Dark {darkDarkDark} ..

.. Silk. Italian.

[s I g h]

Was there |ever| another kind?

His himminemale presence l i ng er s…

Expensive cologne and g|u|n|s|m|o|k|e

And that bitterrichdark

(Dark like his eyes and maybe his soul)

drink that he {adores} and

clings to his lips

/his addiction/

And

It

Drives

You

M | A | D

reminding you of

|romance|

a velvetvoice and burningtouches in the dark

(always dark)

Sensual blueblack nights

with

H I M

/your addiction/

And the emptycolddesolate bed

And grippingburningfear

When he's not t|h|e|r|e

is

/painful/

Like missing a part of your

{soul}

He is (was,will be) shadows and shadowed.

A s|l|e|e|k fedora shadowing dark [darkdarkdark}

Silkysoft hair and

Burningblack eyes

But NOT the

/dangerous/

Smirk he is {never} without

And complimenting the

Crisp,

Pristine,

Sharp suit

That clings lovingly to his toned body.

He is…

He is…?

dangerSharp and goodGreatBEST

at what he does.

A /killer/ hitman, he says.

Which takes him away

|from you|

For sometimes months on end.

|nightafternightafter|

/and/

[tearsonacoldpillow]

But you don't mind…

Because he (loves) his job

|More than you|

And his own excellence.

You've come to terms with it,

Because…

Because you're in too deep.

[can'tgetaway]

Because you \love\ him [too] so much

|achingnightsaloneagainagainagain|

Because you tell yourself….

It's (he's) /they're/

W

O

R

T

H

It

That you're /happy/

[In love with a killer]

{akilleryourself}

That you need him…

… And he needs you.

|alonealonealone|

But then, it's for the

/Family/

He always says.

|lovingfather smilingmother cheerfulsister daydreamingbrother|

And you understand.

You do.

Really.

Because you would do

A N Y T H I NG

For your family.

[Livedielovekill for them]

And the dark |fastglamorousthrilling| world he {you} thrive(s) in

is

in

your

B

L

O

O

D

|hardfather brokenmother angry(scared)sister and deathlysilentbrother|

And you /knew/ there was never going to be a

{Happily Ever After}

But you still feel…

|bitterbetrayeddesperate|

Like it wasn't…

|glint of steel in the darkDARKDark|

Supposed to end…

|Bang!silence and a falling|

F|A|L|L|E|N

/Fedora./

This way.

With his (gorgeous) blackvelvet eyes closing in

[p a i n}

And your heart /stops/.

But it's…

Funny.

Because you know

|always knew|

You are /will be/ the destruction.

Of (Him)

Just as…

He is \will be\ the death of

You.

And as your vision {mind} swims with

Darknight, darksilk, wouldbeblackeyes,

And two dark, desperate, loving hearts…

You've never loved,

understood,

or appreciated,

Him more.

Fin~