~AN~

Hi-Hi, this is my first fanfic and I'm nervous and excited. I will be looking for a Beta soon, after I get my story a little more organized from my head to the

computer. Anyone ever notice how when you think of something in your head and it sounds like the best shit ever, yet when you think too much about it and you

finally put it down in words it sounds and looks like NOTHING you had in mind? Yeah…

Anywho, we all know Stephenie Meyer owns all rights to this story and the characters are hers, but she never said we couldn't play. :)

The time line is set 3 years after the big birthday events.

With her time as a human running out, Bella meets some new and old faces while living a comfortable, yet lonely life. Whitlocks, Victoria, Cuckoo Cullens, &

Volturi. AU/OOC non-cannon-J/B-P/C-and a cat.

I get knocked down, but I get up again, you're never gonna keep me down. I get knocked down but-

Groaning, I moved sluggishly out of my bed to the other side of my room to fetch my phone.

"What", I yawned into the receiver.

"Don't what me, I was just gonna ask if you could cover for me tonight. I have a date and since you don't have a worthy social life, you were the first person I thought of", the person sneered.

"Yeah, whatever, Jessica. What time is the shift", I replied, rolling my eyes.

"Starts at 3 and ends at 2", she claimed and hung up before I could get a word in.

"Fuckin' cunt", I muttered into the receiver.

Looking at the time on my phone's display I realized I had about 3 hours left till I had to be at the bar and cursed that ditzy bitch's lack of common courtesy. I wish she were more like the Jessica I went to high school with. Forks Jessica might've not been the brightest crayon in the box, but at least she had tact and was polite in her own way. My co-worker just happened to get on my 'I will rip your arms off and shove them down your throat' side. I'm sure we won't have a problem with gag reflexes, considering all the times she's bragged about her stellar oral skills.

Sighing to myself, I pulled my thoughts out of my head and wandered toward my bathroom to start my morning routine of pissing and brushing my teeth. Afterward, I trailed downstairs to find something for breakfast. I didn't find much that I wanted so I settled on a bowl of cereal and a small pot of coffee, making a mental note to do some shopping tomorrow.

After brewing my coffee, I took my cup and bowl of cereal over to my study to read. When I was finished eating and reading the first 4 chapters of the latest cheesy vampire love story, I grabbed some paper and a pen and began jotting down a small grocery list. I also reminded myself to call Renee and Phil, see how they're doing and if they'd like to visit. After Phil's arm became a problem for his baseball career, they decided to move back to the Phoenix area. Since Phil had a past in baseball, he decided to become a high school baseball coach, while Renee stuck with teaching elementary children, even though they didn't need the money now. I liked having them close for the time being. Soon I might have to say goodbye, although I really don't want to lose them forever.

Being bored by myself at home makes me realize why Renee always delved into different, sometimes strange activities. Life gets lonely and when I lived with her it wasn't like we could have a night out. Although she's no longer alone, I bet she's more than a little grateful that I'm of legal drinking age. Being a responsible drinker gets on her nerves sometimes but I just tell her I refuse to make a fool out of myself. I remember on one occasion while the three of us had a bit too much to drink, I forced Phil to play baseball with me. Mom said the next day while we were nursing our hangovers that I complained about not having vampire speed and strength. I had to come up with the excuse that in my mind I figure vampires had those attributes, and it would make baseball much more interesting.

Gathering my thoughts once more, I decide to test today's weather by going out my front door since it was closest. It's late September and I'd enjoy riding into work before the season cools more.

Meow

"Hmm"?

Meow

"Hey there Baba".

Meow

"Did you get your food last night"?

Meow

"Okay…wait…are those feathers stuck to your face"?

Meow

"Eww, you're not coming in till you're cleaned up".

Puurrrrr

"Suit yourself".

I walk over to the garden hose to clean Baba, with him trailing along behind me. How I ever found a cat that doesn't mind water is beyond me. I find his flea and tick shampoo in the garage after setting the hose fixture on a decent setting and begin the process of giving my little buddy a nice cleaning.

"Now mister, you're not allowed to enter the house till you're dry. I'll go ahead and feed you now so I don't forget. I won't be home till late".

Meerow

"I must be related to Dr. Doolittle", I mutter to myself, while preparing his food and water.

I look at the time and of course it's only been an hour or so since I've been called in. I go ahead and start getting ready for work, starting with another cup of coffee and then taking a nice hot shower to wake up with. After showering I go to my closet and pick out today's outfit. I decide to go simple, with a black top and a pair of dark skinny jeans, tucked into a pair of black wedged knee highs. I decide on silver drop earrings, a tiny silver stud for my nose, and a simple silver choker. For my makeup, I go for simple with a nude shade of eyeshadow, classic wingout with liquid eyeliner, a couple swishes of mascara, a hint of my favorite shade of blush, and Burt's Bee's chapstick. Can't get enough of the tingle. For my hair, I throw it in a low pony tail, figuring I'll mess it up with my helmet and having enough time to fix it before my shift starts. I plan on styling it in an updo with a victory roll or pin curls. I keep hair styling products at work for motorcycle days or if I simply don't have enough time. My boss doesn't mind as long as I don't fuss with it during my shift. Plus she uses my stuff every now and then anyway.

Deciding there's nothing left to do, I grab my Burt's Bees, throw it in my purse and at the last second remembered my Blackberry, throwing it in there as well. I head into my garage, put on my black leather riding jacket, along with my blood red Shoei helmet and push the bike outside. I reached into my car for the garage door remote, threw it in my purse, and tossed that in the storage compartment of my bike. Mounting, I started my sex panther and rolled out.

It's a good 30 minute ride to town in my car, but usually I get there between 20 and 25 on my bike. Luckily, speed traps are rare, so I usually gun it. But, since I have a bit of time on my hands, I take it easy and get there in 20. Getting into town I decide on the Japanese restaurant for lunch. It's been a while since I've had their sushi and miso soup combo and the more I thought about it, the more I craved it. Amazingly, it's across the street from the bar so I just park in our lot and walk over. I park in The Bottle & Glass lot in the front so I can keep an eye out for my baby, take off my helmet, while getting the typical stare down, retrieve my purse from it's confines, and head inside to check in, toting along my belongings.

There are only 6 people sitting at the bar, 4 people at a pool table, and a few seated tables when I enter. I get a chorus of "Hey Bella", from a couple regulars and fellow employees. I see Mel, my boss, poking her head out of the office, eyeing me with a small knowing smirk and a roll of her eyes as she waves me over with a chuckle. I smile and wave back at everyone, feeling a slight blush creeping up my cheeks from the attention.

"So I'm guessin' Jessica called you in again, huh", Melanie muses, shaking her head with a slight grimace, "3rd time this month. I dunno what I'm gonna do with that girl. She's a good worker when she decides to show up, but I'm gonna have to cut back her schedule".

Assuming she's mostly talking to herself, I reply with a nod, knowing there's not much I can say about it.

"By the way, I'm just gonna put you on the bar tonight since that's what your job is, that way you can get off early, and I'll take over at midnight. It shouldn't be bad tonight, we have a new girl trainin' for a few hours on the floor this evening, by the way", she stated.

"Great", I replied, "what's she like? What's her name"?

"Amanda. She's never worked in this kinda environment, but she's in great shape and steady on her feet, so I think she'll be just fine. I'll just give her a 2 table section for the night," she rushed out.

"Alright, can't wait to meet her", I grinned, "Well hey, I need to fix my hair. Should only take 10 or 15 minutes. Also, I'm gonna grab some lunch across the street, want something"?

"Yeah, some California Rolls are okay. Make sure there's none of that orange caviar stuff though. Gets stuck in my teeth and we can't be havin' that", she requested with a playful grimace.

I look at the time and see I have around an hour left, I set my helmet on my assigned shelf space, and began the quick process of fixing my hair in the planned "do" I thought of earlier. After setting my hair in a low straight pony tail with a victory roll duo, I put my stuff away, grabbed my purse, and headed out for lunch.

JASPER

3 years since my life has changed irrevocably. I found out my so called brother and ex had completely mind fucked the whole family. I've been banished from the Cullens, and nearly 3 years ago I came home to live with my true family. Of course I've been guilt ridden and full of self-disgust, but since we've moved here to Denver the beginning of this year, I've been feeling a lot better. My brother and sister have been giving me space and time and have been very understandin' and supportive of my behavior. We've all known the money-grubbin' psycho pixie was never my mate, but more of a companion. The Cullens of course didn't understand the nature of the relationship, but never questioned the circumstances until I cut ties with her. I told them the truth; I felt comfortable with Alice and we were with each other out of convenience and obligation.

Alice whined and begged me to stay in a relationship with her, going into a rage because 'someone ruined her life'; but after being assured by Edward that things always work themselves out, she reluctantly let me go. The wonder duo decided it was best if I were to leave cause I no longer held a place in their family. The Cullens were easily manipulated by those two and I lost the respect I once had for Carlisle and Esme. I hid in Forks for 2 months after I severed all ties to keep an eye on Bella while she went through a myriad of emotions. For the first couple of weeks, she was on a nonstop cycle of worthlessness, self-loathin', with an undercurrent of humility. She'd cry herself to sleep on many nights while I was sitting outside her window, tryin' to calm her. Finally she entered a dark, numb transition and the only time her emotions truly showed, was when she'd be asleep. During that time if you saw her, you would noticed she lost the sparkle in her eyes she once had. That lasted for 3 weeks until Bella finally cracked out of the numb shell and gradually she became furious. I remember having shivers from some things that happened. I'd find her tearin' up her bedroom in fits, and screamin' nonsensical phrases about rippin' Eddie boy to pieces and burnin' the impotent son of a bitch's important body parts, or sometimes just starin', without blinkin', through her bedroom window, stewin' in silent fury for hours.

I stayed until the wolves got involved and told me I overstayed my welcome and requested I leave since the rest of the Cullens were gone, and that since I wasn't an original part of the treaty, they had every right to destroy me. After a small scuffle, I taught them who the fuck I was but explained that there was a potential threat to Bella with her knowledge of the vampire world; she'd either be turned or killed if the royal coven or any cruel vampires were to find out. I also explained the possibility of a certain red-haired vampire who may seek revenge against Bella, including the Phoenix incident this past spring. I reluctantly agreed to let them keep an eye out for Bella's safety. Before leavin', I left a letter for her, remindin' her that she would always be important to me and that she was 'worth it', and an anonymous donation to her college fund with a sum of $500,000. I also left her with contact info to Jenks if she were to ever need anything.

"Hey brother".

"Hey, yourself, boy", I replied back.

"You know I'm more man than you'll ever be".

"Yeah, keep dreamin', fucker", I laughed out, "What's new"?

"Well", the smug bastard replied, "I'd like to take you and wifey about 30 minutes away to a place I heard about ".

"Another one of those feelin's", I asked.

"Yulp, git yer ass in gear Major, we're gonna have a helluva night", he barked out.

"Is that an order", I growled back, feelin' his emotions, "ya wouldn't wanna see the Major come out now do ya".

Stepping back in a submissive stance with a laugh he replied with, "Oh yeah, and Major"?

"Yeah, Peter", I sighed, feeling his mischievousness.

"She's a real doll".

Huh?

A bit short but I'm adding more chapters today!

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