I stand from the bridge and stare down at the water. I love this bridge. I used to bring Teddy to this bridge before…

He used to like to stare down at the water too. I always held him so close. I was always so afraid he'd fall. I feel a twinge of happiness as I remember, but in a way it only makes it worse. It only reminds me of how much different my life is now.

Once again I stare down at the water. I have to do this. I need to do this. They'll all be better off without me. They might not know it, but it's true. Christian will find someone new. It will only take two seconds for Christian to find a woman willing to be with him- the devastatingly gorgeous millionaire. Christian will make sure the kids are taken care of. They'll be fine.

I just can't keep living like this. It all hurts too much. Every moment is so hard. I can't do it anymore…

"Ana" Christian yells as he quickly runs towards me. Before I'm able to process what is happening he wraps me in his arms. "Don't do this! Don't you dare do this, please" he sobs.

"I'm sorry" I reply coldly. I look around. Christian's brought so many people with him- some I recognize, some I don't.

"Were you actually going to do it?" he chokes through sobs.

"Yeah" I answer honestly.

"Oh God, why?" he asks as he pulls back and stares into my eyes.

"I guess" I say with a sigh. "I guess in the end I'm no better than the crack whore."

I see the devastation spread across his face.

"No" he whispers. "No, not you. Not my Ana. Not my precious Ana."

"Who are those people?"

"These people are going to help you" he explains softly.

"You're committing me" I bite back as I roll my eyes.

"Anastasia, look at yourself. You were about to jump off a fucking bridge! How could you do this to me!?"

"I would have done you a favor!" I yell. "I would have done you and everybody else a favor!"

"No!" he yells as he starts to sob again. "No, no , no, no!"

"I'm cold" I say softly.

Christian stares at me for a moment and then takes his coat off and wraps it around me.

"Come on baby" he says softly as he guides me away from the bridge. "It's all okay now. We're going to get you help."

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