It's been... too many years. My excuse was a major depressive episode, and behold, it's held on for a very long time. "Fragility," being in the unfinished and poor state that it's in now, has been a heavy weight on my shoulders since I stopped updating- feeling like I'd gone too deep and there was no way to finish or rectify what I had started. After I'd gotten some backlash for the most recent chapters and started having personal troubles with my coauthor at the time, I couldn't even think about the fic without becoming physically anxious, to the point where I couldn't go back to fact check the old chapters in preparation for new ones. It became an assigned "negative" in my life. And that was nearly six years ago.

With that being said, I'm actively trying to go back and figure out where I had gone wrong- and what I've gotten right- to revamp and finish it in a way that I find more responsible and with extra finesse. And I mean the whole thing! I'm going back into the trench and it's not just getting a makeover, I'm going full facelift on this thing. 2019 is the year to be decisive as well as conclusive.

The influence I have I'm not very sure about, but I hope this reaches at least a few people who used to be on that train with me... though to be fair, I really don't know if this is something anybody wants anymore... but I'm gonna do it anyways, and on my own terms.

My tumblr as always is stridling.

thank you all so much for the patience and love throughout the years
stay tuned ;v;
tS