Hey.. i'm back. I'm so sorry, but this will be the last chapter. WAIT! Don't throw anything at me yet. Even though this will be the last chapter, i wont be gone. i'll be starting on another story which will be on Malec drabbles. So if you have any ideas or topics that you want me to write, please PM or tell me when reviewing!

Tighten your embrace

Everything was hazy…. So blurry. He was lying on his back… on something soft. He could feel the silkiness of the blanket, the fluffiness of the pillow. This doesn't feel like his bed. But it was somewhat familiar. But he felt warm…. and safe. Someone was touching his face, his hands. He could hear a voice… so far away…. So soft…. But it sounded worried. He had the impulse to tell the person that he was fine, he's okay. But his limbs were so heavy and his voice only came out as a groan. There was a flash of blue and the last thing he saw was those green, flecked gold eyes….

Please, hold me tight,

Alec opened his eyes. Everything was dark. He felt surprisingly… fine. He wasn't feeling light headed and his body wasn't floating. He stretched his legs a little and turned on his side, he wasn't used to lying on his back. It made him have neck cramps and later during training, Jace will kick his ass and-

Izzy!

Alec sat straight up immediately. The morning's events all rushing back to him. Magnus had come and….?

What had happened?

He had fainted and what? Well, based on the fact that he was alright and no longer dizzy, he could think up of a few theories:

Magnus contacted Izzy and she told him what's wrong with him, and what he was supposed to do.

Magnus figured out what had happened and healed him accordingly.

Both aren't good for him. It means confession later on.

And don't let me go.

Alec buried his head in his hands. He hated this. He did not want to let Magnus know his condition. That he is so weak.

He brightened up as an idea came to him. Maybe he could go to the institute and act like nothing had happened. And….? He can't hide from the warlock forever.

Alec sighed and rubbed his eyes. Weariness was catching on him already. He leaned back on the bed and almost fell down the bed when his head lying on something hard instead of the fluffy pillows. Alec calmed himself down and squinted through the darkness as his eyes made out a person. He leaned closer.

Magnus.

He groaned and mentally slapped himself. Of course he would be at Magnus's place. His sharp and yet sweet scent lingered everywhere in this room. But shouldn't he be in the institute?

'Oh, whatever, I'll see it till the morning.' He thought.

No matter what I did,

Biting his lips, Alec cautiously laid his head on Magnus's arm. He sighed in relief and snuggled closer to the warmth. His head nicely rested beneath Magnus's chin.

Alec felt himself slowly drifting off when he realized something. His face burnt up as he saw that Magnus was half- naked under the covers.

He started to lean away, but suddenly the warlock grunted and draped his hand over Alec's slim form. Alec froze, now trapped in Magnus's half embrace.

Magnus shifted a bit more and pushed Alec gently to his chest, his long legs weaving in between Alec's slightly shorter ones.

Alec felt his breath hitch as his chin touched Magnus's collarbone. He couldn't help it but to be impressed with the expense of smooth and warm skin.

No matter what I've said,

Hesitantly, Alec reached up and traced his finger over those strong jaws.

Smiling a little to himself, he reached further to brush Magnus's hair but a painful tug by his fingers pulled him back. Alec hissed a little and examined his hand.

There, on the back of his hands was a little tube connected to a needle inserted into his veins. He followed the tube up and saw a form of an IV drip.

He cursed under his breath. Oh, how he hated them. The way they make his veins bulge and a needle staying in his hand for a period of time is just so freaking annoying. Not to mention restrictions of movement.

Alec gritted his teeth and prepared to rip the thing out of his hand when suddenly Magnus turned over and clasped Alec's hand over his.

Alec blinked and glanced up. Magnus's eyes were still closed. But his shadow hunter's instincts told him otherwise.

"Magnus?" he whispered.

"…Yes dear?"

"You're awake?"

"Yes…"

"Erm…" Alec flushed, suddenly conscious of the fact that they were so closer together.

"Alec?"

"Y-Yeah?"

"Any idea why we are whispering?"

Don't let me fall.

"H-h-Huh?"

"Are you blushing? I hope you are. You look cute when you blush you know."

Alec thought that his face wouldn't do any hotter and he ducked his head.

"It's a pity that it's dark right now." Magnus sighed, resting his chin on Alec's head.

There was a minute of comfortable silence.

"Magnus?" Alec asked without looking up, not wanting to feel Magnus's chin leaving his head.

"Hmm?"

"I- I- I'm sorry." Alec voice dropped to a whisper. "I was afraid of telling you, afraid of admitting that there's something wrong with me. I- I am afraid of… losing you."

Magnus tightened his grip around Alec, encouraging him to continue.

"I- I-I…." Alec closed his eyes. "I'm a shadow hunter. The oldest of the Lightwood family. I'm supposed to be the pride, and yet…"

Magnus felt water sliding down his chest. But he waited, stroking Alec's tangled mess of hair.

"I- I'm gay, I fell hopelessly in love with the Glittery High Warlock of Brooklyn-"

Please pull me back,

Magnus let out a short laugh and felt Alec smile despite the situation.

"- and- and I'm diabetic."

Magnus blinked and his hand froze in motion.

"You're what?"

"I'm diabetic, type one. Shadow hunters could still contract mundane's illness, you know. The only difference is that Shadow hunter's illness is not as serious. Instead of injecting myself with insulin everyday, I only need to inject it four times per week. The symptoms aren't as serious too. I only feel dizzy."

Give me the courage and warmth,

Alec squeezed his eyes shut, bracing himself for the laughter, the teases.

Magnus chin left his head and he heard him shift on the bed. But the insults never came.

Instead he felt warmth pressed onto his closed eyelids. The warmth dried up his tear streaks and travelled slowly down his checks and to his jaws. Magnus was… kissing him?

As it travelled down his neck, Alec felt teeth grazing a sensitive spot on his neck.

He gasped.

Magnus took that chance to enter his lover's mouth, gaining dominance easily. He licked his Shadow hunter's teeth, slightly tickling his gums.

Alec shivered slightly and tightened his hold on Magnus, as if after this intimate moment, he will leave him.

With the need of air, Magnus released Alec.

"You pighead, do you think that I'll leave you because of this? This is the reason why I should stay by you all the time. But shouldn't you tell me earlier? I had a nightmare when you fell limp in my arms and I seriously had no idea what's wrong with you, except for your rising of sugar level."

"You figured out?"

To enter your embrace.

"Not really…. I've guessed. What do you think the IV drip is for? And plus, I'm your Glittery High Warlock of Brooklyn, remember?"

"But… Izzy?"

"Nah. I didn't tell her. I figured out that it's best not to."

"…. Thank you."

Magnus smiled as Alec yawned.

"Tired?" He teased, kissing the tip of Alec's nose.

Alec only wrinkled his nose in reply.

And no matter what,

"So," Magus cuddled Alec closer to him, "Good Night."

"But… it's five in the morning." His voice getting slurred together. "I've slept the whole day off already."

"Just sleep. I'll tell Izzy. And I'll wake you up when it's time for breakfast."

"But…"

"Come on, trust me. How about… pinky swear?"

"… Okays…."

Just hold me tight.

Ta da! So are you all thinking, "LAME" or just rolling your eyes? I can understand, so jus scold me and throw bananas at me when reviewing. But however, I've always been wanting to write about Shadow hunter's having Mandane illness and this inspiration jus came when i was writing this story. So what are you thinking? I still need ur thoughts so that i will know what to do when writing my next Malec drabbles. Pls rmb to tell me ur ideas on my next story too!

So Sorry for the sudden notice of last chapter! So sorry! Stories won't go on forever...

i want to thank all my reviewers and viewers so far! Your reviews have been very encouraging. ^^ Thanks a lot! I really really appreciate it. So hope to see ya still my next story. :D

~Robin, who is waiting for inspiration...