Hello.
I will admit this isn't going to be the update you hoped for.

I've found myself at an impasse, I love this story, or rather, what it could have been.
That being said, it's slowly killing my creative drive.
I hate writing for this story anymore.
I know how it ends, I know how it gets there, I just can't for the life of me write it.
It stresses me out to think about it just sitting here, while others wait, impatiently often times, for me to update.
Its been years, and I've gotten very little done with it.
After my last incident, where over 5 chapters went into the washer and shredded like confetti I admitted it.
I hated what this story was doing to me.
I hate the stress I self impose on myself.
I hate the way it makes my heart sink to realize I just don't want to write whenever I think of this story.
Its killed my want to write other works, every time I work on another passion, I feel awful.
So I'm stopping.
I won't write any new chapters.
I won't post any updates.
If you'd like a synopsis, message me.
If you'd like to take the story idea and make it your own, go for it.
copy it, re-write it, take bits you like for inspiration and just go for.
I hate that this will become yet another abandoned work here but I just can't focus on it anymore.
So if you want to rework it, give it a new life, take all my blessings.

I really am sorry