Hey! based on a song can heaven wait? its a really old song so im not sure if youll know it but if you like the story please youtube it and watch hear it lol

It was a 7:25 when i got the phone call telling me to get to the hospital quick , i felt like my heart was going stop i with drew the breath i didnt know i was holding , grabed my coat and was out the door , ran down the stairs till i was out side . Looked at the crap i called a car and decide to run there would get me there faster i didnt care if i was getting soaked because being by your side right now was the most imotant thing right now.

As i was pushing past people my thoughts started.

(thoughts) What if she didnt make it? i wouldnt be able to live with myself if she didnt , Damn why did the stupid rain have to flip her car leaving my poor baby like that? But it was her fault she was probly speeding trying to get away from the pain that i caused , I shouldnt been with that nasty hoe in our bed , as i thought about the pain face i saw when she saw me and her on our bed i tried explaing but she told me she didnt want to hear it shut up! she yelled just shut up and she kept whispering the same thing how could you? how could you? in the most saddest voice i ever heard from her as tears streamed down her face and she shoke violently and with that she ran out the door put the ring i gave her 4 months earlier on the coffe table and left , i shoulda went after her and this never would a happen but i didnt .

DAMN IT SHOULDA BEEN ME GOD IT SHOULDA BEEN ME i yelled as i fell in the entry of the hospital crying tears of guilt .

a very nice old couple helped me up and asked me if i was okay? no not really i said as i rushed to the nurse office and whats the room for cece jasmine jones? i asked

room 216 the nurse informed me as i was about to run down the hall i was stopped by one of the ladys that helped me up here she said as she handed me something and walked away

i opened up my hand to fine a box on top of the box it said Blessing , i openeed the box slowly to find a charm braclet with 4 charms each has a saying one said love the next said happiness the third said blessing and the last said god .

I turned around to find the kind old lady to fine she was no where in sight . Slightly confused i kept walking as i slipped the braclet onto my wrist .

As i reached room 216 i got scared but i toke a deep breathe and walked in

What i saw woulda broke anyones heart , The love of my life was lying on the bed, white gown , fresh cuts from her face to her arms, i broke down crying again, as i walked to her side taking hold of her hand kissing her palm "i promise cece ill make this right , but baby i need you to wake up for me . please baby just open your eyes move something " i said i looked up after 5 mintues passed i saw she wasnt gonna move right now . I moved my seat closer to her bed and still held her hand begging god to wake her up to let me take her place and let her live she didnt deserve it , but i did . Please god give her my breath to breathe i prayed .

Cece i know your in a coma , But i read a long time ago people in comas can hear so i really hope you can hear me I want you to know how your the love my life , I know i did you wrong and im sorry baby i really am But i was drunk when i selp with her she could nevcer comnpare to you you are my first and last love ill never love again if i lose you beacuse cece there is no me without you , your my bestfriend , my first true love , my sister my fiance and your half of me so please dont leave me even iof you wake up and hate my guts as long as your okay ill be fine with that but i wish so bad that it was me in your spot right now you changed my whole my life with your life baby just please come back to me i finshed as i looked up million of tears fianlly leaked out my eyes and onto her hands .

I noticed the braclet the lady gave me ,i toke it off and slipped it onto to cece and kissed it as i closed my eyes and just broke down crying when i felt her twitch her hand under me i opened my eyes in shock when i saw her eyes flicker open and focus on me she whispered Rocky? .

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