This fanfic is about Lorraine & Nikki, the love affair. I have fallen head over heels in love with them, I ship them so damn hard! Fic may involve scenes of a sexual nature and what not so if you're uncomfortable with two girls being in a relationship or two girls kissing etc then either get some sense into your brain or don't read further :))), Lots of love, Emily ox

Lorraine arrived at Waterloo Road, she sighed to herself as she stepped out the car.

"Another day in paradise then." She said as she bent down to pick up her bag with her iPhone in one hand making it all the more difficult to grip her bag, she resorted to lifting her leg up in the air just to reach her bag. "Finally!" She wriggled her way out the car & shut the door, almost forgetting to lock her car as she walked off. "For gods sake Lorraine, where is your head at?!" She again sighed to herself, swung round to lock her car then swung back again.

She had a late night last night, she received some bad news about her dad, she never saw him, he was always too busy with his dogs or his work to even bother with her, just like her mum, she had forgotten she had another daughter, always calling Sonya, Lorraine but still not knowing who Lorraine really was. The news about her father though, she heard that he was in hospital after a scaffolding fell on him whilst he was working on a building, he was a builder but Lorraine had always told him to be careful but seeing now he's ended up in hospital, its clear that he didn't even pay one bit of attention to her.

She bumped and banged her way into her office plonking her ass on the seat and sighing again as her head hit the table, her long blonde hair falling on her face.

"Everything okay?" Michael asked making Lorraine jump.

"Oh for fu-" Lorraine stopped her self from cursing as she looked up.

"Rough night?"

"You could say that, yeah"

"Well don't forget you have to work in the PRU today with Nikki"

"Oh damn, I did forget, well, that just takes the biscuit!" Lorraine said as she heaved herself up from the chair, grabbing her bag and phone and made her way out of the office, she lost count of how many times she sighed today and it wasn't even 9am, but before she could even escape her sister was calling her from the desk.

"Lorraine!" Sonya shouted in her squeaky voice.

"What?" Lorraine spun round looking at her sister walking up to her.

"Have you heard about Dad?"

Just as she heard that she wanted to leave straight away.

"Yes, I have and no, I'm not gonna see him, he's a waste of space, always has been, ever since we were kids, he never looked after us, was never there for us, he didn't even come home most nights, he left her crying so no, stop the guilt trip, if you wanna go, go, I'm not stopping you" Just as Lorraine got that mouthful out she felt her stomach churn. "Oh come on!" She cried whilst running out to the toile before Sonya could even give her an answer.

She ran to the toilet and puked up in the bowl and once again, she sighed.

"Tell me again, why did you go out last night and get hammered?" Lorraine spoke to herself. "Oh, talking to yourself now Lorraine, thats the first sign of going insane"

She left the toilet, wiped herself down and walked to the PRU to be greeted by Nikki.

"Nice of you to join us" Nikki smiled at Lorraine who just looked blanky at her.

"Yeah, don't talk to me like I'm one of the students, been there, done that, never again" Lorraine pushed past Nikki, dropped her stuff of behind the desk and started talking to the pupils.

"Oh, right then.." Nikki looked puzzled and closed the door. She couldn't even think of a reason to what she even saw Lorraine, well, she could, yes, she can be bossy and moody but if she looked into her eyes long enough she could see that behind all them smiles she puts on her face, she was a girl who needed someone. Her striking figure and long blonde hair, her fashion sense and all her gadgets. She didn't care that she was rich all she wanted to her was hold Lorraine whilst they slept, brush away her tears when she cried and hug her for as long she needed a hug, she wished that more than anything but she knew that Lorraine would never feel that way about Nikki, not ever.

Nikki walked up to Lorraine who had now moved to her a table on her own and was sat looking down at her phone, she had a messgae from Sonya to, in her exact words *get your ass back up here now and talk to me!*, She couldn't even face going back up there to talk to her, she didn't want a lecture on her how she should go see her dad because "he's her dad" she didn't care about him one bit just like he never cared about her. It was that simple.

"You're as bad as the kids" Nikki looked down at Lorraine.

"What?" Lorraine looked up.

"On your phone.."

"Oh right, yeah" She said and put her phone back in her bag, ignoring Sonya.

"Is everything okay?"

"Just some bad news, well, when I say bad I don't mean that bad, I just mean, well, I don't know, just-"

Nikki cut her off, "Hey, don't worry, you don't have to tell me" she smiled.

"It's about my dad, we don't even speak but my sister, Sonya, wants to go visit him, he had an accident at work but I couldn't give two craps about him, he never cared about me, not ever." Lorraine turned away from the pupils as a silent tear fell down her delicate face.

"Hey, don't be upset" Nikki tilted Lorraine's head to look at her, "It's gonna be okay"

Lorraine looked at her, "I'm sorry about all this and being a bitch and everything, it's just, he stresses me out big time! And I feel like rubbish today, I just wanna go home and sleep, my stomach won't settle, I've been sick twice already" Lorraine sighed for the hundredth time.

She had a lot of decisions to make, she didn't know what to do with her life, she stood up and walk out the room, telling Nikki she wouldn't be long. She walked back up to the office to see Sonya.

"Oh, so you decided to come back then?" Sonya asked.

"Listen & don't even bother interrupting me, I told you earlier, I don't wanna see him, I don't care about him just like he doesn't care about me/us. I never wanna see him again, but you go if you want too but don't come crying to me when he turns you away because he doesn't care, he just doesn't care" Lorraine said her piece and walked out. She was done with her dad in her life, done.