What will I do?

5 years have passed…

Five years have passed since I left the nura household and started to live with my friend Maya. I am content with what I have now, I'm happily living with my 4-year old son Ritsuo and my friend Maya and I couldn't wish for more. Of course, that's what I always tell myself. But I know inside my heart, I really want to be with him. I want my son to have a father, to be a complete family, even though it's all just wishful thinking.

One morning…

"Maya chan! I'm heading to the market! We're all out of milk, please take care of Ritsuo while I'm gone!" shouted Tsurara through the door as she headed out to leave.

"Hai Tsurara chan! Take care! And don't forget the eggs this time!" yelled back Maya.

"Okaa san! I wanna come too!" shouted the little boy running to her mother.

"I'm sorry Ritsuo but you can't come with me this time, okay? Maybe some other time, neh?" said Tsurara to her son as she left.

"Hai…" muttered Ritsuo sadly as he watched his mother leave.

At the market…

"Hey! Tsurara chan! Need more milk?" said an elderly woman to Tsurara.

"Hai Hai! Yukino san!" replied Tsurara as she paid the elder woman.

"Here you go Tsurara, and the eggs are already inside as well before you forget" said Yukino smiling as she held out the package in Tsurara's hands.

"Oh! I almost forgot! Arigato Gozaimasu Yukino san! You know me so well, Hehehe" answered Tsurara as she bowed her thanks to Yukino.

"No problems at all Tsurara, besides, you're one of my most valuable customers in town" praised Yukino.

"Arigato Yukino san, I should go now, Ritsuo must be looking for me already," said Tsurara as she was about to leave but Yukino stopped her. "Eh? What is it Yukino san?"

"I have something I want to ask you Tsurara" seriously said by Yukino as she held Tsurara's hand in hers.

"Oh…okay…" muttered Tsurara shocked at the sudden seriousness of the woman in front of her.

"Tsurara…earlier this morning…there was a man…he was looking for you, what I mean is that he was describing you and it looked like it was something serious, he was so serious while asking me…did something happen?" said Yukino as she curiously stared at Tsurara who was only dumbfounded.

"I-I…don't…kn-know what you m-mean Yukino san…a-a man? W-what did he l-look like?" muttered Tsurara as she looked at Yukino with wide afraid eyes.

"Well, he certainly is a tall man and quite attractive too. He had white and black spiked hair, red eyes and he wore very traditional clothing…oh, I almost forgot, he had a few friends with him…a large man who looked like a delinquent and a man with blond hair and wore a scarf around his neck…how unusual…do you know them Tsurara?" asked Yukino as she noticed how Tsurara's eyes became afraid and as her breathing became unusual. "Tsurara? Are you okay child?" asked Yukino concerned by Tsurara's od behavior.

"H-h-huh? O-Oh! I-I'm f-fine, Y-yukino san. G-gomen, I-I have to leave" said Tsurara as she ran away from the woman with her package in her hands and towards home with one thing on her mind. Ritsuo!

5 years! 5 years! How come they're looking for me after 5 years? Yukino san must have mistaken! There's no way that master is looking for me…after all this time…impossible! He…he is supposed to be married by now and with many children! There's just no-

Tsurara was taken out of her thoughts as she unconsciously bumped into another person causing her package to fall to the ground.

"Ah! Gomen! I-I wasn't looking at where I was running to!" apologized Tsurara bowing down in front of the person she bumped into, too embarrassed to look at the man directly so instead she picked up her package or what's left of it she can salvage so that she could return home to her son as quickly as possible.

Tsurara, while salvaging her package, didn't even notice the man didn't even move from his spot.

"After all these years…I've finally found you…Tsurara" whispered the man as he began to walk closer to Tsurara.

"Eh? Wha-" said Tsurara as she looked up hearing her name and what she saw made her heart stop. There in front of her, was the man she ran away from, the man who was responsible for getting her pregnant, the man who she loves so deeply, the man she would die for…there standing in front of her with eyes she couldn't read…she couldn't move…she couldn't stop staring…

Is this real? Tsurara/Rikuo sama

Both of them thought at the same time. Time stopped between the two. Neither knew what to say. They were in there own world again, blacking out everything that's on the background except for the person in front of them.

"Tsurara…" started Rikuo as he came closer causing Tsurara to back away. Rikuo, noticing this, sighed. "Tsurara, we-I was looking everywhere for you…" said Rikuo as he took Tsurara's hand in his own.

Tsurara could only stare at him, and the hand that held hers.

"Wh-why?" asked Tsurara afraid of the answer.

Is he going to punish me for running away without him or the supreme commander knowing? Or is he here to take me back home? Does he know about his…my son?

Rikuo only looked at Tsurara's expression, trying to figure out what she was thinking.

"I-I didn't get married…" was all Rikuo said as he turned away from Tsurara. "I looked for you because…because when you left, I was shocked" muttered Rikuo still looking away.

"Why?" again asked Tsurara knowing that her question was so unnecessary.

This time, Rikuo looked at Tsurara straight in the eyes. "Because you're the one I love, not Kana, it was you from the beginning…" said Rikuo sincerely with all his heart, his hand shaking as he held Tsurara's hand.

"No…you're lying…I saw you two kiss!" shouted Tsurara as she slapped Rikuo's hand away. She began to back away only to be stopped by Rikuo embracing her from behind. "Let me go! Please Rikuo sama! Let me go!" yelled Tsurara as she struggled against Rikuo's embrace with tears forming in her eyes. "For 5 years…5 years Rikuo sama…" sobbed Tsurara as she struggled against him.

"No! I won't let you go! I love you Tsurara!" shouted Rikuo as he tightened his hold on her.

"No…Kana chan…" sobbed Tsurara. Neither noticed the looks everyone in the market gave them. Neither noticed a pair of eyes looking at them.

"Okaa san!" yelled the boy.

Hearing this, both of them turned their eyes only to see a young boy.

"Okaa san? Tsurara?" asked Rikuo as he looked at Tsurara. "What is this?" But Tsurara couldn't answer.

What will I do?

-okay guyz! That's my sequel! Hehehe…XD I'll try to continue this as much as I can! I really hope you'll like it! And also, I love rikuoxtsurara!

-princess-