A part of me was glad that I had one more tape but part of me was sad that it was over and the fact that I made the last tape which means no one else gets these tapes after me. I put the tape in the cassette player and pushed play. I heard some heavy breathing. I was hoping I was on the first side of tape 7. I pushed play taking a deep breath. I heard Chris knocking on my door. I ignored it and focused my attention back to Zander's voice.

Kacey Simon. Kacey, Kacey. Ex-perf, the girl I liked. You Kacey I thought you and I were friends. I must have been wrong because you aren't my friend or you will never be my friend ever not after what you did. You right Kacey though what you did wasn't even bad compared to Chris and anyone else on this list. Kacey did you have fun messing with me, playing with my heart. You had me believe that Stevie wanted nothing to do with me. How could you do that not only me but to Stevie? You guys are so close that I can't seem to catch my head around it. I then started dating you Kacey. Was this the whole reason why Stevie started to hate me because of you Kacey Simon?

"I never hated you Zander Robbins no matter what you did. I loved you so much that I wouldn't care what you did or do. I sighed before pushing play on the cassette tape again.

It doesn't matter anymore Kacey because I'm going to be gone one of these days. I hope you regret what you did to me. You told Stevie I hated her is it because you had a crush on me that would destroy Stevie. You weren't ever her friend were you? Face it Kacey, you were jealous of Stevie all the time, so you thought ruining our friendship was going to benefit you. You couldn't write a song as well as Stevie could and you hated that didn't you. Remember that song only you could be you. I remembered that you claimed that you wrote it but let's face it. You didn't write that song you stole it from me and I went along because Kacey I thought you were a good human being. I must have been on drugs to believe that. When you broke that art project it wasn't an accident you did it on purpose because I wanted to hang out with Stevie than you. Gosh Kacey Simon your nothing but a bitch, slut, whore and everything else in between. Kacey Simon you ruined my relationship with Stevie that's why your one of the thirteen reasons.

The tape stopped and I looked at the picture next to my nightstand it was gravity 5 all of us not just four of us. All this time I really thought that Zander hated me but Kacey was responsible. I heard the door open and there stood Kacey eying me and the tape that was held in my hands. "I can't believe you" I told her with tears down my face. "I didn't mean to I was so jealous about you and Zander" Kacey stated to me and I didn't move but the tears was falling down faster and faster. "Look Stevie I know what I did and I really do regret" Kacey told me and I just shook my head. "Do you only feel guilty because he's dead" I whispered to her and Kacey opened her mouth. "Get out" I told her while whispering towards her. "Stevie" She said to me with a slight pleading look. "No I mean it Kacey Simon get out of my room and my house" I yelled at her before pushing her out of my room. "We aren't friends get it Kacey Simon" I told her while closing my bedroom door before sliding down onto the floor my tears falling faster. I just started sobbing to myself. I looked up and I saw Zander just standing there. He was wearing jeans with leather jacket along with a white tee. "I'm so sorry Zander" I said to him and he gave me a small smile. "I love you Stevie Elizabeth Baskura" Zander told me before disappearing and I pushed my knees against my chest while the tears fell down. I slowly walked back to my bed and I snuggled against my covers and my pillow. I looked at the cassette player and I turned the tape around to part B of the tape. I pushed play not before sighing a little.

Stevie Baskura the love of my life, the girl who made me smile, the girl who took the pain away from me, the girl who is talented as what. I loved you Stevie I really did. I know you're wondering why you're on this tape. I just know that you never did anything to me or said anything to me actually. It was your actions, the way you acted towards me. The fact that you made open to love you, that's what you did to me Stevie. You was the only person I felt that I could trust and for that I thank you Stevie. Stevie you didn't ruin me but instead you healed me a little bit except when I thought you hated me. I loved you Stevie more than I thought I could ever love someone. Stevie I know you didn't mean to hurt me but when you went on that date with that Robert guy it broke my heart into several pieces I didn't know that was there. I always thought that if I had you I could survive. I wanted you to know the real me and I was scared that if I let you in that somehow I wouldn't be able to keep myself from hurting you. Stevie I know you're not the judgmental person but still I never said out loud that I had an eating disorder, cutter, a victim of rape so many times and a victim of abuse. I didn't want you to see me as the vulnerable person I was on the inside. You didn't ruin me but somehow I knew that if we got together I would ruin you and maybe that's why you're on this list. To be honest I don't know why you're on there. I guess when I thought about all things that happened to me, the first thing I thought about was you. I loved so much that it managed to hurt me into pieces. I want you to know Stevie you had nothing to do on this list but I killed myself because I was afraid and broken so broken beyond repair. I wanted to believe that you could save. You are the least likely person to belong on this tape. You are better than Chris, Gary, Alexis, Brittney, George, Coach Smith, Principal Rock, and Officer Stratford. You are better than Kacey, Nelson, Kevin and everyone else. Stevie Elizabeth Baskura you are the toughest girl, I ever met in my life. Zander laughed right there. I want you to promise that you won't ever change no matter what happen because Stevie someone else will love you just like I did I guarantee it. Stevie I fell madly in love with you and that's why your on this tape because I couldn't help fall in love with you and I knew I never had a chance. Trust me Stevie you're much different than anyone else on this tape. I promise you that. You made me fall in love with you and that's was my fault. I wasn't good enough for you. Goodbye Stevie Elizabeth Baskura. I love you never forget that.

The tape stopped and I felt the tears coming out of me faster and faster. Goodbye Zander. I will always love you. I'll never forget you. I promise. I took the last tape out of the cassette player and put the tape in with the other tapes that was located in the box. I put the box in deep with my closet.

Author's Note: Well's guys that's it for this story but comment if you want a sequel I could put out this summer.