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My Last Hope Chapter One:

Bella's POV:

I was being faced with a decision staring at the pain I felt mirrored in his eyes knowing now what I had to do, I placed my hand on his icy face kissed his stone lips and whispered 'it's ok I forgive you' then I attempted to fling myself off the cliff in a desperate attempt at relief from this agony inside but of course he caught me on mid fly 'Bella' his voice begged in a broken plea ' Don't do this, not for him or them, they abandoned us both ' I realised then I wasn't the only broken one on this cliff 'your not alone' he spoke in a hushed tone as realisation of the situation broke me down once again and I collapsed into his arms.

The rest of the Cullen's had left telling Jasper that he was no longer a Cullen. We sat in the Cullen home the one thing they'd given Jasper, Most of the furnishings were still here and I don't know what angered me more the memory's or the anger of knowing they'd treated Jasper and I like the furniture, replaceable.

Without a word I climbed the stairs to Emmett and Rosalie's room unfazed by the clear memory of where to go, I swept the room with a single glance landing on the silver metal baseball bat leaning against the east wall of the room bringing a sting to my eyes as the memory of that fateful baseball game was brought to the forefront of my mind.

I walked across the hall to Edwards room as a violent rage took over me almost all his stuff was still there, but for the moment this didn't make me sad it made the rage spike I took the baseball bat to his CD player then to his CDs scratching and snapping them starting with Claire de lune I then stumbled down the stairs repeatedly bringing the bat down on his beloved piano breaking down into hysterical giggles, I was pretty sure I sounded like a maniac but my laughing was soon stopped in its tracks as that all to familiar ring tone began to blare from my phone I dropped my mobile and continued my rampage full force.

Jaspers POV:

I grabbed the phone in one quick swoop from the floor watching in pure fascination as Bella destroyed anything of Edwards that crossed her path ' Hello' I heard come from the phone in my hand 'Hello?' I questioned ' Jasper ? What are you doing with Bella ? Where is she ?' he asked panicked 'Smashing all of your stuff up' I replied amused ' oh by the way I found her jumping off a cliff just so you know' I fumed when a voice caught my attention in the background ' Edward baby come to bed

who 's on the phone?' NO it couldn't be! I gasped as I heard none other than Alice.

'Goodbye' i spat as i crushed bellas phone 'Jasper?' she questioned looking confused .

' oh Bella I am so sorry , I swear I will buy you a new phone' I spoke sheepishly 'yay an iphone' she cheered triumphantly as I watched the bright smile that broke out on her face it was almost calming so addictive and contagious as my own smile broke out if it, was her mood causing it or just the thought of her happiness I don't know.

I stepped forward and gave her a friendly embrace no sign of blood-lust could be found within myself which surprised me it wasn't even the slightest bit hard being around Bella or even this close to her for a matter of fact, it was as if she made me feel almost human again, I finally climbed out of my thoughts to the realization of soft sobs against my chest 'oh' I gasped as I swept her into my arms and into my room 'hmm decorating will need to be done' I muttered to myself as I gazed around the room listing in my head all the changes that will need to be made if I was to make this my room or at least mine and Bella's to share it wasn't as if I was going to sleep I chuckled to myself.

' What's funny' Bella questioned the look on her face so inquisitive 'oh nothing darling I was just wondering if your going to be spending a lot of time here so that I can make this room right for the both of us' I mused to her

'oh right ok well don't let me get in the way of what you want to do with this room i'm fine sleeping on a couch that's if you want me here, I don't want to intrude' she corrected herself quickly 'of course I want you here Bella you are such selfless creature' I chuckled reassuringly 'can I um can I help Jasper' she asked shy 'of course your the human who' s going to be staying you need to test out the beds' I agreed as her face flushed that beautiful rose colour I so adored, wait adored ok that came out of nowhere I thought to myself but then I soon came to my senses of what she may of heard in my words to cause this flush of colour I chuckled as giggles exploded from her ' ah Bella you are such a strange little human' then a small but unmistakeable grimace swept across that lovley face ' we need to go shopping' she groaned in defeat

' only a little, the department store and maybe we could go check out a book store or two' I promised laughing at her obvious distaste for shopping.

'woo lets go shopping' she mock cheered causing both of us to smile I secretly enjoyed having Bella to myself all day it was after all my first time to witness her do something for herself well not that she knew that yet.