So its been a while and I'm sorry. You can blame tumblr and school and other fanfiction that I've become addicted to. But because of the long wait, I hope you can enjoy this chapter. Longest chapter I've ever written and I hope it isn't too terrible (those of you waiting for Thirteenth Hour, give me another week or so please) Happy reading!

Disclaimer: I don't own Big Time Rush


Chapter 12: Date Night

Kendall's phone was going off, ringing numbly in his ears. He grumbled and turned over on his stomach. Checking the alarm clock and mentally cursing whoever woke him up at 3 am, Kendall answered his phone to find Carlos on the end of the line.

"This better be good Carlos or I'm going to kill you." Kendall muttered, knowing his threat sounded weak in his voice swimming with sleep.

Carlos chuckled on the other end. "Aww did I wake you sleepy head?" Kendall rolled his eyes. Carlos was wasting his precious time that he saved for sleep.

"Does this call have a point? I'm hanging up in 3, 2, -"

"No!" Carlos said frantically. "Get your lazy ass out of bed and come outside, before I have to drag you out here myself."

Shaking his head Kendall groaned. "You're here? Now? What the hell is wrong with you?"

"Lots of things." Carlos said, Kendal knew he was getting a kick out of this. "Just get out here okay? I'm giving you five minutes. Bye Ken."

"Whatever Los."

Kendall stumbled out of bed and rubbed the sleep from his eyes. Whatever Carlos wanted better have been important for him to be up at such an ungodly hour. Remembering the fresh snow fall on the ground from the previous night, Kendall shoved his feet into a pair of boots and trekked his way outside, ready to punch Carlos for bothering him.

When he reached Carlos' car, he stepped inside the passenger seat, welcoming the warmth that greeted him. "Okay what do you want?" Carlos just turned and smiled at Kendall, a creepy smile. Oh this is no good.

"Well good morning to you too." Kendall watched as Carlos turned the key in the ignition, bringing the car to life. Putting the car in reverse, Carlos started inching backwards out of his driveway, humming a happy tune to himself.

"No. No no no no no. Where are you taking me?" Kendall cried, reaching for the handle on the door and jiggling it only to find that Carlos had it locked.

"We, my friend, are going shopping."

"What? No Carlos. On the fucking biggest shopping day of the year you expect me of all people to prance around the mall with you. I'm in my fucking pajamas! TAKE ME HOME!"

Carlos was laughing behind the driver's wheel, already pulling up to the main road and turning his signal in the direction of the mall. "Sorry bro. Looks like you're stuck with me now."

"Carlos! Pajamas! What don't you understand of that?"

"Kendall. Frenzied soccer moms looking for the best deal and getting into cat fights. No one is going to give a fuck what you look like." Carlos looked down at Kendall's legs, the flannel red pants barely making their way to his ankles. "Your pajamas barely fight you anyway you may want to buy a new pair."

Kendall blushed and turned to face the window, watching the buildings and trees pass by. "They're not mine, they're Logan's."

Carlos let go of the wheel for just a moment to clap. "Awwwww. That's so cute. You wear his pajamas to bed."

"Shh. He doesn't know I do it. If you tell him I'll bash your head into the dashboard." Kendall threatened, the tone of his voice not matching the menace of his words.

"Okay big boy calm down. Just help me find something for James for Christmas and I won't speak a word of it."

Kendall's eyes went wide. "Shit! I actually have to get something for Logan don't I?"

"Duh. And for me too, because you know you love me." Carlos flashed Kendall with a bright smile, fluttering his eyelashes.

"Well if you remember, you practically forced me out of my own home in the middle of the night not knowing what I was about to do. My wallet's at home dumbass." Kendall rolled his eyes and slapped Carlos on the arm just as he pulled them into the mall parking lot.

"Fine. I'll lend you $75 and you can just pay me back. And that's only if you end up buying something." They both opened their doors at the same time, the crisp winter air stinging Kendall's nose and cheeks. He stepped around the car and matched Carlos' stride as they hurried their way towards the brightly lit mall at three-thirty in the morning. Kendall's jaw almost dropped at the sight of moms hustling and bustling down the main aisles where mile long lines threaded their way along the walls waiting anxiously for the shops to open. Some already were open, women barging in and out with shopping carts full to the brim with new electronics. If it wasn't bad enough with the crowd, Christmas music played continuously from the speakers. Oh Carlos definitely owed Kendall big time for this.

They stepped into the Best Buy, Kendall not sure of what Carlos was looking for. In the corner by the Xbox games two moms wrestled over a game. "See, it's not so bad." Carlos said to Kendall, just as a lady with fly away hair ran past them hoarding CDs in her arms.

Rolling his eyes exaggeratedly and smirking, Kendall turned to Carlos beside him. "This is fucking nuts! Who does this?"

"You and I!" Carlos hooked his arm through Kendall's as they went off down an aisle way of video games, Carlos scrutinizing each and every one. He would pick up a game and then it set back down soon after, shaking his head and sighing. "James wouldn't like any of these, he practically owns them all anyways. Help me out Kendall."

Honestly the blonde had no idea what to do. Even for his own boyfriend Kendall wasn't sure what to buy that would show Logan how much he cared for him or how happy he was to have the boy in his life. He bit his lip in mid thought before opening his mouth to speak. "Just, don't rush into a gift. Get him something with meaning, something you know he loves. Try hair care products." Kendall chuckled at his own joke, earning a light punch to the arm from Carlos.

"Ha ha very funny. I'm serious Kendall. What do I do?" Kendall roamed his eyes around the store, checking out the different aisles. Down one aisle were cell phones and another were stacks of CDs and laptops. When his gaze reached the counter, they stopped on a sign advertising a new gimmick they were proposing. Spend $500 and take home your very own Best Buy gift basket, full of holiday cheer. Kendal tried to stifle his laugh at the ridiculous promotion, but the thought struck him as intriguing. He turned to Carlos with a sly smile on his face, the corners of the Latino's mouth perking up at the sight. "You have an idea. I know that look Kendall. Well what is it? What should I do?"

Kendall let the smile linger a little longer on his lips, watching as the boy in front of him practically shook in anticipation. Unable to hold back any longer, Kendall licked his lips to speak before being tackled to the floor. "What the-?"

"It's mine!"

"No mine!"

"I saw it first!"

"No I did!" The women were yelling over Kendall, yanking in between them the last laptop that was on sale for an extremely low price, both ladies practically fighting to death over it. Grunting Kendall stood back up and fixed his clothes, almost laughing at how Logan's pajama pants barely reached his ankles, the hem of the pants tickling his bare skin.

"You okay Kendall?" Carlos asked, pulling Kendall away from the still arguing moms, watching as an employee headed over their way with a forced smile on his face.

"Yeah I'm fine. Anyways, make James a gift basket, filled with all his favorite things. His favorite foods maybe? Maybe music or movies? Maybe even hair care products?" Kendall shrugged, the idea sounded much more appealing inside his mind.

"That's…that's actually not too bad. I could wrap up everything nice and neat. Maybe get him some chocolate and a movie and a CD and maybe even some of that new hairspray that Cuda is advertising. Wow Kendall, that's actually a good idea. James will love it!"

Kendall only smiled gently; glad to have solved at least one of their problems, now he had to just think something up for Logan.

Five hours and a few bumps and bruises later, Carlos and Kendall left the mall and headed off to breakfast. Content with finding gifts for all of his friends and even Logan, Kendall sat in the passenger seat and turned the dial on the radio up, singing along cheerily to the Christmas music.

"Someone's mood has changed."

Kendall turned to Carlos and gave him a look. "I'm just the best boyfriend ever, that's all." The blonde stuck out his tongue and returned to singing just as Carlos pulled into the diner on the corner.

"Ooh ooh! What did you get him?" Carlos asked, happily bouncing in his seat as he put his car in park and switched off the ignition.

"Nope. Can't tell you."

"Come on Kendall! I won't tell him I swear." He pouted out his lower lip, begging Kendall with pleading puppy dog eyes.

"It's not worth the risk. Plus you're terrible at keeping secrets. Remember when you told our whole class about the one thing that happened when we were only six and we promised to never speak of again?"

"That was in the fourth grade! I can keep a secret." Kendall studied Carlos' face and the way he was pleading for him to tell. He didn't even understand why he wanted to know. It had nothing to do with him.

"No. Now go buy me breakfast since…" Kendall glanced towards the clock on the dash. "Hell I'd still be sleeping right now. You owe me." Carlos grumbled, dropping the subject for the moment as him and Kendall exited the car and walked into the diner. Camille was there as a hostess and offered to show them to a table in the corner.

"Rough morning?" Camille asked, looking over them both and noting the few scratches they had and their tousled hair. Her eyes didn't miss Kendall's pajamas either. "Nice choice of clothing Knight."

"I was woken up at 3 in the morning to go shopping. I don't want to hear it. Make yourself useful and get me a coffee why don't you?" He knew he had been rude, but he was exhausted. Kendall missed the comfort of his bed. All he wanted to do was wrap the gifts he had bought and then sleep the day away. He buried his face in his hands and sighed.

"Forced him to go shopping on the worst day of the year huh Carlos?" Camille pushed her curly brown hair over her shoulder and turned her attention to the Latino who was scanning the beverage menu for something to drink.

"Yeah, don't mind him, he's just a little cranky."

Camille giggled, rolling her eyes at the two. "What would you like to drink Carlos?"

"Orange Juice please."

Tucking her notepad away into her apron, Camille nodded at her two friends with playful smile. "Okay boys, your waitress will be with you shortly, and I'll bring up your drinks." She leaned over to pat Kendall on the shoulder. "Don't be a Grinch to her Kendall, she just started here."

Kendall uncovered his face with his hands and looked up at her. "Fine. I'll be on my best behavior."

"Good. Enjoy your breakfast." Both boys watched as she walked away, hurrying up behind the bar to retrieve their drinks.

"What happened to your good mood and being 'the best boyfriend ever'?" Carlos leaned his elbows on the table and looked over at Kendall.

Shaking his head and sighing Kendall pulled on the ends of his hair. "I'm still that, I'm just tired." Kendall let out a long yawn, not bothering to cover it with his hand. "And I want to go back to bed."

"You'll change your mind once you've had something to eat." Carlos flipped through the breakfast specials, lips forming into a smile. "You can have bacon."

"Mmmm. Bacon." A sleepy grin formed on Kendall's face just as Camille returned with their drinks. "Thanks Babe." Kendall muttered, taking the mug from her and sipping it slowly, the steaming liquid burning his tongue.

"Whatever." Camille rolled her eyes and walked away, only to be replaced by another girl, clad in a white polo with a black apron tied around her waist. Her dark hair was pulled back as she smiled down at Kendall and Carlos sitting there, waiting before she spoke.

"My name is Stephanie and I will be serving you today." She bit her lip and fumbled with a pen and her notepad before continuing on. "Do you need more time, or do you know what you want to order?"

Kendall glanced quickly at the menu, already knowing what he wanted. "Pancakes with a side of bacon." He shoved the menu at her as she tried to write down his order, making her drop her pen and the menu all at once.

"Oh, s-sorry." She bent over to pick everything up then turned to Carlos. "And you? What would you like?"

"French toast with a side of sausage please." Carlos waited until she was ready before handing her his menu.

Stephanie mumbled a quiet, "Thank you," and turned back to the kitchen.

"You weren't very nice to her." Carlos scolded Kendall before taking a sip of his orange juice. The blonde just rolled his eyes and sat back in the booth, resting his arms behind his head.

"I'm tired, I'm hungry, I'm wearing pajamas in public and it's not Christmas. Leave me alone."

"Okay Mr. Grumpy Gils. How does Logan put up with you?"

Kendall shrugged and removed his hands from behind his head to sip his coffee, the steaming mug burning his tongue. "I don't know, he's too good for me Los."

"Don't say that." Carlos began to fumble with his napkin on the table while looking up to meet Kendall's gaze. "You're both good for each other. You each bring what the other can't into the relationship and balance each other out. You're kind of perfect for each other Kendall, you just don't see it." Kendall groaned, letting what Carlos told him flow in through one ear and out the other. Sure he and Logan got along, but there was more to it. Logan cared so much for others; he always wanted to find a way to change the world and save lives, when all Kendall wanted to do was glide around on ice while pushing along a hockey puck. It just didn't make sense to Kendall, and in a way he was glad it didn't, because when he was with the Logan the world seemed to stop just for them.

Kendall pretended to let what Carlos said sink in and waited until the food arrived to speak again. "Thanks for that Carlos." Kendall smiled, before inhaling the food on his plate. Once they were done, Carlos paid and they left together before saying good bye to Camille with Kendall in a slightly better mood than he had been when he walked in.

Carlos dropped Kendall off at home, Kendall promising to pay his friend back for everything he had lent him that day on Monday. "It's not a big deal Kendall." Carlos said as Kendall reached into the back for his bags. He took a quick a glance at the clock on the dash, it was only nine o'clock so he figured everyone else in the house was still sleeping.

"Nah, I'll just reimburse you on Monday. See ya later."

"Bye."

Kendall waved to Carlos as he backed out of the drive way before heading up to the porch and letting himself inside. Kicking off his shoes he stumbled up the stairs, ready to meet his nice warm bed once again. Once in his room, he dropped his bags next to his door and shrugged out of his jacket. Already closing his eyes he found his way to his bed and flopped down. Instead of meeting the softness of his mattress, he met something hard, solid, and quite lumpy. "Ow."

"What the hell?" Kendall opened his eyes and peeled the sheets out from under him. What met his eyes surprised him.

"Hello honey, I've been waiting for you." Logan said in a deep, raspy voice that had Kendall hard just from the sound.

"What are you doing here? Why are you in my bed?" Kendall asked, crawling on top of Logan and resting his head on his chest.

"I came over around six to ask if you wanted to go shopping, but you weren't here. Your mom let me in although she wasn't too pleased with being woken up so early. She went back to bed but I decided to wait it out here until you came home. Where were you?"

"Ask Carlos." Kendall mumbled, scooting up a little farther. He placed a soft kiss to Logan's lips while his fingers tugged lightly on his brown tufts of hair. "Mmm." Kendall sighed into the kiss. Logan's arms moved to wrap around his waist, his hands brushing lightly against the pale skin of Kendall's hips. They deepened the kiss as Logan's tongue pushed its way past Kendall's lips, the wet muscle mapping out every inch of Kendall's mouth. Logan swallowed every little whimper Kendall made while the blonde dug his fingers deeper into Logan's hair. He could feel Logan perking up against his thigh, the boy's hormones getting the best of him. Smiling, Kendall pulled off of Logan and rolled onto the side of the bed, listening as Logan whined beside him.

"Hey," Logan said to Kendall's back. "Come back here." Kendall turned on his side to face Logan with a light blush spread over his cheeks.

"Nope." Kendall tried to suppress a fake yawn. "I'm tired. Been up since 3."

"You can't just do that to me and then move away." Logan groaned, reaching over to punch Kendall playfully on the arm.

Kendall tried to act innocent while playing dumb. "I didn't do anything to you. Now shh, its nap time." Letting his eye lids flutter close, Kendall attempted to hide a smile while listening to Logan's complaints.

"But Kendall," Logan sighed, his voice squeaking and causing Kendall to burst into a tiny fit of giggles. Before he knew it his hair was being pulled tight from his scalp, the blonde moaning at the feeling. "Oh, so you like your hair pulled?"

"Maybe…" Kendall opened his eyes to the rough sound of Logan's voice. It was so deep and sexy and well, not Logan. His gaze traveled down Logan's body, eyes stopping at the sight of the bulge in Logan's sweat pants. He bit down on his lip, wanting nothing more than to wrap his mouth around Logan and listen as he whimpered curse words as he came.

Catching Kendall's gaze Logan scooted closer to the blonde and moved to kiss him right below the ear. "Touch me Kendall." He whispered darkly, tugging on Kendall's ear between his teeth and listening while Kendall forced down a swallow.

"Fuck Logan." Kendall grunted, rolling them over so he was on top. He pinned Logan to the mattress and attacked his lips. He nibbled along the corner of his mouth as he rolled his hips along Logan's. Parting his lips in a moan Kendall took the chance to slip his tongue deep inside Logan's mouth. Logan moaned louder still when Kendall's hands crawled up and down his sides as he lifted the boy's shirt farther up his torso. Breaking the kiss for only a moment Kendall discarded Logan's shirt before meeting his lips once more.

Kendall moved his lips down to Logan's neck and sucked tenderly on the pale skin while Logan worked to slide off Kendall's shirt. Once it was off Logan reached for the drawstring on Kendall's pajamas and smiled. "You're wearing my pants."

"Mmhm," Kendall moaned against his skin, leaving light marks peppered along his throat. Stopping for a second Kendall kicked off his own pants the rest of the way while working to pull Logan's off as well. As soon as they were both in their underwear, Kendall laid back down on top of Logan and continued kissing his skin. He moved back up his neck and over Logan's jaw before meeting his lips in a needy kiss just as Logan slid his hand down the front of Kendall's boxers. Kendall gasped into Logan's mouth as the brunette moved his hand slowly up and down his length. "Logie." Kendall breathed.

He mirrored Logan's actions and stroked the boy beneath him, Kendall opening his eyes to watch the way Logan had his eyes shut tight with his lips parted. Leaning forward Kendall kissed the tip of Logan's nose as they both moved their hands up and down each other's leaking cocks at the same agonizing pace. "Faster." Logan begged while running his thumb along the slit of Kendall's dick.

"You…first…oh God Logie." Kendall buried his face into the crook of Logan's neck and hummed. Logan began to pump him faster, his rough hand sliding along the loose skin from base to tip. Kendall almost couldn't breathe it felt so good. He quickened his pace to match Logan's, both boys' harsh intakes of breath filing the room.

"Ken…Kendall fucking faster," Logan whimpered, biting down on his lip to keep quiet and avoid Kendall's mom from checking in on them. The blonde fisted Logan's dick; the usually smooth skin feeling rough against his hand. Kendall pulled off for a moment only to lick the inside of his hand to coat his palm in saliva before returning to stroking Logan. His hand moved up and down easier now, his thumb and forefinger working to squeeze the tip of Logan's cock where pre cum leaked out. "So…so close Kendall."

Kendall was close too. He closed his eyes tight and searched for Logan's lips blindly. Upon finding them it was a sloppy kiss and a simpler way for them to stifle each other's moans. "Logie I'm gonna.." before Kendall had finished Logan had come himself, painting the inside of his boxers and Kendall's hand white while Kendall soon followed. Quickly Kendall moved down Logan's body and pulled his boxers down past his thighs. The sticky white substance leaked out of Logan's now softening member. Sticking out his tongue Kendall licked it all away, including the extra essence on his hand. "Still taste as good as the first time I had you." Kendall mumbled around his fingers, Logan looking at him with darkened eyes.

"That's so fucking hot." Logan breathed, this bare chest rising and falling rapidly. Kendall smiled smugly at him before lying back down on Logan again and resting their foreheads together.

"I'm just full of surprises." Kendall whispered, tilting his head to kiss Logan delicately. After several moments he broke away and rolled off of Logan. Kendall used the tissues on his night stand to clean up the mess in his boxers and changed into a new pair and back into Logan's pajama bottoms while Logan borrowed a pair of boxers from him. Once they were done Kendall quickly moved to lock his door before sneaking back in bed with Logan and resting his chin on his shoulder.

"I wanna take you out." Logan uttered quietly, turning his head to face Kendall and see the blonde's shining smile.

"Like on a date?" Kendall asked, his breath catching in his throat at the thought.

Logan gulped and nodded. "Yeah and I know just where to go."

Kendall's eyes gleamed with excitement. "When? Where!"

"You'll see, but for now let's just sleep." Logan stuck his tongue out teasingly at Kendall, the blonde catching it between his lips and biting it playfully.

"Fine." Kendall let out a yawn. "I'm exhausted anyway." He rested his head down on Logan's chest and listened to the soft thudding of Logan's heart before drifting off to sleep, wondering where Logan was going to take him.


The next two weeks flew by in the blink of an eye. It was only a few days until Christmas break would start and Kendall couldn't wait. He already knew he'd spend as much time as he could with Logan, either watching movies or playing in the snow or fooling around, at least he would when he didn't have hockey practice. Their coach had practice scheduled every day except for Christmas Eve, Christmas, and New Year. Coach was drilling them to the bone. Their team was 9-0 and Kendall could practically smell the league champion's trophy. It was all he needed now to make everything in his life almost perfect.

On the second to last day of classes before holiday Kendall walked hand in hand down the halls with Logan, humming Christmas tunes under this breath.

"You and Christmas music I swear." Logan mumbled, shaking his head with a smile while they walked up to his locker.

"I'm just a jolly fella." Kendall smiled, pushing Logan against his locker and kissing him slowly. He let his lips linger a little longer on Logan's mouth, only breaking apart when he heard someone clear their throat behind him. "Yes?" Kendall asked, turning around to find James standing there, his cheeks a rosy pink and his lips chapped from the cold outside.

"Sorry, it's just, do you know where Carlos is?"

Kendal thought for a moment, he hadn't seen the Latino since the day before. "No, why?"

"No reason, just wanted to see him." As soon as James stopped talking someone crashed into him from behind and wrapped their arms around his waist tightly.

"Jamie!" Carlos cried, James turning around in his hold and kissing the boy's soft and eager lips.

"Hey I was just looking for you." James smiled, tucking his finger under Carlos' chin and meeting him for a second, longer kiss.

"Awwwww." Kendall and Logan said together, before giving the two boys some privacy. Logan turned to open his locker and grab out his books. With a hand at the small of Logan's back Kendall still listened to James and Carlos talk quietly to each other.

"Let's go somewhere we can be alone." James whispered, not caring who walked by in the hallways to watch as he sucked on his boyfriend's neck.

"But…we have class." Carlos mumbled, biting his lip softly.

"I'll give you an early Christmas gift. Plus today's the last day we have to spend together before my family leaves for our skiing trip. I'm going to miss you."

Carlos thought for a moment, Kendall watching as James persuaded Carlos into doing as he pleased. James moved his lips to Carlos' ear and nibbled softly on his lobe. "Come on Carlitos. For me?" James pouted, towering over Carlos and sticking out his lower lip.

"Well I can't say no to that." James smiled and tugged on Carlos' hand for them to leave. "Kendall tell coach I'm sick or something. Same with Ms. Collins."

Kendall smirked. "Yeah sure. You're 'sick'." Kendall chuckled using air quotes with his fingers as the two walked away from him.

"So they're skipping?" Logan asked, Kendall returning his attention to the brunette.

"Yeah, we should too. Then you can take me on that date you promised."

Logan sighed. "It's tomorrow."

"What's tomorrow?" Kendall asked, confused.

"Our date. Pick you up at seven." Logan stepped up onto the tips of his toes and kissed Kendall's nose before walking off to his first class, leaving Kendall standing there dumbfounded with a silly grin on his face.


The next day after school Kendall searched frantically through his closet for something to wear. "Katie!" he called from his bedroom, his sister skipping happily into the room and settling down on his bed.

"Yeah Big Brother?" she asked with amusement in her tone.

"Fine me something to wear. You know I can barely dress myself."

Katie giggled at that and pushed him out of the way. "So where's Logan taking you?"

"No idea. He won't tell me. Keeps saying it's a secret. But he did say dress warm."

Katie huffed, blowing a piece of hair out of her eyes. "Well then…how about this sweater," she tossed Kendall his favorite blue, knit sweater with holes sewn into it. "This jacket…" she paused, digging deeper into his closet, "…and this scarf. The pants you're wearing now should be fine."

Kendall chuckled and threw the sweater on over a plain white tee. "I'll put the rest on after dinner. Mom knows I'm leaving right?"

Katie shrugged. "Have you told her about your date? You know she knows about you two right?"

"No she doesn't. I never told her."

Katie rolled her eyes. "Okay then, I hope you enjoy living in denial."

Kendall stood and tugged Katie out of his room. "Whatever. I'll tell her when I'm ready."

"Or I could just tell her first." Katie pulled her wrist out of Kendall's grip and snuck past him to run down the stairs.

"Katie don't!" Once Kendall made it to the bottom step, he found Katie standing there smirking at him.

"You know she's not going to care right?"

Kendall thought for a moment while chewing on his lower lip. "I guess you're right."

They walked together into the kitchen, Kendall offering to set the table as a way to warm up to his mom. Once they settled down to eat, Katie broke the awkward silence by glancing at Kendall and smiling smugly. "Don't you look nice Big Brother." Kendall shot her a look of death.

"You do." Mrs. Knight said.

"Just going on a date," Kendall shrugged his shoulders and shoved a forkful of food into his mouth, acting as though it was normal for him to be going out on a Friday night.

"Well you look lovely darling. Where are you taking him?" Kendall almost choked. His mom had said him, not her. Willing himself to swallow Kendall looked at her with wide eyes.

"You said him."

"Oh my, I did…didn't I?"

"Mom. What do you know?"

Katie cut in. "I told you. You and Logan make your relationship so painfully obvious."

"Katie!"

"Katie, don't upset your brother, and Kendall relax. I've known for a while. I wish you would have told me yourself, but I just figured I'd let you know that I don't mind it."

Kendall took a sip of his milk and let go a long, relieved breath. "You don't?"

"Not at all, as long as it makes you happy." Mrs. Knight reached over and ruffled Kendall's hair just as the doorbell rang, causing Kendall's heart to go into overdrive.

"Well…that's Logan. I'll see you later?" Kendall said it as more of a question, his mom giving him a soft smile and kissing his cheek before he hurried quickly back up to his room. He pulled his jacket on over his shoulders and buttoned it up, then wrapped his scarf around his neck loosely. Giving himself a quick once over in the mirror he rushed down stairs to find Mrs. Knight chatting quietly with Logan at the door. Jumping the last few steps Kendall pulled on his shoes and stepped up to Logan's side and grabbed his hand. "Bye mom."

"Bye boys. You two have fun. Be home by midnight please."

Kendall nodded a yes and walked out to Logan's car, where it sat idling in his driveway. Being chivalrous, Logan opened up Kendall's door for him and gave him a hand as he settled in before making his way into the driver's seat. "Such a gentleman." Kendall muttered, leaning over the center counsel to place a kiss on Logan's cheek. "So where are you taking me?"

"Nope. Can't tell you yet." Logan smiled as Kendall gave him a look of disbelief.

"You're shitting me right?"

Chuckling, Logan turned up the heat and turned on the radio. "Chill your balls. You'll know soon enough."

"Whatever." Kendall turned to look out the window when Logan reached for his hand and held it comfortably in his own.

"You're such a child." Kendall retaliated with sticking out his tongue, both boys falling into a comfortable silence as Logan drove on, snow falling softly around them.

Fifteen minutes into the drive Kendall was getting anxious. "Are we almost there?" Kendall whined as he squirmed in his seat.

"Almost. Just a few more minutes." Obviously Kendall and Logan's definition of a few was different. Another ten minutes later Logan pulled into a public parking lot and turned off the car. "Ready?"

Kendall nodded excitedly. Logan reached for the handle on his door, but before he could open it up Kendall smothered him in a deep kiss. "Been wanting to do that since I saw you at the bottom of the stairs."

"Mmm. Why'd you wait so long?" Logan sighed and kissed Kendall one more time before stepping out of the car and walking around to help Kendall out of the passenger side. "Before we go, do you want a pair of gloves?" Logan asked, noticing Kendall's bare hands. Kendall nodded as Logan pulled an extra pair out from his pockets. " Here you go Kendy." Kendall covered up his hands and linked his fingers with Logan's.

"Now can you tell me what we're going to do?" Kendall asked, his green eyes pleading.

"We're going ice skating you fool." Logan couldn't help hide his chuckle at Kendall's squeal.

They walked down a few sidewalks towards the outside rink, the snow continuing to fall as they talked in quiet voices, as though they were the only ones around. Kendall could feel his ears turning numb from the cold, but he ignored it. "Your ears are turning red." Logan laughed, stopping them to cover his gloved hands over Kendall's ears to warm them up.

"I forgot a hat."

"Of course you did. Here." Logan pulled out a beanie from his pocket and handed it to Kendall.

"What other odd things do you keep in your pockets?"

Logan shrugged. "I like to be prepared for whatever. And knowing you I have to think of everything."

"Hey I resent that!" Kendall whined, pulling Logan in for a soft kiss to warm his lips before they continued on walking. When they reached the rink, Logan rented them each a pair of skates. Kendall offered to pay for his own but Logan turned him down. "I asked you out. I pay."

"Fair enough. I didn't want to give you any money anyway." Kendall smiled, Logan turning to shove him away playfully. On a set of bleachers they each pulled on their skates before heading out onto the ice. Christmas music played from all corners of the rink as the snow fell around the skating couples and families. "This is amazing Logan."

"You like it?" Logan asked, clutching Kendall's hand tightly as they skated around.

"Of course. You know how much I love the ice. I like just holding your hand and skating with you."

"Damn Knight you are such a girl."

Kendall stopped, tracing a grove into the ice. "I am not the girl in this relationship."

"Okay, I'll let you believe that, for now."

"Fuck you." Kendall shoved Logan and skated off, leaving the brunette just standing there with his jaw dropped. Kendall skated a few circles around him, Logan watching his every move.

"You're a jerk!" Logan called, Kendall laughing when he heard him.

"You're the one who called me a girl." Kendall complained once he stopped back next to Logan and took his hand, wanting to skate with him again.

"I'm sorry. You're all man Kendall." Logan laughed and looked up at Kendall. "That better?"

"Much." They continued to skate, the snow beginning to fall harder as the night wore on. As they skated Kendall sang under his breath along with the Christmas music with Logan joining him whenever he felt like it. After about an hour on the ice, Logan pulled them back over to the side and stepped up onto the bleachers. "Are we done already?" Kendall pouted. It was only around nine o'clock and he didn't want the night to end anytime soon.

"Nope. I have more up my sleeve." Logan smiled up at Kendall, Kendall loving the way his dimples showed on his cheeks. The blonde moved to poke one, causing Logan to giggle. "Stop," he pushed Kendall's hand away and began working on untying his skates.

Kendall sat down beside Logan on the bleachers and leaned over to rest his chin on Logan's shoulder. He darted his tongue out and poked Logan's dimple with the tip of it again. "Make me." Kendall whispered, his lips now hovering over Logan's ear.

Logan turned, his brown eyes a little darker than normal. His nose brushed against Kendall's and Logan leaned in a little closer, his lips barely an inch away from Kendall's. "Nope. Don't wanna."

"Tease." Kendall breathed, snaking a hand around the back of Logan's neck and holding him there for a kiss. He dragged his tongue along Logan's bottom lips, his ears perking up at the soft moan Logan let go. Parting his lips Logan let Kendall in, their tongues slipping over each other in a sweet motion. When Kendall pulled back he rested his forehead against Logan's and looked deep into his eyes. "So what else are we going to do?"

Logan pulled back and continued to pull off his skates and slip his feet back into his shoes while Kendall did the same. "You'll see," was all he said.

"You and your secrets. You're driving me crazy Logan Mitchell."

"Ehh, life's always better with a little crazy though, right?"

"Right." Kendall kissed Logan once more before they returned their skates back to rental center. Logan took Kendall's hand and led them back out onto the sidewalk. They walked along the sides of the street. Every building was lit up with twinkling white Christmas lights. The sight was beautiful. Continuing their trek through the building amount of snow on the ground, Logan took Kendall down a few more blocks until they reached the center of the city. "Wow." Kendall let out a low whistle, one of the tallest ever green trees he had ever seen was standing before him. There was a crowd of people surrounding the area, a group of carolers off to the side singing to the public a chorus of Christmas songs.

"Ever been to the tree lighting before?" Logan asked Kendall and squeezed his hand softly, Kendall returning the action.

"Nope. Katie makes me watch it with her on TV every year."

"It's so much better in person. You're going to love it." Together they found a bench on the sidewalk and watched the people passing by. Some with shopping bags weighing them down probably full of Christmas gifts. When it was time for them to light the tree, Kendall stood up and pulled Logan with him to watch.

"It's beautiful." Kendall cooed once the lights were switched on. "I love Christmas."

"It's the most wonderful time of the year."

Kendall nudged Logan with his shoulder. "Stop turning into a song." Kendall looked at all the lights a little while longer until he noticed a hot chocolate vendor on the corner. "Hot chocolate! Logan! Can we get some? Please?" Kendall begged, giving Logan a pout that he couldn't refuse.

"Of course. What's a good tree lighting without hot chocolate?" Logan ordered them each a cup and wandered them back over to their bench.

"This has been a great date Logan."

"Really? You're not just saying that right?"

Kendall shook his head. "Nope. It's the best date I've ever been on." He took a sip of his coco, the steaming liquid warming him right up. Before taking a drink Kendall hadn't realized how cold he really was.

"Same here. Then again I haven't been on many dates."

"Well you sure do a hell of a job at planning them. I love it."

"Thanks. I try." They both giggled as they finished their hot chocolate. Tossing the cups into the garbage, they made their trek back towards Logan's car, knowing they still had about an hour and a half until Kendall had to be home. When they reached the car, Kendall pushed Logan up against one of the back doors. "Kendall?"

"You're not the only one who has something up his sleeve." From out of his back pocket Kendall pulled something that looked strangely enough like mistletoe.

"You are such a cheese ball."

"And you love me for it." Kendall held it above both their heads and leaned in to kiss Logan gently. Logan moved to hold Kendall's face in between his hands and deepened the kiss. Forgetting the mistletoe, Kendall dropped it to ground and wrapped his hands around Logan's waist to bring their bodies closer together. Inching his hands down, Kendall snuck his fingers into Logan's pants pocket and pulled out his car keys to unlock the door. Hearing the lock shift Kendall shoved the keys back into Logan's pants and searched blindly for the door handle. He pulled it open and pushed Logan inside, not bothering to break the kiss as he joined him inside.

"Kendall." Logan breathed, catching his breath as the blonde pulled away to close the door.

"Shhh. No talking." Kendall lightly pushed Logan into a lying position over the leather seats and laid on top of him. He kissed along Logan's jaw and neck, nipping and sucking along the soft skin, still cold from the chill outside. "Take your jacket off." Kendall whispered, sitting up and straddling Logan's waist to undo his own coat and shed off his scarf, taking off his gloves in the process. Logan did as he asked and pulled on the front of Kendall's shirt, pulling him back down and kissing him deeply, pushing his tongue past Kendall's lips and smiling when Kendall whimpered quietly.

Kendall ran his hands down the sides of Logan's torso and snuck his fingers under his shirt, Logan shivering from the contact. Lifting the shirt up, Kendall tore it from Logan's shoulders. With Logan's hands on Kendall's ass, he moved them up and pulled on the hem of Kendall's sweater, tugging it off and groaning when Kendall's tee shirt got in the way. "Two fucking shirts. Really Kendall?"

"I like to be warm." Kendall laughed, tossing both of his shirts onto the floor. Lifting up Logan's legs he pulled off each of his shoes and socks before taking off his own. When he started on Logan's pants, Logan's breath hitched.

"What are we doing Kendall?"

Kendall wiggled his eyebrows. "Just having some fun." Logan sighed and lifted his hips up for Kendall to shed him of his pants and boxers. Kendall repositioned himself in the confined space to take off his own pants. Once he was fully naked he laid back down over Logan, groaning when their erections brushed against each other. "Fuck." Kendall breathed, kissing along Logan's cheek and meeting his lips in a steamy kiss.

He began to roll his hips along with Logan's, both boys moaning into each other's mouths at the feel of the bare contact, rubbing together and creating a mind shattering friction that felt too good to stop. Logan broke their kiss to let out an especially loud moan. "Kendall. Fuck Kendall. I need you."

"Mmhm." He kissed along Logan's neck. "Need you too Logie. Need you so bad."

Kendall rolled his hips again, his leaking cock brushing along Logan's balls, the brunette boy quivering beneath him. Logan grabbed onto Kendall's hair and pulled him up so they were face to face. "Kendall please."

"Please what?" Kendall whispered.

"Fuck me…I just I need you inside me. Like now." Logan begged.

Kendall exhaled. "Finally." He lifted his fingers up to Logan's mouth. "Suck." Logan lathered saliva along Kendall's fingers until it was enough. Carefully, Kendall prepared Logan, inserting one finger, then two, and eventually three. Logan's eyebrows knitted together in pain and Kendall tried to calm him by kissing his forehead over and over again. When he brushed against Logan's prostate, Logan let out a beautiful groan.

"Now Kendall. Please God now. I'm ready." Kendall nodded his head and removed his fingers. He didn't want to use his own saliva as lube, knowing it would probably hurt Logan, but as if Logan could read his mind the smaller boy pointed to the pocket behind the passenger seat. "Lube." Logan whispered.

"You keep lube in your car?" Kendall asked, quirking an eyebrow and pulling out the small bottle. Pouring it into his palm, Kendall coated his length with it, wasting a little time in pleasuring himself.

"Kendall now!" Logan urged, beginning to tug on his own dick to stroke himself at a rough pace. Kendall spread Logan's cheeks, the tip of his cock pressing against the smooth ring of muscle before slowly pushing himself in half way. A few tears sparked along the edges of Logan's eyes and Kendall wiped them away with his thumb.

"Are you sure we're ready for this Logan? I don't want to hurt you."

"Just, just give me a moment." Kendall obliged, squeezing his eyes shut tight at how amazing it felt to be inside Logan. He was tight as he squeezed around Kendall's length. "Okay, continue." Logan breathed.

Kendall pushed himself in base deep, Logan biting down on his lip to ignore the pain. "I'll be gentle." Kendall mumbled, kissing the tip of Logan's nose.

"Mmhm." Logan nodded his head and moved his hands to grip onto Kendall's shoulders. "You can move now." Kendall started off slow, pulling almost all the way out and shoving back in, maybe even a little deeper than the first time if it was possible. Kendall wanted to move fast, but he knew he had to control himself for Logan's sake. He was soft, yet aggressive with his movements. "Fuck Kendall!" Logan cried when Kendall hit his prostate. "Again. Sweet Jesus fucking do that again."

Logan's words were a little incoherent, and Kendall couldn't help but chuckle. He dug his fingers through the brown locks of hair and pulled tightly while he sucked along Logan's jaw, placing kisses to every inch of skin he could reach.

"You feel fucking amazing." Kendall breathed, thrusting his hips forward. Even with the cold both boys were sweating. Logan's body was sticking to the leather, his back shifting farther up the seat with each thrust Kendall made.

"Faster. Please Kendall." Logan ran his hands down Kendall's back and clawed at his skin, leaving angry red marks down his back. "Bite me." Logan uttered. Kendall's eyes flew open and looked down at the boy beneath him. Logan's eyes were shut tight, his lips parted slightly with his cheeks flushed red.

"You want me to what?"

Logan's eyes fluttered open, then shut almost immediately after at a particularly hard thrust to his prostate. "Just fucking bite me." Knowing he had heard him right, Kendall moved his lips to Logan's shoulder and barred his teeth, sinking them into the smooth skin. "Fuck. Yeah just like that baby." Logan breathed. He wrapped his legs around Kendall's waist and started moving his hips up to meet Kendall's with each thrust as Kendall bit and nipped along Logan's chest and collar bones.

"Logan?" Kendall breathed.

"Yeah?" Logan opened his eyes and looked up into the shining green eyes.

"Kiss me?" Logan grabbed onto Kendall's hair and pulled him down for a kiss, swallowing every one of Kendall's soft whimpers as his tongue trailed along the inside of his mouth, his teeth playfully biting at Kendall's lips.

"I'm close Kendall." Logan whispered. Kendall moved his hand between them and began to pump Logan at a pace to match his thrusts. It wasn't long before Logan was coming, crying out a string of curse words that Kendall tried to silence with a kiss. Kendall continued to stroke Logan, helping lengthen his orgasm just as Kendall tumbled over the edge himself. Detaching his lips from Logan's he bit down hard at Logan's neck, leaving a nasty mark and even drawing blood just keep himself from screaming.

As soon as both boys came down from their highs, Logan reached up to ruffle Kendall's damp hair and smiled. "That was perfect."

"So it didn't hurt?" Kendall asked, rubbing his nose along Logan's as he pulled out of him, Logan wincing slightly at the loss. He collapsed down onto Logan and rested his head on his chest.

"Not at all. I'll be sore tomorrow."

"I can imagine." Kendall chuckled, thinking back to their earlier conversation. "So who's the girl in the relationship now?"

Logan was just about to answer when they heard a pounding at the window. They both looked up as a flashlight beam tried to see through the window. Thankful for the fog on the glass Kendall froze in Logan's arms. More pounding came followed by the sound of a familiar voice. "Step out of the car."

Both boys' eyes went wide. "Fuck," they mumbled together in fear.


Well aren't I just a butt head leaving you with a cliff hanger? Haha. Sorry for the wait though. Would love to hear what you think, and I hope dominant Kendall is okay