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The life of a pretty liar

March 10, 2012

Okay I'm a little bit troubled now, before he wanted to be the one and only I'm thinking so anyways! But since I suggested he become my lover it's all he wants to be now, …

What the hell is that supposed to mean? It upsets me, and at the same time; having a lover is one of my hidden desires. Granted it's not totally his fault I was the one who suggested it.

Any whoos here is where the confusion comes into play, it started off a little something like this earlier today.

I was calmly siting chilling and what not at home I was not up for much since the weather is still very much ruthless still… (As if I had anywhere to be) summer I miss you so much, please come back to me! Love you!

Yeah, um so Kakashi sends me a message, here I am home alone all lonely like… (not really) but any how it starts as always!

"Hello beautiful!;)"

Yeah that always puts a smile on my face, I want to wait for a while I don't want him to know just how much control he really has over me! And as if the wait is not enough, like a few minutes later *ting*

"Beautiful, what are you up to?!"

Seriously Kakashi you're not making this any easier for me, unless he's watching me… he knows where I live now and all. And so what do I do? Give myself a pep talk, as in;

Kay girl pull it together, you can't seem desperate or anything of the sort keep it cool and give it a few more minutes… just for a little bit! You can do it, you have to! And so far I am being freaken super at not responding but I can't stop reading the text…

AND HE THINKS I'M BEAUTIFUL!

And is it me or does that bring a big smile to any girls face!? And while we are on this, how long should I wait to respond? Maybe there is some type of book for this, somewhere out there? But can books really give you advice? Every situation is different, what might work for someone could not for another I suppose.

I give it like maybe 15 minutes, no that's a like it wasn't even 10 minutes but, at least I gave it some time. This is going to be bad I'm getting overly attached and dependent of Kakashi… if I fall for him and he doesn't want me and leaves me latter on.

I don't want to think about that I have to stay positive and think that it will all be alright!

~Ino