First, all rights go to their owners I don't own a thing and blah blah

2nd I just dreamed this story and well, I decided to write it

Lol tell me what you think (':

"In another life I would be your girl
we'd keep all our promises
be us against the world
in another life I would make you stay
so I don't have to say you were
THE ONE THAT GOT AWAY . . . "

-Flashback-

"Stop it you know I'm ticklish !" I told him, laughing . But he continued tickling me . that's how we looked ; two 15 year olds just having fun at the beach .He answered by just kissing me when I asked him what will happen when I move to a reservation close to Seattle .

"Don't worry , I won't fall for these tall blond hot LA chicks " he said simply, then smiled at me with his smile that calms me down every time.

"Then I won't fall for these muscular tan tall guys" I said "and you know Seattle is full of them . We just laughed . That day , the day before I left started as the best day in my life . But ended as the worst.

"I have to go" he just said and kissed me lightly ; I continued sitting there until my mother told me to come inside . I have a beach in the backdoor of my house .But no money can't buy you a time machine. I wish I could find one ,go back and change so many things .As I walked into my house that most of it was now in boxes , we are leaving to a cold place called 'La Push' close to Seattle .It will be hard because I hate the cold .That's why I love LA so much . "oh come on shorty don't be sad" my brother told me . Yup . That's me .A 15 year old 5.2 , when all my friends are like 6 . I'm pretty sure my hair is longer than me . That night , when we had dinner , changed everything .

My mum was picking up the phone while me my brother and my soon-to-be step father were eating with here . "Oh no" she said with her hand on her chest . "Oh no" she said again . I go up from my chair but before I got to her she said "OK thanks" and hung up the phone . "Sweetheart?" she said and walked to me .

"Whats wrong ?" I asked not understanding what made my mum so quiet and scared .

"Its Chris" she said . I was confused but before I got a word out of my mouth my mum was telling me . " He was in a car crash" she said . From there I couldn't hear anything that anyone told me , I think she was trying to tell me exactly what happened.

" W-wh-what ? I-is he ok ?" I asked . But my mum shook her head witch told me no. Tears started to run through my eyes and I just murmured 'no'. And fell on the floor.

"Madison , honey" my mum told me . My brother and my soon-to-be stepfather got near us while my mum was hugging me . This was the thing that broke everything from the worst year ever . n . no . no . this is not happening .

That day , I swore I would never fall in love again .

I was watching the raindrops on my window . it was 2 months since Chris died . We were on our way to our new house , after , for the last 2 months we were traveling the world . I was never so happy to move from LA . Everything reminded me something from this horrible year . I pretty much didn't talk to anyone for the last 2 months , it annoyed my brother , though I really didn't care . All of this was to much for me .

Once I got to my new house , I just ran upstairs , wanting to go to my room but a music studio was before it . music is my life . I sing , I write , I dance , I play the piano guitar and drums . it helps me get over stuff . it helps me free my mind .