Authors Note:

Hi everybody, I just want to let you all know that I'm so excited for this! I've had this Idea in my mind for so long and I was just too nervous to write anything, but I guess I'll just put my work out there and let you all read it.

Also, this is also my first ever (and hopefully not last) fan fiction that I have written and posted, but I have read hundreds of your fan fictions! Let's just say that their awesome inspirations for my own and I thank you all, and finally I want everybody to at least review or help me out along the way with idea's and everything

Thank you all so much! And sorry that the Author's note is kind of long, I didn't mean for it to be, but thank you all anyways for reading this before the story!

Enjoy, Mackenzie.

Second Author's Note:

I don't own Glee, Metronomy, "The Look" By Metronomy, "Obsessed with you" by the Orion Experience, "We are young" by fun, Any of the Glee Characters, or really anything else in this story except for my own imagination.

PS; I really advise you to listen to "The Look" by Metronomy (It was just a song that I love and I thought it would be a cute song to have Kurt listen to, Please listen to it!

Third Author's Note:

Sorry about having a Third, But this is put when Kurt and Blaine fight in the Lima Bean about Bisexuality and Rachel and Blaine, etc etc, anyways, this is like a couple of days after that.

Summary:

Did the Fight in the Lima bean ruin their friendship forever or did it just strengthen it even more, but what will happen when Blaine and Rachel start to become serious and Kurt gets a Boyfriend?
Set after the Fight in the Lima Bean

I hate my life; and I hate my friends, well – only Rachel.

Kurt was mindlessly doodling in his notebook – of course he already scratched out the Kurt + Blaine in a heart and instead made dark drawings of Satan and writing out lyrics that really make you worry about someone.

I also hate Dalton, why the hell do these blazers make me look like a box, I have a body for god's sakes! I may have pear shaped hips, or whatever Coach called them, but I still have a body!

Kurt's mind was flowing with anger, quickly writing a list of ways to brutally murder Rachel.

Number one, I could sneak into McKinley after hours, and wait until Rachel takes over the choir room to practice her voice, Kurt groaned, and I could stuff a bag over her head, make her fall unconscious with lack of air and then throw her off a dock, and watch her float into the distance without any doubt.

Or I could tie her to a post and light a fire on her while I zip down my skinny's and take a long piss on her! Oh man... The Kurt Hummel has finally gone insane, peeing on people?

Kurt was still in his own world, eyes glazed over and thinking over ways to kill the one and only Rachel Berry, until he saw a very happy and dapper Blaine Anderson walking with a slight bounce in his walk.

Fuck you Blaine, fuck your Bisexuality, fuck your ability to "blend in" with the crowd, and fuck you forever making me like you.

Blaine caught sight of Kurt and he waved a little with a smile forming on his face, apparently he was over the fact that Kurt downright insulted him in the Lima Bean only a couple of days ago, Kurt's eye's gazed over with anger, he huffed and looked back down, not noticing the sad look that came over Blaine's face.

Kurt walked into the room with stiff movements, and his hands tight around his satchel

Why the fuck am I here in the first place, I don't want to go to warbler's practice, I just want to go home, and mope, and eat ice cream and beat something up. No wonder Finn always takes out his anger on chairs, hitting something would make me feel much better than having to sit through a hour of Blaine giving me puppy dog eyes.

Kurt looked around the room realizing that he was the first one there so he sat down on one of the couches and took out his phone and his ear buds and started to listen to Metronomy.

Now some people think that Kurt loves Broadway, and Musicals, but they are very wrong, he only likes them because they match his voice, and how he can sing perfectly, but really he liked down to earth music, like everyone else in the world.

"The Look" By Metronomy came on and he closed his eyes and just felt the music flow through his legs, to his heart, and his arms then through his brain and it made him feel warm and contempt all around.

His peaceful state was ruined when Blaine and Thad came bursting through the door currently in song

I got your picture on my wall

I dream about you when I sleep

I go out of my way, every day, just hoping to catch you walking down the street

I know just where you went to school

I know the names of all your friends

I got it bad again, m N

I know your middle name

I got a lock of your hair

I'm just a little bit insane

Because I think I see you every where

My friends just don't understand, they cannot see my point of view

They say it's gotten out of hand, and I'm obsessed with you.

"Man, that's an awesome song, are you singing it about who I think you're singing it about?" Thad asked with a wink.

"Hahaha – Yeah, that song was about Rachel, I really got it bad for her" Blaine said while scratching the back of his neck with a blush slowly forming across his face.

"Or right ... Rachel, that's so who I was thinking about!" Thad said while standing awkwardly, looking around the room, quickly spotting Kurt and walking (more like running) over to him and plopping himself beside him on the couch.

Kurt opened one eye and gave a slight smile towards Thad who gladly returned it and then closed his eyes again, savoring the small amount of time he had before the meeting.

Blaine walked to the couch opposite of Kurt and Thad and sat down.

"Err" Blaine pulled down the sleeves of his blazer, "Hey Kurt, How's your ... day going so far?"

Kurt opened his eyes with no expression at all, took one ear bud out and said in a monotone voice.

"My day was a big pile, of steaming shit", Kurt then put the ear bud back in his ear and closed his eyes, a smirk across his face at the opened mouth gap that Blaine was sporting.

"K-Kurt! You can't just say those kinds of things around here!" Blaine stuttered.

Kurt opened his eyes again, looked at the clock, and sighed, only a couple minutes before the Warblers meeting started, he thought, and slowly started to pack away his music. When he was done he looked up at Blaine again, his back rigid, and his legs crossed.

"Can I not say them because I wouldn't fit in, or are you just so surprised to hear me swear?"

"Kurt" Blaine said in a disapproving voice, "You can't say that because it's rude, and against policy"

"Well fuck the policy"

Kurt then slouched against the couch as the other Warblers came in, talking to each other and finding a place before the meeting began.

"Kurt"

"What?"

"Do you think we could talk after the meeting is over?" Blaine asked with a glint of hope in his eyes.

Okay, keep your cool; all you have to do is talk, no biggie.

"Yeah, alright – that's fine" Kurt said as Wes banged the gavel on the wooden table, silencing all the conversations and drawing their attention to the council.

Blaine pursed his lips and smiled in triumph

I'll wipe that smirk right off that face, Anderson – don't push it.

"Alright, so next week, same time – good night every one!" Wes yelled out as his gavel boomed through the air.

Blaine was at Kurt's side as soon as Wes stopped talking, Kurt gave him a once over and lifted his satchel over his arm.

They walked through the halls and out to his car, Kurt motioned Blaine to get in the passenger seat, when Blaine gave Kurt a confused look, he explained.

"I'd rather have some coffee to go with this talk"

After an awkward car ride with Blaine looking for channels on the radio until they rested on "We are young" by fun, and started to slowly sing along under his breath.

When they arrived to the Lima Bean, Kurt stopped his car and quickly got out, getting out his wallet so that he could pay, Blaine caught up when Kurt was already in the line; Kurt slowly turned his head towards Blaine.

"I'll pay, it's my treat"

They ordered their coffees and sat down at their usual table; Kurt sipped his, but instead put it back down, since it practically burnt half of his throat.

"So, what do you want to talk about?" Kurt asked while wringing his hands under the table.

"Kurt ... I just want to know why you're so mad and why you suddenly hate me" Blaine pleaded.

Kurt sighed, Should I tell him everything or just nothing at all, you know what! Today has been a shitty day; why not just make it worse.

"For starters, you're not going to say anything until I am done, do you understand?" Kurt demanded.

Blaine quickly nodded, lips tightened together.

Kurt took a deep breath and let it out through his nose, "Okay"

"I was really hurt when you accused me of being like Karofsky, it literally felt like you stabbed me in the heart, come to think of it, maybe that would of felt much better than what you had actually said"

Blaine went to open his lips to protest, but Kurt quickly gave him his bitch glare, and a slight shake of the finger.

"Anyways, I only accused you of bisexuality not being true was because of all through my high school life, I was just taught growing up that bisexuality is just a way for guys to not be teased or bullied like I was, or still am." Kurt took another deep breath and a sip of his now cooling coffee.

"But to accuse of me a guy who sexually assaulted me, physically hurt me, and mentally hurt me, is really low, Blaine."

Kurt looked up to see Blaine staring back at him with unshed tears forming in his eyes.

"Okay, you can say what you want to say, but then I'm going home, no arguments"

Blaine nodded before starting, "I'm so sorry Kurt, I didn't know that he did all of that stuff to you and I would of never said that if I wasn't in the heat of the moment, and I'm sorry that I didn't talk to you about your problem with bisexuality –"

"I don't have a problem with bisexual people, Blaine" Kurt snarled.

"Okay okay, I just want to say that I'm sorry that I didn't hear you out before I kind of stormed off in an angry flurry, and I hope you aren't mad at me anymore"

Kurt sighed, "I just don't know Blaine, I really don't know"

They sat there for a couple of seconds when Blaine interrupted Kurt's thoughts.

"Can I .. Can I hug you? Please?" Blaine asked with tears coating his eyes.

Kurt nodded and stood up as Blaine opened his arms and wrapped them around Kurt's neck, and stuffed his face in Kurt's neck whispering I'm sorry over and over.

Kurt wrapped his arm around Blaine's middle and his other arm was slowly soothing down Blaine's back, His face was pushed in Blaine's shoulder.

Kurt could feel hot tears running down his neck and soaking his shirt, instead of being repulsed, Kurt just pulled Blaine closer – even know he was mad at Blaine, he still did have very strong feeling for him, maybe you could call it love.

Out of the spur of the moment, Kurt lifted his head and loosened his arms and pressed his lips firmly to Blaine's forehead, he stayed like that for a moment before giving Blaine one final squeeze and unwrapping his self from him.

"I'll drive you back" Kurt said as he lifted his hand and wiped a falling tear from Blaine's face.

Blaine sniffed before nodding, and grabbing his own bag, they both walked side by side as Blaine jumped back in to the passenger seat and Kurt started up the vehicle.

When they arrived at Blaine's house, Blaine quickly unbuckled his seat belt and turned to Kurt and wrapped his arms around him again and Kurt did the same - they sat like that for a while until Blaine pulled back and gave Kurt a small smile, and then left.

Kurt smiled softly, and started up the car again as Blaine opened and closed his Front door.

He didn't totally forgive Blaine, but they were getting somewhere at least.

Okay! So that was my first chapter! And I hope there are many more to come, I will update whenever I have the time, and thank you so much for reading, Please Review!

Mackenzie.