deserve it. See you in a couple weeks, Plath.

Forgive me?

Ted Hughes

Clare smiled at the memory of when they had been assigned as English partners, and how Mrs. Dawes had called them that. But she sighed from the letter. She didn't want to think about that, just yet, but better to talk to him sooner, rather than later. She sighed again, and made her way to her mother's car, sticking her stuff in the back, and got in the passenger's side. As soon as her mother started driving, she closed her eyes, thinking about what she was going to do with her insane boyfriend.

Let me apologize, to begin with

Let me apologize, for what I'm about to say

But trying to regain your trust was harder than it seemed

And somehow, I got caught up, in between

Between my pride and my promise

Between my lies and how the truth gets in the way

The things I want to say to you get lost, before they come

The only thing that's worse than none is none

The only thing that's worse than none is one

And I cannot explain to you

In anything I say or do or plan

Fear is not afraid of you

Guilt's a language you can understand

I cannot explain to you in anything I say or do

I hope the actions speak the words they can

For my pride and my promise

For my lies and how the truth gets in the way

The things I want to say to you get lost, before they come

The only thing that's worse than one is

My pride and my promise

Between my lies and how the truth gets in the way

The things I want to say to you get lost, before they come

The only thing that's worse than one is none

The only thing that's worse than one is none

The only thing that's worse than one is none

Was it weird to have him sign it Ted Hughes? Because I thought it'd be kind of cute, since it was a letter and they're English partners, and all, but . . . you know, haha. This was kind of short, because I didn't want it to be too long, though others will be longer. Anyways, review and let me know if I should do more of these?