Are you for Real?

Summary: Edward leaves Bella. What happens when she suddenly decides to go to Volterra? They've been watching her, and know everything. Can someone stay stalker? Will Bella find new love, or is she still stuck with Edward, forever. Forever is a long time. . .

This is a story I've adopted from XxX Fleur-Delacour XxX. The credit for this chapter and up to chapter 6 goes to her. I've just corrected some of the grammar and spellings! There are also some minor changes to this chapter! :)

Enjoy and remember the credit for this chapter goes to XxX Fleur-Delacour XxX.

The next chapter will be all my idea, thanks for reading so far! :)

Bella's P.O.V

At about seven that night Felix knocked on my door.

"We are going to eat now," he said as soon as I opened my door.

"Oh," I mumbled, "Lead the way then."

"You are seriously going to go through with this?" Felix chuckled, "I don't take you as the 'eat from humans' type."

"I didn't think I'd get a choice but I'd like to try it."

"Of course you'd have a choice," Felix chuckled, "Come on."

He ran off and I followed him to the throne room.

"And this is the throne room of St. Marcus himself!" I heard Heidi's voice announce as the doors opened.

I heard heartbeats. I didn't care how many. They were just there.

"Welcome everyone to Volterra!" Aro cried like he was on crack.

Everyone leapt forward and I followed suit grabbing a boy with blond hair and blue eyes. He looked close enough to Mike Newton that I'd live if I killed him. I sunk my teeth into his neck and nearly moaned as the blood pooled in my mouth. It tasted delicious! I drank it deeply and quickly. As soon as he ran dry I let him go and dropped him to the floor. I looked up and Alec was staring at the body by my feet. Felix smirked and came over to me.

"How'd you like him?"

"He was...good," I smiled a little.

I just killed an innocent human. I felt my eyes widen as I realized what I just did.

"Hey are you okay?" Felix asked.

I ignored him and pulled out the guy's wallet that I just killed. I flipped it open and saw a picture of him with a brunette girl and a little baby.

"Oh my god," I whispered horrified.

"Hey it's alright," Felix soothed stepping towards me.

I shook my head, "No it's not. What do we do with him?"

"Throw him in the streets in a nearby town. That's what the lower guards are for though. Don't worry about it."

I nodded, "I'm allowed to leave right?"

He chuckled but nodded. I ran from the room to my own room quickly, shut my door and sank on my bed. I had just killed someone. I wanted to kill him and the worst part...I wanted to kill again. This wasn't me.

"This isn't me," I whispered.

"No one's like themselves in their first few years," A voice chimed from the door.

My head snapped up and I locked eyes with none other than Alec Volturi.

"Sorry I ran out from you earlier," He apologized.

I shook my head, "It was my fault."

"No it wasn't. I should have gotten over Josier a long time ago."

"You loved her. You didn't have to do anything to get over her," I told him honestly, "When you love someone you're afraid to let go."

He didn't answer, and I just got up and walked to my closet, staring at my blood caked shirt. I grabbed my black strapless churchy dress out of my closet before going into the bathroom connected to my room.

"If you leave could you be a doll and shut the door?" I asked Alec, "I've always wanted to say that."

I heard Alec's musical chuckle before the sound of my door shutting. I rolled my eyes as I took a quick shower to wash the blood off my skin. I dried myself off quickly before slipping the black dress on.

"What to do, what to do," I mused quietly.

It made me feel slightly better that everyone loathed themselves after they killed someone for the very first time. It made me feel a lot better. I still didn't want him to die but I just couldn't seem to stop. I had to have him.

"The library!" I whispered as if I discovered something amazing.

I remember hearing about it from various other guard members. I walked down the hall searching for it. I stayed clear of doors that looked like all the bedroom doors. When I came to a dead end I groaned in frustration.

"Great," I muttered.

"Need some help?" A familiar voice asked.

I whirled around with my hand over my heart, "God, you'll give me a heart attack."

"Sorry," He chuckled not sounding sorry at all, "But you're already dead and you're heart doesn't beat anymore either."

"Ok Mr Smartass there's no need to get technical with me," I retorted.

"What are you looking for?" Alec asked smiling.

"The library? I don't know if it's off limits or not but if it isn't-"

"Follow me," he smiled turning on his heel and taking off.

I stood there for a second and then regained my composure following after him. His scent stopped at a set of silver doors with the words Library engraved upon them in big, bold and black letters.

"Ah," I smirked, "This makes sense!"

I opened the door to see Alec standing there a small smile on his face.

"Welcome to the Volturi library," He announced.

I smiled as I looked around. It was so bright and clean! The setting sun shone through the windows that lined the back wall. There were white couches that circled the middle of the room. Books lined the walls all the way to the ceiling. Amazing.

"Holy fucking shit," I breathed.

"It's intense I know," Alec smirked.

"How the hell-"

"Sulpicia and Athenodora are obsessed with creating new rooms. This was added about 1823."

"It's incredible!"

"I'm glad you like it, dear. You must be Bella. Aro's talked so fondly of you," A feminine voice came from behind me.

I turned around noticing that I was meeting a lot of people today, "Hello. Yes, I'm Bella. And you two are?"

I looked at the black haired beauty and blonde model.

"Oh of course!" The blonde model cried, "My name's Sulplicia. I'm Caius's sister and Aro's mate. This is Athenadora, Aro's sister, and Caius's mate."

"Pleasure," I smiled curtsying slightly.

"Likewise," Athenadora smiled, "We'll leave you two be. Just wanted to meet the one that's been the top gossip of the castle."

I smiled and nodded as they left. I spun around to see Alec looking through the shelves.

"What do you like?" he asked me.

"Classics mostly," I told him, "Some unique modern ones thrown in."

He nodded and pulled out a book, "You'll love this."

I read the title. Another Faust.

"Interesting," I raised an eyebrow.

He smirked, "It's great really. Never read anything like it."

"Thanks," I said flipping through it.

He nodded and walked towards the doors, "See you in trainings tomorrow."

I nodded looking up but he was already gone. What is with him? Here one minute, gone the next?

I don't know but whatever it was I liked it.

Here you all go! Hope you liked it and thanks for reading! Don't forget that the credit for this chapter goes to XxX Fleur-Delacour XxX! She's an amazing writer and I suggest that you check her stories out if you haven't already! :)

Don't forget that next chapter is all my idea! What do you want to see happen? :D

Love and Hugs,

Kirsty x