A/N

I have no excuse for not posting a new chapter over the summer or this far into the school year, I'm just lazy… sure I was busy every once in a while but most days I could have at least started writing a chapter. But I failed you guys.

I'm back now though, and planning to get this story rolling along with some momentum again! I do still have a few things that are restricting my time, though…

I have volleyball, a school play, and something called Mock Trial which is like a more elaborate debate club where you actually act it out like you're in a real court case. All three of those things take up a lot of time so it might not be often I post a new chapter. I'll try my best on the weekends though!

Thankfully volleyball is ending soon as is the school play, so I'll have much more time (Three and a half hours daily, actually) to finish my homework and then write new chapters. Mock Trial will still be going on well into next year though, so sorry about that...

I'm trying my very best so hang tight, here comes a new chapter of Get Lost, thank you all so much for staying with me! And for the newcomers welcome and please tell me how I can make this story better! ^^

Rin's POV

Needless to say, I was rather worried and nervous sitting in that white waiting room. I was about to go through the doors my father had entered only a bit before, go into a room, and get my eye taken out so it could be replaced.

I reached a hand up to the damaged half of my face. Father had explained to me on the way over why it hadn't healed; something about extreme shock, stress, using too much of my power to try and fight back, and something the humans who'd attacked me shot me with. I wasn't listening too much though I knew I should have. At least now I really wished I had, maybe I could have come up with a way to heal it. The skin twitched under my fingertips without my command, completely numb to the touch. I could only guess that the shattered and glazed-over stare of my eye was darting around looking the room.

But Father had said this was the only way and I trusted him. I wish Amaimon was here… I thought miserably, looking down at my foot while it tapped against the hard ground. My brother had been with me almost every time I woke up since the incident, so of course I would want him here with me! But I'd done something, said something that made him leave, and I was still lost as to what it was. I'd replayed the whole ordeal with him running out in my head, but for the life of me I couldn't figure out what I'd done. Maybe it was something he'd said?

"If you are immobile for long enough, you might get back all of your memories, Rin!"

The words were still clear in my head, ringing through it as I tried and failed to pick out what he meant by that. Wouldn't it be good if I got back my memories? Why would my brother want so terribly to keep me from remembering anything?

The question never stopped in my head from that one statement. Perhaps we had gotten in to a fight before I'd been attacked by the humans, maybe we'd said something bad to each other, maybe I saw or heard something I wasn't supposed to. I couldn't figure it out for the life of me! Every time I seemed to come close to reasoning out an answer, some other statement he'd made contradicted it.

I was so lost in my own thoughts I hadn't even realized that Nerezza had come out of the doorway, standing nervously in front of me. Her feet shuffled every once in a while, claws scraping against the floor and making me look up. "Mazzzzzter Reen…. I am prrrrrepared for you" came the hissing voice. I wondered why there were stitched on her mouth that didn't keep her mouth shut, but pushed that thought aside in favor of getting up.

"Alright… Is my father there?" I asked, not sure what answer I wanted to get.

"I am affffffreeeeeed not zirrr…" she muttered, looking at her charts on the clipboard while leading me through the white door. The hallway on the other side was a bit unnerving… doors scattered around with no rhyme or reason, sounds like dying animals coming from behind windowless door, claws shrieking against the confinements . Nerezza didn't even flinch as we walked by these doors so I did my very best not to.

We walked in silence until we reached a dark blue door. The weasel-like demon reached forward, opening it with a shaky paw-hand-thing. My eye locked onto it in the moment. Why was it shaking? Nerezza couldn't possibly be nervous, could she? What was there even to be nervous about?

"Right theeeeez way pleeeeeaz" she spoke with a gesture to a chair. There was little else in the room, I noticed, other than the chair and a table with a few medical instruments and the eye I had picked out. With a shrug I took my seat in the medical chair. "Will this be over fast, Nerezza?" I asked with a slight frown. My father would more than likely want me back with him as soon as I possibly could.

The she-demon paused for a moment, inspecting a syringe filled with a swirling black and white liquid. "Yuzzzzz… zoon, yeeees. Mazteer Reeen, pleeez relaxssssssss…"

I thought I heard a slight tremble in her voice as she spoke, but chose to shrug it off while leaning back into the chair. My one good eye watched carefully as she stuck rolled up the sleeve of my coat, swapping it with something before sticking the needle into my arm. For a moment I felt uneasy as though I should run away as fast as I could, but it was quickly overpowered by a warm sensation flooding through my body.

Suddenly I couldn't even begin to imagine moving my arms, of thinking of anything but falling asleep. My eyelids grew so heavy, everything around me beginning to fade away, the sound of my own heartbeat drowning out any other sound. Well, for the most part anyways…

Right before I slipped into one of the most peaceful sleeps I could ever imagine or hope to have, I thought I heard something through the daze. Nothing very loud, just softly like the voice of somebody in a dream that vanishes if you listen too closely. But I could have sworn I heard something along the lines of a hissed "I'm sorry" before everything went black and I could no longer think.

A/N

I originally planned for this chapter to be really long, but I decided to split it into two chapters. I'll catch up on the other characters first, then come back with the second "part" of this chapter. I've already started on the next chapter, so it should be done by this time next week along with another chapter being at least started.