Those red eyes

They haunt me, and I hate them. You first took pity of me, why? Because I was just a child? Because I was painted with lies? I could see it all…. It was in your eyes. Every time you looked at me I could see the disgust in them. The hatred. The pity. The resentment. It was all too obvious….

I was just your meal.

Maybe I was sore to your eyes, but I can't change who I am, and I never needed to. You put up with my cold glances and bitter remarks, but then again. You did it to please me, because I was your master.

But not any longer. For now our roles are reversed

Your smirks and sharp glances. That was your venom. My poison. I needed no sympathy. I was strong. I could put up with it, but I was still shattering inside. If you knew what you were doing to me ….I'd break….

….into a thousand pieces.

I'd call out your name and you'd come. Just like a puppy. The way you tightly put your arms around me when you rescued me…. It came with a consequence. Maybe I was foolish, but you were too. We have a contract that proves it.

I was a shattered soul, but you still wanted me.

I'd love torturing you. The way I'd lick my cuts and look you in the eye. I'd smile and watch you hold back your growing hunger. You wanted me, but you had to wait. I wanted to be a memorable meal, not just a snack.

I need you to want me to the point where you can't hold back anymore….

Hold me.

Touch me.

Eat me up whole.

I am all yours.

You were the wolf.

I am the shepherd.

I gasp for air as you take a bite. It feels painful, but I got use to it. To be honest…I like it.

Don't stop. No matter what. Don't.

…..

Are you happy now?

There I lay, naked to the world. Cold. Hurt. Bitter, but sweet.

You licked your lips and stared at my body. Your eyes glowed with satisfaction.

Sebastian...

why must you do this to me?