Well it was official. Blaine Anderson was now dating Rachel Berry. I couldn't believe Rachel could do that to me. I thought we were friends. She didn't even have the guts to tell me to my face. Oh no, I had to find them making out in the Dalton parking lot one day.

They have been dating for a few weeks now and things were just awkward between Blaine and myself. He wouldn't really talk to me anymore claiming he had to much homework but in reality he was going to hang out with Rachel.

The Warblers were even happier for him ever since he got a girlfriend. They knew I liked him but they all just wanted him to be happy. So I was now alone at Dalton, the place I thought I would never be alone at.

I decided to go for a walk through the corridors to get my mind off of things for awhile and of course I ended up in the Senior commons. I walked over the the couch that Blaine and I usually occupy and sink down into it. I was feeling horrible that I lost my best friend and the only guy who I actually stood a chance with to Rachel. She just gets everything she wants and of course she had to get Blaine.

I don't know if I am more upset with that fact that they are dating or that I was losing my best friend who actually knew what I was going through. I started out the window for an unmeasurable amount of time when I heard a cough behind me.

"Hey Kurt. How have you been" I knew that voice before I even turned around. Blaine decided to talk to me now while I was sitting in here having a pity party.

"Oh. Hey Blaine. I'm okay I guess. How are you?" I answered politely.

"I'm pretty great actually. Rachel is just the sweetest thing. We went to see RENT today and it was just amazing. But anyway I have a question for you." Blaine could tell I really didn't want to hear about his date with Rachel.

"Have at it Blaine." I answered him stiffly.

"So I was thinking about transferring to another school. I have been here long enough and I don't need the sheltered environment anymore. So would it be weird to transfer to McKinley?" He smiled a little at the end.

My heart just sank. Blaine wanted to transfer. He wanted to transfer to McKinley. Lovely. "Well, Blaine I guess you could go there but you know how they treated me. But if that is where your heart wants you to go then go." I tried to be the supportive best friend but all I wanted to do was cry.

"Really? Thanks Kurt! You're the best." He gave me his charming smile and left the room. How could he do this and to be with her. Now I hate Rachel even more. Of course I can never be happy.

I got up and left the Senior Commons to go back to my dorm room. I had a lot of homework and I just needed time to be able to cry.

When I got to my room, I found none other than Rachel Berry. The last person on the earth I wanted to see.

"Hey Kurt! How are you? I can't believe this. Blaine is going to come to McKinley just for me! That is so romantic isn't it? I think I could fall in love with him. He is just amazing. The way his eyes just make you melt and-" She started rambling and I stopped listening at the name Blaine.

"Rachel, I have a lot of homework and I am really tired. Go see Blaine or something." I interrupted her slightly bitter.

She looked shocked for a second but then just shrugged and walked away. I continued into my room and slammed the door. I quickly locked it before anyone come in and ask what was wrong. Never in my life have I ever felt so heart-broken. Blaine was supposed to be mine, not Rachel's. They would've never met if it wasn't for me. I swear the universe just doesn't want me to be happy.

I pulled out my homework and my I-pod and started. I realized too late that I had mine and Blaine's playlist on. I'm not that girl from Wicked was currently playing and I felt like it fit me. I started crying my eyes out.

I pushed my homework aside and curled up on my bed. I started sobbing when someone knocked on my door.

I chocked out "Go away!" I didn't even sound like myself and at this moment I really didn't care. I just wanted to be alone.

"Kurt! Open this door right now!" Blaine screamed through it.

I got up and slowly walked over to the door. Maybe if he saw me crying he would just leave me alone. I opened the door and looked to see Blaine standing there and he looked livid.

"Kurt, I honestly don't care if you're having a bad day but don't take it out on my girlfriend. Who is supposed to be one of your friends. Seriously Kurt what is wrong with you?" Blaine yelled at me. Blaine never yells at me. He was supposed to be my friend. My supportive, caring, charming best friend. Obviously he didn't care about me that way anymore.

"Sorry Blaine. I just don't want to talk to anyone right now and that included Rachel. I just want to be left alone to be able to think. Just sorry." I said in a barely audible whisper. I started to close my door but Blaine stopped me.

"Kurt. Toady was my last day at Dalton. I start at McKinley tomorrow. Just thought you should know." He turned and walked away and possibly out of my life. I let out a chocked sob before I closed the door and I hope he heard it and felt bad.

I ran into the bathroom connected to my room and promptly got sick. I stayed hunched over the toilet when I say a glint of light.

Before I could do anything I saw my phone light up with a call from Finn.

"Hello?" I answered.

"Kurt...I...Something happened Kurt." Finn responded and sounded on the verge of tears.

"Finn, what do you mean something happened?" I asked hysterically.

"Kurt, Burt...He...he passed away today." Finn said dryly.

I dropped and screamed. I couldn't believe that my dad had passed away. First my mom and now my dad. I realized that I was truly alone now. I stared screaming louder and crying. Someone ran into my room and was pounding on my bathroom door. I ignored them and just kept breaking down.

Wes barged into the room and saw me on the ground screaming and crying. He wrapped me in a tight hug.

"Kurt. Kurt. Buddy you gotta calm down. What happened?" Wes looked really concerned so he pulled out his phone. I assumed he texted Blaine since he showed up a few minutes later with me still screaming and bawling like a baby. I just kept repeating I'm alone. All alone. Over and Over again.

Blaine walked over to me and knelt down. He took one of my hands "Kurt, what's wrong? Is all of this really necessary?" Blaine asked me. Did he really not care about me that much to ask something like that.

"I'm all alone. I have no one anymore. Gone forever. Never. Not again." I kept saying fragments of sentences. I knew I wasn't making any sense but I really could care less.

Then Wes spoke up "Kurt, I have no idea what you mean by that." He said.

Then I screamed "HE'S GONE! I HAVE NO ONE! FIRST MY MOM NOW MY DAD! HE LEFT ME JUST LIKE EVERYONE ELSE HAS!" Then I broke down into even harder sobs clinging to Wes.

Then they both finally understood why I was breaking and losing control. Wes and Blaine both looked at me blankly.

"Oh Kurt. I'm so sorry" Wes said. At least one of them finally said something. Blaine still said nothing but got up and walked away. Some friend he was being. I had no clue what I did to deserve this kind of treatment.

"Blaine..." I yelled after him. He stopped and turned toward me.

"What?" He spat at me.

"Why are you treating my like this. I need my best friend. What did I do to offend you so much that you are pretty much bullying me. I can honestly say I have no clue what I did and it has been like this ever since you stared dating Rachel. What does she not want you to be my friend anymore?" I said to him.

"Kurt. I just don't want you to try and flirt with me more than you do. It always made me feel uncomfortable and I never had those feelings for you. I just need space from you so that you can get over the fact that I don't love you and I will never love you." Then he walked away and never looked back.