This fanfic/story is from my original account (ForeverKingdom), but I deleted it from there and decided to post it up from here.

So if you say I stole or plagiarize, I will literally think of you as the most ignorant person ever.

P.S. These are one of my really old stories, so the grammar and punctuation is HORRIBLE.

DISCLAIMER: I do not own Fairy Tail. I only own the plot and OCCS.

Lucy POV

I stare at the positive sign on pregnancy test: + I feel suddenly panic come through me. What will he do when I tell him? "No, I can't..." I whisper to myself. My eyes travel back to the plus sign. "Lu-Chan! Ready?" My dorm-mate knocks on the door. "Hey, Levy. Do you mind if I don't go." I say back to her. "Okay. You okay?" Levy says to me. I think about that question for a second, "Yeah." "Alright Lu-Chan!" Levy says and I hear her small footsteps echo out the room. After a minute I open the door. The wooden bunk bed covers are messy. I'm still holding the thing, I go to the trash and throw it away. I can't throw it down the toilet for some reason. Beep. My phone goes. I pick up my phone and look at the text.

From: Natsu the ugly

U okay? Levy told me you couldn't come!

I smile at his concern but then remember the baby, and my corners goes down. I text him back.

To: Natsu the ugly

Yeah, I'm just need to study a little bit.

"And send this lying message." I say and click send. It hurts even though it's just one text. Beep. My phone goes again.

From: Natsu the ugly

As long as ur okay. i'm happy with that. I'll see you. :)

That's the end of this conversation. I sign deeply. Inhale and exhale. One thing runs through my head no wait two. How should I tell him or should I have an abortion. Is it going to hurt of I do? I take a seat at the desk chair and twirl around slowly. My twirling gets slower and slower until I stop. Three hours past and my thoughts don't seem to have an answer. "Hi, I'm back." Levy says opening the door. I stare blankly at her. "Lu-Chan? You okay?" She moves towards me and lets her small hand feel my forehead. I snap back to reality. "Perfectly fine." I lie, again. "You sure. You seem a little spaced out." She says back to me kicking off her slippers and going into the bathroom. I can see her wash her face but space out again. "What the heck is this!" I can hear her shout in the bathroom. "Crap." I whisper, crossing my fingers hoping she's not shouting about the Clear Blue pregnancy test brand thing.

"Lu-Chan? What's this?" Levy comes out holding the thing I tried to throw away. "A pregnancy test." I answer back slowly. "Yeah I can see that. I mean, what's it doing in our dorm?" She says back to me. I swallow hard, "It's a positive." I say not answering her question exactly. She blinks at me. "A positive? Meaning..." she trails off. I nod and wait for her to say something.

She walks over to me, "Who did it to you?" My best friend. Natsu. The person I slept with three weeks ago. The guy I swore I never imagine I'd do it with. A boy you trusted me with but I made a mistake having to do so with. "A boy you know." I say instead. She looks at me, "Only one person." She says back. "Natsu." She says to me before smiling a little bit. An unexpected reaction. "I'm going to tell him!" She says grinning. I freeze. "Don't." I whisper softly. "Don't?" She replies back to me and her smile drops. "Yes don't. Y'know, do not. As in do not tell him. I beg you." I plead to her. I can't help but imagine what will he do if he found out. He'll think of me differently. Our friendship will be broken and awkward. I'll lose him as a best friend. "Why?" her face softens. I feel some tears fall down my cheeks. "'Cause, if you do. I won't have the same kind of friendship I have with him now. Something we've been having for years." I say back. "Oh Lu-Chan. I won't tell him now." Levy hugs me.

We hug for two minutes before pulling apart. "I promise." Levy says to me before changing and crawling into bed. It's only six o' clock but I feel tired. I go onto the top bunk and shut my eyes. I drift off to sleep.

I'm sitting on a tree staring at the planets that surround me. Literally,

I think I'm in space. "Why Luce?" Natsu says to me. I turn to look at him.

"Why what?" I say and feel myself hugging him. "Don't. I can't be

your friend right now. Or ever. That child in you isn't mine. It can't be." He replies and

shoves me hard off the tree. I fall and keep falling until I fall into a hole. I can hear

people's footsteps above me. I look around me, the walls that surround me are

smooth. I look up to see a name above me. 'Here lies the child of Lucy Heartfillia

and Natsu Dragneel.' I'm in a casket, and it's not mine's. I scream for help, I scream my

lungs out. No one hears it. "Luce why?" Natsu's voice echos.

I wake up in a rush. The room is dark, I can hear Levy's breathing below me. The moon appears out the window. The alarm clock reads 3:46 AM. I plop my head back down but I don't try to fall asleep, not after that horrible nightmare. I keep thinking about him. I suddenly let my fingers move freely, it traces my stomach. I start to cry a little, I can't tell him.

Remember, this story is from my other, more used account (ForeverKingdom) and I have deleted this story of if this account.

This MIGHT also never be continued.

~ ForeverKingdom