And that's basically it!

After that, I stopped cutting and I let my arms heal. Johnny and I have been together for 3 years now, and when we leave at 16, we're going to get a flat together, with Tee and Tyler, when they leave a year later. They got together about 1 year ago.

So, this is the point in fairytales when they say:

And so the beautiful princess and the handsome prince stayed together in their castle for many years, and eventually got married. The two of them, and all their friends at Elm Tree castle lived happily ever after.

So, that's the end of this story, but remember: Don't bring self harm to yourself, talk to someone. You have to stop, or it will get worse. That's something I learned from experience. And don't worry: your handsome prince or beautiful princess will come along some day. Don't give up hope.

Lots of love,

Carmen Howle xxxx

That's the end of Jar of Hearts! But don't worry, Carmen and Johnny might possibly be back in a sequel, but I'm still thinking about that. Hope you enjoyed this story, and the little letter from Carmen at the end. Charlotte xx