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Life Unexpected
4: My Sweet Love

Naruto and Sasuke stumbled down the hall, planting kisses all over each other and trading chances at pinning each other against the walls every few steps. When they finally reached Sasuke's bedroom, Naruto was the one to peel himself away. But because Sasuke never ceased his attack, grabbing Naruto from behind and kissing the blond's neck, Naruto's eyes stayed glazed with lust and he ended up fumbling with the door knob for a good few seconds.

When the door was finally opened, though, and the lights were flipped on, reality hit Naruto like a freight train. This familiar room that he had been in so many times before suddenly seemed so new and fresh. Crossing the line into that room would forever change him and Sasuke. They would never be the same. This room would never be the same. His energy must have seeped into Sasuke, because the raven slowed to a halt and looked up into the room too.

Naruto's vision honed in on all the things that had just transcended casual. He could never lay on that bed reading magazines while Sasuke typed away like the nerd he was on his laptop doing god knows what technical shit the same way again, not after the things they were about to do on it. He would never be able to flip the light switch and not imagine Sasuke's naked body in the dim lighting he typically complained to hate. Everything would be different. He would be different. Was he ready for that? Had he really thought this through?

One glanced sideways to catch Sasuke's dark eyes had Naruto wondering why he was even wasting the time to wonder when he could be kissing Sasuke instead, so he smiled and pecked Sasuke's lips before pulling away and turning to face Sasuke. He backed up toward the bed, staring seductively into those deep, Uchiha eyes. He flaunted a smirk as he dared Sasuke to follow him into this new and uncharted territory, to go boldly where no man had ever gone before.

Sasuke wanted nothing more than to ravish Naruto—and he bore nearly none of the uncertainties that Naruto was trying, and succeeding, to hide—so he stepped easily into the room and kicked the door shut behind him. Sasuke's room was always lit with ambient lighting. He had never appreciated light as much as Naruto. Only one of the dim lamps in the corner were hooked up to the light switch, though there were a couple more that Sasuke simply preferred not to use. He really only had them for Naruto, because the blond tended to complain if it was too dark. It was just enough lighting for Naruto to fully appreciate the form before him, though, so there was no complaining for once.

Naruto was quick to discard his shoes and socks, and rather clumsily at that. In any other situation, Sasuke would appreciate how adorable Naruto could be, but Sasuke didn't care much for cuteness at the moment. He sauntered up to Naruto, who stood just inches away from the mattress, and pushed the blond onto his back. He smiled devilishly and climbed into a hovering position over Naruto, close enough to sense but not quite touch. He leaned down slowly until his lips were just about to brush Naruto's, sending a hot tingle through each of their bodies. But just as Naruto leaned up to initiate the kiss, Sasuke moved teasingly out of reach. Though amused by the antic, Naruto couldn't help but frown. He wanted contact with Sasuke and he wanted it now, despite the part of his brain that was screaming, Woah! Woah! Too fast! Too fast!

Sasuke didn't hold out on Naruto completely though. He reached one hand beneath Naruto's shirt, shifting his weight back so that he was sitting on Naruto's thighs. His free hand soon joined the other and he quickly disposed of Naruto's shirt. Approving of his new access to the other's body, Sasuke planned his attack while greedily licking his lips. He appreciated the tan skin laid out before him and wondered what sort of state Naruto would be in right then, because even the very tips of his own fingers felt sensitive to the touch.

He kept his eyes fixed on Naruto's sapphire orbs, ready for any indication of pleasure, as he ghosted his fingers up each side of Naruto's torso. Naruto's heart began to thunder, causing Sasuke to smirk. Sasuke let his fingers trace gentle, slow patterns across Naruto's chest. He saw with new and hungry eyes the way the muscles of Naruto's abs lightly flexed each time Sasuke's fingers changed course. He noticed Naruto's perfectly toned pecs and the dark nipples at attention in the center of them and decided to pinch lightly on one of them. Naruto averted his eyes and blushed bashfully, though he could not help a sharp intake of breath at the sensation. But Naruto wasn't sure if that was a pleased gasp or if it was out of shock.

Sasuke smirked at Naruto's reaction, whatever its category, and employed the hand still roaming Naruto's chest to tease the other nipple. After a simultaneous squeeze, Naruto's cheeks went redder than a tomato and the subsequent gasp was twice as sharp. Part of Naruto wanted to slap Sasuke's hands away, but the other part of him was totally and completely okay with what was going on. Sasuke turned his attention elsewhere, though, so Naruto didn't have to decide right then and there how he felt about his nipples being toyed with.

When he felt Sasuke's hands moving again, Naruto found the courage to look back at the raven. But Sasuke's eyes were focused on Naruto's lower torso, where his hands were currently flitting down to. Naruto lifted his head in time to watch Sasuke's thumbs slip underneath the top of his pants and press carefully into the hollow of each hip. He was pleased to find that his nerves did not double, at least not until Sasuke's eyes snapped up to meet his. Then, Naruto was thoroughly embarrassed. He turned his whole head away, but Sasuke quickly leaned forward and lifted a hand to gently turn Naruto's face by the chin until their eyes met again. He could feel Naruto's ragged breath against his lips as he sweetly caressed Naruto's neck.

"You're nervous," he murmured, never breaking eye contact. When Naruto neither agreed nor denied, Sasuke added with a devious smirk, "Or else you're just ridiculously easy to excite..."

Naruto's only response was an even deeper reddening of his cheeks and a thick gulp. Sasuke began to lean back again to take a moment to asses, but Naruto impulsively decided to switch things up. Maybe demanding some control would calm his nerves, so he maneuvered Sasuke onto his back and straddled him in one quick movement. And Sasuke looked up at Naruto with a smile that reflected his thoughts.

This is gonna be fun.

Now it was Naruto's turn to smirk. Never before had he straddled anyone. If ever he was on top, it was in the typical position one assumed to fuck a woman. Sasuke was no woman though, and Naruto was not between his legs. He was on top of Sasuke and up a little higher than Sasuke had situated himself. And in this position, it was impossible to miss that little—or, rather, not so little, not so little at all—thing that surely declared Sasuke as nothing but man. Naruto wasn't going to pay attention to that right then though. He was on top now, so he was going to set the pace. He would start somewhere less nerve-wrecking.

Naruto removed Sasuke's shirt much slower than his own had been removed. And just like that, the mood had changed. Sasuke could feel it shift. Where his actions had been greedy and driven by lust, Naruto's were slow and deliberate. Sasuke could tell that Naruto would touch him differently than Sasuke had touched Naruto. Naruto, as expected, took his time to appreciate the pale, perfectly muscled body beneath him. He took in the details one by one, employing his hands to help him do the work of mapping out its structure with care. His fingers gently brushed outward along the lines of Sasuke's collar bones before dipping into the hollow above them. They circled inward and down to brush ever so slightly across his pecs. As opposed to Naruto's gasp, Sasuke sighed. With each stroke of Naruto's fingers, Sasuke felt his heart calming and settling into a pace that he was positive would match Naruto's. Once Naruto's hands touched the cloth of Sasuke's pants, he redirected them so that they could cup either one of Sasuke's hips, where he braced himself as he leaned down to employ yet another part of his body.

He boldly looked up to lock eyes with Sasuke as his lips made gentle contact with the flesh of Sasuke's chest. He kissed a path and nipped at one of Sasuke's collar bones, causing Sasuke to lick his lips hungrily and bring his hands around to explore the defined muscles of Naruto's back. Naruto was quick enough to catch Sasuke's hands, though, and pin them above the raven's head. Without so much as missing a beat, Naruto continued his reverence of Sasuke, tracing the line of Sasuke's collar bone back to the sternum with his lips until finally moving up to kiss Sasuke's neck. He moved his lips up Sasuke's throat until, apparently, finding a sweet spot that made Sasuke squirm beneath him. He paused just long enough to smile to himself before getting even bolder and licking the patch of skin teasingly.

Sasuke sucked in a shaky and ragged breath, encouraging Naruto to take the even bolder course of sucking fervently. Sasuke bucked desirously beneath Naruto and struggled to free his hands. Naruto did let up, though only to supply a whole other source of pleasure. Feeling quite turned on by Sasuke's reaction, Naruto ground down against Sasuke's groin. He moaned breathlessly into Sasuke's neck as their hips moved in momentary harmony.

"Ah~" Sasuke sighed, his breath broken and shaky.

Naruto couldn't help but notice how Sasuke reacted to his voice, so he gave himself reason to moan with more conviction and ground more deeply into Sasuke. It was apparent that Sasuke appreciated the sound of Naruto's pleasure, and Naruto had to agree that the sound of Sasuke's moans turned him up a notch as well. He continued to grind his groin lasciviously against Sasuke's and groaned breathlessly against the shell of the man's ear, and that was what did it for Sasuke.

Sasuke bucked hard and yanked his wrists free of restraint, wasting no time at all in flipping Naruto onto his back and unbuttoning his pants. He leaned in and fiercely kissed Naruto, whose hands instantly ensnared in Sasuke's black locks to grasp and pull. For the few moments that their lips were engaged, Naruto forgot all about the fact that he was supposed to be nervous. That was, of course, until their kiss was broken and Sasuke pulled away to rip Naruto's clothes off. He needed Naruto's bare skin. He needed his hard length in his hands, and he needed it now. But Naruto quickly snatched Sasuke's wrists to stop him, and the look in his eye was frantic.

Sasuke paused and heaved a deep sigh, releasing a load of tension. He let go of Naruto's pants and slipped his wrists free of Naruto's grip. He, then, used his hands in a way that calmed Naruto rather than riled him up. He cupped Naruto's cheeks and leaned in to kiss him gently against the lips. He pressed their foreheads together and murmured, "Relax."

"O-Okay," Naruto answered, too quickly to be sincere.

Sasuke huffed a quiet laugh. "It'll feel good," he whispered.

"I-I know..."

Sasuke leaned back and locked eyes with Naruto. "It'll feel good," he repeated, his voice soft and soothing, not at all a match to the blaze of passion in his eyes.

Naruto nodded in agreeance. When Sasuke's hands made their way south again, Naruto didn't stop him. Instead, he watched intently. He watched Sasuke slide off his lap, remove his pants, and pause with his hands ready to remove the last thin layer of clothing covering Naruto's manhood.

Naruto's eyes darted up to Sasuke in that pause and he stammered, "Y-You first."

The pause went on as Sasuke seemed to contemplate the words, until he eventually just nodded and straightened up. Though he too felt nervous—even if this was not his first time with a man, it was his first time with Naruto and that was monumental—Sasuke managed to keep his face clear of any hint at his emotion. Instead, he gave into the lust and longing he felt for Naruto and smirked with the intent to give his blond a show.

Slowly, Sasuke unfastened his pants and hooked his thumbs beneath the fabric. He made sure to shimmy the hem down with as much exaggeration in his hips as possible. He wasn't intending to appear feminine, but he knew that Naruto was into figures. Male or female, Naruto would definitely appreciate the emphasis. And if it made Sasuke seem more girly, then whatever. It would probably make Naruto feel less nervous anyway... not that Sasuke liked the idea of Naruto imagining him as girl. As Naruto's eyes followed Sasuke's movement raptly, though, Sasuke realized the only thing that really mattered was how obviously turned on Naruto was at the moment.

When Sasuke reached the point where he'd have to double over, he simply let his pants drop to the floor. Naruto didn't watch them disappear from sight though. His eyes were locked on something else entirely. In a bold move, Sasuke stepped forward and grabbed Naruto by both hands, urging him into a sitting position. Though obviously confused, Naruto complied and sat up. Sasuke stepped between Naruto's legs and placed the man's hands on his hips.

"I could use your help," he said, sounding extremely seductive to Naruto even without any emphasis to his words.

Naruto, at first, was unable to get past that sexy voice, so it was absently that his fingers dipped beneath the fabric to touch bare skin. When Sasuke cocked a suggestive brow and smirked, Naruto really processed the situation and his gaze was redirected to the placement of his hands. For a moment, he hesitated and his heart began to hammer wildly in his chest. That moment lasted a bit too long for Sasuke's liking, though, and it was all the raven needed to feel insecure. His thoughts looped back to an insecurity from hardly a minute prior.

"If you're uncomfortable—" he began.

Naruto cut him off with a choked, "No."

"That's not convincing," Sasuke added, slight disappointment in his voice. Naruto did not look up at Sasuke, but he swallowed thickly. "A woman would be more appealing—"

"No," Naruto cut in again, this time with far more conviction. He looked up at Sasuke and added surely, "You're very appealing to me."

Sasuke managed a half smile. "But a women would be more comfortable..."

Unable to deny, Naruto looked away.

And taking that as rejection, Sasuke combed his fingers through Naruto's hair before kissing him at the top of his head.

"It's fine," Sasuke mumbled into Naruto's hair, though his emotions did not at all match the soothing tone of his voice. "We don't have to do anything you're uncomfortable with. You don't have to process your emotions all in one night."

Yeah, Naruto was thinking to himself, I don't...

But when Sasuke tried to move away, Naruto's body reacted of its own accord. His grip tightened on Sasuke's hips. "I've processed," he assured, for both himself and Sasuke. "I don't need more time for that, because I get my feelings by now." He pressed his lips together in stern determination. "It's not processing I need. It's courage." With a sure nod and a deep breath, he added, "and I'm not gonna let something so stupid keep me from finally having you."

How swiftly and boldly, so much so that one might think he held a vendetta with the clothing, Naruto pulled Sasuke's boxers down made Sasuke want to laugh. What came out after the suppression was a soft snort of amusement, which caused Naruto's eyes to snap up to Sasuke's and his face to redden significantly as that courage diluted down into embarrassment.

"Are you ashamed of this?" Sasuke asked. Though the question was serious, the lingering amusement softened the edge.

Naruto shook his head no, though his cheeks got even redder and he took to biting his lip and staring firmly at Sasuke's face as he resisted the urge to look down again.

Sasuke sighed softly, unsure how he should interpret Naruto's reactions. "I don't know what to believe."

"It's just nerves," Naruto assured.

"Prove it," Sasuke dared. "If it's just nerves, then get over em. That asking too much? If you want this, then take it."

Naruto simply stared at Sasuke for a moment before saying, "It's not too much."

"Then you're gonna need to get used to this guy if you ever plan on sleeping with me," Sasuke pointed out. "It's gonna be hanging there for the rest of my life."

Naruto stopped the nervous chewing of his lower lip nodded. Sasuke was right. It was normal to be nervous, but he had never let that stop him from getting laid any other time. So he sure as hell wasn't gonna let it stop him now!

THE END

Author Note: This is a censored version of the chapter. There are another 2-3k words in the explicit version. You can find the explicit version at:

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Remove the "+" sign in that url and replace it with a period to make the link work properly. I am respecting ff-net's rules about explicit content.