Poisons of Love

I watch as you pass him secret glances,

I watch as you smile as he advances.

I watch you grin as you take away his goggles,

I've even watch you two snuggle.

I watch as you ruffle his red hair,

I watch as you two kiss on the stairs.

How I wish I was him so we could be the same,

However you try your hardest to make me feel ashamed.

We are no longer friends and those days are done,

And I watch as you two have fun.

You taunt me in my dreams with your golden lock and cool blue eyes,

And I dream of lies.

Lies that you are my friend,

I know that will never happen.

I will want more and you will reject me,

I know of your dreams to be free.

We are yin and yang, good and bad,

Together we clash.

But both of them can work together for the balance of the world,

Yet we can't because you hate me and now you're with him while I'm stuck with Linda the girl.

I would give anything to be Matt but I know that no matter what I do, I can't be him,

Yet I wish and dream. It seems that you win.

Mello you win because I love you.

Now I need to end these days that are so blue.

I pick up the knife,

That will end my life.

As I raise this knife to my throat,

In my tears I managed to croak,

Goodbye Mihael Keehl…

And finally stopped seeing angelic gold locks and the beautiful eyes of watery steel...

AN: so this is my first story and Near is committing suicide... he couldn't take that Matt and Mello being together :( anyways please review and flames are aloud