I'm sorry it took so long, I was stuck for a day, then I had to do a lot of house chores, then had to hang out with my mom, which I sometimes consider a chore.

Lemon in this one.

Thank you again for all the reviews, especially the last couple telling me to update, before I started writing I never understood why a review mattered to a writer's progress until now. I swear every review I get I write a little more, I've been working on this chapter since I posted the last one because a couple people have asked me to update. That really helps.

If the masses demand it, it shall be so.

P.S. Just reached 4,000 hits on my story stats. To me that is amazing, even if it means nothing to some authors, I never expecting to get that many.

"Shit."

"Dean?" -Cas

"Lisa?" -Michael

"Cas, it's not what you thi-" but the fairy had run off.

Michael stalked towards them, and God forgive him, Dean hid behind Lisa almost. But Michael didn't go for Dean, he grabbed Lisa's arm and hauled her out of the room. Dean got off the desk and walked towards the three remaining Fea.

"How much did you guys see?"

"Enough."

"So you guys know that wasn't me right?"

"Yeah, but you should go find Cas."

"Son of a bitch."

They ran out on to the streets, looking around for the wayward fairy, but not finding him.

"I'll Sam and I will search the town, Gabriel you and Balthazar take the forest. If you find him, bring him back to the house and the other come find us, we'll do the same."

They split up, but after 3 hours and the sun going down they couldn't find him. The brothers had just finished the town when Balthazar popped up near them.

"We couldn't find him. Gabe's call quits for the evening. If Cassie doesn't want to be find he won't be found. Come on, I'll take you back." He pressed his palms to their heads and they were back in the house, Gabriel was at the table with glass of what looked like whiskey, staring out the west window, watching the sky turn from orange to dark blue.

"Winchester, you better tell me what happened before I tear you in to pieces, six ways from Sunday."

"You saw what happened, it wasn't me. She was coming on to me."

"Did you provoke her?"

"No, it wasn't like that, she cornered me, and tried to have her way with me…" Dean trailed off, realizing if at just the right time that he might have just been about to get raped. Again.

"Why?"

"Beats the hell out of me."

"You should probably stay away from her."

"You think? I don't need anymore mental scaring." rubbing his hands through his hair Dean sat back. How could a nice day turn into such shit?

Sam got up and headed for some more glasses and filled them with whiskey, handing them to the other two who didn't have one, they drank. And finished off the bottle. Balthazar bid the others goodnight and went back to his house where Jo was trying on her new jewelry and clothes.

"Dean, you should probably go to bed, you drank more than us."

"I needta t-to f-find him Ssammy."

"We'll find him in the morning."

"I can't believe I wass almost raped. By a woman."

"I know, Dean.."

"Why does this keep happening to me Sammy?"

"I don't know Dean, do you need your medication tonight?"

"No… no, I, I'm gonna find hima Ssammy."

"I'm sure you will Dean, come on big guy, let's get you upstairs."

"Okay, night Gabey. S'fun drinkin' with ya."

Sam unloaded his brother onto the bed, and went back downstairs.

"What was he talking about again?"

"What?"

"He said something about being raped, and why it keeps happening to him."

"Oh, uhh, it's a long story."

"We've got time.."

Sam finished off his glass

"Alright, but don't tell him I told you this, and don't tell anyone about it."

Back upstairs Dean was tossing and turning, trying to get comfortable. He was exhausted, but he was restless as well, he didn't feel right without Cas there, he missed him. Cas was supposed to be there, in bed with Dean, taking steps with Dean. If only Dean had gotten to the library and told him instead of gotten lost like an idiot, he was a soldier for Christ's sake, he knew how to take directions, whether they're orders or literal directions. In a sudden moment of sobriety Dean shot up, he knew were to find Cas.

Knowing his brother and Gabriel would still be downstairs Dean opted for the window, three some stories up with no gear seemed a bit risky, but they were in a tree, there were limbs. Dean checked his back pocket, making sure the map of the Keep was still in there. He started to descend. Dean turned out not to be as sober as her thought and ended up eating dirty after reaching the second floor. Thankfully the ground was soft and grassy. He took off running back to the town, narrowly missing stumps, roots, and critters. He was in front of the library doors in no time.

He pushed one open, looking around the dark stacks to a spot dimly lit in the back where a hunched over figure was sitting. Light sounds of scratching let Dean know that the man was writing. Probably copying the books. He approached him quietly.

"How'd you know I was here."

"You didn't exactly make it a secret that you liked your work. I figured what happened earlier wouldn't stop you from copying."

"Hmph."

"Why are you mad at me?"

"I'm not."

"You sure sound like it" Dean said, sitting on the bench next to the fairy, pulling him away from his work.

"I'm angry at Lisa."

"So you did see what happened."

"Yes."

"Why'd you run from me then?"

"I was afraid of what I would do to her."

"Jealous much?"

"Protective of what's mine. Not only was she splayed out on top of you like a common harlot, but she was harassing you when you told her No. Does no not mean no to that Jezebel?"

"Cas, relax. I'm fine, okay? As long as you know that I didn't want that, then I'm fine."

"Yes, I know. Now can I get back to work?"

"No. It's late, let's go back to the house."

"Are Gabriel and Sam still up?"

"Probably, I think Sam was telling Gabriel about my tour."

"Why would he do that?"

"I may or may not have let it slip that this has happened before. I was drinking."

"But you're sober now?"

"I had to find you. Being in the bed didn't feel right without you there."

"Oh… sorry."

"It's fine, I'd be pretty pissed too if I had to walk in on that."

"Why'd you want to come to the library anyways, you didn't seem all to interesting in it."

"I needed to find you, to tell you something."

"Oh yeah?"

"Yeah, I uh… I was gonna tell you that I want… to maybe stay…"

"Stay? Like stay here in our world?"

"In your world. I talked to a guy today about how switching between worlds can mess with a human. I don't really want to be messed with."

"So this means?"

"I'm staying here."

The fairy lunged forward, taking the man by surprise, embracing him in a tight hug.

"Cas, Cas I can't breathe.."

"My apologies."

"Hey, look at me," Dean pulled Castiel's chin forward, placing a soft kiss on the fairy's lips. "No need to apologize." Soft lips touched warm, chapped lips, deepening, tongues met, but didn't battle, didn't dance, they were equal. Searching, learning, mapping every dip and crevice in the other's mouth, until they were both breathless. "We should take this back to house."

"Mhmm."

"Now maybe.."

"Later, Dean, just kiss me again."

They kissed again, hands were roaming and caressing. Castiel's hands were in Dean's hair, while Dean's hands were on Cas' ass, pulling the man closer to him on the bench.

The door creaked open and a new light was added to the room. They weren't alone anymore. Cas leaned over Dean, extinguishing his light, shoving his work in his bag and slinging it over his shoulder he moved to get up, but then stopped. He leaned next to his human's body and whispered.

"Be very quiet, and follow me."

He grabbed his human's hand, leading him in the dark past stacks and shelves of books, well away from the visitor. They ducked into the last alcove in the corner. Castiel lead Dean passed him then looked around the corner to make sure the visitor wasn't following or around them, then pushed Dean against the stacks. The human let out a groan, then felt hot hands on his neck and hip, a strong force pulling him down onto the chapped lips he loved to taste. Hips ground into hips, Castiel moved his hands to the middle of Dean's back, under the shirt, pulling the skin tight with his nails. Castiel gave one last nip, then sunk to his knees, reaching for the other man's belt, shaking hands stopped him.

"Relax Dean, I've got you."

The hands fell away. Castiel continued. Unbuckling the belt and placing butterfly kisses on each of the hip bones, licking the vein that started somewhere just below his navel and disappearing into the waist line. He freed the impressive erection the human was sporting. Not hiding his surprise he looked up at his human, making eye contact, then darting his tongue out, licking the head, eliciting a gasp and rolling into a low moan.

"Shh, don't make this end now."

"Mmm."

Castiel took the head in his mouth, swirling his tongue around it, then engulfing the whole thing. Dean feared the fairy would choke himself, but couldn't say that he was disappointed when he didn't choke, then started swallowing. Dean was sure he was going down, his knees buckled, one hand grabbed the shelves above him, and the other snacked around the base of Cas' head, holding him still, but that did nothing, the damn fairy smirked. Smirked, with a mouth and throat full of cock, the fucker smirked, then swallowed again, this time moving his tongue along the underside of the shaft. Dean gripped the man's hair, but gave up on controlling him and just tried to hang on. He tried getting some payback for the smirk by holding the man's head and thrusting, but he was hardly phased, if anything, he enjoyed it, for the moan that was induced shook the human to his very core. Castiel's head bobbed, working all the aspects, hollowed cheeks, swirling tongue, swallowing reflex, Dean never stood a chance. With one final suck and moan Dean came down the back of the fairy's throat, letting out an astounding guttural moan, knocking books down with a final thrust and thrash into the shelves

"Who's there?"

Castiel tucked the man back into his jeans, pulled his satchel over his shoulder, grabbed Dean's hand, and ran. "Hide your face, we can't teleport in or out of the Keep."

They ran through doors, not making a sound against the marble, sneaking out the front doors, then down into the bushes, around to the back towards the forest. They ran for 10 minutes, Castiel turned, catching Dean in his arms then teleported, landing right next to their bed, they toppled over laughing.

"You… are… amazing." Dean said, breathless

"Yes, I know."

"Don't get sassy you S.O.B where the hell did you learn how to do that?"

"I told you I've been watching humans for a long time.":

"Kinky."

"It worked, did it not?"

"That was a blow job for the history books. Ehh, ehh?" Dean said with a waggle of his brow and a nudge from his elbow.

"Whether your pun was intended or not it was corny.""I'll show you corny."

Dean climbed on top of his fairy, legs on either side of his hips, hands on his chest. He leaned down, suckling at the man's adams apple, leaving a bright red hickey.

"How's that for corny?"

"Finish what you started or you're sleeping on the floor."

"I like you when you're demanding."

Castiel gave a grunt then bucked his hips upward. Dean chuckled then slid off onto the floor, pulling the pants down with him, kissing the fairy's thighs as he slowly worked his way up to his goal. Trailing butterflies all the way until he reached the base, then licked up to the head, tasting the bead of precum, it wasn't salty in all, in fact, it was kind of sweet, almost like ripe plums. He swallowed down, taking in as much as he could, but not nearly as much as Cas could take. He bobbed his head, hollowed his cheeks, and reached up to stroke Cas' perineum, knowing full well the overwhelming sensations he was feeling, well, if the hollering gave any clue. Within minutes the fairy was undone and cumming, trembling.

When Castiel's breathing leveled out Dean stripped, rolled the sheets back, covered the man, and climbed in next to him. The fairy rolled over, tucking his leg over Dean's hip and in between his legs, kissed his human then tucked his head under his chin and curled his arm to his chest. They were both asleep in minutes of each other.

As long as it has been since I updated I shoved this out there with fear that I would lose readers, I was taking so long.

I don't really have much of an excuse, my writers block is starting to get to me, I'll have amazing ideas, then forget them like the friggen wind took them away.

I'll try to update again within a week.

KD