Sasuke watched the blood pool; he was fascinated by the crimson liquid against his pale skin. It seemed to draw patterns and weird designs as his breath became slow. Sasuke savored the taste as he moaned wanting the razor to go through more and cut out his sin…his love….his life

The torn flesh wasn't jagged but clean, straight forward and back. Licking his suddenly dry lips the younger brother gasped as the excitement and the feeling in his gut heightened leading to a dry sob that escaped through dry bloody lips.

He was almost there; the lips that tightened around his cock were sucking the life from him as another entered him roughly causing more of his blood to spill.

Laying his head back on a chest he shut his eyes he began to laugh before a scream shattered his train of thought. Opening one eye he saw Deidara with his golden main patenting and licking his wrist with that sinful long tongue as his brother continued to suck him off.

His head hurt but his heart hurt worse. This would be the third time in the last five hours he had come, Sasuke wished he could say he hated them or maybe even loathed them but he knew that was a crock of shit.

His two saviors were saving his soul as all he really wanted to do was die. Blond hair and blue eyes shinned in his memory. He could only drink him away for so long and dream before he realized his love his life was gone…..taken….taken by another who died and has died a thousand times over.

No matter what he does he always comes back, this time tired and weak his saviors came to him and picked him up and put him back together.

Screaming his release he slumped against his new savoir and watched as the other licked his lips as his flaccid cock dropped from the others hungry month.

Their words were jumbled and muttered as Sasuke lazily blinked up at his brother wiping the cum he couldn't get from licking his mouth off with the back of his hand.

Voice screamed and scratched at the edges of his mind, some familiar and some…..he longed to forget. Flinching as Itachi took his chin to place a heated kiss on the blood dryed lips, he made little noise as his eyes rolled back in his head.

HOT he felt HOT; opening his black orbs he saw an identical pair watching him. Sasuke must of said something but he didn't know what his ears felt like he was underwater. Sitting straight up he screamed in agony at his wrists and instantly tried to pull the bandages off.

WHAT WAS THIS! WHAT THE FUCK WAS THIS! He thought trying desperately to rip off the cloth. He was supposed to be DEAD but no, He turned and punched the blond that looked like his before being hauled into tight arms and rocked. The blond dumbass smiled and tilted his head smiling pass the swollen cheek.

The arms rocked him and cooed something in his ear as he began to pass out again. The hum and the movement too much to resist as he moaned and let the darkness take hold as world grew dim once more.

Deidara looked to Itachi and smiled at the tears that stained Sasuke's cheeks and the Blood marred corners of his mouth before stealing a kiss from the older boy. Itachi kissed back before pushing the other away.

"Enough" he cooed laying the younger down

"Its going to be along road"

Deidara nodded before resting on the sleeping chest of the younger Uchiha. To Deidara it may be a long road but it was worth the travel for them both.