I remember the times that you made me smile a smile that was only meant for you.
I thought our love would last forever but I was wrong. Who is to blame?
Was it because I love you too much? Was it because I didn't love you enough?
I well forever remember my sorrow be tied to my pain.
For no man could take you place, the day you died was the day my heart died.
I ask the gods why they couldn't take me to.
I am shameful for my thoughts it's too much to handle.
So I wrote this letter in hope it reaches your shores.
That you. Are unforgiven.

Merlin

I have to take her away for here before so ends up hurting herself even worst yesterday I found her with a bottle a poison that she stole from Gaius it's a good thing she didn't notice that I took it from during the night. Today I followed her to lake shore and she wrote a letter to her late husband Arthur she wasn't ready for this. Not to say she was weak it just pained her far too much to want to leave. Everything she loved was gone taken from by the evil of the Pendragon's , this was my fault and I had to make it right somehow.

Guinevere

I know Merlin came into my room last night his hand was upon my cheek I heard his sobs but I pretended to be asleep I know he is worried about me because I cannot care about his feelings for a none in me to care. Apart of me blames him, "Why couldn't you save him Merlin 'I ask him and then I ask "please take me to him kill me with the same sword that took him away from me" But he wouldn't do it. So I started to think of ways to take away my pain first it was burning my skin on the flames from the candle, and then it was cutting myself. The bottle of poison seemed right to me finally I would be with him my love.

Merlin

When the sun came up I had to speak to Gaius.

" Gaius I have to do something to help Gwen for I'm afraid of what she'll do if I don't"

"Merlin there is a way to help our young Queen but it will not be easy" Gaius said.