Darkness

A/N: So I have been getting reviews about continuing the story Beauty, I like it as a one shot, but for those of you who wanted it to continue this is an adaptation so it goes after Beauty if you wanted it to continue.

Darkness, that is all that JJ saw when she walked into the empty apartment, she knew that with it being empty that she wasn't going to find Emily, but that didn't stop her from looking. The she just gave up and cried.

How could she have been so stupid, she knew that Emily was right the only reason that she was marrying Will is because it seemed like the right thing to do, not because she loved him. Although she had just learned of the older agent's departure, she felt like it had been forever since she had seen her face or heard her voice.

JJ just sat in the apartment for a minute and then realized that there was nothing that she could do, so she closed the door locked it back up and headed home.

It wasn't until she got home and had her son in her arms that JJ really allowed herself to feel the loss that had just occurred. She looked down at her son and realized that it was Emily that she wanted to be with to help raise him, of course, Will would always be a part of his life, but it was Emily that she wanted to wake up next to every morning.

That night she fell asleep in the nursery with her son. The next morning when she walked into the precinct she was almost expecting it to be a joke, to see Emily sitting there joking with Derek about things that Reid didn't understand.

The desk still looked the same, and JJ wanted nothing more than to sit there and get caught up in the world of Emily Prentiss, but she didn't she made her way to her office she closed the door and the blinds, which to her coworkers meant that she didn't want to be bothered.

It was 2pm when Garcia walked into JJ's office not even bothering to knock because she knew that JJ would tell her to go away.

"you know I can try to find her if you want"

"I think that is illegal Pen, but thanks for the offer, she made her choice and she is gone"

"come on Jay, did she really make her choice or did you make it for her?"

"what are you talking about?"

"I know about the two of you, I know that she fell in love, and I know that you agreed to marry Will.. Did you even take her feelings into consideration?"

"She knew where I stood Penelope, it's not like she was in the dark, she knew what we were doing, and she knew that I was with will, she is not completely innocent in this matter?" JJ knew that she was out of line; she knew that she was trying to lay the blame on Emily and that it wasn't fair. She was starting to get tears in her eyes thinking about what might have been..

"Garcia, I need you to find her" JJ softly spoke.

"I will do my best"

With that the tech goddess left to go do some research, she had just under 2 weeks to find Emily before JJ and Will were to be wed. Even Penelope knew that if she didn't have Emily JJ would settle and do what was right.

*10 days later*

Garcia had done everything that she could to try to find Emily, but there was no luck, not even with her connections. It was like Emily had disappeared. Today was the day that everything would change, she was going to be a married woman, marrying a man that only had one thing in common with her, their beautiful son.

Of course Will loved her, and he was willing to give up his badge for her, but she didn't feel the same, she loved her son with everything that she was, but she would never give up her job for his father. She knew that with her job, she could never raise Henry as a single mother, and all she could do, was find ways to talk herself into believing that this had to be done.. that didn't mean that she had to happy about it.

The ceremony had went quicker then she thought that it would, she was going back to her changing room when she bumped into someone, thinking nothing of if JJ continued on her way. When she got back there was a note on her mirror.

JJ-

You looked so beautiful today, I'm sorry that I couldn't stay to watch the ceremony but I knew that as your best friend I had to show up. I hope that he will make you happy, congratulations.

-Love, Emi

P.s: please tell Garcia that I am fine and tell her to stop trying to find me.

JJ quickly ran back out the door trying to chase after the woman from the hall way, could she have ran into Emily and not even known it..

That's it for this chapter….