Bittersweet

Endings are always bittersweet. That is why I love yet hate it so much but since you will never know when it ends, it is probably better to never think about it.

"Moyashi, you're awake." I nodded my head as I heard Yuu's voice. Our limbs are tangled and we cling to each other as if this is our last night. It probably is or not. That I will never know. Since I do not know how long this body of mine will last. It has been like this every day. Waking up and going places. Yuu told me he wants to show me the world and I agreed since I was in the demon world and it has been ages since I traveled anywhere just to explore. Kanda left the hunter headquarters and spends as much time with me as possible. He never leaves my side as if I will just fade away without him knowing. I can sense his worrying as I pretend to sleep and he holds me tight. It saddens me to see him act such a way as if the world will just shatter if I am gone from his world. It makes me wonder if he can take it once I am really gone, but I am soon distracted as he gives me a kiss and it escalates from there.

I love mitarashi dango. Sometimes way too much. Yuu jokes sometimes about how I may love mitarashi dango more than him seeing as I eat it every day but I argue back that I'm with him every day too which is a valid point in my case.

I have more wrinkles now and my body is deteriorating at a fast rate. I do not have time left. However, I am happy and content.

I am lying on the bed staring at the celling while breathing heavily. Not because of any strenuous activity but because I am having difficulty breathing. I smile at Yuu thanking him for what he has done. He keeps his composure, but I know by how tight he grips my hand he is scared. Scared of being left alone. I pass him a box requesting him to only open it when he is alone. I smile and thank him for doing this. For just being him and taking care of the whimsical me. He smiles and that was my last image before everything goes dark.

He looked so peaceful as if he was just sleeping only he would never wake up no matter what I do. I miss him already and I wonder when will I ever see him. If I see him will he recognize me? I sigh and looked inside the box he gave me. It is a golden ball with wings. The initials were A. W. I smile as I traced the initials thinking what should I do now. I got up and never looked back leaving the cold body alone.

I soon received an invitation to Allen's funeral. It was from the Noah family. They bore no resentment towards me because they knew that it was Allen's wish to give his immortality to me. I stared at the gravestone carved Allen Walker. Was this what he felt every time he saw me on my deathbed? This aching and longing feeling? I miss his warmth, his smile and most importantly the time that we share together. How long must I wait till I see him again?

The world changes and life go on, but Allen is still nowhere in sight. Demons are forgotten and are only mythical now. The black order was destroyed years ago due to lesser people knowing the truth about demons. The Noah family now owns a booming business and have kept their identity as demons a secret not that anyone will believe then now. Demons are hired there to earn a living, but most are gone from earth.

I found many people. Lenalee and Lavi are now high school students. Komui is a genius scientist. Many others are reborn, but Allen is nowhere in sight. Tyki often drops by my place but since finding Lavi, he has been dropping by his place instead. I shake my head and sigh holding the gift Allen gave me in the form of a necklace.

I have been working in the company with the Noah and today there is an artist coming in. They say he is talented in art but refuse to be known. He is called the Clown Crown. I skip a beat hearing that nostalgic name but shake it off as coincidence.

"Hi, nice to meet you. I'm Allen Walker. The artist and go by the pen name crown clown. Are you Kanda Yuu?" He offers me a smile. I offer him a handshake but inside I bit my cheek. It hurts and I am bleeding but now I can say for sure is I am not dreaming. There stood before me Allen fucking Walker and this pleases me to no end. Shit, that was so cheesy even for me. Allen stares puzzled at my expression. I pull his tie towards me and kiss him on the lips. He pushes me away and slaps me. I smirk and hear him curse and swear at me while blushing furiously. He curses and is about to leave but I hold his hand and apologize.

"Yes, I am Kanda Yuu. Nice to meet you Moyashi."

"My name is Allen Walker. Bakanda!" He shouts I smile at that familiar nickname.

"What are you smiling at?" He asks still blushing.

"Smiling at you." Allen blushed even harder. He is clearly more innocent now not like the past where he will probably stick his tongue out and tease me, but I still love him now and forever.

"Why did you kiss me?" Allen timidly asks.

"Because I love you." I smiled as he looked down clearly embarrassed.

"I just met you please stop teasing me." He says. I laugh and patted his head agreeing not to do it anymore.

"Bakanda."

End

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