My dreams were peaceful as I slept. Carlisle's cold, strong arms promised safety. Half asleep and half awake, I can hear him humming what sounded like a lullaby. His smooth, velvet voice relaxed me. I smiled in contentment as he rubbed my bare back. His fingers trailed up and down my pale skin. I became more awake as I listened carefully to Carlisle's smooth voice. He was lightly singing a song. It was almost a whisper but I was close enough to hear him clearly.

The song was sang in Italian and was simply beautiful. His eyes were closed and relaxed. When he finished the song he realized that I was awake. He looked down at me with a beautiful smile. "How are you feeling?" He asked looking down at me with love and affection. I smiled back at him, "I'm fine. Carlisle what were you singing?" I asked looking up into his honey colored eyes. "An old song I learned in Italy." He whispered. "It was beautiful." I said laying my head on his chest.

Something occurred to me and I looked back up at Carlisle. His eyes were still gold but with ribbons of red in them. His finger ran along my cheek. "Carlisle, shouldn't your eyes be red?" I asked in confusion. "You mean after drinking from you?" He asked and I nodded. "We'll Bella I have been drinking animal blood for years. Now it takes more human blood to change my eye color. They're probably just a little red right now." He said looking into my brown eyes. I nodded and laid back down on his cold, hard chest.

Carlisle and I got dressed and avoided every subject related to Edward and Esme. They would find out. Alice undoubtedly knew by now. She must have had a vision of something. If she did she didn't call. She told Carlisle that she wanted nothing to do with this. She knew it was wrong and that with the visions she had now, the ending won't be peaceful, for anyone. I hoped that she was wrong. There was no going back now and we both knew that. I could lie and say that I didn't love Carlisle. I really did.

Also I would be lying if I said I completely forgot about Edward. I loved them both and I can feel my heart struggle to choose. My brain however, knew that the choice was already made. I can't just go back to Edward and pretend this never happened. Nothing would be the same. Edward and Carlisle were completely different. I never thought about comparing them in that way before now. Carlisle was much older, in control, and passionate. Edward on the other hand was, in Carlisle's eyes, a boy. I love Edward and everything about him. But, I also love Carlisle.

My Brain was still trying to make since of the situation, while fighting with my heart. There was no easy way out of this situation. It doesn't matter which road I take. With every move I make I can hurt someone. I will have to choose between the two Cullen's I love. How am I going to tell Edward? I know he will never forgive me. It will never be the same, no matter how hard we try...