Never

I will never know what it was like to have someone love me for not the fake smiles,

or fake laughs,

He might never know what it was like to have time alone,

to be free to chose his life,

I might never know the company of someone like me,

like the trying to get away but the walls around are to strong,

He will never know what it's like to work harder than others,

instead of having everything handed to him,

I will always know the pain,

crying everynight because of memorys,

He will always know the softness of that life,

I will always try to get away from the pain,

and wear a real smile,

and he will try to work harder every day,

so he isn't just the guy that got everything.

Everyday is a gift,

work torwards something you need, want, and can get

a little bit of real hope goes longer than

fake hope.

Hi! Ok so this poem came to me when I was listening to " Concret Angel" by Martina McBride.

I'm selfish,impatient and a LOT insecure, I make mistakes, I'm out of control and at times hard to handle but if you can't handle me at my worst then you ABSOLUTELY don't deserve me at my best..

Strength is nothing more than how well you hide the pain.

You'll never know how strong you are.. until being strong is the only choice you have!

Ja ne! bye!