Maura woke up the next hour in a empty room. She was looking for the brunette, but she knew she was alone. a wave of sadness crossed her, she was trying to think why Jane had left her there and completely alone. The detective was the only one who could enter in the room without get the virus, but she wasn't there anymore.
'What if she doesn't believe that she's immune to the vírus and is afraid to be here with me?' She thought to herself. she was mad and sad at the same time.
'What if she doesn't come back anymore?' 'Worse, what if i die and can't let a chance to say goodbye?' The M.E. now was too afraid to think rationally.
Maura who in her vocabulary didn't exist 'what if's' , now just exist the pain, the sadness and loss.
Minutes later, she stopped to think those fearful thoughts and tried to forget the pain. When the M.E. turned her head, there was a letter on desk beside her and she took it.
''Hello Maura, i just wanna say i will never forget you my love 3 It's funny because i really don't get tired to call you 'love'. Love love love love love that's my favorite word, you know that? And that word belongs to you, only you. When i first met you, i remember all the words that i said to you, but the most important phrase that i remember it's 'I was just trying to be nice' and then you said something about psoriasis haha (really funny). Woow i will never forget that, because when you said the first word i knew that you were the one, that you were the one who i would love forever. When you are sad, i just wanna hold you and say 'it will be ok'', when you are happy, i wanna be at your side, when you feel pain, i wanna make all the things to you forget the pain, when you are alone, i REALLY wanna stay there and kiss you. Everytime when i walk on the street and i see couples together, i think about you. I think what we could do if i were there with you, if you were here with me. But then, words cross my mind and i think 'one day i will love her the way she deserves' because i will babe, and i promise you that. I don't care if it will take months, years, i just wanna be with YOU. All the time i think how should be your embrace, your touch, you kiss. I know are the best things that i will ever experience, because i know that you are perfect to me. I hate when i leave you sad, i hate when i make you angry, i hate be that person that i am, that's why i apologize for all the bad things that i made to you. 'I love you' it's a sentence that everyone fears, that everyone wait a lot of time to say it, but i don't. I wanna say for the world that i love you, I LOVE YOU MAURA! No matter what happens, no matter if you don't feel the same for me, i don't care. I love you and nothing, NOTHING can stop me of love you. You always make me feel so happy, so...me. I never felt like that before, and that's why i wanna say thank you. Thank you love, for making me feel so happy. Everyday i wait for you, if you just say 'hi' it's enough for me, because i know that you are there and you think about me as well. I love you again, it's just 3 years that i know you, but for me it feels like decades. We are already so close to each other, and i'm glad about it. Thank you very much for be the amazing and lovely person that you are. It's incredible, when you speak from your heart, the words come out easily. What you did to me girl? I know the answer. You make me feel alive, you make me feel beloved. I hope that one day i give to you, the same things that you give to me. Love, happiness, affection. Woow you must be tired of reading, i'm sorry. But i wanna you to know that i love you so much, you're my life and that's why i'm doing this, i'm going to find a cure to your disease. Don't forget about me, because i will never forget about you and wait for me okay? Don't give up, try to fight it, i need you to do this.''
P.S. I will come back and i miss you already.
Love, Jane.
Maura was delighted and surprised. She'd never believed that Jane was so romantic and...and was in love with her. That just meant a theory, her love was reciprocated.
The M.E. was feeling so...so much better, the pain, sadness and the anger was just exist the love. At this moment wanted to hug her love and kiss. She wanted Jane there with her forever, but she knew that the brunette was trying to save her and this was a prove of love.
'This letter is so romantic, i still don't believe that she is also in love with me' Maura thought. She knew that the detective hide several feelings, but she'd never thought about that one.
She didn't know which feeling she feels right now. It was a mix of surprise, happiness, affection, passion and love. She wanted to cry, to laugh, to scream, to jump. It was a emotion that she had never felt before.
The honey-blonde felt tired, she put the letter under her pillow and closed her eyes. As much as she want to feel better, she couldn't. She was sick, tired, she couldn't even breath well. She was praying that the brunette come back to save her.
Two hours had passed and the nurse entering in her room and just injected three medications in her vein, verified her pression, put an oxigen mask and left. When pacients are in a closed room and is a new disease, doctors and nurses are afraid, that's why they were so serious and cold. They didn't talk or had any contact with them. She felt so lonely and sad, just waiting for her death or possibly cure.
'Come back soon Jane, please.' She thought and closed her eyes again.
