Rebecca is not a puritan. But looking back at her nights with Casey's men she thinks about an issue that she does believe in. And the difference between Evan and Cappie. A love rhombus.

Disclaimer: So this a fic using characters from ABC's Greek, which I do not own although should because I would kill off everyone in the way of Cappie and Casey's love. (Just kidding I love the angst.)

AN: So as you can guess from the above I am a Cappie fan. But I try to be open to Evan so… even if I failed miserably know that I tried. This is a Rebecca POV (I love that she's so bitchy) and I hope I captured her successfully.

The Difference Between

Rebecca is not a puritan.

She doesn't like family values or Christmas cards with smiling families proclaiming Happy Holidays in big, red, obnoxious letters. And from 14 to 17 she let the world know. Loudly. But 2 years at a Swiss boarding school taught her to, well… express her distaste in more private settings. But she was still loud about it. And generally she likes to think that she is what's on a boys mind when they're expressing together. After all, she's Rebecca friggin' Logan. She has a jet and extremely perky breasts. Why wouldn't they be thinking of her? But ever since she came to Cyprus Rhodes it's been different.

Since coming to CR she's slept with two boys who love Casey Cartwright. Seriously… Casey Cartwright? Alliteration is so 1990. But the point is that both Evan Chambers and Cappie… Cappie love Casey. And that fact's been leaving her doubting a serious issue. Because if they could love a girl that's so—entirely everything that Rebecca is not, then how could they have sex with her and be thinking of her? During the act they had both certainly been… how would her fathers PR guy put it? Up for her needs. Her night with Evan had been hot and primal. But during all the excitement she hadn't really been paying attention. Had Evan said Rebecca? Or was his whisper one of dedication to Casey?

The sex with Cappie had been freeing and fun. But really a deep 'fuck you Casey' in the end. That's the story she sticking to anyway. She knew Cappie had said Rebecca: knew it as he laughed it into her thigh and moaned it into her mouth. Boys like Cappie were hard to find though and she couldn't read him the way she could Evan's sweaty hands and bouncing thigh. Even though he had said Rebecca, was he thinking it?

Did it matter? Who was Casey Cartwright to make Rebecca Logan care about boys' thoughts anyway?

From the Zeta Beta hallway she watched as Evan broke up with that blond nobody. With a warm smile for Frannie on her lips Rebecca gripped the tequila bottle tighter and flounced down the steps to the Kappa Tau house. From Cappies' room upstairs she watched as that little geek got into Casey's car. Then she watched as Cappie waved his hand at Casey and watched the car drive off. Her smile was a little colder when he came back up.

Rebecca is not a puritan. But she thinks that when a person has sex with someone they should be thinking of that someone in that moment. Even if their girlfriend is just half a block away.

From her seat in her daddy's jet she watches as Cyprus Rhodes shrinks into nothingness. And she has no idea whose face was Evan Chambers mind when he was taking her bra off with his teeth. But Rebecca is pretty positive about the face Cappie was seeing. Because, you see, Cappie talks in his sleep. And maybe Rebecca was what he said as he licked tequila off her stomach, but as he buried his face into her shoulder later on Casey was what he sighed.

Ok so… bad, good, completely riddled with grammatical errors? Review and let me know! (Be nice about the spelling errors though :o) )