Kendall's P.O.V
Ok I couldn't believe that I was staring at James...my James and he looked hot! he just stood there and smiled at me then his mouth started to move what I hadn't seen was Logan and Carlos walk over. I snapped out of my day dream to Logan snapping his fingers infront of my face.
"Kendall…Kendall…KENDALL!" Logan yelled
"What?!" I said back
"Are you going to introduce us to your new friend?" Logan asked as he saw me start to drool over James
"Well Logie he shouldn't have to introduce me…you already know me" James said, the look on Logan's face was priceless.
"Did you just call me Logie?" Logan asked as his brain was trying to process who all called him that
"Yes I did…come on Logie don't tell me you don't remember me" James said as he walked closer to me…OMG he smelled so good!
"Kendy here remembered me…well somewhat" James said as he wrapped his arm around my shoulders and smiled.
"JAMIE!" Carlos yelled making his presents known for the first time since the conversation started
"Hey 'Litos" James said as he went to hug Carlos…I must admit I did feel a little jealous when James hugged him.
"James is it really you?" Logan asked
"Yes Logie it's really me" James said as he hugged Logan
"What are you doing back here?" Logan asked
"We're moving back" James said as he smiled…and boy was his smile cute
"Awesomeness…this means the gang is back together" Carlos said with excitement
"Sure does 'Litos….Kenny you ok?" James asked me
"Yep I'm fine…just shocked to see you, you look great by the way" I said as my cheeks blushed
"Thanks…not being fat helps" James said as he laughed a little
"Jamie you weren't fat" I said
"Kenny you don't have to lie anymore….I've accepted that I was fat and now I'm hot and skinny" James said with a proud face. How could he think that he was fat, yeah I mean sure he was a little chubby, but nothing a little dieting and exercise couldn't fix.
"Um well do you need help unpacking?" I asked James
"Yeah kinda" James said as he rubbed the back of his neck
"Um guys I hate to bail on you, but I have to go watch my little sister" said Carlos
"Yeah and I have a project to work on" Logan said
"Um Loges it's summer vacation..How do you have a project to work on?" I asked
"I got my project assignment before school let out duh" Logan said as he looked at me
"Well I guess it's just you and me huh Kenny?" James asked me
"Yep just me and you Jay" I said with a slight smile. Logan and Carlos said their goodbyes and made plans to come over the next day so we all could catch up, after they left James and I started to unpack his stuff in his old bedroom. After about an hour I noticed that I hadn't seen James' mother.
"Hey Jay where's your mom at?" I asked
"She's flying out tomorrow" James said as he put away another shirt
"So it's just you in the house by yourself tonight?" I asked
"Yep" James said as he popped the 'p'
"Well do you want some company?" I asked
"Sure" James said as he turned around and looked at me
"Ok I'll call my mom and let her know" I said as I walked out of the room
"Ok…tell her and Katie I said hi" James said as he started to open another box. After I got off the phone with my mom I was walking back to James' room when I overheard him on the phone with his mom.
"Yes mom everything is fine" James said
"No Kendall is helping me unpack"
"No I'm not going to tell him I still like him!"
"Mom it's not that easy"
"We were ten when we kissed hell he probably doesn't remember it"
"Mom I got to go…love you too see you tomorrow" James said as he hung up. I walked into the room mind racing after what I just heard…James still liked me? As far as our kiss goes I do still remember it, the way his lips felt on my lips I remember everything.
"So my mom said it was cool for me to stay over" I said letting James know that I was in the room
"Cool" he said as he folded a pair of pants
"I have to run home and get something to sleep in, but I'll be right back" I said
"Ok" James said as he continued to unpack his clothes
As I walked across the street to my house all of these thoughts started rushing through my head, James still liked me and honestly I think maybe I still like him, but then I run into problems. One I still have a girlfriend, two what would everyone think about us, and three even though James still likes me doesn't mean he wants to go out with me. All of these thoughts were running I hadn't noticed that I had made to my house and was already upstairs gathering my things, as I was getting ready to walk out of my room my phone began to ring I looked at the ID and it was Lynn, my girlfriend.
"Hello" I said
"Hey baby…so listen I was wondering if you wanted to come over tonight" Lynn said
"I can't I'm helping a friend unpack" I said
"Who? It better not be a girl…Kendall I swear if it's a girl-" Lynn tried to say but I cut her off
"Lynn it's not a girl, it's my friend James" I said in an annoyed tone. I mean why did I put up with her she was so mean!
"Oh…well can't you just ditch him for tonight…my parents aren't home" Lynn said, she had been wanting to have sex, but I wasn't ready…well it wasn't that I wasn't ready I just didn't want to lose my virginity to her.
No I can't just ditch him, we haven't seen each other in six years" I said as I started walking out of my room
"Kendall why are you being so difficult?" Lynn said
"I'm not, but I have to go I'll call you tomorrow…bye" I said before she could say anything else. As I walked back to James' house I started thinking maybe I should just ditch James to go be with her I mean after all she is my girlfriend. As soon as I walked back into James' room I saw him smiling he was holding a picture of me and him it was taken the day before school started.
"I remember that day, you fell on Logan" I said as I laughed not only at the memory, but also because I scared James he hadn't heard me come back in.
"God Kendall don't scare me like that!" James said as he slapped me on the chest
"Sorry" I said as I laughed
"So we're all done in my room, wanna order a pizza and watch some movies?" James asked me
"Sure..You pick out the movies and I'll order the pizza" I said as I pulled my phone out
"Ok" James said as he went to go get the movies, about twenty minutes later the pizza arrived me and James pigged out while watching movies, then we came on a scene where the couple promised each other that no matter what they would still be together…this made James speak.
"Kendall can I ask you something?" James asked me
"Sure…what's up?" I asked as I paused the movie
"When I left you made me promise that we would keep in touch…after two months of it you just stopped…why?" James asked me with a hint of sadness in his voice
"Do you want the truth?" I asked
"Yes" James said
"Honestly Jamie I was mad at you…first you tried to kill yourself, then you moved. It was like in a blink if an eye I lost everything that was important to me, my dad left and then I was losing you, I was mad I felt like I could have protected you and you just wouldn't give me the chance…and that hurt Jamie. I was so hurt when you left it was like my heart had been ripped out of my chest, I know we were only ten , but Jamie I swear I think I was in love with you, it hurt more to lose you then it did my dad. As time went on the chances of you coming back started to slip out of my mind, and everytime we talked it hurt so I had to move on which meant having to forget about you...but that never happened you're too hard to forget Jamie." I said as tears started to flow down my face, I looked at James who was crying his eyes out I moved closer and hugged him. I pulled him close, holding him tight as he cried into my chest
"I-I'm so sorry Kendall" James said as he continued to cry "I didn't mean to make you feel like that"
"It's ok Jamie don't cry, it's done your back now and everything is ok" I said as I ran my fingers through his hair, he looked up at me and then at that moment our eyes locked it was like I could see everything he was feeling the hurt, pain, and love. I leaned in and kissed him when our lips met sparks shot up my spine, it was a simple kiss, but it conveyed everything I was trying to tell him. No I didn't like James…I was in love with him, it took me six years to figure it out and accept it, but it was true I'm in love with James Isaac Diamond. As we pulled apart James smiled at me and I smiled at him, we spent the rest of the movie on the couch cuddled up when it went off James dragged me to his room.
"Where am I going to sleep?" I asked
"In the bed with me duh" James said as he took off his shirt "We slept in the bed before…and look at it this way you have more room since I'm not so fat anymore" James said as he laughed. I crawled in the bed and James was soon to follow, he laid on his side so he was facing me.
"Watcha thinking about?" he asked me as he poked my nose
"You" I said as I looked at him
"Me? Why are you thinking about me?" James asked in confusion
"When you make jokes about you being overweight it just kinda bugs me" I said as I rolled on my side to look at him
"Why does it bug you?" James asked me
"Because Jamie you weren't fat…everyone picked on you because they knew you would listen" I said as I started to run my finger through his hair again "You're perfect Jamie"
"Not back then" James said
"Yes back then…and now" I said as I leaned in and kissed him again, but this kiss was different more passionate I asked for entrance to his mouth which he gave me, I mapped out every inch of his mouth in the process getting us both turned on James was moaning in my mouth, but then my phone rang…way to fuck up a perfect moment. I look to see that it's Lynn I had to answer or she would just keep calling until I did
"Hello?!" I asked annoyed
"Kendall are you done helping that gut unpack yet?" Lynn asked
"No Lynn…plus I'm spending the night" I said
"Kendall I'm horny I want you to fuck me" Lynn wined over the phone
"Lynn I'm hanging up now and I'm going to turn off my phone…bye" I said and soon as I hung up I turned my phone off. When I looked back at James he was on his back looking at the ceiling.
"I guess we should go to bed" James said in a somewhat dejected voice
"Yeah I guess" I said in a disappointed tone
"Um Kenny can you hold me?...please" James asked me
"Sure" I said as I moved closer to him. I started to rub my thumb along the top of his sweatpants then I started to move up to his nipples, that's when he's breath stopped.
"Kendall…don't start something you can't finish" James said
"I won't" I said as I twisted his nipple…which in turn earned me a moan. I turned James on his back and was in between his legs so fast, I started kissing his neck biting and sucking…marking him as mine he was moaning and arching into me I felt his cock press against my leg. I tore his sweatpants off along with his boxers I started kissing ant biting my way down his thighs making him tremble, as I made my way down to his 9 ½ inch cock James stopped me.
"Kendall….I'm a virgin" James said as he tried to catch his breath
"So am I Jamie…I'll be careful I promise" I said as I engulfed his entire 9 ½ inches. I began to suck him the taste of precome bitter on my tongue, but I didn't care I had James that's all that mattered to me. I sucked and sucked making patterns on his shaft with my tongue, then sucking harshly on his tip James was ready to cum I could tell from the way that he was shaking, I pulled off with a pop and looked at him.
"Jamie do you want to stop now?" I asked
"N-No keep going…feels so good" James said as he looked at me with lust blown eyes, I held up three fingers to his lips he took them in his mouth and sucked coating them, once I deemed them ready I pulled them out at stuck one in James he hissed at the pain, but soon relaxed soon I added another finger then another. James was fucking himself on my finger I deemed him ready and pulled them out he whined at the lost.
"Hold on I'm going to make it feel better" I said as I spat in my hand and lined myself up with James
"Kenny" James said as he looked up at me, I just simply kissed him as I pushed in. After a few minutes James had adjusted to me and I began to move, his heat surround me and he was so tight it felt amazing as I thrusted in and out of him. James begged me to go faster fuck him harder and that's what I did I was fucking him so hard that his hips were bleeding from where I was holding him. I started looking for the spot that I knew would drive him crazy…I found it and James let me know it too.
"F-fuck Kenny right there fuck!" James said through gritted teeth
"Like that Jamie…like me fucking your tight little ass" I said as I continued to fuck into him
"Yes fuck yes Kenny…fuck me harder….AAHHHHH RIGHT THERE KENNY RIGHT THERE" James screamed
"You gonna cum for me Jamie" I asked as I angled myself
"Fuck yes Kenny fuck yes" James said as he began to tremble again, I began to thrust harder and faster
"K-Kenny g-gonna c-c-cum" James said as he came all over us, I continued thrusting until I came painting his insides white. We lay there catching our breath before I pulled out and laid beside him, he cuddled up to my side and I brought the blanket around us.
"Kendall" James said on the verge on sleep
"Yeah Jay?" I asked
"I love you" James said as he fell asleep, I kissed his sweaty hair and pulled him closer to me.
"I love you too James" I said as I fell asleep, I knew that in the morning we would have to talk, but as of right now I was happy with where I was. I know things are to come if me and James decide to become a couple, but I will always be there for him even if it means telling him not to listen.
Ok sorry for the sucky ending…I'm thinking about doing a sequel to this?...tell me what you think about that. Sorry it's taken me this long to update, I hope you enjoyed please r&r Thanks :)