After I watched S5E2 this idea would NOT get out of my head. I've never written anything before so please be gentle, but I would love feedback!.

edit: I posted this without knowing anything about formatting or chapters. Sorry! I didn't know! If you'd like the full story broken into chapters rather than this massive oneshot, then I highly recommend reading "Reforged and Sublimated" from my profile. Thanks!

Reforged

The icy wind mercilessly drove the freezing rain through her heavy clothes, stinging like nettles. Each step was agony, but she kept moving. No longer feeling her toes should have bothered her. For that matter she couldn't feel her fingers either. She was a gifted healer and knew what that meant. But she wasn't worried about herself. She wasn't going to last much longer anyway. There was only one reason she didn't drop to her knees right there and welcome the sweet endless sleep of death. She looked over her shoulder to her companion.

"We can make it, darling. It's not going to be easy, but we'll make it. You're going to like her. She is the kindest person I've ever known. Well, the second kindest, but the first is out of the question. Don't worry, my sweet, I know she'll take good care of you."

Each step was a step closer to salvation. Once she was assured of her ward's care, she could finally leave this cruel world behind.

"Oh come on, Merlin! Even you must see the value in blocking an attack. Could you at least pretend not to be so completely worthless?" Arthur had been baiting and berating his servant all morning, but rather than the comeback he had been angling for, all he got in return was a lazy shrug as Merlin hefted the shield higher and returned to the ready position. This was getting boring. What fun was it to torment his servant if the man didn't have the good grace to at least offer a snarky comment or two in return?

"Like this, my lord?" Merlin asked resignedly, holding the shield as poorly as he could. Inwardly smiling in glee. He'd almost driven the King over the edge. It was coming any minute now.

"Are you a complete dolt? No that's not right you...you..." Arthur had run out of insults! Repeating would be poor sport. His mind raced as he tried to come up with something new to call his servant.

"Pie faced buffoon? Cow plop eating simpleton? Rotten, maggot infested tomato? Oh wait. My apologies. Those are descriptions of you, my lord!" Merlin shouted gleefully, moving the shield into the correct position.

"I knew it! I knew you were...wait. What did you call me?" Arthur roared as he advanced towards Merlin, sword swinging. I should have you hanged! I should banish you from Camelot never to be seen or heard from again!" He punctuated each statement with a swing of the wickedly sharp sword, but Merlin skillfully blocked each attack. Grabbing a sword of his own, Merlin began to advance at Arthur, meeting him swing for swing. For long moments the two men dueled with the easy back and forth of long practice.

"Which one, sire? Pie faced buffoon? Or was is cow plop eating simpleton? No no that wasn't it. Ah I remember now! You're a rotten, maggot infested tomato!"

Arthur came to a full stop at that and began laughing in earnest. "That is...just...disgusting! What is wrong with that mind of yours to come up with things like that? I really must know."

Laughing, Merlin dropped the sword and shield and came to stand next to the King. Catching his breath and getting his laughter under control, he grinned and quipped. "Jealous, my lord? Not everyone is blessed with a quick mind, some of you poor simple men must make due with brute force!" And with that he took off at a full sprint, Arthur giving immediate chase. The two men tore through the training grounds, past the stables, and past the blacksmith. Finally catching Merlin, Arthur tackled him and the two went down in a tangle of arms and legs. Breathless from exertion and laughter, is took several minutes before either could sit up again.

Walking back to the practice field, the two gathered up their gear. "Ow!" Arthur held his arm out and rubbed at his large bicep muscles after strapping his sword back on. "Why did I insist you learn to fight with a sword, again? You're getting quite good!"

"Ah, yes, I believe it was to make me completely miserable. It's been remarkably effective, my lord." Merlin responded deadpan. "Wait. Was that a compliment? Shall I ask Gaius to take a look at your head? You may have injured it!" He offered with feigned solicitude.

Arthur rolled his eyes. "So witty. Ever the clever comebacks with you, Merlin. Seriously you are getting much better, thought. But visiting Gaius isn't a bad idea. I could use something for my muscles."

"Lead on, my liege." Merlin punctuated the statement with a flowery bow that would put most courtiers to shame. "I could use some myself," he muttered, rubbing his shoulder.

From her window, Guinevere watched the two men playing. Oh they could call it training or working or whatever excuse they wanted, but she knew that her husband and his best friend loved to play outside when the weather was nice. Honestly it was like having two children! Her smile fading, she thought about children. It had been over three years and she and Arthur had yet to conceive. As much as he claimed he didn't care, she felt a responsibility to ensure Camelot had a Pendragon heir. Maybe it was finally time to go see Gaius. Maybe he could help."

"Gaius please be careful on that ladder, it's so very tall!" Guinevere had offered to climb up to the top of the ladder to retrieve the scroll that Gaius needed for a reference, but the old physician would hear none of it. He had claimed it was far too dangerous for her to risk herself. It had taken a promise to replace the ladder that very day before the kind Queen had relented.

"My lady I appreciate your concern but I've never fallen and I have no intention of starting n-"

Bursting into the room like wild boars crashing through the forest, Arthur and Merlin had no way to know the chain of events they had started. The door slammed into the shelf of vials, which hit the unsteady ladder, sending vials crashing and shattered into glittering, crystalline shards littering the floor. The ladder wobbled, toppling Gaius right off.

There was no time to think. Only time to react.

Merlin put a hand out."Gestillan" Merlin incanted, his eyes glowing gold.

Gaius stopped in midair, gently floating to the ground. Safely away from the broken glass.

When he landed it was utterly silent in the room save for Gaius' labored breath as he reacted to his brush with death.

Arthur acted on pure instinct. Unsheathing his sword he pointed it at Merlin's neck and raggedly whispered, "The penalty for sorcery in Camelot is death." It was strangely hard to see. Everything was obscured by a red haze, his vision was blurred, and his eyes felt hot. This. Was. Not. Happening.

"Arthur. Don't do this. You don't want to do this. Please don't do this!" Merlin backed up against the wall but Arthur pressed forward, holding the blade against his servant's throat. "Please," Merlin croaked. "Please calm down and we can talk about thi-" His words were cut off abruptly as Arthur pressed his blade into the tender flesh of his servant's neck, drawing blood that welled up thickly upon his fair skin. At that Arthur pulled back a bit, startled by the sight. Merlin dropped to his knees, openly crying. Pleading with Arthur to stop, to talk about this. Shaking his head to try to clear his vision, Arthur once again pressed the blade to Merlin's throat.

"Sire! Please don't be hasty!" Gaius begged.

Gwen was utterly still. Unable to accept what was happening in front of her.

Arthur couldn't hear the pleas. All he could hear was the blood rushing in his ears. A sorcerer. He had been harboring a sorcerer. For years. Sorcerers were by definition evil. He knew what he had to do. Had been trained on what to do from the time he was a small child at his father's knee. He should run the sorcerer through right then and there. It didn't matter who he was. Just do it. Kill the sorcerer. That's what father would have done. It's what he would want you to do. But Arthur couldn't kill Merlin. Not like this. He called to the guards in the hallway. "Guards! Arrest this sorcerer! Get him out of my sight!"

The guards entered the room and looked at the scene before them. Seeing the affable servant on his knees, brokenly crying before the King, they reluctantly dragged Merlin to the dungeon. Trying not to listen to his heart wrenching sobs and calls begging the King not to do this.

"Sire, please! He saved my life!" Gaius passionately begged.

"The law is the law no matter who breaks it." Arthur woodenly stated. And with that he walked out of the room and directly to his own chambers.

Gwen was still for several more minutes, processing everything that had happened. Seeing Gaius dejectedly crying, but alive, and looking at the barely avoided accident, she was finally able to act. Running after Arthur, she finally caught up with him in their chambers. He was sitting on their bed. Staring blankly ahead, at nothing. Entering and closing the door behind her she approached her husband. Saying nothing she simply sat next to him and pulled him down so that his head was resting in her lap. Gently she stroked his hair back from his forehead and offered what comfort she could. Arthur didn't react. Didn't move. He just lay there, staring at nothing. It was the most terrifying thing Gwen had ever seen. Arthur was...gone.

Arthur was sure at any moment he would wake up. This nightmare was his punishment for too many honeyed apples the night before, surely. This wasn't real. He looked up from the throne as the door to the great hall opened and guards dragged his oldest friend before him. No nightmare then. The past few days had really happened. It was beyond comprehension. Merlin looked terrible, chained hand and foot. He should tease him about...but no. He didn't know who this person before him was, but the man he thought he knew clearly didn't exist. He had been made a fool of. For years. "Everyone not a part of the round table get out!" he growled, menacingly.

The guards, courtiers, and servants scurried away. Confused by what was happening but relieved to escape the presence of the terrifying King.

"Not you!" he called and pointed at Gaius. You stay!" The physician nodded and went to Merlin, putting a hand on the warlock's shoulder.

Looking around at the remaining people in the room, Arthur saw the people he trusted most in the world. His wife and his knights. They would be his lodestone now. He needed them more than ever. "The charge against this man is sorcery. There can be no denying the charge as it was witnessed directly by both the Queen and me. Before I pass sentence, if there's anything any of you want to say, now is this time."

The hall was silent for a heartbeat. Merlin's shoulders slumped in defeat.

"I wish to speak, your highness." Mordred stepped forward boldly.

Arthur nodded his assent.

"You both witnessed the sorcery. What happened?"

Arthur took a shuddering breath. But before he could talk, Gwen spoke. Haltingly at first but with greater confidence as she relayed the tale.

"Gaius was getting a scroll from a very high shelf. He needed it to research a...personal problem I'd asked him for assistance with.. He was getting it for me. If I hadn't asked him... He was at the top of his ladder when Arthur and Merlin came into the room. That ladder. I should have refused until it was replaced. If I had known. They..Arthur and Merlin, they knocked a shelf into the ladder when they came in and Gaius fell. Merlin. Merlin did something, said something, and Gaius stopped falling. He. Merlin saved his life. With sorcery. There can be no doubt."

"My King, is this what you saw as well?" Mordred asked with interest.

Arthur could only nod.

"So Merlin saved the life of the man who is like a father to him. Is that right?"

Arthur and Gwen slowly nodded in agreement.

"It seems to me that Merlin may have some small talent, but that he used it for good. In light of the circumstances, and the fact that he has never before this seemed to have any magical talent, that death could be too much for this particular crime."

"He is a sorcerer. Sorcery is punishable by death in Camelot! What part of that is not clear?" Arthur was coldly, deadly calm.

"But can you call a one-time event sorcery? It could be that this is the first Merlin knew of this." Mordred looked encouragingly at Merlin. "That's right, isn't it, Merlin?" He was giving Merlin an out. A chance to try to mitigate what had happened. Unbelievable as it would have been a few months ago to think it, Merlin considered Mordred a good friend. But the time for deception had passed.

Merlin looked up. He locked eyes with Arthur. Blue against blue. They could always read each other. The man he had sworn to protect with his own life if necessary. He opened his mouth to speak, intending to finally tell the truth.

Sir Leon interjected before Merlin could speak. "My lord I think it's also pertinent to note that if Merlin intended you or Camelot harm he has had ample opportunity over the years and clearly has not acted against you."

Arthur never took his eyes from Merlin's as he slowly nodded in agreement.

"Good point, Leon." Gwaine jumped in. "My Lord, I'd also speak to Merlin's character. He is the most honest and guileless person I've ever met. I think you would all agree that there cannot be malice in Merlin's heart or it would have shown itself long before now." Sir Gwaine looked to the other knights as he spoke. They all nodded in agreement. Arthur and Gwen did the same.

Elyan spoke next. "Your Highness, I've seen, we've all seen Merlin risk his life to get you to safety in times of danger. I daresay he has saved your life on at least several occasions. Surely that should be taken into consideration?"

Before Arthur could respond, Percival stood. The quiet giant spoke with unusual force "Merlin is one of us. Official or not. This feels wrong," he simply stated.

Arthur sighed. There was nothing said that he disagreed with. But the law was the law. This was the worst moment as King he had ever had. He could never have imagined he would be sentencing his best friend to death.

"Thank you all, but I'd like to speak if I may." Merlin said politely. Standing up, he shrugged off Gaius' hand. Gaius whispered in his ear, "What are you doing? Stop this instant!"

"It's time, my old friend." Merlin said simply.

Turning back to Arthur, Merlin held out his hands and without a word his eyes glowed gold and the shackles fell away. There were gasps from everyone in the hall except Gaius and Mordred. Gaius groaned and slumped down onto his knees. Mordred just sighed.

Merlin approached the throne where Arthur and Gwen sat. His oldest friends. It was time to tell them everything.

"What you saw was real. I have magic. I was born with it. It's not just a part of who I am. Arthur, Gwen, it is who I am. I am a Warlock. I am the last Dragon lord. And Arthur, I've been protecting you for years."

At this he came a step closer, entreating. "Every time you were wounded in battle and woke up safe? Who was there with you, tending your wounds? Me. Every time an enemy died right as they were about to attack you? Who was right next to you, unnoticed and seemingly unimportant? Me."

Merlin was on a roll now and everything tumbled out. "I've been trying to tell you for years. I hatedkeeping this from you! Hated every second of it! How many times do I have to tell you there's more to me that you think? Why didn't you ever ask me what I meant? Why didn't you ever question your luck? It's always been me!"

At this Merlin's eyes filled with tears as he looked at his oldest friend. Softer now, he continued. "Do you remember the ball of light in the caves? Do you remember the time, all those years ago, when you saved my life by obtaining the mortaeus flower? We never spoke about it. But Arthur, it was mewho sent the guiding light to bring you safely home and away from Nimueh."

The cave. The mysterious ball of light that had led him to safety. Arthur had never told anyone about that. There was no way Merlin could have known except...

At this, Arthur stood up. He had never told anyone about what had happened in that cave. Shaking, he walked over to his best friend. Putting a hand on Merlin's shoulder he looked deeply into his eyes. The two men stood, eyes locked, for what seemed like an eternity.

"It's...still you, isn't it?" Arthur raggedly asked. Merlin put his hand on Arthur's shoulder and spoke forcefully. "It's alwaysbeen me. I've just always also been this."

At this Arthur had another thought. "If I sentence you to death, you're just going to escape, aren't you." Merlin slowly nodded in assent. "So it's completely useless to even pretend that this law will apply to you?" Again Merlin nodded. Arthur sighed, "Merlin if you were me what would you do?"

"Overturn the law." Merlin answered immediately. "It's unjust and has been responsible for countless innocent people dying. The Druids live deep in the heart of the forest now. Hiding because your knights have orders to kill them on sight. You know this isn't the way things should be. Just because there are some sorcerers that are bad doesn't mean we all are. Just like some men with swords become bandits, doesn't mean we outlaw swords. Please, Arthur. Overturn the law."

"I won't overturn the law." Arthur responded, dropping his hand. "Despite this. I think magic is dangerous. I. I need time to think."

Returning to his throne, Arthur sat and took Gwen's hand in his. For several minutes he simply stared at Merlin intently. Finally he spoke. "Merlin in light of these special circumstances, the fact that you saved Gaius' life, and that you would just escape anyway, the sentence of death would serve no purpose."

Gaius and Merlin looked at each other hopefully, relief evident in their faces, smiles starting to come to their mouths.

"Due to these circumstances the sentence of death will be dropped and instead you are hereby sentenced to permanent and immediate exile from this and all the lands of Camelot. If you are ever seen in these lands again you will be immediately put to death. This sentence is final." And with that Arthur dropped Gwen's hand, stood up, and strode out of the hall. Pointedly ignoring the pleas and protestations of his dearest friend.

Merlin shook hands with each of the four elite knights as he said his goodbyes. He was going to miss them all. Gwaine asked for what seemed like the hundredth time, "Are you sure you don't want me to come with you? I could use a little excitement."

"No my friend, I need you to guard Arthur." Lifting his head he continued. "I need you all to," he said, looking at each knight in turn. When he next spoke it was with a gravity and authority that deeply affected the knights listening. "I've been guarding and protecting Arthur with you for years, but now it seems that job falls solely to the four of you. And never doubt, brave knights, it is the most important thing any of you will ever do. For here's the truth. None of us matter. Nothing matters but Arthur." Standing tall he spoke even more forcefully, his words ringing out with the cadence of a leader addressing his troops. "Arthur is a great King. Camelot is a great kingdom. But his future is bigger than even this. He is destined to reunite Albion and bring with it a golden age of peace and prosperity. This land will live forever in the hearts of people everywhere, but only if you four can keep Arthur safe. You must do what I no longer can. And the future of us all now rests on your capable shoulders. I was with him nearly at all times, watching over him. Never letting him know his destiny, but ensuring he was able to fulfill it. Now you must do the same. Swear to me, brave knights, friends, brothers. Swear now that beyond your knightly vows to protect King and country, swear to me that you will serve Arthur's destiny, doing whatever is necessary to see that he succeeds."

The four knights fell to a knee and swore to do as Merlin commanded. Satisfied that they fully understood the weight of their duty, Merlin shook their hands again and bade his friends goodbye.

Turning, Merlin reluctantly hugged Gaius, "Gaius, regardless of what happens now. I want you to know, I don't regret anything, because you're still alive. Arthur had to find out at some point. I was lucky to have been able to keep it from him for so many years."

"Where will you go, my boy?" Gaius asked, chin quivering.

"I really don't know. I suppose I could make my way to the Druids. Or to the Catha. Maybe I will spend my time on the Isle of the Blessed. I really," Merlin began to break down, tears streaming down his face, "Gaius I don't know where to go. I don't know what to do. Camelot and Arthur have been my life for so long. I still have a responsibility to help him fulfill his destiny. Even if I can't be at his side. I will search the kingdoms until I find a way to do that, I guess. It's really my only option. Gaius, take care of them. You and Mordred are the only ones left who can use magic. Arthur will need your protection as well as the knights'."

"Merlin, we will do whatever it takes to keep Arthur safe. And we will do everything we can to get him to reverse this terrible decision. Gaius hugged Merlin tightly, "Dear boy, I will see you again. And soon. Do not despair. I cannot believe this is the end."

It was time to go.

As Merlin slowly rode through the courtyard he looked up, and saw that Arthur and Gwen were watching from their window. He begged one final time, hoping against all odds that his friend would relent. Yelling loudly he called out, "Please reconsider this, Arthur! Repeal the ban on magic! You can stop this! Please don't send me away!"

Gwen's hand tightened in Arthur's. Opening her mouth to ask him to maybe reconsider. She stopped when Arthur coldly looked at her as he turned his back on the window. Turned his back on Merlin.

Dejected, Merlin rode away from his home and left Camelot behind. He did not think he would ever see any of these people again.

"O drakon, e mala soi ftengometh tesd'hup anankes! Erkheo"

While he waited for Kilgharrah, Merlin pondered the future. He had completely failed in his only job. All he had to do was stay hidden, and he would still be in Camelot. But he thought about Gaius and shook his head. To save the life of the man who was like a father to him? He would do it again right now, even knowing the consequences. He'd been having this conversation with himself for days and the answer was always the same. However, his duty was to Arthur. That didn't change because of this exile. There had to be a way. Perhaps the dragon could offer some help.

When the great dragon arrived, Merlin explained the entire situation to Kilgharrah. The dragon listened attentively and was visibly shocked at what he was hearing. "Warlock you have surprised me. I didn't know that was still possible. But I don't think I can help you. I don't know of a way that you can still guard Arthur if you cannot be near him."

Merlin's face dropped. He had hoped his old friend would have an idea that could help him continue to protect Arthur from across the distance.

"But," the dragon continued, "I know of someone who may be able to help."

"Please! Tell me where to find this person. Who is he?" Merlin asked in a rush, desperate for some small ray of light in the darkness.

"There are a secretive people, the Atzinganoi. Few of them live in this land, as it is far from their home. Revered amongst them is their leader, Vadoma. She is a powerful sorceress, and a seer without equal. If there is anyone who might be able to help you determine a method to protect Arthur during your exile," At this the great dragon stopped and looked deeply into Merlin's blue eyes, "for I cannot believe it will be permanent." returning to what he was saying, the dragon continued, "Vadoma is who I would turn to for guidance, were I in your position."

"Thank you! I will seek them out immediately! Where can I find these Atzinganoi?"

"As far as I know, they are in the Forests of Ander, in Mercia near the Perilous Lands. Merlin. Make no mistake, this will be a dangerous journey."

"No," Merlin countered. With what felt surprisingly like confidence and, for the first time in days, optimism. "It won't. You're going to take me there. There isn't a moment to waste. Oh and Kilgharrah? You're going to carry my horse. I rather like this horse and don't want to lose him."

The horse had been a terrible idea. Merlin could admit that. The poor thing had passed out with fear when Kilgharrah had picked it up. Although, considering, that wasn't the worst thing that could have happened. At least it was asleep for most of the flight into Mercia. When it had awoken, though, was another story. They had almost crashed when the large, powerful stallion had begun thrashing around uncontrollably, screaming in fear. Merlin had cast a sleeping spell on it to prevent the scared animal from hurting itself. He had then spent the remainder of the flight being lectured by Kilgharrah on flight and stability and the results of crashing from such a great height, and on and on until Merlin wanted to scream.

When they arrived at the edge of the Forests of Ander, Kilgharrah had landed, unable to land in the dense woods ahead. From here Merlin would truly be alone. After promising never to even think about asking Kilgharrah to transport a horse again, Merlin had bid farewell to the great dragon. Camping at the edge of the forest last night, Merlin had waited for the horse to wake up and calmed the poor thing.

Promising to the horse he would never do that again had less effect than promising the dragon, but it made Merlin feel better at least.

The next morning Merlin mustered his courage and determination and entered the woods, to search for the Atzinganoi. The forest was ancient and had an energy that Merlin could physically feel, like tiny lightning bolts all over his skin. He could well understand why these Atzinganoi had made their home here. Even with his desperate mission, Merlin couldn't help but appreciate the way the light filtered through leaves on impossibly tall trees in hundreds of shades of green. The forest floor was dappled with the light that managed to come through, making patterns of light that almost looked like they had a purpose, like runes.

But of course that was nonsense. Regardless of flights of fancy, Merlin readily acknowledged that there was a serene beauty to this wild place. With no particular idea of where to look, Merlin decided to find a source of water and go from there. He'd been living off the land off and on for years, accompanying Arthur and the knights on their patrols and quests. This was second nature to him now.

Remembering those times brought a fresh wave of loss, like a physical blow. What would they do now? Who would cook for them? Who would make sure they were safe? Yes, Merlin knew they were the greatest warriors in the five kingdoms, but that was against physical threats. They needed someone to take care of them and protect them from magical threats. Perhaps Mordred would be able to help, there. He had seen how Merlin did things from the shadows, if he could get himself included on missions with Arthur, maybe he could help. Merlin shook his head. Worrying about things back in Camelot did him no good. For now, he had a mission of his own. And he would see that is succeeded regardless of the cost.

"My lady! What a pleasant surprise!" Gaius surreptitiously wiped the tears from his eyes as Gwen entered his chambers but her sharp gaze saw everything. "All is well I hope? How can I help you?"

"Gaius I'm here to see how you're doing. Is there anything that you need? And please, I really must insist that you call me Gwen! I've known you far too long for you to be so formal with me."

"I apologize, my la- Gwen. I am as well as can be expected, under the circumstances. I thank you for your kind concern." Gaius was still being oddly formal with Gwen. He had been since Merlin had left.

"Gaius I know he is like a son to you but Merlin broke the law and the punishment was quite lenient. He could easily have been put to death." Gwen looked at Gaius sternly.

At this, Gaius' demeanor changed. "Yes, put to death. That reminds me. Would you indulge an old man and listen to a story, Gwen?"

Relieved to see a glimpse of the old Gaius, Gwen gladly assented and took a seat at the table, across from the court physician.

"Gwen, do you remember the plague that nearly took your father's life?"

"Of course. What a terrible time. I was nearly executed for sorcery! I would have been if Arthur hadn't killed that monster that was poisoning the water. Why?"

"Gwen. It was Merlin who cured your father. It was Merlin who deduced what was happening to the water. It was Merlin who fought the Anfac. He enhanced the fire from Arthur's torch so that it would destroy the monster. He did all of this with his magic. The same magic that you so easily condemn. I. I thought you should know about this."

Gwen was silent. Merlin had saved her father? Had saved the entire kingdom? She stood up and walked to the door. Turning back she said, "You have given me much to think on. I thank you," and walked out the door.

Following a stream turned out the be the right thing to do. After two days he came upon what could only be the encampment of the Atzinganoi. Situated at the base of a waterfall, the camp was in truth bigger than the village where he had grown up. There were colorful tents and wagons as far as he could see, each bursting with men, women, and children dressed more colorfully than anyone he had ever seen. Even from the outskirts of the camp he could smell food cooking and hear music and singing. The pure joy in the song was a stark contrast to the fear and sadness that had been his companions since the day Arthur had learned the truth. For a moment, Merlin was still, letting the sound wash over him, breaking against him like waves on the shore. There was power in this song, healing. Soothing like a balm against a burn, Merlin could feel his fear and urgency recede a small bit. He was grateful for the reprieve, but reminded of Kilgharrah's warning that these people had strong magic. Cautiously approaching, Merlin dismounted and led his horse up to the bronze skinned men clearly guarding the entrance to the camp. With his hands up to indicate he had no weapons, Merlin called out to the men. "I bear you no ill will. I am in search of the Atzinganoi. Have I found them?"

The two burly men merely looked at each other and grunted, their large mustaches bouncing with the movement. One man lifted a hand heavy with golden rings and gestured to a young boy standing to the side. The boy ran out and took the reins of Merlin's horse. Smiling at Merlin with a grin big enough to show off a few missing teeth, he turned and whispered into the horse's ear. The beast snorted once and nuzzled the young boy. Following him like a dog as the boy lead him away.

Merlin turned to protest but stopped before uttering a word when the two guards approached him and bowed. Puzzled, Merlin again started to speak but was interrupted by the larger of the men. "Emrys, we have long been waiting for this day. Please join us. This is a cause for celebration!"

Flabbergasted, Merlin mutely nodded and followed the two men. They had called him Emrys, the name the Druids used to refer to him. With a flash of understanding, Merlin nearly hit himself for not thinking of it sooner. These people were magic users like him, and were led by a seer. Of course his coming wasn't a surprise! This also explained why he hadn't come across any patrols or guards before he reached the camp. He was expected and not considered a threat. Following the two men into the encampment Merlin couldn't stop a small smile from playing at his lips. Things were looking up!

"Ah! Here is our guest! Please come forward!" The command came from a tall thin woman with a purple dress wrapped around her body like a second skin and riotous black curls reaching to her waist. "Come! Come! You have an audience with Vadoma herself. We must get you ready!"

"I thank you, but my mission is most urgent. If I can just speak with Vadoma briefly I will be on my way." Merlin responded politely but firmly.

"Oh Emrys," the woman replied regretfully, pronouncing the name with a slight rolling of the R, "I would like for it to be that simple, but before anyone sees Vadoma they much be purified. It is our way. One cannot be in Vadoma's presence when they are so full of chaos. It is distressing for her."

Merlin ducked his head in embarrassment. Was it so obvious? Nodding his agreement, he motioned the woman to lead on. He would do what was needed in order to meet with the seer and didn't want to insult these people.

The woman led Merlin to a large green tent with silver flags arrayed around it. Pulling aside the entrance curtain, she motioned for Merlin to enter. Ducking his head he walked into the surprisingly large room. Arrayed around the perimeter of the round room he saw tables that were covered in small metallic boxes. There was nothing else in the room save a large rug on the ground with a silver cushion upon it. Sitting on the cushion was a large black crystal. Merlin could sense its powers from where he stood. This was incredibly powerful magic. The woman entered behind Merlin, closing the curtain behind her. Gesturing to the cushion, she said, "Emrys, please be seated and look deeply into the Crystal of Purification."

Uncomfortable. Very uncomfortable indeed, but loathe to insult the woman, Merlin hesitantly complied. He could defend himself if necessary, he reminded himself. Besides, he couldn't sense any malice in the woman or in the crystal. Power in both, but nothing ominous or dangerous. Instead the power he sensed in both was calm and peaceful.

"Now Emrys, we will begin the purification. Please do not move until I tell you that we have completed the ceremony."

Merlin got comfortable and took the crystal into his hands. Holding it up to see into its inky depths. He felt sunlight on his face briefly and could hear that another person had come into the tent. The woman was whispering some instructions to the newcomer. Then music began to play. A harp of some kind. Slow and thoughtful music. It was beautiful yet gave Merlin a sense of foreboding.

"Each person's purification is different, so unfortunately, I cannot tell you exactly what to expect, Emrys. But be at ease. You are completely safe in this place. Just look into the crystal with your mind's eye. The visions will come to you as they are meant."

Somewhat comforted by the woman's soothing words, Merlin sat still and simply listened to the music for a time. He could hear the woman moving to a table and some rustling. Within minutes he could smell something. What was it...it was leather? But not just leather, there was something else. Somehow it also smelled of steel polish. A vision flared to life in the crystal. Merlin was sitting in the armory, polishing Arthur's armor. His friends, the elite Knights of the Round Table were with him. With no servants of their own they would often time their preparations and gear maintenance with his so that they could spend time together. At these times he could almost imagine he was one of them and that the armor he was cleaning was his own. The knights never treated him as a servant when Arthur wasn't around. They would share stories, tell jokes, and tease one another with ease and friendship, including Merlin in their circle. Those were Merlin's favorite times with the Knights. His brothers in all but name. He hoped they were taking good care of Arthur. The vision changed, and Merlin saw the knights kneeling at his feet, swearing to protect Arthur and his destiny. Despite Arthur's ruling, they had shown complete faith in him. He was humbled by their faith and trust. Merlin couldn't believe he would never again sit with them in the evenings, cleaning armor and bonding. Never cook a meal for them while out in the woods, and have them lick their plates clean while teasingly complaining the it was unfit to feed even pigs. Never get into another fight in a tavern with Gwaine. Odd that he should miss that. But, thinking of the brave Knights he knew that he had left Arthur's protection in capable, dedicated hands. They loved Arthur and Camelot as much as he did.

Bemused and a little sad, Merlin found the scent fading and with it the vision. The woman moved again and he heard more rustling. Soon another scent filled the air. This one smelled of lavender. Lavender just like Gwen had taken to putting in the castle hallways and chambers over the past three years since she had been crowned Queen. She always made certain to have some put in not just the chambers he shared with Gaius, but in his tiny bedroom chamber. Always thinking of others. She was so very good. A vision appeared in the crystal, of the first day they had met. He had been in the stocks and she had walked up to him. No censure, no laughter at the gangly youth with the big ears being pelted with rotten vegetables. Instead she had looked past that and, amazingly, had befriended him. Him. A total nobody, without a friend in the whole kingdom. When Merlin had looked into her beautiful brown eyes he knew right then that he had found a real friend. Guinevere. Gwen. She was like a sister to him and he loved her deeply. More visions flashed through the crystal, Gwen's bravery. Her loyalty. The love she demonstrated in hundreds of small ways. If Arthur was the heart of Camelot, Queen Guinevere was its soul. Arthur would need that kindness and gentleness in the years to come. He was so grateful they had found one another. Both deserved nothing but bliss. But he would miss her friendship so very much.

Tears were starting to well up in his eyes.

The woman moved again. Merlin knew this meant another vision would soon come. What would it be? Shaking slightly he tensed in anticipation. The rich, soothing scent of pine trees swept over him. And with it, visions of the most personal and private moments he and Arthur had shared. Sitting around a campfire, sharing their thoughts and feelings. Comforting each other over their losses. At the castle there was always a clear definition between master and servant. But when they were on the road the lines blurred, and they were simply two men. Friends. Brothers. Beyond the teasing, the torment, the jokes, there was a deep, strong bond between the two men. One that they rarely acknowledged but both cherished. The vision focused. He and Arthur were riding through the woods. Arthur often stopped in the forests and inhaled this same scent deeply. Smiling he would turn to Merlin and say, "Ahhh, do you smell that, Merlin? That is the scent of everlasting life. These trees live through the seasons without losing their needles or that wonderful scent. They remind us that even the longest and coldest of winters does not completely own this land. That's what I love about them. They shake their fist at the snows and scream their rebellion into the winter winds." He'd always follow that up with a stern look at Merlin. "And if you ever tell anyone I feel that way I'll have you in the stables for the rest of your life!" Merlin had known for some time that he didn't stay at Arthur's side out of duty to their shared destiny alone. Their bond was deeper than that. That's what hurt the most. When Arthur had found out about his magic it was as if their years together had meant absolutely nothing to the king.

The tears were coming faster now.

He almost stopped the ceremony. This was too much! But he wasn't fast enough. The woman rustled and another scent floated through the air. This one smelled of roses.

No. Not this. Groaning, he wanted to squeeze his eyes closed. Wanted to block out what he knew was coming. He couldn't think of Morgana now. Not like this.

Roses. Like the perfume she had favored a lifetime ago. He had often thought that she was like a rose, herself. Sweet and soft and so achingly beautiful it seemed impossible. But like the rose itself Morgana had wickedly sharp thorns. Those thorns had cut him deeply, indeed. He had thought that any feelings towards her had long been destroyed by their mutual betrayals. But here, surrounded by that elegant and sensual scent, he realized that he was far from indifferent to Morgana. The crystal showed him an onslaught of visions from the early days with Morgana. Beautiful, graceful, happy. Huge, wracking sobs tore at his chest. Morgana! He had nearly forgotten the real Morgana. Before Uther's hatred of magic had driven her away from Camelot. Before Morgause had poisoned her mind. His Morgana! Her fierce protectiveness. Her easy smile. Her flashing green eyes. Her effortless wit. She had often run Arthur in circles using only words. Merlin and she had been well matched, in that. Regret ate at Merlin as he mourned the loss of her presence in Camelot. Mourned the loss of her presence from his life. Mourned for what could have been, but never would be between them. He had so many regrets. None so big a regret as the one that had given him nightmares for years. He knew what was coming before the vision appeared. He still wasn't ready for the pain and hurt he felt, reliving that terrible moment. Morgana, scared and unsure. Confessing her premonitions to Merlin. The one person she had trusted with the knowledge. He had validated her suspicions in her own magic but denied her the shared secret of his own. The vision replayed over and over, drilling deeper into his heart, breaking it again and again. What if he had just told her his secret when she was learning of her own magic? What would have changed? He had tried to change fate itself to keep her safe and it had been for naught. There were few things in his life he truly regretted. But he would never forgive himself for turning away from Morgana when she needed him most. He knew that he was in large part responsible for what had happened to her. What she had become.

For long minutes he could barely breathe, the grief tearing through his body.

He wanted to throw the crystal down. Run away. Yell at the woman in purple. Get on with it! Don't let this linger! It seemed that it took hours for her to move again. Taking deep breaths Merlin tried to get a whiff of whatever was coming next. Finally he caught a faint hint of rosemary. Immediately he felt calmer. Rosemary would always remind him of Gaius. The physician dried huge bunches of the herb in the chambers they shared. This vision was infinitely kinder. In the evenings after Merlin finished his work for Arthur, Gaius would teach him about being a physician. He had been studying under Gaius for so long that Merlin was really quite skilled. Gaius would complain about his old bones and tell Merlin that any day now he was going to retire and Merlin would have to take over as court physician. Merlin had always laughed at that. He couldn't imagine Arthur giving up his manservant and promoting him to court physician. It was impossible. Afterwards they would share their meal and tell each other the events of the day. Gaius. More than a mentor, more than a father figure, Gaius was a great friend and a great teacher. If it hadn't been for his wise counsel over the years Merlin would likely not be alive right now. Thinking about the physician calmed him, somewhat. He had zero regrets about saving Gaius. Regardless of the fallout from his actions, nothing was worth the loss of so bright a light as that great man. Camelot needed Gaius. For that matter, Merlin thought, Camelot needed him, Merlin! And he renewed his vow to find a way to continue in his mission to protect King and Kingdom even across the distances.

The tears were beginning to subside. He had a mission, a purpose. And he would meet this as all challenges, head on. The woman moved again, new smoke filled the air and Merlin breathed in its fragrance. Wildflowers. Visions of his childhood appeared in the crystal. A very young Merlin, gathering bouquets of wildflowers for his Mother. Running into their small home and proudly showing her what he'd brought for her. She always praised him and gave him a hug. Seeing her in the vision, the fear in her eyes that she had hidden from her son, he knew she had worried about him. He had been born with his magic and had been using it since before he could talk. It was who he was, at the deepest level. But Hunith knew that normal children couldn't coax wildflowers from snowy fields for their mothers. But she had never chastised him. Instead she had been so gracious, so loving. Encouraging secrecy but never stifling his desire to learn more about his powers. He missed her. It had been nearly a year since she'd come to Camelot to visit him. He wondered what she was doing right now.

The vision faded and Merlin came back to himself. His entire body ached. He hurt like those first days when Arthur had insisted that he learn to use a sword. He became aware that the music had stopped at some point. Gentle hands touched his face, brushing the hair from his forehead, wiping the remaining tears from his eyes.

"Well done, Emrys. Well done. We are done and you have completed the entire cleansing. So many who seek Vadoma cannot do this, yet you have. Arise, Emrys. You are cleansed."

Merlin set the crystal down gently, squinting against the meager light in the tent. The woman knelt beside him, beaming. Taking his hands she helped him stand. He felt so weak! Gently she led him outside. Into the midday sun. It had been morning when he had arrived at the camp! Using a hand to shield his eyes from the bright light, Merlin looked at the woman questioningly.

"Almost, Emrys. Almost. There's one more thing that you need to do before you meet with Vadoma. Your spirit is clean, but, and please don't be insulted. But you could use a bath." She flashed a compassionate and conspiratorial grin, softening the words.

Well that frankly sounded wonderful. Merlin laughed. He laughed for so long and so hard that men and women walking by stopped and stared, looking for the cause of such mirth. "You are as kind as you are lovely, my guide. I'm sorry. Please, tell me your name. I cannot continue to refer to you as 'the woman in purple.'"

At this the woman laughed, a deep, throaty, carefree laugh the came from deep within her, "My name is Purah. You nearly had it right!"

"Well then, Purah. Lead on! For I would greatly like a bath after days of imprisonment and hard travel."

At this, the woman clapped her hands and a group of women near Merlin's own age rushed up to him and pulled him away from Purah. Shooting her a quizzical look, she smiled and nodded in encouragement. Shrugging, Merlin allowed the girls to lead him to a blue tent near what seemed to be the main cooking fires at the center of the encampment. He entered with them and found a sparse but clean room with a long curtain dividing the room in two. Giggling and talking to one another in a language Merlin didn't understand, the ladies reached for his clothes and tried to take them off! Merlin squawked in outrage and escaped their feminine clutches, preventing the admittedly lovely ladies from taking even his neckerchief. "Now hold on just one minute! I don't know what you think this is but I will have no part of-"

"Poor Emrys!" One of the girls eyed him with sly brown eyes and a lovely smile on her copper colored face. She spoke with a particular cadence that indicated she was more comfortable speaking another language. "No no please it is our fault! I am Tianra. Please forgive us. You are...unfamiliar with our customs and we made an...assumption that has proven untrue. Please. We are to...facilitate your bath. We apologize for our...enthusiasm. We so rarely have visitors. And never those as...intriguing as you!"

The girls all started giggling and fluttering around him again. At this, Tianra, who was clearly in charge here, gave a sharp command and the other girls scattered behind the curtain in the tent. He could hear water being poured. Excellent! Turning to Tianra he said, "I thank you for your hospitality. I am indeed grateful for the chance to clean before I meet with the leader of your people. Thank you for bringing me here. I will be happy to bathe as soon as you are done with your preparations and can give me privacy."

"I...privacy? You..don't want us here? Oh! Oh I am...so sorry, Emrys! I didn't even think that you would...prefer the company of our brothers but I will of course be happy to-"

Why would he want her brothers to help him.. Oh! "What? No! No!" Merlin sputtered. "It's not that! I don't want anybody here while I bathe! Do you understand?"

"Well...while I comprehend what it is you are saying I must admit that I don't honestly understand it. No. But...you are our guest and of course it will be as you say. Sisters! Come at once and leave our honored guest to his...ablutions in peace."

Good natured grumbling from the girls greeted this command, but within a few minutes they had shown him the bathing chamber that lay behind the large curtain dividing the tent. There was a large metal trough filled with. Hot water! What luxury! Piles of thick fluffy fabric to dry himself, and more oils and soaps and who knows what else than he even knew existed sat on ornate tables arrayed around the bathing trough. Looking around three time to assure himself that they had indeed left him his privacy, Merlin quickly stripped down and gingerly lowered himself into the hot, fragrant water.

Oh he could definitely get used to this.

For a long while Merlin just sat in the hot bath, feeling muscles he hadn't remembered even having slowly relax one by one. He felt surprisingly calm. With the turmoil of not just the cleansing ceremony, but of the past week he shouldn't have been able to relax. Yet here he was. He pondered this for quite some time.

Eventually realizing that the water was beginning to cool, Merlin looked with interest at the tables of soaps and oils. With a flash of golden eyes he moved a table near to the tub and began examining the various bottles and jars. Removing the cork from a random bottle he gave an experimental sniff. Roses. Nope! Absolutely not! Setting the jar down perhaps more sharply than he intended, he tried several more. Some were nice, others smelled terrible! Lifting the last bottle on the table he sniffed at it. Bayberry. Why, this was the scent he himself favored! What luck! Experimentally he poured out some of the fragrant substance. It might be a lotion? Rubbing it into his skin it began to lather on his wet hands. Ah, soap! Just what he needed! Quickly, for now he had become aware of just how cool the bathwater had gotten, he washed himself from head to toe and dunked under the water to rinse off.

Grabbing one of the soft cloths and toweling himself off as he stepped out of the bathing basin, he glanced at his clothes and made a moue of distaste. It seemed rude to put those filthy clothes back on when he had just gotten clean for the first time in what felt like forever. Resignedly he grabbed the pants and was about to put them on when he heard a voice call from the other side of the curtain. "Emrys? Are you finished?"

"Erm, don't come in!" He called in a panic. "Yes I'm just getting dressed. I'll be right out!"

"Oh no! Please don't!" the voice, it must be Tianra continued, "We have...clean new clothes for you! I'll just...bring them in." And putting action to statement, she pulled aside the curtain and entered the bathing chamber.

Merlin tightened the drying cloth around his waist, turning a deep shade of red in embarrassment as Tianra's appreciative gaze slowly swept over him.

Beaming, Tianra held out a pair of underpants like a child presenting a prize to a parent. But that was it. Just a pair of underpants. "Umm I'm so sorry but I will need more than this..I can't very well meet your leader in nothing but. No absolutely not. It wouldn't be decent!"

Tianra let loose a light, tinkling laugh at that. "Oh Emrys you are a...delight! Why would you get dressed before you've had your...massage? Oh no...You are surely making a joke! Come now, put those on and come out here! You don't want to keep Vadoma waiting longer than...necessary, do you?" And with that she walked back out of the chamber, leaving a stunned Merlin standing there, holding a fine clean pair of underpants in his hand, and with his jaw on the floor. She had him there. Merlin supposed. There seemed to be nothing to do but gracefully submit to the customs of these people. He was here to ask for their help, after all. No need to insult anyone. As he quickly dressed and crossed into the larger room he wondered, what was a massage?

Gwen spoke quietly with Leon. They had known each other their whole lives and both valued and trusted each other's judgment. The topic of conversation was the same as it had been since the events with Merlin, a week ago. Arthur was despondent. His personality was completely gone. It was as if he weren't even in his own skin. Just a walking ghost.

"Surely if anyone can reach him it's you. You're his wife and he loves you more than even Camelot." Leon whispered to the Queen. His eyes beseeching her to somehow make this all better. "What can be done?"

"I have tried everything, as you well know, Leon! Nothing is helping." Gwen sighed and glanced across the hall at her husband. Sitting in his throne and staring at absolutely nothing. He might as well have been carved from stone. "You lot haven't left his side since Merlin's exile. What about your efforts? Was he at all improved when you took him hunting?"

"At first it seemed that he might be in better spirits, you know how he likes hunting. But as we were setting out, the stable lad brought his pack to him and as fast as that, he was like a statue again. Nothing could reach him."

Gwen sighed again. "The problem is that Merlin was with him from dawn to dusk every day. Literally the only time they weren't together was when I shooed him out so we could go to bed. I think that Arthur is likely plagued by memories of Merlin at every waking moment."

"What do you think, my Queen? What are your feelings on this matter? You were nearly as close with Merlin as Arthur. How are you holding up?"

Gwen looked up in surprise. She had been so focused on Arthur that she hadn't taken a moment to discern her own feelings on the events. She sat quietly for several minutes, going over the events of that day in her head, before finally speaking. "At first I was shocked. I didn't want to believe what I had seen. But after everyone else had left the room I was left there with Gaius. Leon, I've never seen him like that. He was broken. But he was alive. I cannot believe that the power that saved Gaius is evil. And I know now that Merlin risked his own life to save Gaius. But the law is the law. We cannot make exceptions for our friends, no matter how much we wish we could. I agree with Arthur's judgment and I support him in this. Time will dull this pain and we will heal. And in the meantime we go on."

At this Leon paused before cautiously speaking. He was on dangerously personal and private territory but felt that this needed saying. "My Queen. My friend. Gwen. Arthur changed the customs and laws of the kingdom to knight deserving men who weren't from noble families. He knighted your own brother. He changed the law again to marry you. He did these things out of love for you, and the knights, and damn the consequences." Pausing to gather his courage, Sir Leon continued. "Gwen, does Merlin deserve any less?"

Leon left a shocked Gwen sitting by herself. Quiet tears streaming from her normally sparkling brown eyes.

A massage was Merlin's new favorite thing in the world. Better than honeyed apples. Better than flying on a dragon! It didn't hurt that being tended to so thoroughly by several lovely ladies wasn't the worst thing he's ever endured. But beyond that! Beyond their exclamations at his muscles, (they would faint if they met Percival!) beyond their awe at his blue eyes (they would sing songs about Arthur's!) beyond their flirting and attempting to get a reaction from him (Gwaine would love these women!) was the relief and comfort of the massage itself. Nothing in the world could create relaxation like a massage. Adjusting the fine blue shirt, the sisters had told him it was made from worm cocoons and called silk! How amazing! Merlin marveled at his appearance in the polished silver mirror inside the tent. He hardly recognized himself. Gone was the tired refugee. Gone was the servant he had been for years. Clad in the fine silk tunic, soft leather pants, fine leather boots that fit like they had been made for him, and a brown hooded cloak of dense, fine wool that was lined and trimmed with soft brown fur, Merlin felt and looked like a king! The cloak should have been too hot to wear, but Merlin found that it was absolutely perfect. With a final look at his appearance, pulling the hood off to see his face, Merlin determined that now, dressed in fine clothes from his hosts, relaxed from the tender ministrations of Tianra and her sisters, and clean inside and out, was finally ready to meet the famed Vadoma. It was too bad he hadn't been able to shave, though, he thought; absent-mindedly scratching at the weeks' worth of growth on his jaw.

As he exited the bathing tent Merlin saw that it was early evening. Where had the day gone? His escort of ladies led him to an enormous tent set in the center of the encampment. Nearly as large as the great hall in Camelot, the tent was a deep, rich red trimmed and embroidered in a riot of colors; greens, blues, and golds. The streamers and flags arrayed all carried a particular symbol in gold that Merlin took to be the sigil of this leader or the people. Clearly this was a palace to these people and Merlin found it was quite impressive.

At Tianra's urging, Merlin entered the tent. Immediately a sweet, woodsy smell teased at his nose. Looking around he saw several small metal boxes that had smoke coming from them. This must be the source of the scent, like the cleansing. It was soothing and he made a mental note to see about obtaining some of this fantastic smoke. Looking around in interest, he saw more of the Atzinganoi people in the enormous tent. Many appeared to be preparing for a feast, others were sitting on cushions and smoking pipes. Still others were playing small harps and singing to children. These people were clean, healthy, prosperous, and happy. All of this, hidden in the heart of an ancient forest at the edge of The Perilous Lands. Merlin shook his head in amusement. Albion never ceased to amaze him with its people and their tenacity.

Purah approached him. "Ah Emrys! There you are! We almost didn't recognize you in your guise as Merlin! Now you look yourself! This is who you are! Come, come! Vadoma is ready to see you." And she swept away in a sea of bouncing curls and swaying hips. Bemused, Merlin followed the woman deeper into the large tent. He was ready to meet Vadoma and seek her counsel.

Two heavily muscled and tattooed guards armed with wickedly sharp axes bowed to him and pulled aside curtains, leading into a chamber that was dimly lit. Walking into the room alone, he could see a throne with a woman upon it. The bronze skinned woman had long silver hair like an ancient, but she looked to be no more than a few years older than him. Her eyes were a deep, complete black. Merlin was shocked at her appearance. She was beautiful and ageless and terrifying and ancient and clearly held great power. He nearly fell over his own feet on his way to greet her. Stopping before he made a complete fool of himself, Merlin bowed to the woman in the throne. "Vadoma, I presume. I am Merlin and I have come a long way in hopes of seeking your counsel and advice. I thank you for your generous hospitality. You are truly a kind and prosperous people and a credit to your homeland." Hey that was pretty good! He never was good at speeches but that had come out exactly the way he had hoped!

"Emrys. Long have I awaited this day and this meeting. Welcome." Vadoma spoke in a voice that reminded him of smoke and honey. Gesturing gracefully with a bejewel hand, she indicated that Merlin should sit next to her. Once he was seated at her side she continued.

"I have seen two possible futures for this land, Emrys. In one, Albion is joined together again and made whole. A land of love, prosperity, and joy. The likes of which will be remembered until the end of all days. In the other, Albion remains shattered, a sad, broken land of needless war and suffering. It has been shown to me that a man with two names, with two identities but one steadfast heart is to be the key to ensuring that Albion is reforged. Emrys, in my vision I saw you as you stand before me today. I know what it is that you seek, and it is my greatest pleasure to be of assistance to you in this time."

Leaning forward expectantly, Merlin couldn't help but ask, "So you know of a way I can continue to protect Arthur and Camelot while exiled? Please you must tell me!"

Vadoma sighed deeply. "Emrys, things are never as simple as we would like. I have your answer, though it may not seem to be the one that you seek."

"Anything. Please you must help me." Merlin was desperate for her to get on with it!

Vadoma paused for a long minute before continuing. "In order to reforge a sword, all of the pieces must be brought back together. Anything less and the sword can never truly be remade. Emrys, in order to succeed in your quest you must set it aside."

"What? Set aside protecting Arthur? That can't possibly be-"

"Please. Let me continue. You are not whole. You are incomplete. Surely you must feel it. Tell me, what did the crystal show you?"

Merlin had to hand it to his host. She was very good. "I was shown those I love most," he admitted. "Not just shown of them, but reminded of how very much each of them means to me."

"Keep tight to those people, Emrys. They are all a part of you and without each of them you will never be whole."

At this Merlin's heart dropped and tears stung his eyes. "Vadoma, they are almost all lost to me. There is only one left that I can even still see. Everyone else is far from my reach." Merlin's shoulders slumped in defeat. It seemed that he would never help Arthur fulfill his destiny.

Vadoma gently touched Merlin's jaw and looked into his deep blue eyes. "Emrys. Everyone else is gone because you must start at the beginning. You say there is only one person you love that you can still reach? Then that is the place you must go. In order to reforge Albion, Camelot must be reforged, in order to reforge Camelot, you yourself need to be reforged. Thus you must start over. Go to this person. Steep yourself in that relationship. Renew yourself with that love. Surprises await. And you will know when it is time to take the next step. That is my advice for you. Do you understand?"

Merlin nodded. His mother. He would go to his mother. It seemed so simple. Really where else could he go? "I thank you for your guidance, Vadoma. With your leave I shall head out immediately."

Shaking her head, Vadoma looked insulted. "Emrys! I wouldn't hear of it!" Standing, the woman walked to the curtain. Looking back she commanded, "Now come. We have been preparing a feast in your honor. This is not a time for sadness. This is a time for celebration! Your journey truly begins here amongst the Atzinganoi and we are both honored and humbled to be a part of this. So come!" Taking his hand, she lead a bemused but optimistic Merlin out of her throne room, out of the now empty large tent, and into the twilight.

Before them were all of the Atzinganoi, dancing and singing around a giant bonfire. As they left the tent, a flurry of whispers rolled across the crowd like wind through a meadow. Every eye was trained on Merlin and Vadoma. It was completely silent save for the sounds of the forest itself. Vadoma lifted her hand, clasped with Merlin's. "My people! The time of legend has begun! Emrys has come to us as it was foreseen!" The people cheered loudly. Raising her hands above her head for attention, they quieted again. Next, to Merlin's complete amazement, Vadoma knelt at his feet. The movement spread amongst the people as they matched their actions to their leader's. Looking up at him with her mesmerizing black gaze, the regal woman called out in a voice pitched to carry throughout the encampment, "Emrys, who is called Merlin. From this day forward the Atzinganoi people swear our loyalty and our lives to you and your noble cause. Command us and we will answer with blood or magic. With the guidance of Emrys, Albion will be united by Arthur of Camelot and the golden age will come to this land!" At this, the crowd stood and began cheering so loudly that Merlin barely caught the next thing a grinning Vadoma said as she stood to her feet. "Now let us show our honored guest how the Atzinganoi people celebrate!"

Arthur knew what everyone was saying. Contrary to Merlin's never ending litany of insults, he was not at all dull witted. Or fat! But he did take his time to ponder things before making decisions. Well, most of the time he did, he acknowledged to himself. With Merlin's sorcery he had acted on pure instinct. He could see that now. Merlin. There was no safe place for Arthur to hide from the memories that assailed him from all sides. Merlin's presence had completely permeated the castle and his absence was keenly felt by all. The blessed numbness that had kept Arthur in a fog for the past week was starting to wear off. He desperately wanted it back! Coming back into the world meant that he was aware of how very much had changed in just a few short days. The servants, usually cheerfully going about the business of making the castle run smoothly, were now furtive. Not looking at him. Silent when he came by. And sad. They all looked so terribly sad. The castle was in mourning, in a way he had not seen even when his father had passed. Well why should they care more about a sorcerer than they had the King that had lead them into a time of safety and prosperity? How dare they! A sorcerer had been found amongst them and instead of being grateful that Arthur had removed the threat to the kingdom everyone instead acted as though they had lost a beloved family member! It was not to be tolerated! Oh where was his blessed fog now? Why was he even awake? Looking at Elyan and Percival, hovering at the end of the hallway, Arthur grimaced. His every step was dogged by his elite knights. Why would the not just leave him alone?

Returning to him chamber before he lost control and yelled at his loyal knights, Arthur stood at the window, looking down into the courtyard. More memories welled up. Merlin in the stocks when they had first met. Merlin riding into the courtyard with him after a successful hunt. Merlin Merlin Merlin.

Grabbing the bottle of wine on the table, Arthur took a long drink before yelling out into the hallway. I know you two are out there! Make yourselves useful! Have the kitchen bring me more wine! Much more wine!" Arthur vowed he would stop thinking about this one way or another, damnit.

Preventing the Atzinganoi from showering him with gifts had proven to be an impossible task. For several days Merlin had stayed with the people, learning about their culture and hearing tales of their exotic homeland. When he had finally begun making preparations to leave, he had found himself the hesitant recipient of mountains of clothes, oils, gold, incense, and who knows what else. The incense he had gladly accepted. Who knew that those little sticks made that wonderful smoke? But Merlin was uncomfortable with the riches that were being given to him. He was a simple man. What could he possibly need with all of this? Even his arguments that his horse couldn't possibly bear such a burden hadn't worked. They had simply given him another horse to take with him. A beautiful white mare with a flowing mane and tail. Overcome with gratitude to these generous people, Merlin had regretfully bid them farewell and begun the long journey to Ealdor, in Essetir.

When he had reached the edge of the forest, Merlin briefly considered calling Kilgharrah, but remembering his pledge to the dragon, and considering that now he had not one, but two horses to transport, he decided against it. Alone he went, taking the first steps on his new quest.

Gwen hadn't seen Arthur all day. Rather than attending to the business of running the Kingdom he was simply gone. Two weeks of this. And so, because she was perfectly capable of doing it herself, and the King was clearly not going to help, Gwen managed everything. The day had been an endless series of resolving minor land disputes, decisions on taxes and tariffs, budget meetings, military strategy sessions, meetings with the castle chef, the chamberlain, the royal blacksmith. Well, that one had turned out to be quite fun, actually. For her birthday, the blacksmith was making Gwen her very own ceremonial armor. And given how very much the Queen knew about such things, being the daughter of a blacksmith, that meeting had been delightful for both parties. Gwen was grateful for the reprieve that had offered, but now she really needed to find her husband. He had been a walking statue for days and she was increasingly worried about him. His horse was in the stables, he wasn't in the round table council chamber, or the throne room, or their chambers. Where was he?

"My Lady there you are! You must come at once!" Gaius was quickly shuffling down the hallway towards Gwen.

"Gaius what has happened? Is it Arthur? Have you seen him? How is he?"

"My Lady he is in my chambers. Drunk! You must come at once!"

Drunk? Again? Gwen did not like this change in her husband one bit. "Yes yes I'm coming at once."

Gwaine and Elyan were standing post outside of the room. Giving Gwen sympathetic looks, they opened the chamber door. Entering the physician's chambers, the smell of wine was overpowering. And there, at the table was the King of Camelot. Completely drunk.

"And you, Gaius! How long did you know? How long did you hide this from me? From my father? I should have you hanged for harboring a damned sorcerer for all these years! How could you not tell us? How could he not tell me?"

Throwing the bottle of wine into the fireplace, Arthur turned to Gwen and Gaius, standing in the doorway. "Give me one reason why I shouldn't have you hanged for treason!"

"Sire. Look I've brought your lovely Queen to see you. Please, let me give you something to help with that, erm, wine you've been drinking. And while you have it, I'd like to tell you both a story."

Somewhat mollified by the presence of his beautiful wife and from finally getting a response from the physician, Arthur sat back down, motioning Gwen and Gaius to sit with him. Taking the drink from Gaius he swallowed it in one gulp. It was absolutely disgusting! "What are you trying to do, Gaius? Poison me? What is this foul concoction?"

"It will sober you up, Your Highness. Now please. I'd like to tell you a story."

Gesturing for the old man to get on with it, Arthur sat back in the chair and crossed his arms expectantly. Begrudgingly he admitted that his mind felt clearer already.

"Do you recall the day that Merlin was made your manservant, sire?" Gaius asked.

"Of course! The idiot somehow managed to keep me from being impaled by that witch."

"It wasn't a coincidence, sire. It was his magic that allowed Merlin to stop the witch from killing you. Do you remember that the chandelier had fallen on the witch when you awoke?"

Arthur nodded, recalling his confusion that day.

"Merlin did that, too." Here Gaius paused to collect his courage before continuing in a rush, " In fact, sire, those were only the first two times Merlin saved your life. You say you want to know why I never told Uther or you about Merlin's magic? Because, sire, your safety and that of Camelot is more important to me than adhering to a law that I don't agree with. I would willingly harbor a hundred sorcerers if they were all as committed to your safety and the safety of Camelot as Merlin. That young man has literally devoted his entire life to keeping you safe. Do you think he actually had to stay in Camelot, as your servant? Come now, sire. He is incredible powerful. Unlike every other magic user in the lands he was born with his magic. He could have left here and conquered any kingdom he wished. He could have taken Camelot herself if he had wanted. He is the last remaining dragon lord and a terrifyingly powerful warlock. I want to make this very clear to you. He isn't some hedge witch with a knowledge of herbs. Merlin is the only natural Warlock I have ever heard of and his power comes from the Old Gods directly through his blood. He doesn't have to study magic because that young man IS magic. So when you think about all of the humiliation. All of the danger. All of the misery that you have subjected Merlin to for all of these years. And remember, I live..lived with him. I know about everything so there's no use denying it. Remember who he really is. And ask yourself this, sire. Why would someone that powerful willingly subject themselves to treatment like that? When you have your answer, you'll know why I would never betray Merlin's trust by revealing his gifts to Uther or to you." His courage and strength depleted. Gaius shakily sat down. "Now if you'll excuse me, I find that I'm rather tired and would like to rest my old bones."

Stunned, Arthur turned to Gwen. The two exchanged a shocked look and stood up to leave. Pausing at the door, Arthur turned to the old man, "Gaius, you have ever been a loyal member of this court. I want you to know...I do not have plans on in any way changing your position here. And, thank you for telling me this. You have given me much to think on."

After the King and Queen left, a shaking Gaius shuffled over and lay down on his bed. He couldn't believe he had just said all of that! "Oh Merlin, wherever you are I truly hope you're well. I miss you, my boy." And crying again, Gaius fell into a troubled sleep.

Ealdor. He hadn't been back in years. It was always his mother that came to Camelot to visit him. He had to admit, given how fond Gwen and Hunith were of each other, it made sense. The Queen of Camelot couldn't very well travel into Lot's kingdom without attracting unwanted attention. But now he was back. His return was so very different from his departure. He wondered if his mother would even recognize him. He hadn't shaved in weeks, and with his rich new clothes he doubted very much he was in any way similar to the gangly youth who had left this village more than 9 years before.

Walking down the lane he saw villagers. Men and women he had known for his entire life. They stopped in their tracks and stared at him. "Good day milord." "Welcome, my lord." Whispering to one another. Well that confirmed that theory. He must not be even the slightest bit recognizable.

Reaching his childhood home, Merlin considered just walking in but instead knocked on the door. Why was he so nervous? Maybe this was a mistake. Maybe Vadoma had been wrong. Maybe-

The door opened and there stood Hunith. How did she never seem to age? She looked like home and Merlin was suddenly so very very glad to be here with her. Recognition lit her blue eyes, eyes so like his own, and she threw her arms around Merlin, hugging him tightly.

"Oh my dear boy! I'm so glad to see you! Look at you! You look fantastic! Oh what a wonderful surprise!"

Gratefully, Merlin hugged her back tightly, clinging to her like he had as a small child. Why had he been nervous? This was his mother! This was unconditional love. This was a balm on his heart. Gently setting Hunith on the ground, Merlin said, "There is so much to tell you. But first I need to, erm, unpack and stable the horses."

"Horses? Oh has Arthur come with you?" Hunith inquired nervously, craning to see past Merlin.

Why did that seem to make her nervous? She'd never treated Arthur as a prince or a king, but rather as her son's friend. "No, Mother. It's a long tale and will be told soon enough, when I can. I'll be in as soon as I can." And he kissed him mother gently on the cheek before turning to the horses and removing their burdens.

Hunith looked uncertainly back into the cottage. "Merlin you should know before you come in. I have a young woman staying with me, helping out with the place."

Merlin turned to Hunith with a smile on his face. "Oh that's fantastic! Is she one of the village girls?"

"No, dear. She's someone who helped me out many years ago and now I'm returning the favor. Please, Merlin. You must be kind to her, no matter what. She is a wonderful girl, but so very sad. She's been badly hurt and is nearly completely broken. She needs gentleness and compassion." Hunith looked intently at Merlin. "Do you understand? You must promise."

Merlin wasn't surprised to learn his kind mother had offered to help some poor girl. When he was young, Hunith was forever bringing home hurt animals from the forest and bandaging their wounds. Her kind heart allowed nothing less.

"I'll be the soul of courtesy, Mother. Thank you for telling me. I'll be in shortly."

Stabling the horses and unloading his baggage turned out to be a sweaty, dirty task, indeed.

That would teach him to take care of horses in an unused stable while wearing a silk shirt. "Ugh," he muttered to himself as he peeled it off. "I wonder if this thing can be salvaged."

Entering the house, Merlin saw a woman bent over cleaning out the fireplace. This must be the girl his mother had told him about. Merlin couldn't help the flare of attraction he felt, looking at her. Even the simple homespun dress she was wearing couldn't conceal her shapely curves.

"Here, let me help you with that" he said, crossing the room and coming to stand next to her.

The woman nearly jumped out of her skin when she heard a man's voice. Who was that? The man came over and stood next to her. She could see fine boots and pants covering long legs. As she continued looking up there was an expanse of well-muscled chest. Goodness, Hunith's guest was very masculine! She stood up fully to get a better look at the man...

The blood drained from both Merlin's and Morgana's faces. In unison they croaked out shocked whispers, "You!"

"This has to stop. He cannot run a kingdom if he is always drunk!" Elyan said to Gwaine.

"I'm a pretty good knight, and I'm always drunk, remember?"

"This is not the time for jokes, Gwaine! Look at him! And look at my sister! She looks like she hasn't slept in weeks. She's been taking care of not only her own duties as Queen, but also all of Arthur's duties as well. This cannot go on indefinitely. Something has to change or she will break!"

"I've seen this, Elyan. Men do this when a parent dies. Or their wives. This seems to always happen and in time it does get better. We just have to be patient."

Elyan looked askance at Gwaine. "You haven't been affected by this at all. How is it that you're so damned calm? I thought you liked Merlin! I thought you were his friend!"

Gwaine give Elyan his best cat-that-got-the-cream smile. " Because unlike you lot, I know that this is temporary. Merlin will be back."

"What aren't you telling us? What do you know? How could you possibly say that?" Elyan countered.

"Because, my friend. As I told you, I've seen this before. It will take time, but Arthur will see the error of his ways." Leaning close, Gwaine pitched his voice even lower, nearly a whisper. "Honestly I don't care one bit that Merlin is a sorcerer. Do you?"

Elyan gave that some thought before answering. "No not particularly. Sorcerer or not I've known him long enough to know what kind of man he is."

Gwaine grinned at his fellow knight. "Precisely! Besides. If he doesn't come home soon I'll just go get him myself. Camelot needs him. Doubly so now that I know why we're always so lucky on the battlefield. I consider him our good luck charm and I don't know about you, but in battle, we can use every advantage we can get. A sorcerer on our side? That's the best thing I've heard in years."

As Gwaine stood up and walked away, Elyan considered his words. There was..and he could even believe he was thinking this, great wisdom in what Gwaine had said.

"What are you doing here?" Merlin and Morgana said in unison. Backing away from each other the two eyed each other warily. Circling like fighters in the ring.

"Why are you in my mother's home? What have you done to her? If you even think of hurting her I will not hesitate to endyou." Merlin threatened.

"Don't you think to threaten me, Merlin. I hold powers you cannot begin to comprehend." Morgana retorted tartly.

"Answer the question! Why are you here? What is your scheme? Don't you even think of harming my mother." Merlin growled.

"Hurt her? Merlin you are spectacularly arrogant for a servant! Do you think you matter? I'm not here for you, or Arthur, or Camelot. I'm here for...reasons of my own!" She finished lamely.

"Get out. Now." Merlin ordered in a low growl, pointing at the door.

"I've been living here for months, you worthless nobody! This is my home now and I'll not have a visitor tell me what to do in my own home! Hunith and I are happy here. Leave us alone! Go back to Camelot and lick my brother's boots!" Morgana sneered.

At this Merlin stood quite still and spoke with quiet force. "I'm not going anywhere. I'm not leaving until you are so far away from here that my mother can't remember what you even look like."

Morgana screeched in frustration. "Just who do you think you are? Why are you even here? Hunith tells me you haven't been to visit in years! Or is that why you're here? Are you here to drag me back to Camelot like a prize for your precious King? How did you know I was here?"

"My reasons, like yours, are my own. The difference is I belong here. You do not."

"Belong here? Lookat yourself. I scarcely recognized you! What happened to you?"

"I don't have to answer to y-"

"Children! That is enough!" Both Merlin and Morgana started at Hunith's sharp command. "This is my home and I will tell you both the rules right now! Merlin, Morgana lives here with me." Holding up her hand to stop his protest before it could start, she shot him a pointed look before continuing, "I don't care what your objections are, young man! You don't get to make this decision, I do!" At this Morgana gave Merlin a small, vicious smile of victory. Hunith then turned sharply to Morgana. "And as for you, young lady! Merlin is my son! He is welcome in this home anytime he wants and for as long as he wants! Now both of you. Either you both get along like the adults I know you are, or you can both get out! Do I make myself clear?"

Merlin and Morgana blushed from embarrassment and silently nodded their agreement, still staring daggers at one another.

Hunith just managed to leave the room in a flurry of skirts and feigned indignation before Merlin and Morgana could see her small smile.

"For what's worth, you should know that I have no intention of harming Hunith in any way. I'm very grateful for her kindness and I would defend her with my life." Morgana offered quietly.

"I'm not here to try to capture you and take you to Camelot. My. My life there is over. You don't have to worry about that." Merlin begrudgingly said in return.

This stunned Morgana. Merlin was no longer in Arthur's employ? There was a story there. And Morgana would learn the truth of it, she promised herself. In the meantime, she felt better about his presence at Hunith's cottage. Perhaps this was not the catastrophe she feared.

Still staring at Morgana warily, Merlin began to gather up all of his things and bring them into the house. This presented a bit of a problem. Morgana was sleeping on his pallet, leaving nowhere for him in the small cottage. Deciding that he didn't want to share a roof with the sorceress anyway, Merlin strode out to the stables. He would simply sleep here. Not ideal, of course. But he had endured worse. Besides, with all of the gifts he had with him he could easily turn this place into a fair approximation of an Atzinganoi wagon.

When Morgana had figured out where he was going she was insistent that she be the one to sleep in the stables. She was nearly in tears over it before Hunith calmed her and sat with her, feeding her and giving her tea.

Merlin shrugged and left the cottage, entering the stables and beginning the process of transforming them into something habitable. He would never understand Morgana. But he understood his mother perfectly. She was nursing another wounded animal. But this time the animal was a powerful Priestess of the Old Religion, and an impossibly dangerous enemy. What was Morgana's game here? The thought ran circles around Merlin's head as he settled into his makeshift bed.

Maybe an hour later, a sound woke Merlin from a surprisingly deep sleep. Something or someone was trying to get into the stables. Instantly alert, Merlin crept towards the door, prepared to defend himself.

Peering through the slats in the stable Merlin tried vainly to see who it was. All he could see was white. That didn't make sense, it wasn't snowing, it was barely autumn. Moving into a better position Merlin tried again to see who was pushing at the barred door. Was it someone on a large white horse? No that didn't seem right. Moving closer to the door he tried again. In the moonlight he could just make out...Aithusa!

Flinging the door open, Merlin casually sent his horses into a deep slumber with a flash of golden eyes. He knew at least one of them was anything but a fan of dragons, after all.

"Aithusa! What are you doing here? Get in here! Hurry before someone sees you!"

The bedraggled dragon crept into the stables, warily eyeing Merlin as she did. Merlin conjured several globes of light in the stable so that he could better see. Aithusa looked...actually she looked much better than she had the last time he had seen her. That had been months ago, when he and Arthur had rescued the knights from Morgana's keep. That thought stopped Merlin in his tracks. Things were certainly different now. That was for certain.

No wonder Morgana had been so insistent that Merlin not sleep in the stables! This must be where Aithusa has been sleeping at night. She was probably terrified that he would see the dragon. He would like to tell her she had nothing to worry about. He was the last person who would ever hurt this precious creature.

"Oh Aithusa, I wish you could tell me what happened to you," he sighed at the white dragon. Getting nothing in return but soulful eyes and silence, Merlin made up a bed for Aithusa and watched over her as she fell asleep.

The next morning he was chopping firewood behind the cottage, a task that was much easier than is used to be, thanks to Arthur's years of insistence on Merlin training with a sword. The wood pile was low and winter was coming. He didn't know how long he would be here but he was determined to help as much as possible in the meantime. The repetitive motion was soothing and allowed Merlin to clear his head. Pondering Vadoma's words to him and applying them to his current situation. He didn't believe it was a coincidence that Morgana was here. But was her presence to be a boon or a bane?

Still mulling that thought, he saw Morgana leave the cottage and furtively go into the stables. No doubt to check that Aithusa wasn't there. She wasn't. The dragon had left at first light, going into the woods. Hopefully to hunt. Though healthier, she clearly had suffered extreme malnourishment while in Morgana's care.

That thought made him angry all over again. Morgana had the last baby dragon in all of Albion in her care and she had allowed this? The negligence! And yet, the look on Morgana's face was anything but indifferent as she apprehensively approached him now. Looking at her coolly, Merlin didn't stop his rhythm and continued to chop the wood like she wasn't there. She was staring at him. Those fathomless green eyes locked on him. She was still so beautiful he barely remembered to breathe. She shook her head and looked away from him. He wondered what was going on in that quick mind of hers.

When had Merlin gotten so...handsome? It wasn't just the muscles, though those were really quite fantastic. She could appreciate the figure he cut, chopping wood without a shirt. It wasn't the new beard either. Though it suited him, somehow. No, it was something in the way he moved. The way he held himself. He had confidence now. He had never been like this when they were younger. Morgana shook her head to stop those thoughts and looked away. Maybe Aithusa had sensed that she should stay away last night? If she'd been there Merlin would have done something, right? She would have known? She needed to know. But how to ask without giving away her secret?

"How did you sleep?" She asked hesitantly.

"Fine." He answered curtly.

Oh this wasn't getting her anywhere. She had to know if he'd seen Aithusa!

"So nothing, interrupted your sleep then? That's good"

"Nope. Slept like a lazy noble. And yourself, my lady? How did you sleep in my bed?" At this he started to bow sardonically before realizing the implications of what he had said. Sputtering and nearly dropping the axe, he quickly righted himself, attempting to ignore his thoughts and hoping she hadn't caught the unintended double meaning to his words.

Her glance told him he was out of luck. She had caught it, alright. Sneering at him she retorted, "Merlin you surprise me! And here Hunith has been singing your praises for months! Telling me what a kind soul you are, and what a gentleman!"

Merlin would have given almost anything to prevent the blush that covered his face and chest at her teasing.

Laughing honestly this time, it sounded rusty as if unused for a very long time, Morgana gave Merlin an unfathomable look. "If..if you saw anything last night. Please, I must know."

Looking at Morgana, in her simple peasant's dress, her nails broken and her hands dirty, Merlin had something of a softening in his heart. Putting down the axe with a sigh he looked at her earnestly, "Morgana, your dragon is safe. I made her as comfortable as I could. You should know. I. I would never harm her. I know that she is rare and precious."

Morgana nearly fell down in relief and surprise. Just like Hunith, Merlin didn't seem to be worried about Authusa's presence. These simple people surprised her with their easy acceptance. She was, however, shocked that like with Hunith, Aithusa hadn't attacked Merlin. But he had just told her that she...she? How had he known Aithusa was female?

"She? What makes you think the dragon is a she?" Morgana asked shrewdly.

Merlin considered telling her the truth right then. Telling her everything as he should have so many years ago. But he didn't have the courage. "Oh was I right about that? I don't know, I guess she just looked like a girl?" Oh that was terrible. Why could he lie with great ease at times but at others he completely bungled it?

Surprisingly, Morgana simply nodded at him and turned to go back into the cottage. Giving Merlin an unencumbered view of her hips swaying while she walked away. He had much to think about. He wished Arthur were here. He would know what to do. He understood women so much better than Merlin did. Thinking of his best friend turned Merlin's mood to sadness. He missed Arthur. He wanted to get on his horse and ride into Camelot. Yelling at the King until he changed his mind. But Vadoma's words echoed in his mind. He needed to reforge himself before he could help Arthur. It was looking like that meant mending his relationship with Morgana. The thought should have made him flinch in disgust, but instead it lifted his spirits. How strange.

Arthur wandered through the castle. He had no particular destination in mind. He just needed to get out of his chambers. As he walked aimlessly through the corridors of the castle, the same thoughts circled around his mind. As they always did. Why has this happened to me? To Camelot? What did I do to deserve this?

Maybe it was something he had done. If he'd been kinder to Merlin. If he'd acknowledged his importance. If he'd made him the advisor he had been serving as for years. If he hadn't stubbornly thought that the way to keep Merlin by his side was to keep him in servitude. There was no reason that his advisor couldn't have come with him on their adventures. Why had he been so blind?

Maybe there was something he could still do to make this not be true! In desperation he dropped to his knees and beseeched the Old Gods, "I'll be nicer to him! I'll do anything! Just make things go back to the way they were! Please!" And he knelt there in the hallway, the first tears stinging behind his eyes. But there was no answer. For things could never go back. Time only moved inexorably onward. No mere man could change that.

Unseen by Arthur, Leon and Percival shared a concerned look.

Dinner was a simple affair. The conversation had gotten less stilted and awkward in the past month. Merlin could hardly believe his own thoughts. He was actually getting accustomed to sharing his childhood home with his mother and Morgana. What's more. It was actually fairly pleasant. They had settled into a routine of sorts, with Merlin doing manual labor to fix up the stables he shared with Aithusa and the horses, and beginning the hard work of adding a much needed additional room to the cottage. While Hunith and Morgana preserved food for the long winter to come. Morgana's knowledge of healing herbs was impressive and Hunith had a fair supply of everything she could need to take care of her health. They had become an odd little family, in a way.

Not that everything was smooth. Hunith still asked him every day what had happened in Camelot to make Merlin leave. He still wouldn't tell her. He couldn't. Thinking about it was still too painful. And every time Hunith mentioned Arthur's name it opened that wound again, leaving it festering on Merlin's heart.

"I'm going into the capitol to get some supplies for the winter." Hunith announced it as if she were asking Morgana to pass the bread.

Merlin and Morgana shared a startled look. Hunith was leaving?

"You're going to Camelot?" Morgana asked in surprise.

At this Hunith laughed. "No dear, we're in Essetir, remember? We do have our own capitol, you know."

"Would you like for me to come with you, Mother? I would be happy to accompany you." Merlin offered.

"No dear, I need the two of you here. There are many preparations for winter yet to be made. That room needs to be finished before the first snowfall if you're going to avoid spending the winter in the stable! I trust you won't burn the place down or kill each other while I'm gone?"

Morgana and Merlin shared a small smile. They had the same thought. A mere month ago that would have been a serious question, not asked in the gentle teasing manner it was now.

"We'll behave, Hunith. We promise." Morgana smiled at the kind woman with genuine fondness. Reaching across the table to take Hunith's hand, Merlin repeated the pledge. "We'll take care of everything. But I do insist you take the horses. You will travel faster and be able to carry more. In fact, I insist you take some of that gold you keep refusing to accept from me. Why barter away things we ourselves will need this winter?"

Morgana immediately added to the chorus. "Merlin is right, there are things we need but we don't have much to spare in return. We go through an alarming amount of food now that your bottomless stomach of a son is living here."

Merlin couldn't stop the laugh that bubbled up. "Hey now! I work off all of that food! Are you calling me fat?" At this he attempted to pinch extra skin from his firm side. "There's no spare flesh here!"

Hunith caught the appreciative look Morgana flashed at Merlin. Smiling inwardly she nearly started singing in happiness. She knew what she'd sensed between the two sorcerers all those years ago had been real. Now to get the two of them to open up enough to see it for themselves!

"Fine. If only to stop the two of you from pestering me so! Which horse should I ride, son?"

"Erm, the brown one I think would be better. I've had him for years. The white one is a new addition."

"She is absolutely beautiful," Hunith remarked. "Where did you get her?"

"She was a gift from a very wise and kind woman I met before I came here." Merlin admitted, opening up about the events leading to his arrival for the first time.

"The same woman who is responsible for the extravagant riches now littering the stable? Those fancy clothes you wear?" Morgana asked, perhaps a bit more sharply than she had intended.

"Yes," Merlin said somberly. "She and her people were very kind to me when I needed it most. I've very grateful to them and I hope to someday repay their unbelievable generosity and hospitality."

"You're a good man, Merlin. I know you'll do just that." Hunith touched Merlin's shoulder as she got up from the table. "Now if you two will clean up, please, I think I should get a good night's rest if I'm to head out a first light."

While they were cleaning up, Morgana looked at Merlin from under her lashes. What had he done to earn such riches from this strange woman and her people? There was another story to discover here.

The next morning they waved Hunith on her way. When she had gone out of view, Morgana and Merlin looked at each other. Now what?

"While she's gone, you should stay in my mother's bed. It has to be more comfortable than that pallet, as I recall." Merlin offered.

"I'll agree to that. But only if you come in from the stables. There's no reason to sleep out there while a perfectly good rock-hard-incredibly-uncomfortable pallet is here just waiting for you." Morgana teased.

The two shared a smile. They were actually going to be ok while Hunith was gone. This emboldened Merlin.

"Morgana. While my mother's gone. Will. Will you tell me what happened? I'd like to know. And I'm finally ready to listen, if you'll agree"

Morgana thought about the request. It seemed so simple. But was she ready to tell him? Looking into his deep blue eyes she saw none of the wariness and anger that she'd seen the first night he'd come here. Surprising even herself, she agreed. "I will. But it's a very long story so we should go inside and sit down. And in return I insist that you tell me your story as well."

Mordred was eating with Gaius again. It had become a habit in the past weeks. They were most comfortable with one another, these days.

"Where do you think he is right now?" Mordred asked.

"My dear boy I really have no idea. He could be anywhere. I believe it to be equally likely that he is at the far corner of Albion as that he never left the forest outside of the castle. Although if that were the case I should expect that he would have gotten word to us by now!"

"Are you scared for him?"

"Of course I am!" Gaius spoke sharply. "I know that he can take care of himself physically, but he left here with a broken heart. How can that heal on its own without leaving a terrible scar? That is what worries me most. That this will change who he is, fundamentally. That would be a tragedy."

"I have the same fear for those of us left behind," Mordred said somberly. "Maybe it's because I have only been here for a few months, but the difference in this place from before and after Merlin's exile. Gaius, it's as if the very heart of the people has been ripped out. And I can't tell if it's a reflection of them personally feeling Merlin's absence, or a reflection of Arthur's obvious heartbreak. Maybe the two are the same thing. One thing's for certain. Not one person with whom I've spoken. Not even one seems to care that Merlin is a sorcerer. Isn't that strange? In a land where magic is outlawed I would think that the people would be glad to have a sorcerer exposed and exiled. But that's not the case at all."

"I feel that you're onto something with that, Mordred. So we can ask ourselves. Why is that? What is it about this case that is causing a different reaction in the people? We're all so close to the situation we can't see it as they do. But we agree that it is indeed different. I propose we find out. I need something to do that isn't worrying about Merlin, anyway."

Gaius felt better than he had in weeks. Something to investigate! This was much better than sitting around being sad!

"...and so they kept us, chained in that terrible pit for nearly two years. We lived on the rats that fell in with us and on the scraps those monsters would throw down to us when they remembered about us. If it hadn't been for my poor, sweet Aithusa. Well I don't think I would be here today." Morgana looked down at her clasped hands before continuing. "We kept each other alive." Looking back up at an attentive Merlin, she continued, "You already know about what came next. In a rage, I tried to find the Diamair. I thought that if I could find Arthur's bane I could take Camelot and finally make it safe for magic users. For my kind. But of course you stopped that. Well Mordred really." Morgana paused, thinking. "I didn't expect a betrayal from him. But he was right, you know. I was out of control and needed to be stopped." Sighing, she went on. "All I could think of after that was keeping Aithusa alive. I had nowhere to turn. Then Hunith's face came to me in a dream and I knew that this was the one place I would be able to keep Aithusa safe." Morgana chuckled softly. "I had planned to beg for your mother to take care of Aithusa so that I could die in peace. But your mother surprised me. She not only didn't blink at the fact that I showed up with a dragon, but she opened her home to be and insisted that I stay. I wouldn't be alive if it weren't for Hunith. Merlin, your mother is an extraordinary woman. You're so very lucky to have her." Morgana trailed off. Exhausted from reliving the horrors, she slumped in her chair.

Merlin sat in shock. The torture! Even when he thought he had hated Morgana, he had never wished for her to endure that sort of pain. His complaints about Arthur seemed so very childish, in comparison. Without really examining what he was doing, Merlin walked over to where Morgana sat. Reaching down he picked her up and cradled her against his chest, rocking her gently back and forth. At first she stiffened against him, but soon Morgana relaxed and began softly crying into Merlin's shoulder. Kissing her forehead he whispered angrily, "Morgana, tell me who these men were and I will hunt down and kill every last one of them right now." This made Morgana cry even harder. Here was what she had needed for those long, terrible years! A true friend. Loyalty. And to get it from Merlin of all people! It was too much to bear!

Merlin sat down, gently holding Morgana and simply comforted her as she cried. Cried for the hatred, the loss, the pain, the fear, for everything. She eventually cried herself to sleep in his arms. Gently, Merlin took her into his Mother's room and put her to bed. Tucking her in and flaring the fireplace to light with a glance from his golden eyes.

Merlin did not sleep that night. He kept watch over Morgana. Thinking about her sad tale. He wondered, had it been him in those circumstances, would he have reacted any differently? He didn't think he would have. And with that he understood Morgana and her motives. It was no wonder she had turned to ice. She had to become hard or she would have broken. He went out into the stables and brought Aithusa into the house with him. Bringing her into the room where Morgana was sleeping, he made the dragon a makeshift bed in front of the fire and sat there, watching over them both for the remainder of the night.

As dawn approached, Merlin made a decision. He prayed it wasn't a mistake, but he felt deep down that it was the right thing to do.

Arthur was haunting his own castle. He knew it, of course. He simply didn't care. What did it matter? The kingdom was clearly getting along quite well without him. So then why was he so sad? Why couldn't he shake this malaise? He'd lost interest in everything. The knights were his constant shadows but had stopped asking for him to train with them. Gwen was doing a better job of running the kingdom than he ever had. She didn't need him. Nobody needed him.

He had never in his life felt so terribly alone. Growing up, he and Morgana had been constant companions and competitors. With Merlin's arrival he had found the truest friend...no. Stop those thoughts. They don't help. Gwen. Focus on beautiful, wise, brilliant Gwen. She was his guiding star. So why was he missing Merlin so keenly? Perhaps it wasn't he who was haunting Camelot. But rather he himself who was haunted. He could never escape the memories. They surrounded him. This hallway, the one he was in right now. This was where Merlin had bravely stood by his side fighting off invaders. He had done so without a sword, without armor. Arthur had always marveled at Merlin's bravery in the face of insurmountable odds. Now it all made sense. Merlin had a secret that more than leveled the playing field. In fact, Camelot always had the upper hand when Merlin was there. Continuing down the hallway, Arthur looked around. To the side he saw an alcove where he had seen Merlin and Morgana whispering to one another in happier days. They had shared a strong connection. At the time he had been thoroughly irritated and had strongly discouraged it. But now he understood what had drawn them to one another. They were both creatures of magic. Of course they would naturally seek out each other's company. Even without knowing why, they had always been connected.

Morgana. He missed his half-sister's company, too. Perhaps that was a part of this. Camelot had lost two pieces of itself with both Merlin and Morgana gone. Perhaps this land was upon a table of sorts. A table could still stand with one of its legs broken. Though it was unsteady and unsecure. But with two broken legs the table had no choice but to completely collapse.

Thought like this. They served no purpose. Taking a deep drink of wine, Arthur shuffled down the hallways of the castle. A shadow of himself.

"Where are we going?" Morgana asked. She didn't know if she could take any more surprises this morning. First she finds that Merlin had put her to bed and lit a fire to keep her warm. Then she saw him asleep in the bedside chair. Clearly he had been there all night. If only she had known earlier that she could trust him, that he would fight to protect her, that he would stand by her side. How much pain could have been avoided?

"We're nearly there. Listen. Morgana. This is going to be a bit of a shock. But because you trusted me with your story and with Aithusa, I trust you with my secret, as well."

Secret? What could he possibly be talking about? Oh, their bargain from yesterday! Finally she would learn why he left Camelot! Well he could have told her that back at home. Why had they been trudging through the woods all morning? She would never understand the man.

They entered a large clearing in the woods. They'd been walking for hours and Aithusa was tired. Morgana was glad to sit down as well. Merlin looked. Well actually he didn't look tired, he just looked nervous.

"Merlin, whatever it is that you have to show me. I trust you. I hope you know that you can trust me as well. But what does this field have to do with you leaving Camelot?"

"Everything." He said simply. At that Merlin walked into the middle of the clearing. With one last lingering look at Morgana, he turned his head to the skies.

"O drakon, e mala soi ftengometh tesd'hup anankes! Erkheo"

Morgana nearly fainted. What had Merlin just done? His voice had changed completely. It felt like magic! "Merlin! What is going on here! I don't understand!"

He turned to her, a small smile playing at his expressive mouth. "Morgana there's someone that you need to meet. Aithusa already knows him." At this Aithusa ran into the field and huddled up against Merlin's side.

Morgana stared in shock. Shaking violently she walked across to stand on the other side of Aithusa. Something momentous was happening. More momentous than Merlin casually accepting the presence of a Dragon!

In a few minutes, a small dot appeared in the sky. As she watched it grew larger and larger until she could just make out its shape it was...a dragon!

"Merlin we have to run! There's a dragon coming!" Grabbing his hand she tried to drag him into the relative safety of the woods, but he resisted. "Morgana," he said gently, "that is who we're here to see."

Morgana stared at Merlin like he'd sprouted another head. This couldn't possibly be what it looked like. Merlin...and a dragon?

Clinging to Merlin in fear, Morgana watched the great dragon land. Aithusa ran up to the dragon as soon as he landed. When the giant dragon saw the smaller one he let out a roar of shock and grief.

"Warlock!" The giant dragon howled. "What has happened to her! How could you let this happen?" He demanded.

Wait. Warlock? She was a sorceress, a priestess, but no warlock. Opening her mouth to respond, she was cut off by Merlin.

"Kilgharrah. Aithusa has endured unbelievable suffering. She can't speak to me. Please, is there anything you can do?"

Merlin. The dragon had just referred to Merlin as Warlock. And Merlin had answered. After shouting some sort of spell into the sky and a giant dragon arriving. Was it hard to breathe? Why was the sun so bright all of the sudden? Was it getting cold?

"Oh no you don't! You're not fainting on me! Stay awake, stay with me!" Merlin held Morgana close and shook her gently. As Morgana's eyes fluttered open, she looked into Merlin's. His eyes were so blue. So guileless. So trustworthy. And behind that, what had always been there but she had been too blind, too self-absorbed to see. Power. Unbelievable power. Reaching up a hand, she touched his face, caressing his sharp cheekbones and tracing the curve of his mouth. "Is this true? Is. Is the dragon right? Are you...Merlin do you have magic, too?"

Merlin smiled. One of the smiles that lit up his whole face. "Oh yes. And I can finally tell you. Something I wish I had been brave enough to tell you years ago." He looked intently at her and spoke with quiet fervor, "Morgana you are not alone. I have magic, too. My greatest regret is not being brave enough to tell you this that day when you told me about your powers." Tears falling from his beautiful blue eyes, he cupped her face in his strong hands and went on. "Morgana I am so very sorry. I was scared and I let that fear prevent me from being there for you. I don't blame you for everything that happened. I understand. I think that I would have done the same, in your shoes. I." Merlin broke down, continuing with a broken sob, "Oh Morgana, can you ever forgive me? I need you to forgive me, for I cannot forgive myself."

And it all clicked. Why she had been drawn to the young man when he first came to Camelot. Why Arthur seemed to have more lives than a cat. Why nothing she had ever done could prevent Arthur from ruling Camelot. It had always been Merlin. Hiding in plain sight. A warlock masquerading as a servant. How could she have been so blind? Did Arthur know? Ahh, she realized. He must indeed know. Merlin must have been forced to leave Camelot. Just as she had been years before. But far from being angry and bitter and vengeful as she had been, he was here, and amazingly, her friend. She found that instead of betrayal, or anger, or fear, what she felt instead was...relief? No not just relief, but a calm. A sense of closure. Morgana's life since that day had gone in a terrible direction but it had led her to this moment. She was ready to leave that life behind. Ready to find herself again. And it had been Merlin, always Merlin that was central to that life. She could see that now. Merlin was a warlock, she was a sorceress. She really wasn't alone anymore!

Morgana realized she was standing there, grinning widely at Merlin and not saying a word.

"Merlin. I'm so happy! This is fantastic!" Hugging him tightly, she couldn't stop the tears of joy from coming. Pulling her close, Merlin spun in a circle, laughing. "I can't just say it! I can yell it! Morgana you and I are the same! We are both creatures of magic!"

"If you two are quite done realizing you're two sides of the same coin? Which, Warlock, you should recall I told you years ago, though under somewhat different circumstances. I do believe that I can help my dear Aithusa."

This sobered both humans up considerably, though they both retained their amazed smiles and their hands remained clasped.

Kilgharrah nuzzled the smaller dragon with obvious affection. "Dear Aithusa, let me do what I can to help you." The smaller dragon nodded and seemed to brace herself. And with that Kilgharrah breathed fire on the white dragon, completely engulfing her in the blaze.

The fire was so bright Merlin and Morgana had to shield their eyes. When it finally ended they squinted at the two dragons, desperate to see a change in the young dragon. And a change there was. It was...remarkable! She looked. Larger somehow. Healthier!

"My friend you've done it! Aithusa you look beautiful!" Merlin crowed happily!

Morgana ran right up to Aithusa and hugged the young dragon. Crying with joy. Unable to even speak, so overcome was she with emotion.

Aithusa leaned into Morgana's embrace for long minutes. Eventually she turned to Merlin and in a small, musical voice said her first words. "Dragon lord. Last of your kind, the man who gave me my name. I thank you." She bowed her head prettily in his direction and turned to address the great dragon. "Kilgharrah, my kin, I thank you for your healing. I feel as though I have emerged from a cave into the summer sunshine. You have my eternal gratitude." Finally turning to Morgana, the white dragon nuzzled her again for long moments before speaking. "Morgana, my sister. My mother. I love you. You kept me alive when I would otherwise have died. When I first saw you, lying in the forest, nearly dead, I saw the threads of your life and knew that you could not die before you had completed the work you were put here to do. Even with the pain we have both endured. I love you. And I know that now, with the Warlock, you can finally return to the path on which your future lies."

Morgana was crying, great wracking sobs that tore through her small frame. "Aithusa! I love you so much!" and she was hugging the small dragon again.

Merlin approached Kilgharrah. Reluctant to interfere with the moment between Aithusa and Morgana. "Thank you, old friend." Merlin said simply.

"It is I who should thank you, warlock. You have done more than you know in reuniting me with Aithusa. Dragons need one another. And young dragons need an elder to help them move into adulthood. If she had been alone. without her kind for too much longer she would have weakened and eventually died."

Merlin gaped at Kilgharrah in shock. Died? It was too much to consider! These were the last two dragons in existence!

Morgana looked up, having overheard what the great dragon told Merlin. "I too, must give you my thanks, master dragon. The debt I owe you is far too large to ever repay. But if there is anything I can do you need simply name it and it shall be done."

Kilgharrah looked at Morgana with his shrewd, ancient golden gaze. "Priestess, I ask only one thing. I need to teach Aithusa. She needs to come to our ancient homeland and learn about our kind. Learn about her powers. She is tightly bonded to you and thus it would take either a command from Merlin, or your blessing for her to come with me. Will you give your blessing?"

Morgana rocked back on her heels. Aithusa leave? "Is this what you want my darling?" she asked the white dragon.

"I need to go. You need time with your mate and I need time with mine." She said simply.

Morgana and Merlin looked at each other. Mate? No no. Friends, certainly. But. No that was ridiculous.

Ignoring that comment she replied. "Will you ever come back?" Morgana asked, holding back her tears.

"Of course! I would not leave you forever! Besides, Merlin needs only call and we will come immediately. Every time. We cannot refuse the call of a dragon lord."

"Someone needs to explain this dragon lord business to me. But. If you want to go of course you have my blessing. Oh my darling, I will miss you!" Morgana again hugged the young dragon. But she eventually let go and went to stand by Merlin again. Taking his hand she and Merlin waved goodbye as the two dragons took to the skies and flew away.

Morgana was crying. She didn't stop for the rest of the day.

Gwen crept past the knights guarding the door and into the chambers she shared with Arthur. It had been another excruciatingly long day. It was funny, really. When she had been a servant she thought that being King or Queen meant lying around in beautiful clothes and indolently telling other people what to do. How wrong she had been! Her back ached and her hand was cramped from writing missives all day. Keeping in touch with their allies kept those alliances strong and couldn't be delayed while Arthur was...ill. Speaking of her husband, Gwen padded silently across the room to stand over the bed, looking down at his sleeping form. He looked so innocent. But even asleep she could see the dark circles under his sunken eyes. He wasn't eating and had lost so much weight in the past months.

Staring at him, Gwen finally hit her breaking point. She couldn't run this kingdom by herself any longer. She deserved help! She deserved her husband back! Before she could really even think about what she was doing her hand flew out and, Crack! She slapped Arthur right across the face. The sharp pain in her hand must have been nothing compared to what Arthur felt. He yelled and sat up in bed, reaching for where he usually kept his sword on the bedside. But it hadn't been there for some time. Merlin had been the one to make certain Arthur always had Excalibur at arm's reach.

"What is going on! What was that?" Arthur sputtered, coming fully awake.

"That. Arthur Pendragon. Was your wife! And if you don't want another one I suggest you sit there, shut up, and listen to what I have to say!" Gwen was shaking. Was it in fear, or rage, or giddy relief? Even she didn't know.

"Why did you change the laws of Camelot to knight low born men like my brother?"

Arthur was confused. She woke him up for this? She knew this already. But he answered anyway. "Because regardless of their birth, they exemplified the knightly virtues that define a real champion of Camelot. The law was wrong. It was the right thing to do."

Gwen nodded. "And why did you change the laws of Camelot to marry me?"

Without hesitation, Arthur responded. "Because you are everything a Queen of Camelot should be. Kind, Generous, Wise, and Strong. And I love you. No law or tradition could change the fact that you belong at my side."

Gwen smiled brilliantly down at Arthur. He was so incredible. "Arthur, my husband, my love. Do you regret any of those choices?"

"No," came the immediate denial. "Every day I see how those laws were wrong and Camelot is a better place for you and the knights being at its heart."

"Arthur. Does Merlin deserve anything less?"

Stunned, Arthur shook his head. Refusing to acknowledge what he already knew.

Gwen got angry. "Arthur you made a mistake. Admit it. Admit it right now. It's just you and I here and you need to say it! This has gone on too long. So out with it!" Standing there with her hands on her hips, her curls escaping their careful confinement, Arthur thought she looked like an avenging forest sprite.

Arthur considered playing dumb. It worked with most people. But looking into Gwen's fierce eyes he knew that she always saw right through him. It had never done him any good to try to deceive his wife. She was the heart of him and couldn't be lied to. Not by him. But this. It hurt so much! Saying it? No, he wouldn't.

Setting his jaw mulishly, he started to deny her request. Gwen gave a cry of rage and frustration and, Crack! She slapped him again! When had his sweet Gwen become a shrieking virago? Who was this violent creature?

"Arthur Pendragon, look at yourself! Is this who you are? A drunk? A man who shirks his responsibilities? No! You are the King of Camelot and you will actlike it, damnit!"

Gwen was crying. She was yelling at him and she was crying. Tears were streaming down her beloved face. That, more than anything else, pushed him over the edge. He could do whatever he wanted to himself, he didn't care. But this was affecting his Gwen. He could finally see that.

Sitting on the edge of the bed, Arthur took Gwen's hand and pulled her close until she was standing between his legs. He looked up into her compassionate eyes and gently wiped away her tears.

"I know why Merlin stayed here. I know why a powerful warlock endured years of being my servant. Gwen, I think I always knew. It's love, isn't it?"

Gwen beamed through the remaining tears. "Yes my dear. I believe you're right. Camelot is a family. And a family is built on love."

"I should never have exiled Merlin." Arthur sighed heavily, "I should have rescinded the ban on magic. Merlin deserved better, you're right. I have made a terrible mistake and I fear that we shall never see Merlin again." He continued raggedly, "And I don't know what to do."

Finally.

Gwen pulled Arthur close and wrapped her arms around him tightly. Breaking down, Arthur curled into her comforting embrace and cried like he hadn't since the day his father died.

The days that followed were like a dream. They spent long hours walking in the woods, talking and getting to know each other again. Finally honest with each other. Merlin and Morgana desperately tried to make up for lost time, telling each other of nearly every detail they'd missed in each other's lives, teaching each other everything they knew about magic. They comforted one another over their losses. Cheered each other's victories. It was idyllic and perfect.

Putting their powers to good use, they finished the addition to the cottage in just a few days. Morgana had suggested using some of the riches Merlin had brought from the Atzinganoi to decorate the house. Merlin thought that was a fine idea and they spent an enjoyable afternoon decorating the house using nothing but their powers. They even built new furniture for the new sleeping chamber. Hunith would be so surprised when she got home!

Merlin found that among the gifts in his packs, there were several dresses that looked like they would fit Morgana perfectly. She didn't deserve to wear rough cloth dresses. She was a highborn lady. Shyly, he presented them to her. Morgana squealed and hugged him when she saw the fine silk. They were beautiful!

"Their beauty pales in comparison to yours." Merlin said softly, looking into Morgana's hypnotic green eyes. As always he felt he could drown in them. He wasn't referring to her physical appearance. He was talking about the heart of her. That spark that made her his precious Morgana. Her strength, her ferocity, her tender heart. Whispering now, he continued. "Morgana Pendragon, I've fallen in love with you."

Morgana looked up into Merlin's deep blue eyes. Looked at the man he was, deep inside to the very heart of him. She belonged here. Belonged in his strong arms. Not because she needed a man. But because this was the one person who made her feel complete. She had been missing her other half. They fit together perfectly. On a sigh she said, "Merlin. My darling, wonderful, amazing Merlin. You haven't fallen alone. I love you."

Leaning in, Merlin gently touched his lips to hers. Hesitant, scared that even after their declarations she would pull away. Morgana closed her eyes and held him more tightly, pressing her lips firmly against his. With that, it was as if a fire had ignited within them. An inferno that rushed through them both, burning away the past, leaving only this moment. The two sorcerers crashed against each other, their lips clinging, their bodies molding together. A lifeline in a sea of raw need. There were no words. There was no need for them. There was only this moment, this fire, this passion, this love. Tearing desperately at each other's clothes, they tumbled into the new chamber, fell onto the bed they had created with their combined magic only hours before.

The council chambers. This was the heart of Camelot. This was where Arthur's family gathered together. It was time for a family meeting.

"You're probably surprised that I called for this meeting. But I need your council. What would you all say if I told you I was considering thinking about pondering the notion of lifting the ban on magic?" Arthur addressed his question to the round table.

"Good" "Excellent" "About time" "Finally" Everyone nodded in agreement.

"Wait, not one of you would be surprised or upset by that?" Arthur was genuinely puzzled. He had expected to have strong opposition to the mere thought.

"Or course not, my lord. Why would we be?" Percival was puzzled.

"Umm because it has been outlawed here for a generation?" Arthur asked sarcastically.

Percival nodded. "Oh. I can see that. But I'm not from here. I grew up with a wise woman in my village. I guess I always thought it was strange Camelot had such a problem with it."

There were several nods around the table. Arthur had forgotten that so many of his knights weren't from Camelot. Hadn't grown up under the magic ban. Other kingdoms had no such laws. Continuing, he said, "Well I haven't made up my mind of course. But given Gaius's repeated insistence that it is the right thing to do, and with the wise counsel of my Queen, I wanted to get everyone's opinion. Do you not think that the people would be angry or upset?"

"Sire, I believe Mordred and I may be able to offer some light on this matter." Gaius said. "You see, Mordred noticed some time ago that the castle residents weren't angry to learn about Merlin being a warlock. Mordred is a very clever young man. So, we decided to investigate further. What we found was that it wasn't just the castle residents. The citizens of Camelot weren't angry or scared of Merlin either."

Mordred continued the tale, "We talked to everyone we could. Eventually people sought us out and asked to speak with us on the matter. What we found were several different groups of people, each with different opinions. Some knew Merlin personally and had such a high opinion of him that they didn't care one bit that he is a warlock. Those were mostly people who worked in the castle. Those people just missed Merlin and wanted him back in Camelot. Others had never met him, but had heard so many tales of his kindness and bravery that they considered him a bit of a hero. It's worth noting here that many of the people in this group were younger and that this hero thing also included everyone in this room." At this smiles broke out around the table. Grinning, Mordred continued. "Another group was those that knew someone with magic. Those people don't like the ban in the first place and so were not happy to learn that another resident of Camelot was gone because he had magic. Finally were those that were indifferent on the matter. They weren't particularly scared of magic but nor were they particularly upset that a magic user had been discovered and exiled."

Gaius again spoke, "So sire, we believe based on this that the people of Camelot are ready to once again have magic in the land. Indeed, it seems that the people never wanted the ban to begin with."

Arthur stood. "Well. That is certainly something for me to think about. Thank you Mordred. Thank you Gaius." Pausing for a moment, Arthur took a deep breath before he continued. "Now, onto the next order of business. I need volunteers for a potentially deadly mission into enemy lands."

Nearly every knight at the table immediately got to their feet. Every knight except for Leon, Elyan, Gwaine, and Percival. Arthur looked at them with frank confusion. "I must admit, I would have thought that my elite knights would be the first to volunteer for a mission such as this."

Leon stood, "Our apologies, Sire. But we would prefer not to leave Camelot at this time."

Arthur sputtered. "Oh you would prefer not to? Prefer. Not to. No that's not at all suspicious!" Glaring at his four lead knights, Arthur's eyes landed on one. "Elyan! What's he talking about? And before you answer, please remember that your sister is my Queen. If I am unsatisfied with your response I'll let herdecide how to deal with you. And we both know she's meaner than I am, no matter what everyone else thinks they know." Gwen stiffened in mock outrage at that but couldn't stop the playful smile pulling at her lips.

The four knights looked guiltily at one another. Finally Elyan spoke, "My Lord, the four of us have given an additional oath and cannot leave your side. We are sworn to protect you at all times."

"An additional oath? You what? Is this why you dog my steps day and night? You are sworn only to me yet you gave someone else an oath? Who was this person? What are you talking about?" Arthur was furious. Who dared to obtain oaths from his knights?

Gwaine answered, "My Lord it was Merlin. On the morning he left, he told us that he had been guarding you day and night for years. He bade us swear to continue his work. We weren't forced to. He didn't use magic. He asked and we agreed."

"Oh. Merlin asked you nicely did he? Well in that case that's perfectly fine. Oh wait, no it isn't!Your oath to obey me won't be overwritten by a promise to my manservant! Is that clear?" Arthur raged at the knights.

"Merlin isn't here to release us from that oath. If he were here we could ask him." Percival astutely noted, causing the other three knights to grin widely.

Looking at his knights, Arthur felt better than he had in months. His knights were really very smart. He understood what they were getting at.

Not letting the smile show on his face, Arthur demanded in mock fury, "I demandthat you find a way to remove this oath! Do whatever it takes! Do I make myself clear?"

Leon stood. "If I may? I think that the four of us knights should patrol the border between Camelot and Essetir. And just to make certain nothing untoward happens, a knight not under additional oath. Mordred perhaps, should accompany us. Not that we would actually enter Lot's kingdom of course. But let's say we got lost. Somehow ended up a small border village, say Ealdor, for instance. Well we would be perfectly within our rights to ask a local for directions. Right? And if that local is helping us, well it's only polite to ask that local about their family, in my opinion."

Gwen was beaming. "Leon, you're brilliant! Give Hunith my love, won't you? She's such a kind, gentle woman."

"You two are the most grossly irresponsible, thoughtless, empty-headed people in all the kingdoms combined! What were you thinking? Did you think that you could just do a month's worth of work in a week and nobodywould notice? Are you trying to get me run out of my own home? Are you trying to get yourselves caught? Do you have a death wish?" Hunith was on a tear. Arriving home, she had seen the miraculous changes and had come completely unhinged. She had been yelling at Merlin and Morgana for nearly an hour.

The two sorcerers had tried to defend themselves but were no match for a Mother that was angry at and scared for her children. They had ended up numbly staring at the floor, waiting for the storm to pass.

Hunith was nearing the end of her energy. Fear and anger had given her strength, but looking at the two miserable young people in her home was making her determination waver. She knew they had been trying to do something nice for her. But this was too much! What if they'd been caught? The very thought made her chest hurt.

Tears streaming from her eyes, Morgana cried out. "We're so sorry! Please don't be angry! Please! We're so very sorry!"

Hunith looked at them both. Unable to keep up her anger, she rushed across the room, gathering them both up into a fierce hug. "Promise me you'll never do something so careless again! Swear to me!"

After getting solemn vows from both of the sorcerers that they would be more careful in the future. Hunith had relented. "I accept your promise. Now tell me all about what happened while I was gone."

After Hunith had finally gone to bed, Merlin got up from the pallet and crept into Morgana's room. She was waiting for him, as he knew she would be. Despite it having only been a few days since they had declared their love, neither could sleep without the other.

Near dawn, Morgana awoke with a scream.

"No! Stay away from Camelot! You cannot avenge a wrong with another wrong! You will destroy everything! Stay away!"

"Shh darling shh, what is it? What have you seen?" Merlin anxiously tried to calm Morgana but she was beyond consolation.

Grasping desperately at Merlin, Morgana told him what she'd seen, "Merlin. There are a group of former Druids. Ruadan was one of them. Their anger at what Uther and Camelot did to their people. It has twisted them, changed them into monsters." With a laugh of self-mockery she continued, "I should know. Were it not for Aithusa, your mother, and you then I would still be like them. Oh Merlin, they are determined to get revenge on Camelot by killing everyone in the entire kingdom, starting with Arthur. I have seen that they are planning an attack on the castle in just a few days, on the night of the equinox! Merlin they will be using powerful magic. Camelot will not stand a chance!"

Merlin didn't even think of questioning Morgana's vision. She was a powerful seer and he trusted her completely. "Then we have no choice. We're going home." Merlin vowed. "Mother!" he yelled, "Morgana and I are leaving at first light to go save Camelot!"

Hunith appeared in the doorway a moment later. "Take care of each other. Go save your friends, dears. Oh, and while you're in my home and not married, Merlin you will stay outof Morgana's room, which is very nice, by the way, dear. Am I clear?" And with that she turned around and went back to bed, managing to keep the grin off of her face until she had shut the door to her room. They were going to have the prettiest babies. She just knew it.

The following morning, with the horses loaded and with tearful goodbyes completed, Merlin and Morgana turned down the road and began the journey back to Camelot.

On their third day they were bedding down for the night when they heard the sounds of a group of men near them in the forest. Wary, they investigated the group and found it was the Knights of Camelot! Was this good news or bad? Unsure of how to approach the seasoned warriors, Merlin dithered for several minutes. They needed to warn the knights of the danger to Camelot but Merlin would be executed for merely being in Camelot. And Morgana as well! What should they do? Camelot would need the men to help in her defense. But how could he approach them?

Morgana listened to him for a few moments. Really he could be so thick headed! She gave him a sarcastic look then turning towards where the knights were camped yelled "A warlock! It's a warlock! Somebody help me! Please help me!" Then she sat down and waited, grinning at Merlin proudly. Merlin groaned loudly and joined her. Well that was one way to go about getting their attention, he supposed. Morgana rested her head on his shoulder. "Oh stop, my love. If they try to hurt us we can easily disarm them without hurting them. This is just faster!"

They didn't have to wait long. With Leon in the lead, the group of knights crashed into the clearing. Their jaws dropped when the saw Merlin and Morgana sitting on the ground together, clearly not in any danger from each other or anyone else, grinning up at them.

As one the knights pointed their swords at the sorcerers. "Merlin, is that. Is that you? You look completely different! I almost didn't recognize you! Are you harmed? Has she hurt you?" Gwaine asked in a rush.

Merlin immediately sprung to Morgana's defense. "No! Put down your weapons! Morgana is not our enemy! Please you must listen to me!"

"Merlin how can we trust that she has not bespelled you?" Elyan asked warily.

Stepping forward, Mordred peered intently at the two sorcerers. "Something is different about her," he said. "The...wrongness that surrounded her when I last saw her. It's...gone. Morgana. Is it..are you back? Are you yourself again?" Hopefully he took a step towards the seer.

"Mordred. Look at you. A knight of Camelot. It suits you." Tucking herself into Merlin's side, she continued. "I am myself again, thanks to Merlin."

Gwaine and Leon looked skeptical. Percival had no such reservations. Striding to where Merlin and Morgana were standing he engulfed the two in a massive hug. "Good." was all he said.

Later, around the campfire, Merlin and Morgana told their tale. Most of their tale. Some things were for them alone. Ending with her premonition and the urgency with which they had to get back to Camelot.

"We have no time to waste. We must get back to Camelot and warn Arthur." Merlin finished, addressing the group.

"We will return at first light. You're coming with us, I presume?" Leon asked, receiving nods of agreement from Morgana and Merlin. "Good. We will present this to Arthur. Merlin, the past few months since your exile. They have, changed Arthur. Changed Camelot. But I believe that Arthur is very nearly himself again. I strongly feel that he will see reason."

"I hope you're right, my friend." Merlin replied. "For all our sakes."

While Merlin and the elite knights discussed strategy, Morgana and Mordred spoke quietly. "I'm not mad. Mordred you were right to stop me from killing Arthur. It would have been a catastrophe if he had been killed before achieving his destiny. A united Albion is the most noble of goals and I was standing in the way. You did the right thing. Really I should thank you. If you hadn't acted. Well it's unthinkable."

"I'm just glad that you and Emrys have found one another again." Mordred replied.

The blood drained from Morgana's face. Emrys? Emrys was...Merlin? "Merlin!" she yelled. "Merlin is this true? Are you Emrys? It can't be. I was told Emrys was my destiny and my destruction!" She was beginning to babble incoherently. Running over to Morgana, Merlin took her into his arms and stopped her hysterics by kissed her passionately, garnering very interested looks from the knights. Breaking the kiss, he stared into her eyes for a long moment before speaking. "That is just the name the Druids have for me. I am still Merlin. I am still the same man I have always been. Morgana you know me. Better than anyone you know me. By whatever name I'm called I am still the same person. Please tell me that you know this."

"My destiny and my destruction." She whispered. "Yes I see it now. Destined to destroy who I had become. Yes." At this she laughed softly, resting her forehead against Merlin's. "I wasted so much time fearing you, fearing Emrys. What I should have been doing was running towards you, not away." Softly kissing Merlin, she hugged him tightly. "Never again will I fear my fate. I have a part to play in bringing about a glorious future. This isn't something to be scared of, it's something to celebrate." A beautiful smile lit up her face, urging its twin to shine from Merlin's.

"Mordred, why did you call him Emrys?" Percival asked. Percival the perceptive. The man didn't often speak, but when he did it was often with a wisdom that astounded.

"Because he's a Druid, of course," said Leon.

At the shocked faces surrounding him, Leon could only laugh. "I have been leading the knights of Camelot for over ten years. Do you really think that I didn't know who he was? I remember when he first came to Camelot, as a small boy. I was there! I knew who he was when he saved Arthur's life and became a knight. I didn't feel that it needed to be mentioned." Walking over to a stunned Mordred, Leon clasped his shoulder. "Mordred you have proven yourself loyal to Arthur and to Camelot. You have proven to be a warrior and a brother to us all. That's all I need in a fellow knight. I don't care about anything else. You don't have to hide who you are. Nobody in Camelot should have to hide who they are."

"Let us hope that when Arthur finds out that he feels the same," said Merlin, solemnly.

"What can you see?" Leon asked Morgana, as she scryed into a large crystal. A difficult task while riding a horse, made more difficult by the endless questions from the knights.

"It is as I foresaw. The army is being led by former druids. This will not be a simple battle. I fear what this day will bring."

"Then there is no time to lose." Gwaine stated. "We are almost to the castle. We will get there in time. If only there were a way to let Arthur know we're on our way! If only there were allies we could reach in time!"

Allies. Allies. Merlin hit his head for not thinking of it sooner! Of course! "Stop! Stop the horses! Stop!" Not waiting to see if his companions had heard him, Merlin leapt from his horse and ran down the road a fair distance. Lifting his head to the sky he called for the great dragon.

Morgana, seeing what her love was doing, told the knight what to expect and to absolutely not attack the dragons!

Kilgharrah and Aithusa arrived, landing heavily on the road. Morgana and Aithusa ran straight to each other. Talking over each other and reveling in each other's presence.

"Warlock. Why is it that you have called us here?"

"My friend. Camelot is under attack. I need your help. I need Aithusa's, too. Will you help me?"

"Dragon lord, you know that we cannot deny your command. What is it that you wish from us?"

"I need one of you to go to the Atzinganoi. Warn them that Camelot is in danger. That I need their help! Renegade druids will be upon Camelot within the day!"

"Warlock, we shall do as you command. Aithusa, come along!"

With one last nuzzle for Morgana, the young dragon took to the air with her mate, winging towards the Forest of Ander.

"Let us hope I was not too late in calling for their aid," Merlin said as he mounted his horse, not noticing the amazed stares of the knights.

The next day, Arthur sat alone in the throne room. Plagued by visions of his best friend and the happier times. Plagued by the innocents his father had killed. But it wasn't just this that was eating away at the King. While he missed Merlin, he was worried about him. Worried the knights won't find Merlin alive and well.

But even so, Arthur couldn't stop the thought that he should have killed Merlin the second he found out about his magic. His oldest friend was a sorcerer. And if Gaius was to be believed, one with unimaginable power. What if by letting him live and leave Camelot he had made a frighteningly powerful enemy? That's what had happened to Morgana, after all. What if by banishing Merlin he had sealed Camelot's doom? Shaking his head, Arthur banished that thought. He knew Merlin wasn't an enemy. He could never be. The words Gaius had said played over and over in Arthur's mind. His friend had stayed with him, with Camelot out of love. If Merlin wanted to hurt him he could have at any time but instead he had saved him, and the kingdom over and over. He couldn't believe Merlin would become an enemy of Camelot. Right?

Interrupting Arthur's ruminations, the warning bells began to toll ominously.

"Sire! Sire you must come at once! Camelot is under attack!" Gaius ran into the throne room, out of breath.

Dropping his cloak and unsheathing Excalibur, Arthur sprang into action. "Who is attacking? Has the army been sent out?"

"Yes sire, the army is even now joining the battle. But sire, some of the attackers. They are using magic."

"Magic?" Arthur stopped cold. Fear freezing him in place. "Gaius you don't think. Could it be Merlin?"

"Sire! No I don't think it could be Merlin. Though I sorely wish he was here right now! Of course it isn't Merlin! That boy would die to protect Camelot. He would never harm you or this kingdom! Have you heard nothing I've been telling you for these months?"

Arthur nodded, ashamed. "You are right of course. And Gaius? For what it's worth, I wish he were here as well. But he isn't, and that's my doing. So we're going to defend the castle without him. Is there anything you can do against these attackers?"

"What are you asking, sire?"

"I'm asking you if there's anything, magical, that you can do. Oh come now Gaius, you said yourself you've been teaching Merlin. Do you really expect me to believe you've only been teaching him to be a physician? Now this isn't the time for protesting what I can finally see. We must defend Camelot!"

Nodding, Gaius responded, "I haven't used much of my power since the purge, sire. But yes, I do believe that I may be able to help."

"Then go, man! There's no time to waste!"

"The day has finally come! Camelot and Uther's son will answer for their crimes against magic! Are you with me?"

The answering roar could be heard for leagues around. Cerdain smiled. The time was finally right. Having heard that Emrys was no longer in Camelot, he knew that this was the time to get their revenge. Though most of the druids in the kingdoms had pointedly refused to even consider attacking Camelot, Cerdain had been able to convince a good number to join him in the attack. Between the former druids and the mercenaries they had added to their ranks, they had a formidable army descending on Camelot. The time was nigh. Blood was to be paid for with blood.

Pausing, Cerdain remembered the last time he had seen his wife and daughter. A raid by the knights of Camelot, during the purge. The druids had never seen them coming. They had been a peaceful people. What had they done to Camelot save to use the magic their people had always had? He could still hear the screams as the knights butchered his family. Soon their spirits could rest. Soon.

"To me, men! For the love of Camelot!" Arthur led the charge himself. He would protect his kingdom or die trying. The army roared with him, flooding into the town in a sea of shining armor and strong shields.

On the battlements, Gwen saw the battle unfolding. Terrified but proud of her husband. "My lady, I do not think King Arthur would approve of this!" Said Geoffrey of Monmouth for the hundredth time. Please go into the castle where it is safe!

"I will not. I will help in any way that I can. I will not huddle, frightened inside the castle while my husband fights our enemies. Elyan is not the only one in my family that knows how to fight!" With that she unsheathed her sword, her armor glittering in the autumnal sun. "For the love of Camelot!"

Every fiber of his being focused on the invading forces, Gaius strained his limits, using more power than he had in many years. He was just barely able to shield the castle from the magical fireballs the attackers were bombarding it with. He did not know how long he could keep this up. "Merlin my boy where are you?"

Glancing up, he could see the shield Gaius had put over the castle. Magic, used in defense of Camelot, against magic attacking Camelot. It was then that Arthur truly realized what Gaius had been telling him since Merlin's exile. Magic wasn't the enemy. Magic was neither good nor evil. It was men that were good or evil. Magic was merely the weapon with which some fought. Others used a sword. And he would use his today!

Arthur was death itself, cutting through the invading mercenaries like fire through a grainery. He was whirling blades, a rain of blood, the blinding flash of sunlight on armor. His valor inspired the knights fighting at his side. They would not lose this day!

From their vantage point, Merlin and his companions could see the attacking army making their way through the city. They hadn't made it in time. The attack had begun and nearly the entire invading army was sweeping through the city streets. So be it. The invaders would soon find themselves caught between the mighty King Arthur leading his army in the front and Camelot's biggest surprise from behind. Nodding at Morgana, the two sorcerers left their companions and calmly walked out into the street, their hooded robes billowing behind them as they strode into sight. Spotted by the enemy, mercenaries ran at them, blades drawn. With one last glance at each other, the lovers held out their hands, speaking as one, 'Cume þoden!'

A mighty whirlwind swept aside the enemy fighters. Throwing them into buildings with deadly force. Citizens of Camelot who had hidden in their homes, peered furtively into the street to find out what was happening. Fear took their breath as they saw two mighty sorcerers killing wave after wave of invaders. Who could this be?

Leon and the knight roared as they joined the battle, "For the love of Camelot!" The fighting was fierce and bloody, but they were slowly making headway in their charge to reach Arthur on the front lines. Would they reach their King in time?

Cerdain had only one thought as he set fire to another knight with a whispered, 'Ástríce!'. His mind ran through his litany over and over. Reach the King. Kill the King. Camelot must fall. Reach the King. Kill the King. Camelot must fall. He was getting closer. Arthur would die by his hands this day. Revenge would finally be his. His family's spirits would finally rest.

Gaius fell to his knees, his energy completely depleted. His shield wavered, then dissipated. With its failure, the fires that it had blocked were able to alight on the walls of Camelot.

A cheer went through the ranks. Their attacks were reaching the castle! Whatever defenses Camelot had managed to muster had failed! On a hilltop outside the city, the former druids redoubled their efforts. Camelot's evil would be cleansed from this land. By fire.

Merlin and his companions could see the fires hitting the castle walls, but surrounded by seemingly endless waves of invading attackers, they were unable to do anything but defend themselves and slowly make their way to the front lines of the battle.

"Look! There! On the hilltop! Do you see them?" Vadoma screamed the question in to Kilgharrah's ear. The great dragon didn't respond, he merely changed course and swooped down on the enemy druids, engulfing them in dragon fire. Incinerating them completely. When he was done there was nothing remaining of the rebel druids but ash slowly drifting in the breeze.

Landing by the city gates, Kilgharrah and Aithusa stooped down, letting their human passengers down. Vadoma and Purah stood on unsteady legs. Where was Merlin? Purah turned to Aithusa, "I thank you for bringing me here. What will you do now?"

Aithusa chuckled as she rose into the air. What would they do? They were dragons! These invaders were a threat to the Dragon lord! What did the humans think they would do? Ridiculous humans. Not even bothering to respond, the dragons began flying over the city, setting fire to invading forces wherever they could do so without harming the city's defenders. Really. Why even ask when the answer was so obvious?

Dragons! The invaders had dragons at their command? Arthur's spirits began to falter. He well remembered the last time a dragon had attacked Camelot. It had been only thanks to Merlin that the castle still stood. He knew that now. But Merlin was gone. He did not know how they would survive another attack. It wasn't just Arthur who needed the warlock. It was Camelot herself. Arthur finally understood. But it was far too late.

"Merlin! Behind you!" Elyan screamed at the warlock, but he couldn't be heard over the battle. Elyan valiantly tried to get to his friend's side before the man sneaking up behind him could attack but he couldn't reach him in time. Horrified, Elyan screamed as the man lifted his blade. Just before he could strike the fatal blow, the man flew into the air and was dashed against the side of a building. Merlin whirled around, a hand lifted in preparation of casting a spell. Elyan finally made it to Merlin's side. Turning he saw, two women? Confused, the knight looked at Merlin and could see recognition light his eyes. Dropping his hand, the warlock embraced the two women. "Kilgharrah made it in time! I'm so glad to see you!"

"The dragons brought us themselves. There was no time to bring the entire camp. You must give us more warning in the future, Emrys!" Vadoma gently chided. Purah hugged the warlock tight. Glad to see him unharmed.

"Merlin you must introduce me to your friends when we've finished here. But for now, darling, could you give me a hand?" Morgana called over her shoulder as she lashed the invaders with blades of wind.

Blushing, Merlin ran to her side. Vadoma and Purah following. Mordred sheathed his sword and joined in the circle. Together, the five sorcerers were able to make great gains. With the knights defending them from behind, no enemies could reach the sorcerers working to defend Camelot. Soon they could see the front lines. Arthur! There to the right! They were almost there!

He was almost there! He could see the king! Just to the left! With a great yell of elation, Cerdain ran towards the Arthur, arms outstretched, now was the time! 'Eorðe, lyft, fyr, wæter, hiersumaþ me. Eorðe ac stanas hiersumaþ me. Ic can stanas tobrytan. Hiersumaþ me!'

The ground under Arthur's feet began to collapse into a great sinkhole, pulling knights and invaders alike into the ground. Arthur and Cerdain locked eyes. Leaping across the increasing chasm, Arthur rushed towards the former druid. Sword outstretched. Cerdain smiled. This was exactly what he had wanted.

Merlin saw Arthur running at the man. Saw what the man had done, the power he wielded. Knew that this was their enemy. Knew that this man would not harm Arthur or anyone else. With his eyes flashing gold, Merlin ran between Arthur and the druid. With a wordless scream, Merlin held his hand out at his enemy. Cerdain saw the warlock arrive too late. Emrys! He wasn't supposed to be here! But his fate was sealed. Merlin's fury burrowed deep into the former druid and with a gurgle of surprise, Cerdain exploded into a vast fountain of blood.

Seeing this, the invading forces began to retreat, no longer having anything that kept them in the battle. The army of Camelot chasing down stragglers and cheering the great victory.

Panting, Merlin turned towards Arthur.

Arthur faced Merlin, his sword still drawn.

Gwen, covered in the blood of her enemies, finally made it to her husband's side just as Morgana reached Merlin's. The two women stared intently at one another, at the ready in case the other made a move. Ready to defend the men they loved.

Merlin and Arthur can only see each other. Their blue eyes locked. Neither one acting first. Time stretched out. How long had they been standing there? Blinking, Arthur sheathed Excalibur. Looking at his dearest friend, he could think of only one thing to say.

"What have you done with yourself, Merlin? Look at you! You look like some sort of wild Druid King! Did they not shave wherever it is that you went off to?"

The tension broken, Merlin and Arthur embraced, grinning and slapping each other on the back. Both apologizing to the other and talking over one another. Mutually forgiven, they couldn't stop smiling at each other.

Gwen looked at Morgana. Was this real? Could this really be what it seemed? She didn't trust her former friend.

Leon and the knights reached Morgana. Smiling and hugging her, they crowded around, congratulating her on her amazing defense of Camelot.

Seeing this, Gwen took a hesitant step forward. Could it be?

Morgana looked at Gwen. Hesitant, she walked over to the Queen, careful to keep clear of her bloody blade. "Gwen. I'm. Merlin has shown me the truth. I was. I was not myself. But, because of him, I am back in my right mind. He has healed me. There are no real words that could make any apology I give adequate. But will you please let me try?"

Gwen looked around. Saw Arthur and Merlin, hugging and talking and completely oblivious to anyone else. Saw dragons, dragons!, flying over Camelot and not attacking. Saw Gaius talking to two women who looked like they had to be sorcerers of some sort. Saw the knights reuniting with their missing companions. Saw the people of Camelot beginning to come out of their homes now that it seemed the danger was really over. Something amazing had happened in Camelot. Something magical. Looking back at Morgana, Gwen dropped her sword and pulled her into a fierce embrace. "Welcome home."

"...and so, people of Camelot! Not only because of our great victory here today, but because it is the right and honorable thing to do. From this moment forward until the end of days, Camelot welcomes and cherishes all of her people, whether they have magic or not. The ban on sorcery is officially lifted! Forever!"

The crowd gathered in the courtyard went wild. Which didn't surprise anyone one bit. Holding his hands up for silence, Arthur continued. "With the ban over, it is my great pleasure to announce the appointment of two new advisors to the crown. Lady Morgana Pendragon has graciously accepted the post of Court Seer. Without her gifts, we would not have had warning about the invading army and our allies, the Atzinganoi and the Dragons, would not have made it to Camelot in time to help repel the attack! Morgana, Aithusa, Vadoma, and Purah curtseyed to the crowd which was roaring its approval. When they were again silent, Arthur concluded. "The final appointment is one I should have made years ago. Merlin has accepted the post of Court Warlock. In this role he will continue to watch over and guard Camelot against any enemies foolish enough to challenge us!

The celebration lasted long into the night.

"Are you nervous?" Arthur asked Merlin, helping the Warlock into his formal overcoat.

"No of course not. I'm a good deal smarter than you. I know when I have a good thi-Ow! You can't do that anymore, Arthur! I'm not your servant anymore, remember? You can't hi-Ow!"

"I can and always will be able to do that. It says so right there in the rules of being King. I'd show you but I know you're too dull to underst-Ow! Did you just hit me?"

Laughing, the two men embraced. "You know, Merlin. Once this is done we're going to be related. Are you certain you can handle that?"

"It's like I told Morgana when I proposed. I know that there will be parts of marriage that are anything but romantic. But she is completely worth it. Arthur, I don't have a single doubt in my mind that marrying Morgana will be the smartest thing I will ever do."

"You could at least shave off that...thing on your face. You still look like a wild man."

"You know I think I'll keep it. Morgana says it suits me."

"There's a term for men like you, Merlin."

"Yeah, I know," Merlin said with a huge grin, "but she's worth it."

It was a week after Merlin and Morgana's wedding. They had returned from their trip to The Isle of the Blessed and now it was time for their first council meeting. The round table. It was finally complete. His family was finally back together. Camelot was again whole. Arthur smiled as he looked around the table at his family. "I think it's time to stop pretending this land is five kingdoms. It's time for Albion to be reunited, reforged. Who's with me?"

The End