A/N: Hey! I'm just gunna quickly grovel. Sorry it took forever. It's here now though :)

Yeah, nothing much else to say apart from i will not be able to update this before Christmas, it will most likely be new year by the time i do, so from me, Have an awesome holidays and i hope y'all have a wonderful new year! :)

"Kurt… you should get some sleep…" Rachel says looking over at her friend. They had been here two days now and Kurt had not left Blaine's bedside once. Rachel had left and come back to check up on them both, and Kurt had promised he would get some sleep, Rachel was almost positive he hadn't been getting any.

"I'm fine." Kurt replies, his eyes never leaving Blaine's still form on the bed. Blaine's condition had slightly improved over his time in the hospital although he still hadn't woken up and this was worrying Kurt. He was afraid to leave his side.

"Kurt, I know you haven't slept in two days. You need sleep."

"What if he wakes up Rachel? I wanna be awake when he wakes up!" Kurt said. His tiredness was making him frustrated and irritable.

Rachel sighs and puts her hand on Kurt's shoulder. "…Honey… you're exhausted. Just get some sleep; I'll wake you if anything happens, okay? You don't wanna be tired when he wakes up." She had made a point of using when as she knew that Blaine was going to. "There's a guest bed over there. You should get an hour or two at least."

Kurt looks at Blaine, then to Rachel. "Fine… I will." He yawns. "Wake me in an hour." He asks.

She smiles. " I will." She says and Kurt walks over the spare bed and lies on it and falls sound asleep. He really must have been that exhausted.

Kurt opens his eyes little later and sees that Rachel is sitting there in the chair keeping an eye on Blaine which means that Blaine had still not woken up. He sighs and sits up, rubbing his eyes tiredly.

Rachel looks over to him. "…nothing's changed." She says.

Kurt has mixed feeling about this. Yes, it's good that Blaine's condition had not worsened, that he was stable but the longer and longer Blaine stayed unconscious and unable to know what was going on around him, the more Kurt was starting to worry about the fact that he would never wake up.

Then what would Kurt do? Blaine was his absolute everything. Blaine had helped Kurt all those years ago, In high school and yeah, Blaine had left him, but if it wasn't for this man lying in the bed, then Kurt fully believed that he wouldn't be here now. Blaine had saved him from Karofsky and himself, Kurt really had been his own worst enemy in High School and Blaine made him who he was today, he just knows it.

He gets up and walks over to one of the seats next to Blaine's bed and takes his hand and kisses it and closing his eyes.

"Do you want anything? Are you hungry?" Rachel asks.

"Coffee would be amazing." Kurt says and looks at her. She nods and gets up and leaves the room.

Kurt keeps a hold of Blaine's hand and drops his head and starts to cry again. He begins to talk.

"This isn't fair… you being in here. It's not right." He cries. "You don't deserve this. I don't care what you think, because I know that you'd say that you do but… you really don't." He says and catches his breath. "You… you saved me. If it wasn't for you… I wouldn't be alive right now… I know that for a fact. You taught me to be who I am and to stand up for myself…and we barely knew each other. We had so much trust for each other after so little time." He smiles a little at the memory of teenage Blaine telling him that prejudice is just ignorance. "You were an angle sent from heaven in my eyes." He wipes his tears away.

"You have to wake up. Please, please wake up, Blaine. I don't know what I would do if I didn't. I need you to be awake, to prove to everyone that you're a fighter. Of course, I already know that. I know that somewhere in you right now, there's something telling you to get up. I know it. You can't let what…" Kurt swallows. "He did to you get to you now… it may sound selfish of me but… we can't let him do this… and I swear to god he will pay for everything. I won't rest until he is out of our lives."

"I wish it… I wish it was me in here instead…I really do." He whispers and kisses his hand again. "Please wake up, Blaine. Please… I need you."

Kurt sighs and lets a few more tears fall down his cheek and down on to Blaine's hand.

Suddenly, Kurt feels the hand he is holding move. At first, he thinks he is dreaming, he must be, but then it moves again and Blaine's hand squeezes his hand. It is only the tiniest movement, but this meant Blaine was awake.

"B-Blaine?" Kurt asks almost not believing it and that he was having hallucinations. "C-can you hear me?" Blaine squeezes his hand again with a little more effort. Kurt then sees Blaine's eyes flutter open and blink a few times from the harsh hospital lightly then looking at him.

"K-Kurt?" Blaine says groggily. He is medicated so this was expected.

"Yes, Blaine. I'm here." Kurt says. He feels relieved. After hearing what the nurse had told him about how Blaine might forget things, he was almost crying over the fact that he remembered him.

"W-what happened? …where are we?" Blaine asks looking around and panicking.

"Um… we… we're in the hospital…I… don't think I should tell you now… you just woke up, wait a little while?"

Blaine looks at Kurt and frowns seeing that he was crying. He remembers little bits of what happened… like walking back from the shops and being taken somewhere but he had no clearer image to offer himself. He just nods. He doesn't think he could listen to it right now anyway, he was so tired. "…was it him?" He asks. He just had a feeling that Sebastian had something to do with it.

Kurt just nods. "Y-Yeah…"

Blaine let's out a shaky sigh and closes his eyes and takes a deep breath.

"It's okay though…" Kurt continues. "You're awake and that's all that matters to me."

"How long?"

"Two days." Kurt says and that's when Blaine sees it. The bags under his boyfriends eyes, the not up to Kurt standard hair, even though it still looked perfect to Blaine. He reaches out and cups Kurt's cheek with his hand. Kurt leans into the touch and kisses his hand.

Just at that, Rachel walks back in with coffee and stops in the doorway in shock. "B-Blaine! You're awake!" She almost drops the coffees. Kurt and Blaine just smile at her. "I'll go get a nurse!" Rachel says and puts the coffees on a table and runs out and comes back in a few minutes later with a nurse.

"How are you feeling Mr. Anderson?" She asks coming up to him.

"Shitty."

"Blaine." Kurt scorns.

"What?" Blaine shrugs a little. "…I do."

The nurse laughs. "That's perfectly understandable… now unfortunately we are going to have to do a couple of tests on you. You suffered from a head injury so it's just standard procedure and we will do a couple more just to see how everything else is."

"Everything else?"

"I'm afraid you did sustain quite a few injuries… and like I said before, it's standard procedure."

"Okay." Blaine nods.

"I'm afraid Mr. Hummel, Ms. Berry, you are going to have to wait outside while I do the tests… some stuff may have to be kept confidential." She says.

"Anything that has to be done can be done in front of these two…" Blaine says.

The nurse shrugs. "Policy I'm afraid."

Blaine sighs and really starts to panic. He doesn't want to be left alone.

Kurt doesn't want to leave but he knows that he has to.

"Kurt please don't go…" Blaine says almost in tears.

"Blaine, honey… I have to."

Blaine grabs his hand to stop him. "Please… I can't be alone…" he begs.

"Blaine… I swear that nothing will happen to you… I won't let it. I will be standing right outside okay? I'm not gonna be too far away."

Blaine sniffs and then nods so Kurt kisses him on the forehead. "I love you."

"I love you too" Blaine replies and watches as Kurt and Rachel go outside.

The nurse first does some checks to see If his injuries are okay and are looking any better so she does a few x-rays. It turns out, all of his injuries look okay, considering. The nurse and Blaine seem happy with that so she then starts to est his memory asking him basic questions.

"Can you tell me your birthday?" The nurse asks and Blaine looks at her.

"I…uhh…" He says trying to remember but he just can't. He looks down frustrated with himself. "..No…"

"Okay." The nurse says and writes something down. "Do you have any siblings?" She asks him.

"Yes." He replies.

"Can you tell me their name?"

Blaine thinks about it again. It makes him frustrated that he even has to think about it. "I… I can't remember…" He whispers and nearly starts to cry.

"That's okay honey, you're doing great." She says and writes something down again.

"Cooper… his name is Cooper, my brother." Blaine cries a little. "Sorry it just came back to me…"

The nurse writes something else down and sees that Blaine is generally frustrated by his lack of memory. "Now… why don't we talk about something a little easier maybe, perhaps Mr. Hummel?"

Blaine smiles at this. "Uh…sure."

"How long have you known him?"

"Since I was 16… we were in high school when we met."

"Childhood sweethearts then?" She asks and smiles.

"…you could say so, yeah. It was a love at first sight moment for me… even if I wasn't really sure of it at the time." Blaine then tries to pin point the exact moment that he did realise it. When he realised he love Kurt… when he first told him but… he got nothing.

"Why don't you tell me about when you did realise? …how you two got together."

Blaine stares at her blankly then closes his eyes. "…I…I don't remember…!" He says, trying not to cry. All he wanted to do was remember how he and the love of his life got together but he couldn't. No matter how hard he tried, he just couldn't.

"That's okay…" The nurse says.

"No it's not okay! …I don't remember how the person I eventually want to marry and I got together… that is not okay."

She nods. "Well… I'm finished testing you now anyway. Would you like me to go and get Mr. Hummel?"

"Yes please." He replies.

The nurse nods and walks outside and walks back in with Kurt and Rachel. As soon as Kurt walks through the door, Blaine bursts into tears.

"Blaine, what's wrong?" Kurt says rushing over to him and bringing him into a hug. Blaine sobs into his shoulder. Kurt just rubs his back and presses kisses to his temple, calming him down a little.

A few minutes later Blaine pulls back and looks at Kurt, still teary eyed. His face also stained red from tears. He takes a deep breath. "Kurt… i…"

"Please just tell me, Blaine…" Kurt says and squeezes his arm reassuringly.

"…I… I can't remember us… getting together…"

Kurt takes a sharp intake on breath and closes his eyes. He was afraid of this.

*Grovels for you're forgiveness.* Please bare with it :) I have plans :)

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