Breaking Sam

AU. When Sam was eight years old he was kidnapped and tortured. Will Sam ever escape? Can Dean and John find him? And what is John's connection with Sam's tormentor?

Written By: Olivia Kaged

Disclaimer: I don't own anything; all rights belong to Eric Kripke

Part One: Psychological

Chapter Six: Sleep Deprivation

Sam curled up on the bed scared and tired...so so tired. Every time he closed his eyes Lucifer would speak in a blow horn or throw firecrackers. It had been three whole days since Lucifer had last let him sleep; Sam had given up on Dean. He knew Dean wasn't coming to get him. Sam had never felt so alone in his life. He wanted Dean so badly but Dean wasn't coming, he didn't care. Dean and Dad probably just went off on their next hunt Sam thought and a tear slide down his face.

Sam closed his eyes, he was so tired. He bones were aching from lack of sleep.

"Sam wake up front and centre!" Lucifer yelled into his blow horn. Sam snapped his eyes awake and cried. He didn't care if he cried in front of Lucifer anymore, it never changed anything. Now he just let the tears fall. Sam closed his eyes and hoped Lucifer would let him get some sleep, even if only for a few minutes. Sam jumped and let out more tears as one of Lucifer's firecrackers hit the floor by Sam's feet.

"You're not allowed to sleep Sam." Lucifer said.

"Please...please Lucifer, I'm so tired." Sam begged.

"No." Lucifer said.

"But I'm so tired." Sam said.

"Well you should have thought of that before you got in the car with a stranger." Lucifer said. Sam froze, he remembered one of Dean's rules-never talk or go anywhere with strangers-and Sam had broken it. No wonder Dean wasn't looking for him he thought. He knew all the bad things Sam had done at didn't want him Sam thought when a firecracker hit the wall next to him.

"M'sorry." Sam said.

"Not me you should be apologising too." Lucifer said.

"How much longer?" Sam asked.

"Till I get bored." Lucifer said. Sam let out more tears. He as so tired, his eyes hurt, he couldn't stay awake any longer. He just wanted to sleep. Sam needed to curl up and sleep.