Sorrry, sorry, sorry I left you hanging for so long but I couldn't write anything for a couple of weeks. It was so frustrating. Anywho here's the awaited chapter and I apologise for any mistakes, I've been drinking and there are probably some typos since my motor functions are the first thing to go when I'm getting tipsy.

Enjoy :)

"You... what?" Blaine blushed and then paled so dramatically Kurt was worried he'd pass out. "Kurt... what?"

"Blaine, please, just... I need this... you have no idea..." Kurt took a deep breath, trying to keep himself from pouncing on Blaine and essentially raping him. "I have, uh, you've probably noticed my lack of cock, right?"

"Uh yeah..." Blaine tried to remove his hand from Kurt but he held it there, giving Blaine a pleading look. "Um... look... I..."

"It's so hard for me to feel calm when I'm turned on. I don't know why but... God, I was just dreaming about you and-"

"Dreaming about me?" Blaine squeaked.

"Yeah. Doing this." Kurt squeezed down over Blaine's fingers, tightening his grip over Kurt's pussy causing Blaine to stare down curiously and Kurt to moan and rock his hips forward. "And now, I need you to do it for real. Please, Blaine. You're supposed to help me."

"With school work. And getting you coffee." Blaine looked afraid and worried. "I... I've never... You know I've never done... I don't know what I'm doing!"

"It's easy," Kurt insisted. "This," he squeezed Blaine's cock, satisfied to see he was getting hard despite his confusion, and Blaine gasped, blushing, "goes in here." Kurt tightened Blaine's hand on him again.

Blaine gave him a dry look. "You know what I mean."

"I do and I'm a virgin too. Please, just, do this for me. Please, Blaine, I need you." Kurt looked at him, his desperation clear on his face. Blaine caved the second Kurt sucked his bottom lip into his mouth. He'd never been able to resist Kurt biting his lip or pouting.

Blaine sighed and nodded and Kurt made a happy sound and reached over to lift Blaine's pyjama top up and off before finally, finally leaning over and licking a line up his chest. Blaine laughed breathily but acquiesced when Kurt pushed him down so he could finally live out his fantasy of licking every inch of Blaine's muscled chest. His tongue traced every line of Blaine's abs and he sucked several hickies into the skin there before continuing down and tugging Blaine's pants off so he could mouth over his hard dick under his briefs.

"Kurt, if you do that, I'm going to come," Blaine warned as Kurt sucked at him through the cotton separating his tongue from skin. Kurt glanced up at him with a pout.

"But I want to," he whined, batting his eyes. Blaine groaned and threw an arm over his eyes in defeat. Kurt smirked in satisfaction and eased his briefs down, tossing them aside and settling between Blaine's legs to study him. Kurt felt himself getting wetter, the throbbing getting worse as he took Blaine in hand, stroking him gently.

Blaine thrust up into his hand automatically, choking back a groan.

Kurt leant forward, breathing hot air over the head and Blaine whimpered a little, eyes still covered. Kurt licked tentatively at the gathering precome before continuing down, licking all the way from base to tip, repeating the process until Blaine was writhing, winding his fingers into Kurt's hair and prompting him to close his lips over the head.

Blaine used all his self control not to thrust into Kurt's mouth as he sucked lightly before dropping down a little further. He swirled his tongue as he pulled back up, sucking harder this time as he bobbed back down, taking an inch more into his mouth than last time.

"Seriously Kurt, if you want me to..." Blaine trailed off, flushing deep red.

"Can't you even say fuck?" Kurt asked breathlessly as he pulled off. Blaine shook his head, looking embarrassed. "Come here." Kurt knelt and held his arms out for Blaine. Blaine moved forward into them and gasped when Kurt kissed him.

He had dreamt of Kurt kissing him for a very long time.

Kurt was gentle at first, coaxing Blaine into participating before slipping his tongue into the younger boy's mouth and tracing eagerly, moaning when Blaine sucked on his tongue. He was elated when Blaine became a little more confident, pulling Kurt closer by his hips so they were flush together, his erection pressing against Kurt's clothed pussy, making his eyes roll back and a whine start in his throat. They continued kissing, tongues fighting for dominance as Kurt pulled Blaine down on top of him, holding him close.

Blaine pulled away from Kurt's mouth to kiss down under his jaw, suckling at the skin and groaning at the taste he found where sweat was pooling in the hollow of Kurt's throat. With every shift of their bodies Kurt felt Blaine's cock pressing against him and he bucked his hips up insistently, just desperately needing something in there.

Blaine undressed him slowly, fingers and lips ghosting over his skin as Blaine moved, moving onto his knees to stare at Kurt when he was finally naked. There was unguarded emotion pouring through Blaine's eyes and even though Kurt was whimpering and writhing with need he could still recognise the awe and reverence Blaine was gazing at him with.

He was floored for a moment.

Blaine didn't find him repulsive. He wasn't disgusted or freaked out by Kurt's anatomy.

Blaine finally met Kurt's eyes, his hands resting on his thighs.

"Um... so... do we... condom?" he breathed out, blushing even brighter red than he had been before.

"My bag," Kurt panted out. "Quick."

Blaine leapt off his bed and rummaged through Kurt's duffle bag until he found the box Santana had planted in there months ago on Kurt's birthday as a joke. Kurt made a mental note to thank her as he sat up and tore one open, rolling it onto Blaine before kissing him deeply.

"Mmm, you taste so good," Kurt murmured, trailing his lips down to suck under Blaine's jaw.

"How do you want to... do this?" Blaine wondered. Kurt could feel him trembling in his arms. He felt bad. Blaine was terrified. Kurt leant back slightly and stroked his best friend's cheeks, gazing into his eyes warmly even though he was still hot and aching. He needed Blaine to be comfortable with this or he'd feel just terrible afterwards.

"Like this," Kurt whispered. He shifted so he was straddling Blaine while he knelt. Blaine's breath caught and he started panting harder as Kurt quickly lined him up with his entrance and sank down slowly. He gasped and whined, the mix of pain and relief almost too much as he clung to Blaine, both of them shivering and their hearts pounding next to each other.

Blaine rubbed his back, cooing and apologising softly as Kurt waited for the initial burn to die down. He mouthed at Blaine's neck slightly when he was ready, encouraging Blaine to move with little rolls of his hips that left both of them gasping in surprise at the hot sparks of pleasure.

They started moving together slowly and Kurt started kissing Blaine again, nipping at his lips lightly and coaxing his tongue into his own mouth so he could suck on it. It vaguely registered at the back of his mind that this probably wasn't the way Blaine envisioned his first time and a slight wave of guilt overtook him until Blaine's fingers dug into his back as he started moving a little harder, confidence growing in him as Kurt moaned and whispered praise against his lips.

"This won't last long," Blaine groaned apologetically.

"'s okay," Kurt whined. "'s perfect."

Blaine caught his lips in a messy kiss that was interrupted by Kurt's bouncing movements as he followed Blaine's lead into a faster pace. He wasn't sure where this desire to have somebody take control of him came from but he really want Blaine to be like he was in Kurt's dreams: dominant and teasing. Perfect.

This was... borderline. He was nervous but Kurt could sense a slight change in his demeanour as he realised how vulnerable Kurt was, how desperate he was for Blaine to do this: that he needed him.

That was good, Blaine needed a little confidence boost.

Blaine tightened his arms around Kurt and flipped them so Kurt was on his back. He gasped and clenched his eyes shut with a cry out of pleasure as the change in angle caused Blaine's cock to hit a spot inside of him that sent waves of ecstasy floating through him.

Kurt reached down to rub desperately at his clit as Blaine thrust into him harshly. He arched his back with a cry of Blaine's name as he came, hot fluids gushing around Blaine and he clenched tightly. Blaine's hips stuttered and his shoulders tensed where he was holding his weight off Kurt as he came, groaning into Kurt's neck. He collapsed onto Kurt who huffed out a laugh and stroked a hand through his curls, kissing his temple tenderly as he came down from his high.

"Thank you," Kurt whispered softly. "Thank you."

Blaine made a happy sound as he snuggled against Kurt before pulled out of him carefully and disposing of the condom. Kurt smiled happily, calm spreading through his body along with a strong warmth towards Blaine as the younger boy cleaned up after them.

"We'll change your sheets tomorrow," Kurt murmured. "Come here." He was in desperate need of more skin-on-skin contact but not for any reason other than he just wanted to be close to Blaine. They'd just given their virginities to each other and now he wanted to cuddle.

Blaine seemed happy to oblige and they cuddled together under the covers, Kurt kissing Blaine's chest where he was resting. Blaine was asleep very quickly, arms tight around Kurt who gazed up at his peaceful expression, a tiny smile evident on his lips, before following him into dreams.

Blaine woke up first in the morning a little disoriented and confused (he was naked after all) until the events of the previous night came back to him. His body flushed with mortification and then happiness as he realised his fantasy of his first time being with Kurt had come true and more than that it had been Kurt's first time as well. He was a little upset about the circumstances – it had not been preceded by declarations of love – but it had still happened and Kurt was currently in his arms, happily snuggled into his side where his breath was escaping him in little puffs and he was smiling, looking thoroughly debauched.

Blaine needed to think all of this over though.

Kurt's... anatomy being one thing on his mind. He'd always thought he was plain gay but since he definitely found the sight of Kurt's swollen, throbbing pussy to be arousing, maybe that wasn't the case? Although a better explanation could be (since he was sure he didn't want to see anybody else's vagina besides Kurt's) that because he loved Kurt he could love everything about him, even if he lacked a certain body part Blaine was sure he would find in his sexual partners.

There was also the fact that Kurt might regret this.

Or on the opposite end of the spectrum: want him to do it again.

Blaine wasn't really sure which option he preferred.

So, quietly and carefully he eased out of bed, replacing his body with a pillow and through on some comfortably clothes before heading down to the kitchen to start making breakfast. Thank god it was Saturday and they had the whole day to sort this out... whatever it was.

He heard quiet footsteps just as he was plating up the Spanish omelettes and Kurt padded into the room wearing yoga pants and one of Blaine's button-ups. He tried not to focus on how much he loved Kurt in his clothes or how he could see a few bruises on Kurt's neck from where he'd been sucking the previous night.

"That smells good," Kurt greeted with a shy smile. Blaine nodded numbly and held a chair out at the breakfast bar for Kurt to sit. He sat opposite him and found Kurt looking at him worriedly.

"What?" Blaine asked, feeling nervous.

"I woke up and you weren't there. I was... afraid," Kurt murmured.

"Of what?"

"You being angry at me. Blaine, I am so sorry. I never meant to put you in that position. I never meant to practically force myself on you. I never meant to... ruin your first time like that." Kurt was staring at his plate with shiny eyes and Blaine leant over to take his hand, squeezing reassuringly.

"It's okay, I said yes," Blaine assured him. "And I... enjoyed myself."

They both blushed and Kurt finally managed a proper smile.

"So... you're not mad?"

"Nope." Blaine squeeze his hand once more before he started eating. "And I've been thinking... if this is a constant problem for you maybe I could... help."

Kurt looked up with a raised eyebrow, bemused. "Help?"

"Yeah. Like- like last night." Blaine swallowed and hid his shaking hands. He was so afraid of being rejected but finally being able to be that close to Kurt, to kiss him and touch him and see all of him – it was incredible and he didn't think he wanted to go without doing it again.

"Blaine, you said yourself, you're only supposed to help me with school." Kurt tilted his head. "I'll be fine."

"But you said it's tough. That it puts you in a bad mood. What if I can stop that?" Blaine knew he sounded ridiculous but the little spark of hope in Kurt's eyes spurred him on. "Think about it. Plenty of people have casual sex and it doesn't ruin their friendships. We could do that. We're fine right now aren't we?"

"I guess... but... are you sure you'd be okay with that?" Kurt was looking at him intently and Blaine nearly had a heart attack thinking Kurt had finally realised how he felt about him. Had he been stupid enough to say it last night? He thought hard, not that he could remember. Then Kurt elaborated. "I mean, what if you want a boyfriend. Somebody who actually has the parts you're interested in."

"Kurt, no. You're beautiful. You shouldn't think like that." Blaine offered him a bright smile. "And besides, do you really see me getting a boyfriend any time soon?"

Kurt smiled. "And you shouldn't think like that. But, if you're sure, then I'm not going to keep arguing. Last night was great and I feel so relaxed this morning."

Blaine almost cheered so he took a sip of juice to distract himself. "So, we'll be friends with benefits now?"

Kurt rolled his eyes with a warm smile. "You're my best friend who helps me out when I need it. I don't want you to feel cheap so we won't name it."

Blaine nodded excitedly and Kurt smoothly changed the conversation into plans for their day. No mention was made about the new arrangement for the rest of the day and they simply enjoyed being best friends who had just made up from a fight.