Thanksgiving Letter to Isabella

Dear Isabella,

Tonight was a night to give thanks and tonight I counted my blessings, including giving thanks to my family, my friends and all the people I love. Isabella, tonight I gave thanks to you. I always wanted to tell you how much I love you but truth is, I'm too scared. Whenever I see you walk in through our backyard gate, I just want to walk up to you and pull you into a kiss. I want to admit my true feelings, and just hold you. Isabella, I see you, and I want you to know I'm not blind. I can see that you love me and it hurts me not to be able to show my true emotions back. I know that everyday I hurt you and it kills me to see the look of rejection on your face. Isabella, I want your love more than anything. You're just so beautiful and I worry that maybe I'll lose control one day. We're still very young and I wonder if our love is too good to be true. How do we know if its real or just a phase? I know my love for you is real, and I have a feeling yours is too. But what do I do? At first I couldn't make up my mind, I tried to do anything I could to impress you. I even built that haunted house just so we could spend a whole day together with an excuse to hold your hand and sit close to you. In Paris, I was in heaven. The "City of Love" is as beautiful as they say, but nothing compared to your beauty. When I looked at you, you were shining brighter than the sun. Those eyes could melt any heart and I had to look away. I couldn't handle myself, you were making me more nervous than I had ever been. Unfortunately I decided to pretty much ignore you and focus on fixing our plane. I had to restrain myself from staring at you. When we were on the island, and we hugged I never wanted to let go. The sun was setting and I wanted nothing more than to stay in that position forever. Isabella, I love you but I decided that we just can't be together right now. I'm playing safe and who knows, maybe we can start dating in high school. Then I can hold your soft warm hands and kiss your sweet lips, just like in my dreams. When we graduate, we can be together forever Isabella, and I'll make sure of it. My love, tonight I give thanks to you, and everything you do. If only you knew my true feelings...

With all my love,

Phineas Flynn