Hi everyone, thank you for taking the time to read my fanfic. This is my very first one I've ever written so please review if you like, your thoughts are also very important. Since all the good Emaya and Paily stories were already taken I've decided to write a fanfic on one of the least expected pairings on the show, Cece Drake and Emily Fields. Thank you and so sorry my fellow Emaya fans! Oh and so you guys don't get confused the first paragraph is not Emily's thoughts, it's a 'mystery person's' point of view, you guys are going to have to figure out who it is!

Never Say Never In Love

I sit in the Rosewood Mental Institution, and I just don't get where things went wrong. I was always that person, who could've had anything they wanted. And I mean everything. But you know that story in the Bible about King David? Yeah that one…he had everything but he wanted something he couldn't have, so he sinned to get it, and then paid for it, well yeah, me and him are a lot alike in this case. I had a lot, but I wanted something I couldn't have, and I lost everything because of it. I didn't want to be this way; I don't want to be here. Getting charged with attempted murder isn't easy, and I've been here for years. I swear if I don't get out on parole the next time, I'll go insane. But the only way I'm going to make anyone really understand is if I tell this story from the beginning.

Okay, who was the evil genius that decided to make morning so freakin' bright! Emily Fields thought as she awoke in her bedroom. She really didn't want to get up this morning, although she had promised her boss that she would take another shift down at the coffee shop today. She couldn't stop thinking about the conflict that had occurred at the lake house a few weeks ago. Poor Hanna, at least Caleb is going to be okay, he's doing such good progress that the doctor said he might be able to make an appearance at the Halloween dance a week from now. But she kept thinking about Maya's stalker from True North, turns out he wasn't her cousin Nate, he was just so creep named Linden, and poor Paige, her friends thought she was the new A and she had almost gotten killed by that creep. Why do I keep putting the people I love in danger? I mean I care a lot about Paige, I really do, it's just something is missing, ever since Maya there's never been anyone else quite like her, But Emily couldn't think about this now, she was almost late for work.

"Whoa Emily, no offense but you look like a mess, did you get any sleep last night?" Emily's boss asked as she walked in the door, ten minutes late.

"Not really, but hey I'm here now, so you need me to do anything, wait some tables, get a couple of coffee machines up and running?" Emily asked optimistically.

"Um, not at the moment, but why don't you just have some caffeine and relax, I'll let you know when we need a hand, and don't worry about the cup of coffee, it's on the house,' her boss suggested.

"Thanks." Emily responded. She could really use this. Her mind felt just as tangles as her iPod headphones were inside of her jean pocket. She started thinking about all the good times she had with Maya in Rosewood. Maya, Maya St. Germaine, her real first love, the girl who would never hurt her, she fell for her fast, and she really missed her. I don't get it, I've made so many attempts at love with other girls, Alison, Paige, Samara, but none have ever even compared to Maya. Oh God what am I saying! I'm with Paige, and she's a great girl, I'm one hundred percent sure she loves me, but do I love her back? She was so lost in thought that she hadn't even noticed Cece Drake make her way towards her table.

"Hey Americana."

"Oh hey Cece, I didn't see you there, how you been?"

"Good, been out of town a lot, I'm actually starting to get pretty attached to Rosewood, annddd… the people in it." Cece said, flashing a cute smile. No way in hell, was this girl just flirting with me, no of course not, she went out with Jason DiLaurentis for crying out loud.

"Oh really, I haven't seen Jason around lately, but I'm sure he's here in Rosewood still." Emily said, expecting Cece to say something to reassure her that she wasn't just flirting with her a moment ago.

"Ugh no, I don't like him anymore, he's yesterday's news, you see I'm interested in someone else, but I'm not sure if they like me back, considering the fact they're with someone else right now.

"Well, you should ask them, you know, life's too short to wonder 'what if'" Emily countered, feeling a lump in her throat.

"I don't know, you see the person I'm falling for has been hurt a hell of a lot, and I wouldn't want to hurt them anymore than they've already have been." Cece said, sipping her coffee she had ordered a bit earlier.

"Well, I should really go help out some of my coworkers in the back; they probably already made a mess with the coffee bean dispensers." Emily stated shyly.

"Yeah, I've got to get on my way to the boutique, so how the new interns are holding up, I sure hope I don't have any more snakes in my inventory, " Both girls started chuckling. "Text you later Americana." Cece said with a wink as she turned and exited the coffee shop. Leaving a very happy Emily utterly speechless confused on what the heck just happened.