Hello, my dear readers :) So, this is the story I promised you, I hope you will like it :) Of course I will keep uptading every story I wrote, this is just something new.

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Cece and I were sitting together in waitroom in ambulance of some hypnotist called Shelly.

I was pretty nervous about the whole thing, because this was something new for me and I was always scared of people like this - hypnotists, psychiatrists etc. But I knew that Cece was doing this for me and for us, because we both wanted to go to Japan so badly, I mean that was a really big chance to made something.

We were never somewhere else than Chicago and you never know when you can get chance like this one.

So, I had to fight with my fear from flying. I don´t know, why I had that fear, it was just inside of me and I couldn´t fight with it alone, I needed some help, so that´s why we went there.

As we were sitting there and waiting, Cece noticed how nervous I was and she grabbed my hand and rubbed it with hers.

"Don´t be afraid, Rocky, I am here with you and you will see that everything will be fine.", she said with warm smile on her face and I smiled a little too.

Well, here comes another thing that I am little scared of. I don´t know how long it is, but I have a little crush on Cece lately. I noticed it first, when I found out about her dyslexia.

When we were sitting on the stairs and I was holding her, I realized that I have some feelings for her. I wanted to kiss her so badly in that moment, but I knew I couldn´t ruin our friendship like that - that would be really selfish.

And then, when I was laying in the hospital and waiting for the surgery, she was sleeping right next to me and holding me and she was just so supportive in that time. That was the moment, when I was 100% sure I was in love with her.

It felt just so good when she was holding me like that and telling me all that stuff about us being best friend for the rest of our lives...

One half of me is afraid of it. Really afraid, because it´s just wrong, having feelings like this for a GIRL, especially, when that girl is my best friend. Someone can say that I am just a teen and everyone are feeling like this for some time, but at the end I will fall for some boy.

But I never fall for some boy and I can´t even imagine that. I really can´t.

*sigh* Me, Rocky Blue, the innocent girl, sometimes nerd also, fall in love with her best friend Cece.

Cece, the little fireball, redhead with such an energy, perfect dancer and also a very good friend.

Maybe she was sometimes a little selfish and we had some fights about it, but I can´t blame her for that. She is how she is, everyone do some mistakes. I love her the way she is and nobody can´t stop me from it.

And what´s the worst thing about it? That Cece already knew about it.

It was the time when Cece and I were still fighting, because she was still trying to push me into things I didn´t want to do, but it was also the time, when I knew I was in love with her and I was trying to fight that feeling.

I don´t know why, but Cece signed us to some Gary´s therapist and even when I didn´t want to go, Cece took me there.

When we got there, it started pretty innocently, we were just talking about stuff, and that therapist seemed to be more insane than her patients.

"So, you have some problems in your friendship, right?", she asked us.

"No, we don´t.", Cece said, but I looked somewhere else, not asnwering the question she gave us.

Cece looked at me, shocked and hurted a little.

"Do we?", she asked me and I shooked my head quickly.

"No...", I said and she smiled and looked back at that freeky woman.

"You see?", she said and the therapist smiled at us and then she stood up and walked closer to me, I stood up too and made few steps back.

"What are you hiding?", she asked me with weird voice.

"Nothing!", I shouted, but I knew that I just practically lied.

"Why are you so angry?"

"I am not!", I said with a smaller voice.

"Then why are you here?", she asked and I couldn´t take the preasure from her side anymore.

"Okay, fine! I have some feelings for her and I don´t know what to do about it, because I know it´s wrong and that she will never feel the same way about me!", I screamed but then I pulled my hand on my mouth.

I was such an idiot! Why the hell did I tell them the truth?!

Cece looked at me with her wide opened eyes and mouth also opened, she couldn´t believe what I just said. The therapist just smiled, happy that she ruined our friendship, because she just forced me to conffessed my feelings for Cece.

Cece stood up and walked away from the ambulance.

It was an year ago. Me and Cece agreed, that the best thing we can do about it, is forget about the whole thing and act like it never happend.

She said that she isn´t angry at me anymore and that she want to be my best friend again, without all those in-love things. I was happy that I can be her best friend again, but I was also a little sad, because she didn´t want to talk about my feelings.

We never talked about it again. And that was killing me, because I was still in love with her, but I couldn´t do anything about it.

"Welcome, my name is Shelly and I am a hypnotist.", she said and shooked our hands when we finally walked inside.

"Nice to meet you, Shelly, I am Cece and this is Rocky.", Cece said and all three of us sat up.

Shelly sat up right in front of me and she looked at me, like she was trying to read from my face.

"So, Rocky. You are afraid of flying, right?", she asked me and I simply nodded.

Cece already called her and she told her everything about my fear.

"So, lay down and close your eyes.", Shelly told me and I did how she wanted.

I was still shaking a bit, but I tried to be relaxed. When I closed my eyes and tried to be restful, I felt my heart beating slowly and my breathing was also more and more slow.

"Fine Rocky, now try to fall asleep, but just lightly so you can hear what am I telling you, okay?"

So I did. I felt that I am half asleep and I can still hear her talking.

"Imagine that you are in a plane.", she said.

It was little harder, but in few moments I was finally sitting in a chair of a plane, looking out of the window. The plane wasn´t in the sky yet, just on the ground.

I hardly heard what was Shelly telling me, because when I turned around, I saw Cece sitting right next to me, holding my hand and smiling at me, and that got all my intention.

"Cece...", I whispered.

"Don´t be afraid, look, we are flying already and you didn´t even noticed it.", she said and pointed out of the window.

I looked unbelievably from the window and I really saw it - we were flying and I wasn´t afraid anymore. Probably because she was there with me and she gave me courage for fight my fear.

It was just so real, I was thinking that it was the reality.

"I love you.", I said to her, because I wanted to say it to her so badly for so long.

But she didn´t say it back. She didn´t even smile at me, she looked worried now.

"I am sorry, I am really sorry for the way I am feeling.", I said and started crying.

The perfect dream turned into a nightmare.

Meanwhile In Ambulance

"Well, Cece. It doesn´t look like flying is her biggest problem.", Shelly said with her eyes wide opened and Cece looked at her surprisly, shocked and sad, when she heard the things Rocky just said from her sleep.

Cece was happy that Rocky wasn´t afraid of flying anymore, but there was this thing again...

She was still in love with her...