I'M SO SORRY THAT IT TAKES SO LONG FOR ME TO UPDATE, BUT I HAVE A CONSTANT CASE OF WRITERS BLOCK.

I DO NOT OWN TEEN WOLF, I ONLY OWN MY PLOT AND MY CHARACTER!

the song mentioned is ghost by halsey

PLEASE REVIEW SO THAT I KNOW WHAT YOU THINK OF THE STORY/CHAP/CHARACTER

I stood at the stove and watched the eggs cooking, and I sighed before turning to see Isaac watching me from the doorway. He walked over and pulled me into a hug, which I responded to contentedly.

"You've been sad for days now, ever since you had that vision that you won't tell anyone about. Erica and Boyd are getting worried, and even Derek noticed and is getting concerned. Why won't you tell me at least, maybe I can help. Don't hold this to yourself, whatever it is." He kissed my forehead, and I smiled before pulling back from the hug and turning back to put the eggs on a waiting plate, and turning off the stove.

"Did Derek explain mates to you? Did he tell you that werewolves have a destined soulmate, that a lot never even meet, let alone figure out that they're meant to be?" I turn to look at my little brother with a slightly sad look on my face before continuing. "I've know who Derek's was since I started learning about what I was. He never figured it out and seeing him with other people has nearly broken my heart. Could you imagine, having to see that, being forced to watch that. When I was gone, I didn't have my trusted mentor to guide me, I had to figure out how to cope with it. No matter what I do, it still was the most agonizing thing, which I wouldn't wish on my worst enemy. The worst part is, he doesn't even know, I don't think he even cares to try to figure it out." One lone tear fell from the corner of my eye.

"The vision I saw was the five of us, living happily as a family, cooking dinner together in a big house. Erica was helping me at the stove, you and body were sitting at an island laughing, and Derek was standing next to me, helping chop vegetables. Then he just leaned over and kissed my cheek before going back to what he was doing. It was so simple, but in that moment, it confirmed more than ever, what I had already known for years. After seeing that, us so happy, living this way in reality, it hurts Isaac. Having seen that loving, adoring even, look in his eyes in that vision, and coming out of it to seeing the way he looks at me in reality." The look on Isaac's face is full of realization, as he figures out what I had been hinting at.

"You're Derek's mate, that's why… oh I'm so sorry." He pulls me into a hug, this one more tight and warm in his attempt to comfort me. I heard the sound of Derek walking down the stairs, and pulled away to grab the plate of eggs and walked over to put it on the table just in time for him to walk into the room. Derek sits down at the table and then looks up just in time to see me wipe the lone tear from my cheek.

"Hey, what's wrong?" he asked me concernedly.

"I was just remembering cooking with your family. Your mom taught me how to cook, and I hadn't realized how much I missed her until now." I smiled at him sadly in response and he reached over and rested his hand on top of mine, which was sitting on the table. I pulled my hand back and sat down to eat.

I walked over past the front of the bleachers towards where the lacrosse players sit during practice, smiling at the coach, and walked over towards where Danny and another boy I didn't know were sitting on a bench at the bottom of the bleachers.

I leaned my arm on his shoulder, and he looked over at me and smiled, before introducing me to who I found out was matt, who was also on the lacrosse team. I sat and talked to matt and Danny for a while, until they had to start practice and I had to go home.

I was dancing around my kitchen cooking myself lunch while listening to music when a song came on that I loved so I walked over and turned the volume up, and sang along with the music.

I'm searching for something that I can't reach

I don't like them innocent
I don't want no face fresh
Want them wearing leather
Begging, let me be your taste test
I like the sad eyes, bad guys
Mouth full of white lies
Kiss me in the corridor,
But quick to tell me goodbye

You say that you're no good for me
Cause I'm always tugging at your sleeve
And I swear I hate you when you leave
But I like it anyway

My ghost
Where'd you go?
I can't find you in the body sleeping next to me
My ghost
Where'd you go?
What happened to the soul that you used to be?

You're a "Rolling Stone" boy
"Never sleep alone" boy
"Got a million numbers
And they're filling up your phone", boy
I'm off the deep end, sleeping
All night through the weekend
Saying that I love him but
I know I'm gonna leave him

You say that you're no good for me
Cause I'm always tugging at your sleeve
And I swear I hate you when you leave
But I like it anyway.

My ghost
Where'd you go?
I can't find you in the body sleeping next to me
My ghost
Where'd you go?
What happened to the soul that you used to be?

I'm searching for something that I can't reach

My ghost
Where'd you go?
I can't find you in the body sleeping next to me
My ghost
Where'd you go?
What happened to the soul that you used to be?

3RD PERSON

What she didn't notice, since the music was up so loud, was that someone had stopped by and heard the song. He was curious about who she was singing about, and he knew just the person he could ask.