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Chapter Nineteen

I had asked them to let me know if there were any updates on Denny, I just wasn't expecting one so soon. I was scared of what he was going to say to us when he walked in. Happy and I quickly climbed out of bed and got dressed, once we were both dressed Happy opened the door for Chibs. "Is Denny ok?" I asked once he was fully in the room.

"Aye luv, Denny is still alive and in da coma." Chibs said and I release the breath I was holding.

"Brother you said you had to talk to us about Denny, what is going on?" Happy asked sounding confused.

"Denny's family showed up at St. Thomas, Allie luv they are tryin' ta get him transfer ta another hospital." Chibs said running his hand down his face. "They don't want any of us knowin' were they plan on takin' him."

"Can they do that?" I asked trying to keep myself calm. "Denny and his family haven't spoken to each other in years; he wanted nothing to do with them."

"Gemma is up there fightin' wit 'em right now tryin' ta stop it, Bobby said he got something in writing from Denny sayin' they got no say over him so he's tryin' ta find it now." Chibs said as he moved closer to me. "You and Hap need ta get up there and Keep Jax calm because Jacky boy is losing his mind."

"A'ight, Alanna let's go." Happy said as he sat on the bed to pull his boots on.

I ran to the bathroom to quickly get ready, once we were both ready we walked into the bar to leave and I saw Bobby and Opie by the redwood searching through files they had all over it. Everyone was on edge and I could tell, Liz and Juice were both on their phones arguing with whoever they were talking to and Phil was searching through some boxes that were sitting on the pool table with Rat. Chibs walked over to Juice and was talking to him in a low voice when he hung up his phone then they both glanced over at me. Juice tapped Liz on her shoulder and nodded his head towards the door and they followed us out.

"Hap, Liz and I are going to ride out with you guys." Juice said as they walked over to his bike.

The four of us made our way to St. Thomas, just as we got off the elevator we saw Gemma standing in the hall arguing with who I was guessing was Denny's mother about ten feet from his door. I tugged on Happy's arm to get to look at me. "Happy go to Jax's room and I will be there in few minutes."

"Where the hell are you going?" Happy growled at me.

"I'm going to try to sneak into Denny's room." I said and Happy shook his head no. "Hap please just give me a few minutes if I can't get in I will go to Jax's room with you."

"A'ight but I ain't going to Jax's room without you, I'll go by Gemma and give her some back up." Happy said turning to look at Juice and Liz. "Let's go see what's going on with Gemma."

"A'ight Hap." Juice said nodding at Happy.

When we got near Gemma they continued to argue but Denny's family turn their eyes on Happy and Juice. "I don't want any of you men near my son again!" Denny's mother snapped at them and Happy glared at her. "My son is laying in a coma because of all of you."

I just shook my head as I slipped past them and quickly snuck into the room, the beeping from Denny's machines were still the same and I looked over at them then at him as I slowly walked over to him. "Denny you need to open your damn eyes already, please Denny just open them." I begged him as I grabbed his hand and gave it a small squeeze. "Your family is here and is trying to take you away from us, please open your eyes so they can't do that. I know you can do it, you're breathing on your own all you need to do is wake up." I growled at him. "Denny it is my job to be stubborn not yours." I said to him as tear slid down my cheek.

"Who the hell are you and what are you doing by my brother?" I heard a voice snap at me from behind; I quickly dropped Denny's hand and spun around to face a man that looked almost identical to Denny. "You people were told to stay away from him." he snapped as he moved closer to me and step closer to the bed but had nowhere else to go.

"I'm a friend of his and I just wanted to see him." I said softly as he continued to move closer to me. "Don't get any closer to me!" I snapped at him and he smirked.

"Why, what are you going to do scream?" he said sarcastically as he roughly grabbed my arm and tried to drag me away from Denny's bed. "You need to get the hell out of my brother's room now!"

"Let me go you fucking bastard!" I growled at him as I tried to punch him with my free arm and grabbed my wrist before it could make and contact with him. "LET. ME. GO."

"Take your fucking hand off her!" We both froze when we heard Denny's scratchy voice growl from behind me. "Don't fuck with me, take your hand off of Alanna right now." he growled again as he coughed then groan in pain. I pulled myself free from the guy's grasp and quickly spun around to face Denny and he looked at me with a smile. "Hey darlin'." He said with a cough as he held one of his hands on his chest.

"Go get a doctor!" I snapped at his brother as I grabbed Denny's hand and he squeezed mine. "Denny, how are you feeling?"

"My chest and head hurts a lot, what happened to that bastard." Denny said in a low voice as three doctors and few nurses came running into the room. "Are you ok and how is Jax?"

"I'm fine and we talk about this when the doctors are done checking you out." I said as I squeezed his hand. "You scared the shit out of us."

"Miss I need you step back." The doctor said as he moved closer to me and I took a few steps back. "Dennis Michaels I am Doctor Kane…" I heard him say as I walked out to the hall.

"What were you doing in my son's room?" His mother yelled at me when I came out. "You did not belong in there!"

"Don't you dare yell at my baby girl like that again!" Gemma yelled at her as Happy moved over to stand next to me. "I will beat the shit out of you!"

"What happen in there?" Happy asked as he laid his hand on my cheek.

"Denny's jackass brother was trying to drag me out of the room when Denny woke up and growled at him to let me go."

"He put his fucking hands on you!" Happy snapped as he quickly turned around and stormed toward Denny's brother who had the look of fear on his face. "You stupid mutha fucker, you touched my old lady!" Happy growled at him but before he could swing at him I squeezed between them facing Happy.

"Happy please don't hit him." I begged him and glared down at me. "I don't want any of us to get kicked out, Denny just woke up and he needs us."

Happy nodded at me as he looked back up. "You stay the hell away from my old lady because next time I will do more than knock your fucking teeth down your throat." Happy said in a menacing voice.

"Frank back away from that man." Denny's mother said as she moved to his side and I turned my body to face them as Happy wrapped an arm around my waist. "I want all of you people to leave and stay away from my son!"

"That is no longer your choice." We heard Jax growl from the side of us and we looked over at him, he was fully dressed with his cut on. Jax had one hand holding his side and the other holding a paper as Bobby and Chibs walked beside him. "Denny has given me this stating I have proxy over him, not that I need it because he is awake now." Jax said handing Denny's mother the paper he held in his hand. "You can keep that it's just a copy my lawyer has the original copy and we have another copy." Jax said pointing at the paper Bobby was pulling out his pocket.

"Jax what are you doing up and dressed?" I asked him as he came over to stand next to me.

"Allie what did Denny say to you when he woke up?" Jax asked me ignoring my question to him.

"Are you worried my son is going to say something causing you all problems because it's your fault he is in this mess?!" Denny's mother snapped as she crumbled the paper Jax handed her.

"Lady don't tempt me, now you are talking to my son!" Gemma growled at her and both Jax and I smiled at each other, Gemma was now in full on mama bear mode.

"All he said was his head and chest hurt." I said to him as I noticed Tara coming down the hall looking very pissed. "Jax heads up Tara is coming our way and she does look very happy at all."

Jax slowly turned around to face her just as she reached us. "Jackson Teller my colleague told me you checked yourself out, what the hell is your problem?" she snapped at him and Jax just shook his head at her. "Four days ago you almost bled to death and now you think it's alright to just check yourself out when the doctor tells you that you need to stay a couple of more days."

"Tara right now ain't the time for this; I need to get the hell out of this place." Jax growled at her. "I need to get thing taken care of for Denny then I'm going to the clubhouse, when you get off work we can talk then." The tone Jax held in voice told all of us he was serious, even Tara could see he wasn't in the mood for no bullshit right now.

"Bobby, Chibs keep an eye on him. Jax please be careful." Tara said stepping forward and kissed him softly on his lips then walked away.

The rest of the guys showed up when they got word Denny was awake and everyone stood outside Denny's door waiting for the doctor to come out, Denny's family was glaring at us and all the guys just stood around smirking at them. Bobby got a chair for Jax to sit in and I was standing next him and Gemma was on the other side while Happy stood next to me with his arm around my shoulders. The doctor came out of the room and everyone straighten up waiting for him to speak.

"I take it that all of you are here for Dennis Michaels?" Doctor Kane asked.

"We are his family." Denny's mother said as she stepped forward. "Can we please talk about my son in private?"

"You are his blood family but I have proxy and we are his family now." Jax said standing up and Denny's mother glared at him. "I believe a copy of the paper was put in his file about an hour ago."

The doctor opened up the file looked through the papers then closed it and looked up at Jax. "Ok I see it and you must be Jackson Teller."

"Yes, how is he doing?" Jax said moving closer.

"Would you like to talk in private Mr. Teller?" Doctor Kane asked and Jax just shook his head no. "Ok Denny is actually doing fairly well, we will still keep him here for few more days to monitor him but all his vitals are good." The doctor said opening the file again. "I honestly believe his brain slipped into the coma to let his body rest so it could properly heal, he should make a full recovery."

"Thanks doc, can we see him?" Jax said shaking the doctor's hand.

"I want him to rest a little more but he asking for Alanna Teller." The doctor said looking at all of us.

"I am Alanna Teller I said stepping forward to stand next to Jax. Can I go in?"

"Yes Ms. Teller and if he is up to more visits after that it will be ok but I want no more than two at a time and do not make him upset or I will cut all visits off."

"Jax come in with me." I said turning to face him. "Denny asked how you were doing and maybe seeing you will help him."

"A'ight." Jax said smiling at me as he wrapped his arm around my shoulder, I felt him lean a lot of his weight into me as we walked and I got concerned.

"Jax are you alright?" I asked him in a low voice so no one else could hear me, he shook his head no and I wrapped my arm around his waist to hold him better. "Tara is going to flip if you hurt yourself more."

"It just hurts when I walk but I'll be fine." He said smirking at me and I shook my head at him. "Don't you dare judge me, you know damn well you would do the same thing."

"It must be the Teller blood." I said smiling at him and he chuckled as we walked in Denny's room.

Denny's bed was in a sitting position and his eyes went wide when we walked in together. "Jax, you're ok, I was worried about you." Denny said as he tried to sit up more and grunt in pain.

"Hey don't move around." Jax said as I led him to the chair and he sat down holding his side. "You don't need to worry about me; we were worried about your ass."

"Jax he was too quick for me but I tried." Denny said in a worried voice. "I wanted to protect Allie and you."

"Denny I saw everything and there was nothing you could have done, this shit is not your fault." Jax said in a calm voice. "We all know that including Happy."

"Did you get him or did he get away?" Denny asked still looking at Jax.

"He didn't get away but I wasn't the one that got him." Jax said looking over at me and Denny's eyes went wide as he looked at me too. "Allie was the one that pulled the trigger on him."

"Shit, that's what we didn't want." Denny said shaking his head.

"Hey I will be fine guys." I said to them as I sat on the foot of his bed between them. "Let's forget about all this right now and just be happy the three of us are alive." I didn't want them to worry about me even though it was still bothering me that I had killed someone.

The three of us talked for about another twenty minutes, Denny wasn't happy that his family was here and it got worse when we told him they were trying to take him to another hospital before he woke up. When we got him to calm down Gemma stuck here head in the room saying the guys were all anxious about seeing him. Jax and I nodded at her and stood up saying bye to him and telling him we would be back to see him. When we came out Happy and Tig went in the room before anyone else could. Jax walked over to the desk to inform the nurses that Denny didn't want his family around him right now so they could get security up there and that turned into a huge argument between them. After they were escorted out Jax told Phil that he and Rat were to stay outside of Denny's door making sure Denny got no visitor that he didn't want there. Once all the guys from Samcro got their chance to talk with Denny we were all heading back to TM. Gemma drove Jax in her SUV as Samcro rode in front of her and the guys from Samtaz rode behind her. When everyone was parked Jax went straight to his office with James the Samtaz President following behind him. Happy and I went to sit by the bar with Juice and Liz while everyone else just disbursed to different areas of the clubhouse.

"Allie, how are you feeling?" Liz asked as she leaned back against Juice and he wrapped his arms around her from behind. I was getting tired of hearing that question but I didn't want to take my frustrations out on anyone so I just kept answering the damn question.

"I'm ok, I just want to forget all about it." I said as I reached for one of the beers that the prospect put on the bar but Happy snatched it away from me before I could get a drink from it. "What are you doing?" I snapped at him.

"What kind of meds are you on?" he asked shaking his head at me. "You shouldn't be drinking when you're on fucking meds."

"I'm only on antibiotics nothing else!" I snapped at him as I snatch another one of the beers and walked away. I walked out to the boxing ring and sat down leaning back against the ropes.

I watched as Bobby walked out of the clubhouse and walked towards me. "Hey little lady, are you enjoying some fresh air?" he said as he lean back against the ring next to where I was sitting.

"I'm surprised Happy didn't storm out behind me." I said taking a drink from the bottle.

"No he was." Bobby said in a matter of fact voice as I looked over at him. "I asked him to let me talk with you before either of you said anything you would regret later."

"Bobby I don't want to fight with him, if I had stood in there I know we would have both snapped at each other." I said running my fingers through my hair. "I am so tired of people asking if I'm ok."

"I know but you have to understand Hap is worried about you, shit we all are." Bobby said as he patted my knee. "I feel like I am failing JT."

"Why would you say that?" I asked as I held on to the hand he had on my knee.

"Alanna look at how much has happened to you and I promised JT I would look after you and keep you safe if anything ever happened to him."

"Bobby none of this is your fault and I am still alive that should count for something."

"Alanna you are alive not because of anything I have done but only because you have kept yourself alive."

"Ok how about I promise to let you save me the next time I need it, will that make you feel better?" I said smiling at him and he glared at me.

"Trying to be funny with me now." he said when his glare turned into a smile. "How about you keep yourself out of a position of needing to be saved and then I will feel better?"

"I can defiantly agree with that." I said leaning over to give him a sideways hug and a kiss on his bearded cheek.

I looked up to see Happy walking out of the clubhouse towards us, Bobby patted my knee one more time then pushed himself away from the ring and walked towards Happy stopping in front of him to say something in a low voice. They both nodded at each other than Happy continued walking to me as Bobby went back inside. "What the hell is up with you?" Happy asked as he stopped in front of me.

"I'm sorry about my attitude in there and snapping at you." I said as he moved closer pushing my legs apart and he stood between them holding onto my hips. "Everyone keeps asking if I'm ok and I keep telling everyone that I'm ok but really I'm not, I can't get the look of Randy's face when I shot him of my head."

"Alanna I know it's eating you alive and you gotta stop letting it do that to you, every time that shit creeps up on you ya gotta tell yourself that if you had not done that you would be dead instead."

"How do you deal with all the people you have killed and it not haunt you?" I asked and he closed his eyes for a second then opened them to look me straight in my eyes. "How the hell do I stop this from haunting me?"

"I told you before some are wired to handle shit like that without a problem and I'm one of them, every person I have killed I had reason to do it and I don't regret one of them." Happy said as he pulled me closer to him. "You need to think about the good shit that came from killing that bastard. Jax would have bled to death if it wasn't for you and Denny would be dead right now too. Alanna you no longer gotta worry about him coming after you ever again."

I slipped my hands under his arms and around his torso as I slowly looked up at him placing a small kiss under his jaw. "Happy I don't regret killing him, I just wish I could forget it."

"If you don't regret it there ain't shit to worry about, now let's forget about that shit. I just have one question for you." Happy said as I laid my head on his chest. "What's this shit I heard about you getting a fucking job at Diosa Norte?"

My body stiffened up when those words left his mouth, I had completely forgotten about that with everything that has happened in the last few days. "I can explain that."

"You got two minutes to give me a good reason not to go put a bullet in Nero's fucking head." Happy growled at me.

"He didn't ask me to work there I asked him for a job." I said and this time Happy's body stiffened as he pulled back away from me to glare at me. "I am not going to be an escort." I said quickly before he could snap at me. "I will be just taking appointments while Lyla is out after she has the baby and after that I will be helping him with the books and letting Jax know how things are going there. It's the only job I can get outside of TM that would understand if I can't be there because of a lockdown or would understand that I have a prospect tailing me around."

"I'm only going to say this one time, if any funny shit happens I will not ask any questions I will just kill every mutha fucker there." Happy growled at me. "You're mine and I don't fucking allow anyone to touch my shit!"

"Ok." I didn't want to fight with him about it so I just agreed with him. "Happy do you think we can take ride to my apartment, I need to get some clean clothes and I got everything there."

"Are you sure you are ready to go back there?" Happy asked and I could hear the concern in his voice.

"I'm going to have to do it eventually so I might as well do it now." I said as he stepped back some more and pulled me to my feet. "Should we tell Jax before we leave?"

"Yeah, I'm gonna get a couple of the brothers to come with us." Happy said as we walked back into the clubhouse. "You go tell Jax, I'm gonna talk with Chibs and Tig."

I walked away and went to Jax's office; the door was closed so I knock on it and waited for him to answer. "Yeah, what's up?" I heard Jax say.

"Jax, can I talk to you really quick?"

"Come in." Jax said as I opened the door to see him, Opie and James sitting there. "What's up Allie?"

"I just wanted to let you know that Happy is going to take me to the apartment to get some of my things."

"Allie just let me know what you need and I can send a prospect to get it for you." Jax said as he pushed himself out of his chair with a grunt. "I don't want you going there yet."

"We haven't been able to clean the place up yet." Opie said as he turned to look at me. "There is still blood everywhere."

"Jax I don't want a prospect digging through my panty drawer and Opie I won't be alone. Happy, Chibs and Tig are going to take me."

"A'ight." Jax said walking towards me. "Allie, do you plan on moving back in there?"

"No, I was going to ask you if I can move my things into your spare bed room for now and I can stay here with Happy until I find another place."

"Yeah I think that would be better, one more thing I don't know where you stashed the guns but get 'em out and give them to Tig." Jax said as he dug in his pocket and pulled out his truck keys. "Take my truck and get all of your clothes out now and I will have Phil and Rat take the prospects to get the rest of your shit."

"Ok, thanks Jax." I said taking the keys from him and leaned up on my toes to kiss his cheek, I waved bye to the guys as I walked out and back to the bar.

"You ready?" Happy asked as he stood there with Chibs and Tig waiting for me.

"Yeah, Jax wants me to just get all my clothes so he gave me his truck keys."

"A'ight, we'll follow behind you." Happy said as the four of walked out of the clubhouse.

Happy, Chibs and Tig followed behind me to my apartment. When we got there I didn't get out of the truck until they were standing next to the door. I slowly climbed out when Happy stuck his hand out for mine. We walked up the stairs and I stood looking at the hesitantly but the guys never rushed me. I had to just get over with so I opened the door and the site in front of us was hard to take in. The coffee table was smashed and a pool of blood around it from where Denny was laying, my trailed from there to the spot Jax was and you could see where he was laying and the drag marks to where he leaned back against the wall. Then there was the spot where I had shot Randy, it was the hardest to look at because I could remember the look on his face when I pulled the trigger and the feel of his blood when it splattered across my face. I felt a shiver run its course through my body, Happy reach for me a pulled back against him.

"Alanna do you want to leave?" he asked as he turned me to face him and I shook my head no. "A'ight, go get your shit packed and we will get it out of here."

I nodded my head and walked away, I did all I could not to step on any of the bloody spots but it wasn't easy. I could still hear them talking in the living room as I packed my clothes and anything else I would need from my bedroom.

"Damn I know we have seen more blood then this when we did shit but man this had to be like a horror flick for doll face." I heard Tig say.

"Aye brotha, when Ope and I came here ta check on things we both realized why lass was like a walking zombie but I would have thought she would have been worse."

"Alanna is a lot stronger then all of you realize." Happy said in a growl. "I ain't gonna let this shit fuck with her head."

"Go check on da lass, she has been in there for a while now." Chibs said and I could hear someone walking down the hall towards me.

"Alanna." I heard Happy's raspy voice say as he walked in the room. "Hey are you almost done in here?"

"Yeah, I just have a couple of drawers to empty then I'm done." I said walking over to open the top drawer of my dresser and I froze, I had forgotten that the guns were in there. There was blood dried blood all over them and also on the clothes that they were lying on top of. "Happy."

"What's up?" Happy said walking over to me and wrapped his arms around my waist as he looked over my shoulder then he stiffened up. "Alanna what the hell are those doing in there?" he said slid me out of the way and pulled both guns out. "Who do these belong to?"

"One of them is Jax's and the other is Denny's." I said as I watched him pull out the bloody shirts also. "Jax asked me to give those to Tig and I had forgot that I threw them in there before the cops came in the apartment."

"Tig, come here." Happy yelled down the hall then turn towards me. "Throw these away, the blood ain't coming out of them it's been too long." Happy said handing me the shirts in his hand, I nodded at him and took the shirts as Tig and Chibs walked in my room. "Tig Jax wanted Alanna to give you these."

"Aye, we were wondering where ya put these." Chibs said as Tig took both guns and placed them in his waist band.

"Did you hide these for Jax doll face?" Tig asked and I nodded my head and smiled at me. "Good thinking sweetheart." Tig said as he patted my shoulder and the two of them walked away.

"Alanna, I know you're tired of people asking ya this but are you ok?" Happy asked and I could hear the concern in his voice. "Your body was completely frozen when you saw those guns, did you shoot that bastard with one of them?"

"No, I shot him with his own gun. When he was squeezing the air from my throat I was desperately trying to find something to hit him with and that's when Jax kicked Randy's gun towards my hand. Once I felt the butt of the gun I lifted it up and looked him dead in the eyes as I pulled the trigger." I said as Happy stood there watching me, hesitant on whether to hold me or not. "When the blood splattered across my face I closed my eyes for a second then looked back at him as he tried to stop the bleeding from his throat. I laid there a moment in a daze then I heard Jax calling my name." Happy slowly moved closer to me and I laid my hands on his chest. "I hid the two guns in here and Jax made me stay facing him so I wouldn't see the dead body but after they took Jax away I turned and saw it."

"I know this ain't the time or place to say this but I don't fucking care." Happy said as he cupped my face between his hands. "Hearing you tell me in detail about you killing that low life bastard is fucking hot!" Happy growled as he kissed me hard. I slid my hands up his chest and around his neck as his slid down to my waist wrapping around me pulling me closer to him. I felt all the tension leave my body and passion take over as Happy pulled back from the kiss. "Alanna by looking him in the eyes when you pulled that trigger you took control away from him."

"Happy I didn't want to tell anyone this but it felt good killing him." I said as I looked away from him.

Happy growled as he grabbed my chin forcing me to look at him. "If it felt good why the hell are you feeling bad and letting this shit eat at you?" he snapped at me.

"Because I shouldn't feel this way about taking someone's life from them." I growled back at him. "I should feel remorse and if it's ok why do I keep seeing his face in my mind?"

"Fuck that!" Happy snapped at me. "That mutha fucker tried to rape you and was going to kill you, there ain't nothing wrong with enjoying the fact that you killed a mutha fucker that was out to kill you. You see his face because you trying to make yourself feel bad and that shit is fucking worse. Finish this shit up I wanna get out of here, I need to do something with you."

I nodded my head as he grabbed a few of the bags I had packed and walked out of the room. I was really rushing now because I wanted to know what he needed to do with me. About twenty minutes later we were on our way back to TM. I parked the truck and climbed out as Happy walked over to me and led me into the clubhouse. Tig and Chibs went Jax's office and Happy and I went to his room. Happy nodded for me to sit down on the bed as he walked over to his dresser and was pulling something out.

"Happy what are you doing?" I asked as he turned to face me with a smirk on his face as I stood up and he handed me a paper. "What is this?"

"Open it." he said as I open it to find a drawing of a crow looking over his out spread wings with an evil look in his eye and on the bottom it simply said HAPPY. "Alanna I want to put my crow on you." he said walking over to stand in front of me grabbing the hem of shirt and pulled it off of me. He placed his hand on my hip and slowly slid it up my body causing a shiver to run through me, his hand stopped right blow my collarbone. "I want one wing to start here and his head to land here." he said as he slid his hand to the spot above the collarbone and then it slid to my back at the same spot he first stop at in front. "And the other wing to end here."

"Are you sure about this?" I asked in a low voice as I looked down at the drawing.

"More than you would ever know." He said as he pulled me in for another passionate kiss. "Will you let me do this?"

"Yes!" I said pulling him this time for a kiss and we both fell back onto the bed.

AN: Thank you for all the great reviews all of you readers left for me. It is so hard to end this story but for some reason it just got too hard to continue and I didn't want to leave all of you hanging with suck long delay between updates. If I get the feel of this story again I will start a second part but for now this will be the end. You guys have been the best and I appreciate all of you!