DISCLAIMER: I do not own Teen Titans or any of the characters in the story (except Sandra). I'll probably keep this one updated as the current issue in my life this is based on moves on and hopefully resolves itself in a good way. R&R Please, and have a nice day

Raven sighed into her drink for what seemed to be the thousandth time that night. She had just dumped her most recent girlfriend and the weight of her decision started to reveal itself the more alcohol she had. The other girl was nice, a bit stubborn at times though, and Raven faked that she loved her as long as she possibly could. In the end though, her mind always travelled back to the pink haired witch that had changed her life for the better, and for the worse.

Raven knew she needed to quote doing this. She knew that her paranoia and coldness in her most recent relationships were because of the witch the cast a spell over her heart. The lying witch that used her spells to keep Raven blind while she found other women to keep her company. The evil witch that shattered not only Raven's heart, but her urge to commit anything into a relationship aside from physical pleasure.

Raven called the bartender over and had him refill whatever drink she had ordered, Raven didn't care to remember, and sat in the murky depths of her thoughts as the time passed. She heard the hushed whispers of the other bar-goers, and tried to focus on that instead of letting her mind fall back into different times.

Raven crossed her arms and laid her head down onto the bar. The hood of her jacket covered her head as she sunk into the thoughts she had been trying to keep away. Memories flashed through her head clear as day: she and Jinx hiding what they were doing from the Titans, Jinx laughing as they watched some stupid sci-fi movie and ate ice cream, she and Jinx at some rock concert that Jinx had wanted to go to, she and Jinx's bodies entwined while they slept, and finally Jinx telling her that she was leaving.

Anger rose in Raven's throat at the last thought. As Raven dwelled on that last thought, she vaguely noted someone asking her something.

"Earth to strange girl in the jacket. Can I buy you a drink?" Raven got an uneasy feeling at this request. Something inside her told her that if she looked up then something very bad would happen. Raven listened to that gut feeling that usually proved her right and mumbled a reply along the lines of "go away I'm not in the mood for any stupid horny girl to mess with me tonight. Go find someone else to hit on." and waited until she knew the girl had gotten far enough away to turn and find who it was.

The instant she did; however, she regretted it. Her eyes were first drawn to a familiar shade of pink that was cut short and styled spikey. Next they traced the outline of a thin, lithe outline of a very familiar body. A pain struck Raven in the chest, as she got up and quickly tried to get out of the bar. She noted a definite "Rae, wait!" as she got out of the door. Before Jinx could get to Raven though, she had teleported away.

Raven slumped against the wall of the alleyway she had ended up in, and tried to catch her breath. Her mind was racing with all kinds of thoughts and emotions. The bulb of a street lamp that was close to her burst, something that hadn't happened since she had fully gained control of her powers years ago. She slammed her fist in the wall then slumped to the ground, shaking and trying to take control of what she was feeling.

Raven pulled out her cell phone and quickly dialed a number. She hoped that one of her few close friends would be awake at this time of morning, or would at least have their phone near them at this time of night. It took her a few tries, but finally she got her close friend Sandra, who also happened to be a close friend of Jinx's. Just the right person to answer. The two had met through work and after the break up she had helped Raven the most to "move on". Raven had never fully moved on though, a secret that she kept to herself, even though it was painfully obvious to anyone close to her that she never had fully forgotten about Jinx.

"Raven why on Earth are you calling me at three in the freaking morning? This better be good." A half-asleep and extremely grumpy voice answered.

"Sandra, Jinx is back and she found me at the bar tonight. I need someone to talk to as soon as possible." Raven replied, a little to quick and needy sounding for her taste. A sigh met her ears and she thought Sandra had gone back to sleep before she heard noise in the background.

"I'm putting tea on, you know where the spare key is, and hopefully I'll be more awake when you get here." she said before ranging up the phone. Raven sighed and teleported her way to the door (she would've felt like she was invading the other woman's privacy had she simply teleported inside). She grabbed he spare key from under the flower pot and let herself in. She immediately was met with the sight of her friend in her pajamas making up the tea that she had talked about.

"Here." She said, walking over to Raven and handing her a cup before sitting in one of her living room chairs and motioning to the couch.

"Thank you Sandra, I really owe you a favor after this." Raven said while sipping her tea, savoring the way the flavor rolled over her tongue. This was the perfect drink to calm her down.

"Whatever," she replied, "now start talking." Sandra demanded. Raven obliged, and started filling her in of all the events of the past few hours.

A/N continued:

And this is where I'm going to end it for tonight. Sorry, if it isn't as good as my normal stories I'm just trying to sort out some confused feelings. Have a nice night readers.